Derek, good luck man. Hope you come off. If this is acute kidney injury, there is a chance to come off dialysis in the first three months, but after that it is considered End Stage Renal Disease (ESRD). Regardless, see your docs and take care of yourself. All the haters on here need to look in the mirror and ask is their life so pristine. You made mistakes. Learn from them and live a long and fruitful life. Take care.