his girlfriend was hot and fawning all over him. I guess in this case I am jealous.
PERSONALITY
Quite often money is not even involved.
Many ugly weirdos ask this question like you did.
Squadfather with his shit personality asked the exact same question-How can they get girls?
They are as ugly as I am? but they get girls?
The difference with the ugly losers and you deicide is (unless money is involved)
the personality.
You present your interactions with females and I notice that you dont
know how to talk to girls.
Deicide you come across as a clueless, rude, scary, clinging creep to them.
Even the ugly girls shy away from you.
You have this weird look in your eyes.
Did you grew up in Hungary? who gave you your strange manners?
Forget about girls, learn to accept solitary and live alone for many years
stay away from girls like Jaejonna does.
Buy some prostitutes if you have to.
Even if you find a hot chick deicide it would look like you dont belong there-
Deicide standing next to a girl would look like this: