Maybe you are just tired, unmotivated, and uninterested in sex.

we will see I ordered a blood test now to check my test levels and other markers.

and I don't think you just get "uninterested in sex" for some mental reasons. It's a drive that all normal functioning males has it doesn't go away, if it does there is something wrong usually hormonal.

anyways if they are low I will go on test probably for life. I will do so that my test levels are that of a high test male, not supraphysiological like bodybuilders as I don't want to shorten my lifespan. plus I have heart condition on my fathers side that I may have inherited, that's part reason why I never wanted to do steroids as it would worsen it.

Gets what he voted for? Also a Pedo supporter.
Supports child-molesters.

Arnold won. He was at one point the number one movie star in the world. Two time California governor. Married American royalty. He's worth a half a billion dollars. He's still making money.  Meanwhile the rest of the contenders for the 1980 Olympia are dead or wondering if they have enough money to pay their rent.

Yep & the fans of the losers are still crying 40yrs on from a contest
FFS just how pathetic are they.