I THINK I FUCKED UP REALLY BAD!
OK, There's this girl at my work, whom i work seldomly with, we get along great, she laughs at my jokes, we chat online daily and i'm attracted to her and i'm pretty sure the feeling is mutual. Just now i asked her online after chatting for a while if she wants to go out with me. At first she thought i was kidding, but when she realized that i was serious she was SHOCKED! And i mean SHOCKED! I guess she thought that we were "just friends" or what ever. I'm a good judge of character and i was sure there was more to that. Anyway after about 40 mins of her "thinking" and after some chit chat she "sent me a message that she's flattered, but doesn't think it's a good idea since we work together." I think that's an excuse anyway. Have i totally lost face and how the fuck i'm going to act around her from now on? I said it is an "open invitation" in case she changes her mind, but i don't think she will. WHAT THE FUCK DID I JUST DO... I THINK I JUST SHOT MYSELF IN THE DICK...
FUCK !!!!!!!!!!!