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Getbig Main Boards => Gossip & Opinions => Topic started by: King Shizzo on December 08, 2014, 07:32:36 AM
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I don't want to mention specific names, but I have noticed a few Getbiggers who I feel might have a drinking problem. I know I joked for a long time about my issues with alcohol, but I was just denying the real problem that I had.
Today marks 6 weeks without a drink for me, and it really hasn't been that bad in my particular case.
I am still tempted to have a drink sometimes, but it's just not worth going down that rabbit hole again.
Now I would like to ask my fellow Getbiggers (who drink) these questions:
Do you feel that you have your drinking under control?
Do you drink everyday?
Do you drink even while you are alone?
Maybe Ron would consider a subforum where recovering addicts can go for questions, help, and support
I have been to 10 AA meetings now, and I can tell you that a Getbig support group could be just as powerful.
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Two glasses of red wine on Friday with dinner. Two glasses of red wine on Saturday with dinner.
I am out of control.
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Two glasses of red wine on Friday with dinner. Two glasses of red wine on Saturday with dinner.
I am out of control.
I was never into wine myself. Actually, never liked beer much either. Thought they all tasted like shit.
Which brings me to another question:
Do you drink for feeling rather than the taste? I know I did. I just needed my "buzz".
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i never enjoyed the taste of alcohol,only drank it for the buzz effect.shizzo how long u ben clean now?6 weeks u said right?stay strong man cause the holidays are here so it will be tempting but u can do it bro
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Two glasses of red wine on Friday with dinner. Two glasses of red wine on Saturday with dinner.
I am out of control.
It usually starts with a few glasses of red wine, then before you know it, you wake up with a prolapsed anus.
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Two glasses of red wine on Friday with dinner. Two glasses of red wine on Saturday with dinner.
I am out of control.
same for me'semi wine snob'no homo...
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I was never into wine myself. Actually, never liked beer much either. Thought they all tasted like shit.
Which brings me to another question:
Do you drink for feeling rather than the taste? I know I did. I just needed my "buzz".
I like the taste of red wine (will a "no homo" even help here?)
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It usually starts with a few glasses of red wine, then before you know it, you wake up with a prolapsed anus.
oh yea i like that
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i never enjoyed the taste of alcohol,only drank it for the buzz effect.shizzo how long u ben clean now?stay strong man cause the holidays are here so it will be tempting but u can do it bro
6 weeks. I will be going to an annual family christmas party in a few weeks and they always have plenty of alcohol around.
I will think about taking a drink, but it will take a conscious effort to grab a drink pour/open the bottle, and then drink it. That is what I do have control over.
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I like the taste of red wine (will a "no homo" even help here?)
wine is enjoyable,social,and goes cheap and expensive and in between,getting a good value/taste sometimes is better than paying a lot..
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Just the occasional beer or wine, I never understood why people drink to the point of sickness.
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I don't drink often but WHEN I drink I go all out....as in I don't remember coming home or where I was type of drink.
One night I came round and I was in someone's house getting a blowjob, whilst I'm being sucked I was trying really really hard to remember how it came to this, who is this girl sucking me and where the fuck am I?
Next morning I wake up and it's my girlfriend of 6 months, and I was at her place somehow, I drank so much I forgot I had a girl friend.
I was a little disappointed cos I hoped it was someone knew and I had scored that night, but it was just my gf I forgotten about from drinking so much. But to answer your question no I don't have a drinking problem.
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Not much, but it's pretty tasty.
I use stronger alcohol only as a mouthwash or if I have sore throat.
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I don't drink often but WHEN I drink I go all out....as in I don't remember coming home or where I was type of drink.
One night I came round and I was in someone's house getting a blowjob, whilst I'm being sucked I was trying really really hard to remember how it came to this, who is this girl sucking me and where the fuck am I?
Next morning I wake up and it's my girlfriend of 6 months, and I was at her place somehow, I drank so much I forgot I had a girl friend.
I was a little disappointed cos I hoped it was someone knew and I had scored that night, but it was just my gf I forgotten about from drinking so much. But to answer your question no I don't have a drinking problem.
lol man,sounds like me 100% back in the day, except i woke up one day and my buddy of 19 years was naked in bed with me and had a raging boner,i jumped up and my head was pounding and i was more worried that my ass might of took a pounding ???i actually started feeling my ass to see if it felt stretched or looser than normal,it felt ok but i was still scared.i woke him up and he started smiling at me,u guys know that smile a broad gives u in the morning after u fuck her real good? anyway i got pissed off and said (what the fuck dude)in a deep,pissed off voice,he said whats the matter and almost started crying,i said(what the fuck u mean whats the matter?) i said i wake up in my apartment and u r naked sleeping next to me with a hard cock.he was like (dude,chill out man nothing happened,we just fucked some broads last night and me and u banged them both right here in the bed and then he said i fell asleep drunk.man i was fucking pissed off
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It usually starts with a few glasses of red wine, then before you know it, you wake up with a prolapsed anus.
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lol man,sounds like me 100% back in the day, except i woke up one day and my buddy of 19 years was naked in bed with me and had a raging boner,i jumped up and my head was pounding and i was more worried that my ass might of took a pounding ???i actually started feeling my ass to see if it felt stretched or looser than normal,it felt ok but i was still scared.i woke him up and he started smiling at me,u guys know that smile a broad gives u in the morning after u fuck her real good? anyway i got pissed off and said (what the fuck dude)in a deep,pissed off voice,he said whats the matter and almost started crying,i said(what the fuck u mean whats the matter?) i said i wake up in my apartment and u r naked sleeping next to me with a hard cock.he was like (dude,chill out man nothing happened,we just fucked some broads last night and me and u banged them both right here in the bed and then he said i fell asleep drunk.man i was fucking pissed off
Your stories really border on TMI, but they are greatly appreciated here. That's why you are on the leaderboard for Poster of the Year.
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lol man,sounds like me 100% back in the day, except i woke up one day and my buddy of 19 years was naked in bed with me and had a raging boner,i jumped up and my head was pounding and i was more worried that my ass might of took a pounding ???i actually started feeling my ass to see if it felt stretched or looser than normal,it felt ok but i was still scared.i woke him up and he started smiling at me,u guys know that smile a broad gives u in the morning after u fuck her real good? anyway i got pissed off and said (what the fuck dude)in a deep,pissed off voice,he said whats the matter and almost started crying,i said(what the fuck u mean whats the matter?) i said i wake up in my apartment and u r naked sleeping next to me with a hard cock.he was like (dude,chill out man nothing happened,we just fucked some broads last night and me and u banged them both right here in the bed and then he said i fell asleep drunk.man i was fucking pissed off
Hahaha
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About once a month I go to beer tasting events. I never drink alone as a rule. I probably have a drink once or twice a week on average
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ha ha, make drinking a problem when 99% of the forummembers are addicted to illegal hormones hahaha
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ha ha, make drinking a problem when 99% of the forummembers are addicted to illegal hormones hahaha
You bring up a good point. Addiction in general could be the topic.
And BBers takings steroids for years and years (despite health risks) is absolutely an addiction.
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lol man,sounds like me 100% back in the day, except i woke up one day and my buddy of 19 years was naked in bed with me and had a raging boner,i jumped up and my head was pounding and i was more worried that my ass might of took a pounding ???i actually started feeling my ass to see if it felt stretched or looser than normal,it felt ok but i was still scared.i woke him up and he started smiling at me,u guys know that smile a broad gives u in the morning after u fuck her real good? anyway i got pissed off and said (what the fuck dude)in a deep,pissed off voice,he said whats the matter and almost started crying,i said(what the fuck u mean whats the matter?) i said i wake up in my apartment and u r naked sleeping next to me with a hard cock.he was like (dude,chill out man nothing happened,we just fucked some broads last night and me and u banged them both right here in the bed and then he said i fell asleep drunk.man i was fucking pissed off
;D
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You would be amazed at how many people are addicted to something.
I would think 90% of Getbig is atleast addicted to caffeine.
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You would be amazed at how many people are addicted to something.
I would think 90% of Getbig is atleast addicted to caffeine.
I'm addicted to Shitsoul posts and having broken glass shoved up my urethra.
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I'm addicted to Shitsoul posts and having broken glass shoved up my urethra.
:P
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I think i got potential to have trouble with alcoohol.
I restrain myself because of training and never drink, otherwise i'll drink everyday.
i drink alcoohol once a month but i get shit drunk, i drink alcoohol to fast.
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How often do you drink Calvin? You seem to talk about alcohol often.
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You guys need to know that you don't have to drink literally everyday to have a problem with alcohol.
If you get plastered every weekend, there is a chance that you are atleast abusing it.
Casual drinking would be having a few drinks a couple days out of the month.
Grown men having hangovers/blackouts every weekend is a cause for concern.
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Steroid are an addiction too. I have seen guys start in college then for decades pursue the syringe and vial life style. It becomes an addiction because of several reasons. When on you feel great almost like an anti depressant feeling of well being. You feel aggressive and confident. When off cycle and it takes time to clear your system you feel timid, depressed and nervous. Some rationalize like smokers do that they know an 80 year old who still kicking and began smoking at 15. Yes they exist but it doesn't change it's a risk to health.
You also get addicted to all the compliments you get on your drug acquired physique. It feeds the insecure little boy that needs you're a man affirmations from others. I can't count how much money guys have spent through the years buying this crap. I know guys that have thrown away the pursuit of a career following the syringe life. Then when they are in their 40's give up the life style due to finances, health or even arrest many state training with the drug assist is a waste of time and stop training.
This is my opinion but if you have addiction problems to alcohol you are at risk for all addictions.
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I'm an alcoholic. I drink everyday
. Been struggling with it on and off for the last 10 years or so. Nothing fun about it at all.
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I'm an alcoholic. I drink everyday
. Been struggling with it on and off for the last 10 years or so. Nothing fun about it at all.
What is the longest period of time within those 10 years that you have been "sober"?
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Shizzo sounding like he is taking on the AA mentality more and more.
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lol man,sounds like me 100% back in the day, except i woke up one day and my buddy of 19 years was naked in bed with me and had a raging boner,i jumped up and my head was pounding and i was more worried that my ass might of took a pounding ???i actually started feeling my ass to see if it felt stretched or looser than normal,it felt ok but i was still scared.i woke him up and he started smiling at me,u guys know that smile a broad gives u in the morning after u fuck her real good? anyway i got pissed off and said (what the fuck dude)in a deep,pissed off voice,he said whats the matter and almost started crying,i said(what the fuck u mean whats the matter?) i said i wake up in my apartment and u r naked sleeping next to me with a hard cock.he was like (dude,chill out man nothing happened,we just fucked some broads last night and me and u banged them both right here in the bed and then he said i fell asleep drunk.man i was fucking pissed off
Haha. Man that's funny shit.
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Shizzo sounding like he is taking on the AA mentality more and more.
Six weeks of AA, and he's now sounding off like a sponsor. ::)
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Shizzo sounding like he is taking on the AA mentality more and more.
Not at all. I honestly don't see myself going after attending the 16 meetings that I have to.
That does not mean I didn't take anything away from those meetings.
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Six weeks of AA, and he's now sounding off like a sponsor. ::)
Actually I am trying to lean as much as I can for myself, but also sharing some of what I have learned to maybe help someone who is in denial.
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How often do you drink Calvin? You seem to talk about alcohol often.
No rhyme or reason. might go a week, weeks or even a month or two at a time without a drink then could drink two or three nights in a row.
I've never felt I needed a drink {like I had a tough day at work or a fight with my girl}
I drink for fun and won't let if effect me in a bad way.....lets say I have something important the next day at work or personal, then I'm not drinking the night before.
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What is the longest period of time within those 10 years that you have been "sober"?
3 months or so.
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I would consider it a problem the moment i can't show up sober at my 36 hour job anymore.
Any other moment seems suitable to get absolutely piss smashed weither being alone or with others.
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I usually have a glass of merlot or a cocktail before bed most evenings. About every two or three weekends I go out with some friends and drink 4-6 drinks, usually fine, hard liquor and some hoppy and exotic beer I've never had before.
It's not a problem until it affects your health or your goals. For some people that takes very little and for some it's not an issue. For example, my mom used to have a glass of wine and become a raging bitch for hours on end. Me or my father could drink until we passed out and never get angry if we wanted to (never tried it).
Lesson here is 'know your limits.'
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I usually have a glass of merlot or a cocktail before bed most evenings. About every two or three weekends I go out with some friends and drink 4-6 drinks, usually fine, hard liquor and some hoppy and exotic beer I've never had before.
It's not a problem until it affects your health or your goals. For some people that takes very little and for some it's not an issue. For example, my mom used to have a glass of wine and become a raging bitch for hours on end. Me or my father could drink until we passed out and never get angry if we wanted to (never tried it).
Lesson here is 'know your limits.'
;D Ha some people indeed become unpleasant when they drink.
Reminds me of the fact there's an actual IPA called the raging bitch. It's great.
(http://flyingdogbrewery.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/bitch203.png)
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;D Ha some people indeed become unpleasant when they drink.
Reminds me of the fact there's an actual IPA called the raging bitch. It's great.
(http://flyingdogbrewery.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/bitch203.png)
i love raging bitch beer. happy that it's common enough to get even at places with a shitty selection overall. a good default.
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;D Ha some people indeed become unpleasant when they drink.
Reminds me of the fact there's an actual IPA called the raging bitch. It's great.
(http://flyingdogbrewery.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/bitch203.png)
Ralph Steadman artwork!?
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How could someone enjoy the taste of beer? Hops taste like shit.
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Ralph Steadman artwork!?
Correct. Absolutely killer images.
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How could someone enjoy the taste of beer? Hops taste like shit.
yeah but so do things like pickles, sardines, and olives but people still eat those things. all depends on what you like and sometimes the craving i guess.
some people even eat this shit
(http://blog.asiahotels.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/10/kimchi.jpg)
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yeah but so do things like pickles, sardines, and olives but people still eat those things. all depends on what you like and sometimes the craving i guess.
some people even eat this shit
(http://blog.asiahotels.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/10/kimchi.jpg)
Is that a marinated placenta? ;D
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Is that a marinated placenta? ;D
if it were it would probably smell better than what it is..
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if it were it would probably smell better than what it is..
Month's long fermented korean vegetables. You had the privelege to try? How was it?
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Month's long fermented korean vegetables. You had the privelege to try? How was it?
i refused. i have a few asian friends since middle school. their parents would usually put out a big spread just because they had a friend over. i smelled it and tried to jin up the willpower. couldn't do it.
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i refused. i have a few asian friends since middle school. their parents would usually put out a big spread just because they had a friend over. i smelled it and tried to jin up the willpower. couldn't do it.
Epic
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Epic
i've eaten some pretty raunchy things in my life (giggity) but that was the one i just couldn't do. i'd give it another go if i happen across it.
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lol man,sounds like me 100% back in the day, except i woke up one day and my buddy of 19 years was naked in bed with me and had a raging boner,i jumped up and my head was pounding and i was more worried that my ass might of took a pounding ???i actually started feeling my ass to see if it felt stretched or looser than normal,it felt ok but i was still scared.i woke him up and he started smiling at me,u guys know that smile a broad gives u in the morning after u fuck her real good? anyway i got pissed off and said (what the fuck dude)in a deep,pissed off voice,he said whats the matter and almost started crying,i said(what the fuck u mean whats the matter?) i said i wake up in my apartment and u r naked sleeping next to me with a hard cock.he was like (dude,chill out man nothing happened,we just fucked some broads last night and me and u banged them both right here in the bed and then he said i fell asleep drunk.man i was fucking pissed off
ROFLMAO you have the best stories ;D
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;D Ha some people indeed become unpleasant when they drink.
Reminds me of the fact there's an actual IPA called the raging bitch. It's great.
(http://flyingdogbrewery.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/bitch203.png)
Princess L's favorite drink ;D
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Month's long fermented korean vegetables. You had the privelege to try? How was it?
It's excellent! Like a garlicky, spicy sauerkraut. As a matter of fact, that's exactly what it is....sauerkraut seasoned with garlic & chilies.
Very healthy, teeming with probiotic cultures
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It's excellent! Like a garlicky, spicy sauerkraut. As a matter of fact, that's exactly what it is....sauerkraut seasoned with garlic & chilies.
Very healthy, teeming with probiotic cultures
Yeah it's kind of like Blue cheese. Tastes good to me, but kind of disgusting when you think that it is moldy cheese.
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It's excellent! Like a garlicky, spicy sauerkraut. As a matter of fact, that's exactly what it is....sauerkraut seasoned with garlic & chilies.
Very healthy, teeming with probiotic cultures
lol.. never liked sauerkraut either. yuck.
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It's excellent! Like a garlicky, spicy sauerkraut. As a matter of fact, that's exactly what it is....sauerkraut seasoned with garlic & chilies.
Very healthy, teeming with probiotic cultures
Your description doesn't sound to bad.
Though i wouldn't question mr Bulldog on this.
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I must give props, good thread.
I turn 56 tomorrow so I have been through it for a while. Became dependant on pot at 13, booze and coke at 17 and continued that until I was about 30-32 years old. Quit the drugs @ 30 and quit the booze @ 32. I decided to take up weight lifting after that and began taking steroids shortly after. Took my last shot about about 6 weeks ago. Even after a bout with cancer and a blood disorder that put me in the hospital due to the steroid use I continued on with steroids. About 3 months ago I was put in the hospital again. I had another issue with my blood due to the test I was taking. It is called polycythemia. I had to have a pint of blood drained twice a week for 8 weeks until it thinned out. My hemotologist said if I did not quit the test I would permantely have to get my blood drained. They use 16 gauge needles in the crook of the arm to drain it. I finally got smart and quit the test. I have been off test for about 6 weeks and I miss the shit out of it. I loved the way it made me feel. But I don't miss those huge ass needles in my arm.
I have a very addictive personality. Addictions come in all types of forms. Now I don't drink, don't do drugs and don't juice. But I still enjoy life. But as you can tell even though I went through hell fucking up my body especially with the steroids. My addictive nature overpowered my common sense. Started at 13, quit at nearly 56. Lucky to be alive. I am not saying all this for pity. I did it to myself. I just thought my experience and what I went through might let someone know that you may be fine now but some of this shit takes it toll on your body years down the road.
Good luck to anyone trying to get clean.
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I must give props, good thread.
I turn 56 tomorrow so I have been through it for a while. Became dependant on pot at 13, booze and coke at 17 and continued that until I was about 30-32 years old. Quit the drugs @ 30 and quit the booze @ 32. I decided to take up weight lifting after that and began taking steroids shortly after. Took my last shot about about 6 weeks ago. Even after a bout with cancer and a blood disorder that put me in the hospital due to the steroid use I continued on with steroids. About 3 months ago I was put in the hospital again. I had another issue with my blood due to the test I was taking. It is called polycythemia. I had to have a pint of blood drained twice a week for 8 weeks until it thinned out. My hemotologist said if I did not quit the test I would permantely have to get my blood drained. They use 16 gauge needles in the crook of the arm to drain it. I finally got smart and quit the test. I have been off test for about 6 weeks and I miss the shit out of it. I loved the way it made me feel. But I don't miss those huge ass needles in my arm.
I have a very addictive personality. Addictions come in all types of forms. Now I don't drink, don't do drugs and don't juice. But I still enjoy life. But as you can tell even though I went through hell fucking up my body especially with the steroids. My addictive nature overpowered my common sense. Started at 13, quit at nearly 56. Lucky to be alive. I am not saying all this for pity. I did it to myself. I just thought my experience and what I went through might let someone know that you may be fine now but some of this shit takes it toll on your body years down the road.
Good luck to anyone trying to get clean.
Thanks for sharing and I would honestly like to put to rest any bad blood between us.
I would never knowingly or purposely make fun of someone's disease or health problems.
So you had polycythemia because you were taking too much test?
So how are you coping with that? Is your natural test completely shut down?
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I must give props, good thread.
I turn 56 tomorrow so I have been through it for a while. Became dependant on pot at 13, booze and coke at 17 and continued that until I was about 30-32 years old. Quit the drugs @ 30 and quit the booze @ 32. I decided to take up weight lifting after that and began taking steroids shortly after. Took my last shot about about 6 weeks ago. Even after a bout with cancer and a blood disorder that put me in the hospital due to the steroid use I continued on with steroids. About 3 months ago I was put in the hospital again. I had another issue with my blood due to the test I was taking. It is called polycythemia. I had to have a pint of blood drained twice a week for 8 weeks until it thinned out. My hemotologist said if I did not quit the test I would permantely have to get my blood drained. They use 16 gauge needles in the crook of the arm to drain it. I finally got smart and quit the test. I have been off test for about 6 weeks and I miss the shit out of it. I loved the way it made me feel. But I don't miss those huge ass needles in my arm.
I have a very addictive personality. Addictions come in all types of forms. Now I don't drink, don't do drugs and don't juice. But I still enjoy life. But as you can tell even though I went through hell fucking up my body especially with the steroids. My addictive nature overpowered my common sense. Started at 13, quit at nearly 56. Lucky to be alive. I am not saying all this for pity. I did it to myself. I just thought my experience and what I went through might let someone know that you may be fine now but some of this shit takes it toll on your body years down the road.
Good luck to anyone trying to get clean.
So basically you partied like a champ till 32? And then swapped that lifestyle for juicing (which in the end was the major onslaught on your health)?
By all means, though. Still happy to read you're doing good right now. And are okay with being clean/off.
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How could someone enjoy the taste of beer? Hops taste like shit.
Because not everybody is an estrogen filled balloon covered in dungeons and dragons tattoos
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I guess I should consider myself lucky. I never dabbled in rec drugs or even smoked cigs. I was able to get control of an alcohol problem that was only a few years in the making.
Now it's time to get lean and mean. I have lost 65 pounds before and I will do it again.
This is a pic of me when I was about 175-180 pounds (Probably around 3 years ago)
As you can see, alcohol was a major factor in my weight gain. It made me tired and lethargic all the time, not to mention all of those empty calories.
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Thanks for sharing and I would honestly like to put to rest any bad blood between us.
I would never knowingly or purposely make fun of someone's disease or health problems.
So you had polycythemia because you were taking too much test?
So how are you coping with that? Is your natural test completely shut down?
I would like to put it to rest to. Let's consider it done and over with. Thank you!
Yes, the test was making me create too many red blood cells. The episode I had a few months ago I was feeling like shit for a week. Then I was at work and I could tell my blood pressure was high. I took it and it was 202/103. I was admitted to the hospital to drain my blood 3 times in 3 1/2 days. They have to use 16 ga needles because the blood is the consistency of ketchup. The first time this happened 7 years ago it thickened so bad it stroked out my colon. Luckily it did not stroke my heart. I had bad abdominal pains, went to shit and filled the bowl with blood. But like a dumb fuck I continued on steroids 2 weeks out of the hospital.
My test levels are actually not too bad. Staying in the low to mid 200's. Considering what I have done I am lucky. I do miss the feeling I got from the test but I think I finally am smart enough or more like not so hard headed to where I won't do it again.
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Look at those triceps
Can you say HOOORRRRSSSSEEEEE SSSHHHOOOEEE!!!!!!!
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So basically you partied like a champ till 32? And then swapped that lifestyle for juicing (which in the end was the major onslaught on your health)?
By all means, though. Still happy to read you're doing good right now. And are okay with being clean/off.
I partied so fucking hard till 32, it was stupid. Staying up for days. Buddy own a topless bar in Orlando. I moved down there and sold coke to all his dancers. Needless to say I fucked dancers everynight. Just glad it was before AIDS was even heard of. Thanks for the kind words. I am doing great off of everything but test. I miss it. I would get a euphoric feeling from it. Plus I would get horny just looking at drywall. ;D
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I am not a big fan of alcohol.
If I have to drink Alcohol, I can do maybe a glass or two of wine every now and then, as in once or twice a month at most.
I can stomach a good Riesling. I am also a fan of unorthodox wines, like that of fermented honey wine (like those consumed in Ethiopia, as well as some of the bigger Middle Eastern countries).
A well prepared Sangria can be nice too on occasion.
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I partied so fucking hard till 32, it was stupid. Staying up for days. Buddy own a topless bar in Orlando. I moved down there and sold coke to all his dancers. Needless to say I fucked dancers everynight. Just glad it was before AIDS was even heard of. Thanks for the kind words. I am doing great off of everything but test. I miss it. I would get a euphoric feeling from it. Plus I would get horny just looking at drywall. ;D
Well, you can say one thing; you lived (and still do ofcourse ;D)!
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Well, you can say one thing; you lived (and still do ofcourse ;D)!
Well said. I have some great stories. True ones of course.
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I don't know why I was drawn to vodka in particular? Maybe it was because it was milder tasting compared to rum, whiskey, bourbon etc....
I remember trying Jack Daniel's Honey Whiskey and thinking that it was some of the worst tasting shit ever! The best way to describe it would be: wet, moldy, cardboard.
One of the old guys in AA made me die laughing the other day. He said: "Most people are full of shit when it comes to alcohol. Most drinks taste like shit, and the only reason people put up with the taste, is because there is alcohol in it. "Oh I am a wine Connoisseur!" Bullshit! he said. They are just alcoholics. Why don't they just stuff a bunch of grapes in thier mouths then?"
;D
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my Dad drinks maybe 2 glasses of red wine most days, but is healthy and happy at 72.
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I don't know why I was drawn to vodka in particular? Maybe it was because it was milder tasting compared to rum, whiskey, bourbon etc....
I remember trying Jack Daniel's Honey Whiskey and thinking that it was some of the worst tasting shit ever! The best way to describe it would be: wet, moldy, cardboard.
One of the old guys in AA made me die laughing the other day. He said: "Most people are full of shit when it comes to alcohol. Most drinks taste like shit, and the only reason people put up with the taste, is because there is alcohol in it. "Oh I am a wine Connoisseur!" Bullshit! he said. They are just alcoholics. Why don't they just stuff a bunch of grapes in thier mouths then?"
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Glad to hear you're having a blast at AA stallion.
I do ask myself here if you're not just seeking a problem? Todays offficial standard's of alcoholism are tighter than a ducks butt.
A true alcoholic is a person who drinks to the point of stomach ulcer's, puking a pint of blood and continuing straight away. Waking up and having shaking hands till a drink sinks in. Someone who sneakily drinks an odorless hard liquor during his daily job and bends himself in all kinds of ways to get it.
I can drink months every evening long by myself (or in good company) yet refrain myself from going to work smashed. I can also stay sober for prolonged periods of time.
Lot's of problem's but alcohol aint one ;D
Take it easy
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my Dad drinks maybe 2 glasses of red wine most days, but is healthy and happy at 72.
Cardiologists say that's even healthier than not drinking for the heart and blood vessels.
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I must give props, good thread.
I turn 56 tomorrow so I have been through it for a while. Became dependant on pot at 13, booze and coke at 17 and continued that until I was about 30-32 years old. Quit the drugs @ 30 and quit the booze @ 32. I decided to take up weight lifting after that and began taking steroids shortly after. Took my last shot about about 6 weeks ago. Even after a bout with cancer and a blood disorder that put me in the hospital due to the steroid use I continued on with steroids. About 3 months ago I was put in the hospital again. I had another issue with my blood due to the test I was taking. It is called polycythemia. I had to have a pint of blood drained twice a week for 8 weeks until it thinned out. My hemotologist said if I did not quit the test I would permantely have to get my blood drained. They use 16 gauge needles in the crook of the arm to drain it. I finally got smart and quit the test. I have been off test for about 6 weeks and I miss the shit out of it. I loved the way it made me feel. But I don't miss those huge ass needles in my arm.
I have a very addictive personality. Addictions come in all types of forms. Now I don't drink, don't do drugs and don't juice. But I still enjoy life. But as you can tell even though I went through hell fucking up my body especially with the steroids. My addictive nature overpowered my common sense. Started at 13, quit at nearly 56. Lucky to be alive. I am not saying all this for pity. I did it to myself. I just thought my experience and what I went through might let someone know that you may be fine now but some of this shit takes it toll on your body years down the road.
Good luck to anyone trying to get clean.
HOLY SHIT MAN MY BEST FREIND HAD TO GO THRU THE SAME THING,he went to the hospital after having a stroke at 25yrs old and next thing i know hes getting all this blood drained every week from the doctor,he did it for about 3 months or less.he told me the same thing about the needles r huge as hell and it sucks getting the blood drained,that sucks man and sorry to hear that u had to go thru the cancer and the blood problem,i know its hard but try to stay clean man cause its just not worth your life. if i was u id start smoking weed again if u have to do anything thats the least harmful imo,but stay away from the roids man cause trust me the next thing is a stroke man and u dont want to go thru that shit.i have a addicting personality also and i jump from substance to substance and its a nightmare sometimes
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Glad to hear you're having a blast at AA stallion.
I do ask myself here if you're not just seeking a problem? Todays offficial standard's of alcoholism are tighter than a ducks butt.
A true alcoholic is a person who drinks to the point of stomach ulcer's, puking a pint of blood and continuing straight away. Waking up and having shaking hands till a drink sinks in. Someone who sneakily drinks an odorless hard liquor during his daily job and bends himself in all kinds of ways to get it.
I can drink months every evening long by myself (or in good company) yet refrain myself from going to work smashed. I can also stay sober for prolonged periods of time.
Lot's of problem's but alcohol aint one ;D
Take it easy
I never went to work drunk either. But you have to ask yourself why you would drink everyday for months on end?
At the very least you are probaby abusing alcohol.
I never said I ever hit rock bottom, but I consider puking practically everyday (sometimes multiple times) a problem.
In any event you are poisoning your body.
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HOLY SHIT MAN MY BEST FREIND HAD TO GO THRU THE SAME THING,he went to the hospital after having a stroke at 25yrs old and next thing i know hes getting all this blood drained every week from the doctor,he did it for about 3 months or less.he told me the same thing about the needles r huge as hell and it sucks getting the blood drained,that sucks man and sorry to hear that u had to go thru the cancer and the blood problem,i know its hard but try to stay clean man cause its just not worth your life. if i was u id start smoking weed again if u have to do anything thats the least harmful imo,but stay away from the roids man cause trust me the next thing is a stroke man and u dont want to go thru that shit.i have a addicting personality also and i jump from substance to substance and its a nightmare sometimes
I thought I was a rare case with the polycythemia but when I was going for my drains this last time there was 4-8 other people everytime getting it done. Many were cancer patients. Yea, those needles are a bitch. I called them garden hoses.
On top of all this shit I have had 5 major back surgeries including 2 fusions. A buddy gave me some buds for the pain but I have not smoked it. I really can't because I have to go to a pain clinic for my Kadian (designer morphine) for my back and they drug test every so often. I am sure I am hooked on pain meds but this Kadian is awesome shit. It makes my life liveable with the back pain. Yea I know, I am a fucking mess. ;D
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A true alcoholic is a person who drinks to the point of stomach ulcer's, puking a pint of blood and continuing straight away. Waking up and having shaking hands till a drink sinks in. Someone who sneakily drinks an odorless hard liquor during his daily job and bends himself in all kinds of ways to get it.
That's the stereotypical television version of an alcoholic. True alcoholics can exist without any of those behaviors.
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I partied so fucking hard till 32, it was stupid. Staying up for days. Buddy own a topless bar in Orlando. I moved down there and sold coke to all his dancers. Needless to say I fucked dancers everynight. Just glad it was before AIDS was even heard of. Thanks for the kind words. I am doing great off of everything but test. I miss it. I would get a euphoric feeling from it. Plus I would get horny just looking at drywall. ;D
this musta been early 80,s ;) great times back then for me also,i guess it was great times when i think about cause im not sure staying up for 2 or 3 days sniffing blow and drinking is exactly a great time now that i look back on it. i used to party hard and i know it took a toll on my body,heart wise and liver from the drinking.
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I thought I was a rare case with the polycythemia but when I was going for my drains this last time there was 4-8 other people everytime getting it done. Many were cancer patients. Yea, those needles are a bitch. I called them garden hoses.
On top of all this shit I have had 5 major back surgeries including 2 fusions. A buddy gave me some buds for the pain but I have not smoked it. I really can't because I have to go to a pain clinic for my Kadian (designer morphine) for my back and they drug test every so often. I am sure I am hooked on pain meds but this Kadian is awesome shit. It makes my life liveable with the back pain. Yea I know, I am a fucking mess. ;D
trust me bro there are alot more dudes like us going thru this shit as we speak,the more people i talk to the more i start to realize that addictions are very common and alot of people r in the same boat as us
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no makes me feel terrible after. bad for gainz
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this musta been early 80,s ;) great times back then for me also,i guess it was great times when i think about cause im not sure staying up for 2 or 3 days sniffing blow and drinking is exactly a great time now that i look back on it. i used to party hard and i know it took a toll on my body,heart wise and liver from the drinking.
Come on, it was fun and you know it. Think of the areas on women that you have snorted coke off of. I had this one dancer I put coke on her asshole so I could bang her anally. I left it on there for a bit and when I went down to snort it and the bitch farted it all over my face. I guess her ass was numb and couldn't hold it. See, memories like that are priceless.
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Come on, it was fun and you know it. Think of the areas on women that you have snorted coke off of. I had this one dancer I put coke on her asshole so I could bang her anally. I left it on there for a bit and when I went down to snort it and the bitch farted it all over my face. I guess her ass was numb and couldn't hold it. See, memories like that are priceless.
i snorted blow of a womens tit once and i started sucking her tits and couldnt feel my mouth for 30 minutes, problem with blow was it made me super horny but alot of times i couldnt get a boner cause my cock went limp. i learned to take viagra with it as i got older,if i tried snigffing blow now id prolly drop dead from a heart attack,last time i did afew lines was 5 yrs ago and im telling u my heart was racing so fast i thought i was gonna die,i had to take 2 xanax bars right away to try to slow my heart down,it was scary as hell
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Mmm.
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Was just about to ask everybody to SHUT THE FUCK UP AND POST PICTURES OF THEIR FAVORITE BEER HAHAHA! :D
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I'm not a weak pussy that can't control my disgusting habits/urges so no addictions of any kind, lest it be alcohol. Last time I got proper hammered were when my mate's wife had a baby and invited us all round just before she came home with the kid. We were drinking bottles of $1000 whiskeys (taste the same as the cheap shit) and knocking back vodka shots.
Before that, months. I never drink apart from in business social settings. But then it's not strictly classed as drinking, it's more of a chess game.
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We were drinking bottles of $1000 whiskeys (taste the same as the cheap shit)
Someone brought the wrong shit then.
I had a $70 glass of Pappy a few weeks ago that most definitely did not taste the same as the cheap shit.
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Princess L's favorite drink ;D
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You don't know me very well.
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Someone brought the wrong shit then.
I had a $70 glass of Pappy a few weeks ago that most definitely did not taste the same as the cheap shit.
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You can buy a whole bottle (10year) for $60 bucks. 15 year for $100
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I thought I was a rare case with the polycythemia but when I was going for my drains this last time there was 4-8 other people everytime getting it done. Many were cancer patients. Yea, those needles are a bitch. I called them garden hoses.
On top of all this shit I have had 5 major back surgeries including 2 fusions. A buddy gave me some buds for the pain but I have not smoked it. I really can't because I have to go to a pain clinic for my Kadian (designer morphine) for my back and they drug test every so often. I am sure I am hooked on pain meds but this Kadian is awesome shit. It makes my life liveable with the back pain. Yea I know, I am a fucking mess. ;D
I had similar was one of the reasons I stopped taking TRT, had 4 or 5 venesections to get rid of the blood, I hadn't taken more than 1ml a fortnight for years but my levels were still high and asprin wasn't cutting it, I am curious to how much you were using though, guys I know in san fran are being treated for TRT with venesection being part of the treatment, its not mainstream but theres doctors up there who understand the benefits and assist trying to neutralise the blood negative but good luck my haematologist just told me no more TRT and thats been it, he wouldnt even consider such a protocol,
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I dont drink socially, I also dont get addicted to shit, but I binge, I just have two buttons no and go, have no problem saying no, but once i start I just go, doesnt happen very often as the next day is just not worth it, but will happen over the holidays once for sure followed by a good period of never again ;D
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Come on, it was fun and you know it. Think of the areas on women that you have snorted coke off of. I had this one dancer I put coke on her asshole so I could bang her anally. I left it on there for a bit and when I went down to snort it and the bitch farted it all over my face. I guess her ass was numb and couldn't hold it. See, memories like that are priceless.
;D priceless,
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You can buy a whole bottle (10year) for $60 bucks. 15 year for $100
No you can't.
If you have access to a bottle 15 year for $100, I will buy 10 bottles and tip you $500 for your troubles.
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I had similar was one of the reasons I stopped taking TRT, had 4 or 5 venesections to get rid of the blood, I hadn't taken more than 1ml a fortnight for years but my levels were still high and asprin wasn't cutting it, I am curious to how much you were using though, guys I know in san fran are being treated for TRT with venesection being part of the treatment, its not mainstream but theres doctors up there who understand the benefits and assist trying to neutralise the blood negative but good luck my haematologist just told me no more TRT and thats been it, he wouldnt even consider such a protocol,
With this last episode I was pinning 1 1/2 ml of sust and test mixed twice a week. When I had the first bad episode 7 years ago I was on 3 ml of test and Deca mixed twice a week. The blood draws were really blood letting but the name was phlebotomies.
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No you can't. Not anymore.
If you have access to 15 year for $100, I will buy 10 and tip you $300 for your troubles.
Seriously, I just got an email today about it. Only ONE bottle allowed per customer.
20 year - $175 23 year $280
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Seriously, I just got an email today about it.
20 year - $175 23 year $280
PM me? I've seen the 15 for no less than $600 - I just did a 2 second Google:
“In 2000, it was selling for $175 a bottle." Jonathan Goldstein, of Manhattan's well-stocked Park Avenue Liquor Shop, is discussing the significant retail price hike over the past few years for Pappy Van Winkle's Family Reserve 23-Year Bourbon. "Now it's going for $500 or $1,000 or more. It's almost a tenfold price increase in 14 years."
http://drinkwire.liquor.com/post/the-mystery-behind-this-bourbons-price-spike-from-175-to-1000-per-bottle
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Come on, it was fun and you know it. Think of the areas on women that you have snorted coke off of. I had this one dancer I put coke on her asshole so I could bang her anally. I left it on there for a bit and when I went down to snort it and the bitch farted it all over my face. I guess her ass was numb and couldn't hold it. See, memories like that are priceless.
Haha holy shit, that's classic ;D ;D
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Many bi-polars and chronic depression/anxiety people abuse alcohol/recs...One can make the argument that alcohol has kept these types of people from taking their own life by self medicating...There are more people self medicating themselves then are taking meds by a Pharma...
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That's the stereotypical television version of an alcoholic. True alcoholics can exist without any of those behaviors.
No, it's not. My hands shake every morning. And I'm only 30. You don't want to know how many times I've went to work still slightly drunk from the night before.
I take my hat off to any of you that can quit. I wish I could. Just weak in that area in life. Hell, I'm drinking now. :/
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I drink wine with dinner, 3-4 glasses usually. The health benefits are numerous. I'll grab a couple beers with my friends when I go out so I don't look like an anti social idiot but I'm not big on anything else but wine honestly
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No, it's not. My hands shake every morning. And I'm only 30. You don't want to know how many times I've went to work still slightly drunk from the night before.
I take my hat off to any of you that can quit. I wish I could. Just weak in that area in life. Hell, I'm drinking now. :/
You missed the point. I didn't say those people didn't exist. I said that's the common portrayal, and that you can be a true alcoholic without those symptoms.
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You missed the point. I didn't say those people didn't exist. I said that's the common portrayal, and that you can be a true alcoholic without those symptoms.
Your very right. And, yes, I did miss the point.
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Your very right. And, yes, I did miss the point.
Do you get withdrawals when you take a day off?
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Do you get withdrawals when you take a day off?
Yes. I actually have to take anxiety medication these days just to make it through work. And it's funny because if any of you knew me in real life, you'd think I'm the calmest person you've ever met. Truth is, is that I'm a fuckin mess. Lol. Oh, well.
I try going a few days every month or so without alcohol. Never seems to end well though. Shakes and problems sleeping.
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Do you get withdrawals when you take a day off?
Many people who get withdrawals after drinking never come to the conclusion that they in fact have withdrawals. When you hear people say things like "I had a hang over for 3 days". Their probably dealing with withdrawls...
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Just the occasional beer or wine, I never understood why people drink to the point of sickness.
Because some need to build up the balls to do certain things or just be more sociable. Booze is an introverts best friend and also worst enemy.
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I am teetotal at this stage in my life but I replaced drink with marijuana. I found it took me repeated attempts to stop but delighted that I finally did it.
Ps congrats Shiznit.
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Nope. No problem. Still have a case left.
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I lived in a bottle for years and years. The routine was usually drink until I was falling drunk, blackout then be hung over the next day or two, pretend I was going to quit, then start all over. So it was usually 2 or 3 times a week. How much? At my worst I could clear a fifth of hard booze. Or if I'm going the other way (no homo) I'd be 2 bottles of red wine and 2 or 3 beers. That was routine for about 15 years. Stoppwd drinking about 5 years ago but haven't always successful. In those 5 years If say I've been pissed 4 or 5 times. Last drop of booze was a year ago or so.
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Yes. I actually have to take anxiety medication these days just to make it through work. And it's funny because if any of you knew me in real life, you'd think I'm the calmest person you've ever met. Truth is, is that I'm a fuckin mess. Lol. Oh, well.
I try going a few days every month or so without alcohol. Never seems to end well though. Shakes and problems sleeping.
Once you get to the point of physical addiction (drinking night and day, every day), withdrawals can be deadly. Wouldn't detox at home, my friend, it could kill you.
Also, Xanax, or whatever you're taking for anxiety is incredibly addictive, too. Withdrawals from benzos are hell, too. How many mg per day?
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Once you get to the point of physical addiction (drinking night and day, every day), withdrawals can be deadly. Wouldn't detox at home, my friend; it could kill you.
Also, Xanax, or whatever you're taking for anxiety is incredibly addictive, too. Withdrawals from benzos are hell, too. How many mg per day?
Well, I can't take certain types of medication due to my line of work. Am on Lexapro, at the moment. Which is incredibly embarrassing, btw. I remember the first time I had an anxiety attack. Thought I was having a heart attack. Scary shit.
Yeah, I hear ya on the detoxing.
I'll be honest ... this thread has really opened my eyes. Plus, I've received a couple pm's. Sad thing is, is that I know I have a problem. And I hate being addicted to alcohol. But definitely easier to deal with it when speaking to those who have been there.
Really should go back to AA. But some of the fuckers that show up there have some really serious issues that go beyond alcohol. Fuck that. I still go to work everyday and pay all my own bills. I function. Just tend to go overboard pretty much every night in the alcohol department. And, of course, there's pussy, too. Haha.
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Well, I can't take certain types of medication due to my line of work. Am on Lexapro, at the moment. Which is incredibly embarrassing, btw. I remember the first time I had an anxiety attack. Thought I was having a heart attack. Scary shit.
Yeah, I hear ya on the detoxing.
I'll be honest ... this thread has really opened my eyes. Plus, I've received a couple pm's. Sad thing is, is that I know I have a problem. And I hate being addicted to alcohol. But definitely easier to deal with it when speaking to those who have been there.
Really should go back to AA. But some of the fuckers that show up there have some really serious issues that go beyond alcohol. Fuck that. I still go to work everyday and pay all my own bills. I function. Just tend to go overboard pretty much every night in the alcohol department. And, of course, there's pussy, too. Haha.
Just because there are people who have totally destroyed their lives with alcohol doesn't mean you should deprive yourself of any help that is on offer. You would be sensible to join to make sure you never get to that point. Good luck my friend.
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Well, I can't take certain types of medication due to my line of work. Am on Lexapro, at the moment. Which is incredibly embarrassing, btw. I remember the first time I had an anxiety attack. Thought I was having a heart attack. Scary shit.
Yeah, I hear ya on the detoxing.
I'll be honest ... this thread has really opened my eyes. Plus, I've received a couple pm's. Sad thing is, is that I know I have a problem. And I hate being addicted to alcohol. But definitely easier to deal with it when speaking to those who have been there.
Really should go back to AA. But some of the fuckers that show up there have some really serious issues that go beyond alcohol. Fuck that. I still go to work everyday and pay all my own bills. I function. Just tend to go overboard pretty much every night in the alcohol department. And, of course, there's pussy, too. Haha.
I f'n hate AA, but it does help some, so whatever works. Just pull up a few YouTube vids of youngish guys in end stage liver failure. That shit'll scare you sober quicker than any fucking meeting.
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I lived in a bottle for years and years. The routine was usually drink until I was falling drunk, blackout then be hung over the next day or two, pretend I was going to quit, then start all over. So it was usually 2 or 3 times a week. How much? At my worst I could clear a fifth of hard booze. Or if I'm going the other way (no homo) I'd be 2 bottles of red wine and 2 or 3 beers. That was routine for about 15 years. Stoppwd drinking about 5 years ago but haven't always successful. In those 5 years If say I've been pissed 4 or 5 times. Last drop of booze was a year ago or so.
wow.
Did you continue the 2-3 days per week religiously for the entire 15 years? (Did you ever take breaks?)
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wow.
Did you continue the 2-3 days per week religiously for the entire 15 years? (Did you ever take breaks?)
There was never a single week during that time where I was not completely fu.cked up at least once. Usually twice. I was a fucking dumpster fire!
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Well, I can't take certain types of medication due to my line of work. Am on Lexapro, at the moment. Which is incredibly embarrassing .
Horseshit. I've been on lexapro, Vybrid, paxil, and various benzo's. Currently on zoloft. If you have a cold, you take medication. Don't buy into that "stigmatized" bullshit.
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You missed the point. I didn't say those people didn't exist. I said that's the common portrayal, and that you can be a true alcoholic without those symptoms.
Interesting.
So you're saying there are people who are true alcoholics who have no withdrawal symptoms (no physical dependence) and are able to lay off on alcohol at any given time for any amount of time necessary (so no psychological dependance strong enough to not control behavior)?
I don't really believe that. One can argue it's unhealthy and as Shizzo says you may be abusing it. But it's a habbit and always a choice.
The public view on addiction is so variant. In Mediterranean country's its normal and widely accepted that you drink whine during lunch/diner (even if it's a work meeting).
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Interesting.
So you're saying there are people who are true alcoholics who have no withdrawal symptoms (no physical dependence) and are able to lay off on alcohol at any given time for any amount of time necessary (so no psychological dependance strong enough to not control behavior)?
I don't really believe that. One can argue it's unhealthy and as Shizzo says you may be abusing it. But it's a habbit and always a choice.
The public view on addiction is so variant. In Mediterranean country's its normal and widely accepted that you drink whine during lunch/diner (even if it's a work meeting).
I can only tell you from my personal experience. I drank everyday for about three years. Sometimes I could drink .750ml bottle in a day.
I did not experience any noticeable withdrawl symptoms in the last 6 weeks.
I guess I am extremely lucky.
Alcohol is notorious for having some of the most serious withdrawls.
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Can I ask what you do now that replaces drinking? Meaning what ever addiction someone has when they quit it they normally have to fill that void of time with something. I normally just went to a different addiction unfortunately. Now my time is devoted to my family. Especially my granddaughter.
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Well, I can't take certain types of medication due to my line of work. Am on Lexapro, at the moment. Which is incredibly embarrassing, btw. I remember the first time I had an anxiety attack. Thought I was having a heart attack. Scary shit.
Yeah, I hear ya on the detoxing.
I'll be honest ... this thread has really opened my eyes. Plus, I've received a couple pm's. Sad thing is, is that I know I have a problem. And I hate being addicted to alcohol. But definitely easier to deal with it when speaking to those who have been there.
Really should go back to AA. But some of the fuckers that show up there have some really serious issues that go beyond alcohol. Fuck that. I still go to work everyday and pay all my own bills. I function. Just tend to go overboard pretty much every night in the alcohol department. And, of course, there's pussy, too. Haha.
dont feel bad about the aniety/panic attacks man cause ive had them all the time and still do,weird thing is im not a nervous person.yea i thought i was having heart attack also,my heart was skipping beats and racing,i couldnt catch my breath and i was gonna pass out.it happens to alot of people and is much more common than u think
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Once you get to the point of physical addiction (drinking night and day, every day), withdrawals can be deadly. Wouldn't detox at home, my friend, it could kill you.
Also, Xanax, or whatever you're taking for anxiety is incredibly addictive, too. Withdrawals from benzos are hell, too. How many mg per day?
i just came off xanax after almost 8 years or so and im feeling ok,had nasty headaches for the first 3 weeks and couldnt sleep but thats about it. i cycled myself down to less than a .25 aday, thats practiclly nothing and thats why i didnt get much withdrawels. ive never went higher than 1mg in those whole 8 years either,always stayed in the range of 1,id like to do a half of a mg in the morning when i got up and another half in the evening.there where times occasionally where id take a whole 2mg bar just to get a nice buzz and drink a glass or 2 of wine but that was mostly on christmas/new years/thanksgiving ect.when i did take that 2mg i was really really sedated bigtime
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I guess I should consider myself lucky. I never dabbled in rec drugs or even smoked cigs. I was able to get control of an alcohol problem that was only a few years in the making.
Now it's time to get lean and mean. I have lost 65 pounds before and I will do it again.
This is a pic of me when I was about 175-180 pounds (Probably around 3 years ago)
As you can see, alcohol was a major factor in my weight gain. It made me tired and lethargic all the time, not to mention all of those empty calories.
I wouldn't be able to get through life without a double scotch and a Cuban cigar. I never smoke or drink two days in a row though, once a week is my usual allowance. Clears my head and helps stay lean and dry.
Here we have 18yr old Chivas whiskey paired with a Monterrey Epicure No2
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I had similar was one of the reasons I stopped taking TRT, had 4 or 5 venesections to get rid of the blood, I hadn't taken more than 1ml a fortnight for years but my levels were still high and asprin wasn't cutting it, I am curious to how much you were using though, guys I know in san fran are being treated for TRT with venesection being part of the treatment, its not mainstream but theres doctors up there who understand the benefits and assist trying to neutralise the blood negative but good luck my haematologist just told me no more TRT and thats been it, he wouldnt even consider such a protocol,
man that stuff is scary to hear about man,im not gonna lie its spookin me alittle cause i hate needles as it is and to think id have to go thru that draining process to get the excess blood out is scary as fuck. ive been off my TRT for 4 weeks now,not cause i want to but cause my connect hasnt came thru yet and im pissed alittle,but at the same time my body is cleansing out which cant hurt either in a sense
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I guess I should consider myself lucky. I never dabbled in rec drugs or even smoked cigs. I was able to get control of an alcohol problem that was only a few years in the making.
Now it's time to get lean and mean. I have lost 65 pounds before and I will do it again.
This is a pic of me when I was about 175-180 pounds (Probably around 3 years ago)
As you can see, alcohol was a major factor in my weight gain. It made me tired and lethargic all the time, not to mention all of those empty calories.
u dont look bad man,just keep pumping the iron and stay lean and u will be ok,plus the lifting will help kill the urges for the booze man,stay strong man
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I would like to put it to rest to. Let's consider it done and over with. Thank you!
Yes, the test was making me create too many red blood cells. The episode I had a few months ago I was feeling like shit for a week. Then I was at work and I could tell my blood pressure was high. I took it and it was 202/103. I was admitted to the hospital to drain my blood 3 times in 3 1/2 days. They have to use 16 ga needles because the blood is the consistency of ketchup. The first time this happened 7 years ago it thickened so bad it stroked out my colon. Luckily it did not stroke my heart. I had bad abdominal pains, went to shit and filled the bowl with blood. But like a dumb fuck I continued on steroids 2 weeks out of the hospital.
My test levels are actually not too bad. Staying in the low to mid 200's. Considering what I have done I am lucky. I do miss the feeling I got from the test but I think I finally am smart enough or more like not so hard headed to where I won't do it again.
wow man sorry to hear u went thru that hell,that musta been scary ass shit seeing your blood pressure go to 202/103 :o and then u shitted blood on top of that,i woulda had a heart attack prolly if that happened to me just from the nerves and fear. glad to see u r rebounding from it,stay away from the test bro cause u dont want it to come back again,not worth your life bro so stay strong
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my Dad drinks maybe 2 glasses of red wine most days, but is healthy and happy at 72.
cool man,good genetics must run in your family if your dad is still healthy at 72,most guys at 72(even my dad) r on abunch of different pills for cholesterol,diabetes,emphysema,blood pressure.i try to help him eat better and cut down on the smoking but hes stubborn and tells me he wants to enjoy himself cause hes not gonna live forever,i do understand him to a point.
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Many bi-polars and chronic depression/anxiety people abuse alcohol/recs...One can make the argument that alcohol has kept these types of people from taking their own life by self medicating...There are more people self medicating themselves then are taking meds by a Pharma...
i agree 100%, ive been self medicating myself for over 4 decades.i started with weed in 75 and continued that till the/and most of the 90's,in the 80's i was doing alot of coke also along with the weed. i stopped smokin weed heavily in 98 or so and then went on the steroids and used that to get me by. i stopped using coke in 92 or so and went all the way till 2005 and gave in one night at my freinds birthday party,that turned into a every weekend/friday night coke bender.i stopped that pretty much when my son was born 10 months later and started on xanax somewhere around 2007-8 and continued them till maybe amonth ago or so,i went on methadone for a month or so ,now im on suboxone and off everything else,im even off my TRT cause my connect hasnt came thru,not because i wanted to stop. anyway i feel great,except for my test levels being lower this last month,im in a good place mentally.ill have my test levels up in a short time from now and be feeling good again
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Your stories really border on TMI, but they are greatly appreciated here. That's why you are on the leaderboard for Poster of the Year.
im not even close to being poster of the year, there are people who leave me in the dust when it comes to exciting and crazy stories that happened in their lives,as well as the great information they provide on bodybuilding and diet. im not even close to that level yet,maybe in another 5 yrs or so but im not even close now
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The thread's confessors notwithstanding this is largely a cultural thing. Moderate daily drinking is the norm most places I've been. According to US standards the entire rest of the world is alcoholic.
I drink almost daily. Not when I'm too busy or would rather just go to sleep but if I've got time for Getbig or a movie (most days) I'll have a few drinks with my feet up. Generally two or three beers, wines (non-expensive), or scotch. Frankly, I'd like to drink more but time of night and not wanting to risk feeling sludgy in the morning sends me to bed.
And of course I'm drinking alone. I live alone. When I go out then I have to drive home so I can't drink. Wtf you want me to do? Get married so I can drink scotch and post on Getbig? I don't think she's gonna let me do that every night!
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i agree 100%, ive been self medicating myself for over 4 decades.i started with weed in 75 and continued that till the/and most of the 90's,in the 80's i was doing alot of coke also along with the weed. i stopped smokin weed heavily in 98 or so and then went on the steroids and used that to get me by. i stopped using coke in 92 or so and went all the way till 2005 and gave in one night at my freinds birthday party,that turned into a every weekend/friday night coke bender.i stopped that pretty much when my son was born 10 months later and started on xanax somewhere around 2007-8 and continued them till maybe amonth ago or so,i went on methadone for a month or so ,now im on suboxone and off everything else,im even off my TRT cause my connect hasnt came thru,not because i wanted to stop. anyway i feel great,except for my test levels being lower this last month,im in a good place mentally.ill have my test levels up in a short time from now and be feeling good again
Wow.. holly shit. I understand that I'm doing pretty well in life when I read stuff like this.
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im not even close to being poster of the year, there are people who leave me in the dust when it comes to exciting and crazy stories that happened in their lives,as well as the great information they provide on bodybuilding and diet. im not even close to that level yet,maybe in another 5 yrs or so but im not even close now
Thanks for the vote of confidence, gracie. I really appreciate it.
Hulkotron - on gracie's request, please change all his votes to Grape Ape.
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The thread's confessors notwithstanding this is largely a cultural thing. Moderate daily drinking is the norm most places I've been. According to US standards the entire rest of the world is alcoholic.
I drink almost daily. Not when I'm too busy or would rather just go to sleep but if I've got time for Getbig or a movie (most days) I'll have a few drinks with my feet up. Generally two or three beers, wines (non-expensive), or scotch. Frankly, I'd like to drink more but time of night and not wanting to risk feeling sludgy in the morning sends me to bed.
And of course I'm drinking alone. I live alone. When I go out then I have to drive home so I can't drink. Wtf you want me to do? Get married so I can drink scotch and post on Getbig? I don't think she's gonna let me do that every night!
You should try to go a few weeks without a drink, and see how you feel.
I bet you will have some sort of cravings for alcohol. Then ask yourself why your brain is whispering "I want a drink".
I am not saying you are an alcoholic, but you have gone beyond the stage of social drinking in my opinion.
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Can I ask what you do now that replaces drinking? Meaning what ever addiction someone has when they quit it they normally have to fill that void of time with something. I normally just went to a different addiction unfortunately. Now my time is devoted to my family. Especially my granddaughter.
Its funny, I find myself craving desserts or Ice cream more than ever before. Its definitely a void thing.
I just have to show some restraint, and switch my focus to diet and exercise.
Not a bad addiction to switch to.
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Its funny, I find myself craving desserts or Ice cream more than ever before. Its definitely a void thing.
I just have to show some restraint, and switch my focus to diet and exercise.
Not a bad addiction to switch to.
obviously shizzo u know that lifting weights increases endorphins in your body to give u a nice liitle BUZZ, to b honest i lift weights just as much i do for my MOOD as i do for my MUSCLES,i enjoy the feeling i get after a hard workout,its a nice HIGH for me
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i drink once a month
when i go out with my mates
rest of the time nah
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You should try to go a few weeks without a drink, and see how you feel.
I bet you will have some sort of cravings for alcohol. Then ask yourself why your brain is whispering "I want a drink".
I am not saying you are an alcoholic, but you have gone beyond the stage of social drinking in my opinion.
I find I crave by ritual rather than substance. If my feet are on the desk and I go internet I feel like I should have a drink. It's the relaxation thing to do. If I'm in the workshop or doing pretty much anything other than sitting on my ass and being online then I just don't remember to grab a beer. Sobriety is really more of an accident of forgetting to drink.
Anyway I just bought a backhoe that'll arrive in a few days so there's one way to forget to come indoors and booze.
PS - I'll fight any man!!!!
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Its funny, I find myself craving desserts or Ice cream more than ever before. Its definitely a void thing.
I just have to show some restraint, and switch my focus to diet and exercise.
Not a bad addiction to switch to.
It's funny you say that. I turned to chocolate when I got off the test. I thought it was a phase but my office drawer looks like Willy Wonka lives in there. I am currently slimming that down and popping a lifesaver mint in my mouth instead. Keep up the great work. Stay strong during the holidays! That will be a test as I am sure you are aware of.
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It's funny you say that. I turned to chocolate when I got off the test. I thought it was a phase but my office drawer looks like Willy Wonka lives in there. I am currently slimming that down and popping a lifesaver mint in my mouth instead. Keep up the great work. Stay strong during the holidays! That will be a test as I am sure you are aware of.
i was driving back from gym before and this unreal urge came over me to go by the old spot where i used to buy heroin,as fast as the thought came in i blocked it out just as fast and came straight home.fuck that shit man im doing good again and dont wanna go back to that fucking hell again
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You should try to go a few weeks without a drink, and see how you feel.
I bet you will have some sort of cravings for alcohol. Then ask yourself why your brain is whispering "I want a drink".
I am not saying you are an alcoholic, but you have gone beyond the stage of social drinking in my opinion.
Try not using internet for a week. Try not wanking off for a week. Try to only eat healthy dry crap for a while. Try eating vegetarian.
You will ''crave'' every single one of those sooner or later. Does this mean you have a internet/masturbation/unhealthy food or meat addiction?
Nope, you just like those things.
Step out of this mindstate of problem thinking. If you can't, atleast be so kind and don't bother others too much with it.
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Would luv to share a homemade batch of my most excellent homemade sangria with you.
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Would luv to share a homemade batch of my most excellent homemade sangria with you.
You mean homoed sangria.
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You mean homoed sangria.
Did you see my excellent work with the quote function 8)
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Kevin get your act together!
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Kevin get your act together!
Are you talking to me?
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You should try to go a few weeks without a drink, and see how you feel.
I bet you will have some sort of cravings for alcohol. Then ask yourself why your brain is whispering "I want a drink".
I am not saying you are an alcoholic, but you have gone beyond the stage of social drinking in my opinion.
Dude, you're already starting. If AA is working for you, great. Keep it up. But leave their f'n "science" in those depressing, anonymous rooms.
Have you noticed yet how they view the entire world through alcoholic eyes? They are no longer people anymore, who once had drinking problems but moved on; they are now forever alcoholics, who live, work, and succeed (in some cases) in spite of their "illness." Recovery, daily struggle, one day at a time, Bill W's Big Book, higher power, 12 steps, ad nauseum.
Who the fuck wants to exist within such cultishly narrow-minded parameters?
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The thread's confessors notwithstanding this is largely a cultural thing. Moderate daily drinking is the norm most places I've been. According to US standards the entire rest of the world is alcoholic.
I drink almost daily. Not when I'm too busy or would rather just go to sleep but if I've got time for Getbig or a movie (most days) I'll have a few drinks with my feet up. Generally two or three beers, wines (non-expensive), or scotch. Frankly, I'd like to drink more but time of night and not wanting to risk feeling sludgy in the morning sends me to bed.
And of course I'm drinking alone. I live alone. When I go out then I have to drive home so I can't drink. Wtf you want me to do? Get married so I can drink scotch and post on Getbig? I don't think she's gonna let me do that every night!
Would love to uncork a few bottles of Bitter Creek with you, tape.
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I'm not allowed to drink, last time I got wasted, I shagged the pet dog and took the wife for a walk and forced her to shit on the neighbours grass.
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Dude, you're already starting. If AA is working for you, great. Keep it up. But leave their f'n "science" in those depressing, anonymous rooms.
Have you noticed yet how they view the entire world through alcoholic eyes? They are no longer people anymore, who once had drinking problems but moved on; they are now forever alcoholics, who live, work, and succeed (in some cases) in spite of their "illness." Recovery, daily struggle, one day at a time, Bill W's Big Book, higher power, 12 steps, ad nauseum.
Who the fuck wants to exist within such cultishly narrow-minded parameters?
You have me all wrong Ugly. I already see that AA is not my thing. Too much god this, god that and higher power talk I am done once I meet my required number of meetings.
I am just trying to help others out. For a long time I thought my drinking wasnt an issue. Now that hindsight is 20/20, I look back and know I had a problem.
I am not trying to preach by any means.
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I find I crave by ritual rather than substance. If my feet are on the desk and I go internet I feel like I should have a drink. It's the relaxation thing to do. If I'm in the workshop or doing pretty much anything other than sitting on my ass and being online then I just don't remember to grab a beer. Sobriety is really more of an accident of forgetting to drink.
Anyway I just bought a backhoe that'll arrive in a few days so there's one way to forget to come indoors and booze.
PS - I'll fight any man!!!!
Crave by ritual rather than the substance? That is spot on for me.
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Crave by ritual rather than the substance? That is spot on for me.
Once a week I drink 10-15 pints of ale and wash it down with a few lines of coke. Feel like shit the next day, but it is great fun whilst doing it!
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You have me all wrong Ugly. I already see that AA is not my thing. Too much god this, god that and higher power talk I am done once I meet my required number of meetings.
I am just trying to help others out. For a long time I thought my drinking wasnt an issue. Now that hindsight is 20/20, I look back and know I had a problem.
I am not trying to preach by any means.
All right then.
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Once a week I drink 10-15 pints of ale and wash it down with a few lines of coke. Feel like shit the next day, but it is great fun whilst doing it!
Bad crash take the coke out
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Crave by ritual rather than the substance? That is spot on for me.
Have you considered buying a backhoe?
Would love to uncork a few bottles of Bitter Creek with you, tape.
You can get out of that frozen wasteland of yours and help me plant out the vinyard at Acrimonious Acres. "Now with twice the bile!"
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Bad crash take the coke out
Yep, the bugle is no good. But sometimes you need some antidote!
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Have you considered buying a backhoe?
You can get out of that frozen wasteland of yours and help me plant out the vinyard at Acrimonious Acres. "Now with twice the bile!"
This is Step 3 in Bill's book.
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Yep, the bugle is no good. But sometimes you need some antidote!
i hear you
nothing levels you off like mr beak
but the next two days he is fucking you in the ass
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My daily ritual..
6:00am - Coffee
9:00am - Rockstar
2:00pm - Starbucks
Get home from the gym around 8-8:30pm 2-3 glasses of Chardonney over a 21/2 hour period.
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My daily ritual..
6:00am - Coffee
9:00am - Rockstar
2:00pm - Starbucks
Get home from the gym around 8-8:30pm 2-3 glasses of Chardonney over a 21/2 hour period.
Just don't drink the fucking merlot.
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Just don't drink the fucking merlot.
Nah, I'm good with the char. I can't even drink hard alcohol anymore.
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You like Pinot? Everything I learned about wine came from Sideways, but Miles was right. That shit's delicious.
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You like Pinot? Everything I learned about wine came from Sideways, but Miles was right. That shit's delicious.
I do. The one's I don't like are the dry reds. Even If I feel like having a beer or two when we're out, I'm only good for one. If I get a second I drink about half and I'm full.
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Once a week I drink 10-15 pints of ale and wash it down with a few lines of coke. Feel like shit the next day, but it is great fun whilst doing it!
i used to do that also, to old for that now,im afraid the old ticker might give out on me doing the coke.that first huge line of coke puts me in a orgasmic state for 15 minutes or so :D,after that its kinda like im chasing to get that same feeling from the first line and i never can
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Have you considered buying a backhoe?
I wouldn't hesitate to cultivate your fertile valley.
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My daily ritual..
6:00am - Coffee
9:00am - Rockstar
2:00pm - Starbucks
Get home from the gym around 8-8:30pm 2-3 glasses of Chardonney over a 21/2 hour period.
This looks pretty solid.
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Slowly crawling to daily. ..but now I am working to curve it down...once I distant myself from the drink....I'm good....
Just has been hard with life crap and the holidays.
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I am done once I meet my required number of meetings.
Did you get a DUI?
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i used to do that also, to old for that now,im afraid the old ticker might give out on me doing the coke.that first huge line of coke puts me in a orgasmic state for 15 minutes or so :D,after that its kinda like im chasing to get that same feeling from the first line and i never can
Yep, time to knock that shit on the head. Had a bit of a wobble last time I did it, ended up with a resting heart rate of 180 for about 3 hours.
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Yep, time to knock that shit on the head. Had a bit of a wobble last time I did it, ended up with a resting heart rate of 180 for about 3 hours.
my friend had a heart attack in march
he was dancing with the colombian marching powder at the time
fit as a fiidle too personal trainer
throw alcohol and viagra in the mix = time bomb
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Did you get a DUI?
No.
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No.
Why are you required to go to meetings then? No troll, serious question. Congrats on your sobriety
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my friend had a heart attack in march
he was dancing with the colombian marching powder at the time
fit as a fiidle too personal trainer
throw alcohol and viagra in the mix = time bomb
wow man how old was he? i know plenty of dudes who dropped dead from mixing cocaine and steroids,talk about a mixture of death.those 2 drugs(coke and roids) r the worst anyone can ever combine,the rule of thumb back in my day was either do one or the other,mixing them was like playing some serious russion roulette and usually ended with a stroke or heart attack if u kept pushing your luck
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No.
Yes you did bro, don't lie.
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Why are you required to go to meetings then? No troll, serious question. Congrats on your sobriety
I am not in trouble with the law at all. Lets just say people who cared about me, confronted me about it.
They gave me the option of doing a program, or losing my job.
They dont offer that option to everyone.
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If I would stop drinking, I would probably be a lot less likely to respond kindly to peoples' bullshit.
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I am not in trouble with the law at all. Lets just say people who cared about me, confronted me about it.
They gave me the option of doing a program, or losing my job.
They dont offer that option to everyone.
The company I work for approaches it the same way. You are right, they only do it for people they truly care about.
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Yes you did bro, don't lie.
I agree, shizzo got slapped on his penis by the police for being a drunk
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I am not in trouble with the law at all. Lets just say people who cared about me, confronted me about it.
They gave me the option of doing a program, or losing my job.
They dont offer that option to everyone.
If not too personal, how did work know? Excessive absences or drinking on job? No judging, just curious. Been there, too. So, it's a specific rehab program with x amount of AAs, etc. All outpatient stuff?
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If not too personal, how did work know? Excessive absences or drinking on job? No judging, just curious. Been there, too. So, it's a specific rehab program with x amount of AAs, etc. All outpatient stuff?
Absences, friends who are higher up the ladder then I am, who I confided in.
Its really nothing serious. 16 AA meetings and an 8 week course (over the phone) with a counselor.
I also have to remain sober for an entire year (increased piss testing during that timeframe)
Did the research, and I believe the piss test they use can detect alcohol in the system for 3-5 days after.
So it is all the reason I need to stay sober. It ain't worth it.
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Absences, friends who are higher up the ladder then I am, who I confided in.
Its really nothing serious. 16 AA meetings and an 8 week course (over the phone) with a counselor.
I also have to remain sober for an entire year (increased piss testing during that timeframe)
Did the research, and I believe the piss test they use can detect alcohol in the system for 3-5 days after.
So it is all the reason I need to stay sober. It ain't worth it.
Thanks, Shizz. Appreciate the honesty. Good luck.
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Absences, friends who are higher up the ladder then I am, who I confided in.
Its really nothing serious. 16 AA meetings and an 8 week course (over the phone) with a counselor.
I also have to remain sober for an entire year (increased piss testing during that timeframe)
Did the research, and I believe the piss test they use can detect alcohol in the system for 3-5 days after.
So it is all the reason I need to stay sober. It ain't worth it.
Being required to stay sober for a year & taking piss test's to prove it or lose your job is pretty serious. You should probably keep going to meetings the entire year. If work didn't step in you would probably still be drunk.
Stick with it. Good luck sir!
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Sounds invasive. Provided you're Shizzo On The Spot in the morning it's none of your employer's business if you want to be a fat sloven drunk outside of work. I'll go to the mat for you with that too.
I say you call their bluff.
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Today marks 6 weeks without a drink for me,
Congrats!!
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I quit too. It's been about 1 month. ;D
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Another heavy weekend, topped off with 13 pints tonight. Time to quit me thinks.
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I use the “Less” app to count my drinking.
I’m at 72 days without a drink today, but my streaks are only in weeks during the summer.
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I drink usually 5 or 6 times a week, usually around half a bottle of wine in the evening, but of course more on a big night out.
Coke around 2x a month.
Weed once every half year or so.
Coffee daily.
Theobromine daily.
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I drink usually 5 or 6 times a week, usually around half a bottle of wine in the evening, but of course more on a big night out.
Coke around 2x a month.
Weed once every half year or so.
Coffee daily.
Theobromine daily.
Why not weed 5-6 times a week, wine at the weekend in moderation and coke never?
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I am not in trouble with the law at all. Lets just say people who cared about me, confronted me about it.
They gave me the option of doing a program, or losing my job.
They dont offer that option to everyone.
Good thing you kept your job bro.
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Good thing you kept your job bro.
response to 9 year old post
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Absences, friends who are higher up the ladder then I am, who I confided in.
Its really nothing serious. 16 AA meetings and an 8 week course (over the phone) with a counselor.
I also have to remain sober for an entire year (increased piss testing during that timeframe)
Did the research, and I believe the piss test they use can detect alcohol in the system for 3-5 days after.
So it is all the reason I need to stay sober. It ain't worth it.
“It’s really nothing serious…”
Then the fat odiferous moron goes out and loses his job, his house, blows his family inheritance, and is living in his car because he is too mentally weak to stop drinking.
Dead Pool 2024 candidate.
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Has this dude resurfaced yet? Here or anywhere else?
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hopefully hes found face down in the everglades
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Has this dude resurfaced yet? Here or anywhere else?
no
The extreme pressure of being a fat lazy homeless alcoholic slob triggered an instantaneous implosion, crushing him to death within less than 20 milliseconds
It was by followed by a massive explosion from the superheated ethanol and smelly air he contained
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He recently was on Vince Goodrum’s livestream which means he’s still alive physically but dead on the inside
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Finding out that nobody on getbig liked him enough to donate money must have done a number on him
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Finding out that nobody on getbig liked him enough to donate money must have done a number on him
Haha, it destroyed his soul. I love how indignant he became when the donations weren't forthcoming. Poor Shizzo always viewed himself as a veteran inmate. The guy who's earned his stripes here, seen it all before, and teaches the new guys how things are done. In reality, everyone else actually viewed him as the fat, bungling retard who gets tasked with showing you around on your first day at a new school and wants to become best friends. You just can't get away from him quickly enough. I do hope he's well.
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For the most part I liked Shizzo, obviously not enough to donate anything and definitely not when his intention was to drink and gamble it away.
Anyway I hope he comes back fatter and balder.
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For the most part I liked Shizzo, obviously not enough to donate anything and definitely not when his intention was to drink and gamble it away.
Anyway I hope he comes back fatter and balder.
I like him. He's a lazy eunuch with a woman's mind but he means well. I hope he comes back sassy and embittered, ready to launch scathing remarks at all of those who forsook him in his time of need.
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For the most part I liked Shizzo, obviously not enough to donate anything and definitely not when his intention was to drink and gamble it away.
Anyway I hope he comes back fatter and balder.
+ 1
Prolly not going to be able to do his “King” schtick anymore.
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I'm probably the one who drinks the most here
but only on weekends
WoooSHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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Someone should post a "How much do you drink" thread on the forum.
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Rarely drink these days
Drank at most during my 20s-30s
https://www.facebook.com/reel/1611663889318106
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I'm trying to quit completely. I went from almost daily to once a week. Now I have drank twice in about 80 days since I've been keeping track. Drinking is slippery slope for sure
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TBH, I clicked on this thread to see if we'd had any updates from HazMat Brah
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TBH, I clicked on this thread to see if we'd had any updates from HazMat Brah
Shizzo has this under control.
He is just punishing us with the silent treatment due to the lack of GoFundMe donations.
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Everyday, srs
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Everyday, srs
No one cares.
Eat a bag of dicks
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Been drinking a couple of cocktails in the afternoon. With rum.
A glass of wine at lunch, and maybe a beer or two if i meet with the guys at night.
Maybe it's a problem, not worried thoug.
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No one cares.
Eat a bag of dicks
Bro...
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Been drinking a couple of cocktails in the afternoon. With rum.
A glass of wine at lunch, and maybe a beer or two if i meet with the guys at night.
Maybe it's a problem, not worried thoug.
normal euro-fag behaviour, continue.....
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Bro...
Okay….eat your Bro’s dick.
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I am the only person in my house who drinks alcohol. My wife didn't drink. People who don't drink at all think anyone who does, no matter how little has a problem. My son drinks beer. It is a prerequisite for anyone living in Bavaria. ;)
For some reason I was wondering whatever happened to King Shizzo. Sorry to see he still has not posted since last February when he was completely down and out living in his car and begging for money.
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I used to have a glass of scotch or two when I went to the casino but I stopped that. I haven’t had a drink in quite a while. I drank so much from 15-29 for a couple lifetimes. I really hate booze cause I really like drinking but when I do I feel like shit so no point. Never got a hangover until 29 then it took a few days to feel better and now even just a couple glasses of scotch I feel like ass for 3 days so fuck that. Rather eat an edible.
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I used to have a glass of scotch or two when I went to the casino but I stopped that. I haven’t had a drink in quite a while. I drank so much from 15-29 for a couple lifetimes. I really hate booze cause I really like drinking but when I do I feel like shit so no point. Never got a hangover until 29 then it took a few days to feel better and now even just a couple glasses of scotch I feel like ass for 3 days so fuck that. Rather eat an edible.
I cannot remember ever having a hangover and there were definitely times when I drank enough to get totally drunk. Alcohol is poison, one which affects some people more than others.
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I am the only person in my house who drinks alcohol. My wife didn't drink. People who don't drink at all think anyone who does, no matter how little has a problem. My son drinks beer. It is a prerequisite for anyone living in Bavaria. ;)
For some reason I was wondering whatever happened to King Shizzo. Sorry to see he still has not posted since last February when he was completely down and out living in his car and begging for money.
Prime, please be assured that I do not think people that drink adult beverages have a problem. I have never consumed alcohol but I know a problem when I see one as my father would drink himself blind and suffice to say I would put myself between him and any other family member he would go after during one of his blackouts. I could take the beating and did so rather than see my sisters, my mother or my brothers take it.
I know what it is to be literally thrown through a wall (and worse), albeit the standard sheetrock walls of a tract home. I still loved my father and on his deathbed he apologized and I forgave him and told him I loved him. He did hit my mom one time when he was drunk and I was home. I flew up the stairs and easily lifted him by his throat off the ground and slammed him into the wall where the studs were (approx. 16" on center) and made it clear I would remove not just his arms if ever he harmed my mom again.
You cannot be like this man had become by just having an occasional adult beverage. You are not that kind of person. I also was the designated drive for a group of us when we would all go out to try and meet women. It was guaranteed I would not be going home with anyone and so I drove and I also told my friends after they had drank too much if the girl they were dancing with was pretty or my friends were just pretty drunk.
Again, I do not drink alcohol but I do not hold it against those that do. We have our differences you and I but I will never lie. Be well, sir.
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Prime, please be assured that I do not think people that drink adult beverages have a problem. I have never consumed alcohol but I know a problem when I see one as my father would drink himself blind and suffice to say I would put myself between him and any other family member he would go after during one of his blackouts. I could take the beating and did so rather than see my sisters, my mother or my brothers take it.
I know what it is to be literally thrown through a wall (and worse), albeit the standard sheetrock walls of a tract home. I still loved my father and on his deathbed he apologized and I forgave him and told him I loved him. He did hit my mom one time when he was drunk and I was home. I flew up the stairs and easily lifted him by his throat off the ground and slammed him into the wall where the studs were (approx. 16" on center) and made it clear I would remove not just his arms if ever he harmed my mom again.
You cannot be like this man had become by just having an occasional adult beverage. You are not that kind of person. I also was the designated drive for a group of us when we would all go out to try and meet women. It was guaranteed I would not be going home with anyone and so I drove and I also told my friends after they had drank too much if the girl they were dancing with was pretty or my friends were just pretty drunk.
Again, I do not drink alcohol but I do not hold it against those that do. We have our differences you and I but I will never lie. Be well, sir.
Never had a drink? Impressive. I wish I never did.
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Never had a drink? Impressive. I wish I never did.
I thought of how dangerous I might become when I got older and stronger and did not want to risk harming anyone I loved because I got drunk. I could not risk it. Also my maternal grandfather also drank heavily and when I was very young we were coming home from visiting other relatives and he was really drunk and swerving all over the road. He stopped and I immediatly got out of the car and refused to get back in unless he let my mother drive.
I could take any beating he may give me for that but he agreed and after that he never drank in my presence again. My mom said I made an impression upon him. I love my family and did not want them harmed nor anyone else he might have run into that night.
I know it is kind of weird but I just thought I should avoid what might a heridtary addiction.
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I thought of how dangerous I might become when I got older and stronger and did not want to risk harming anyone I loved because I got drunk. I could not risk it. Also my maternal grandfather also drank heavily and when I was very young we were coming home from visiting other relatives and he was really drunk and swerving all over the road. He stopped and I immediatly got out of the car and refused to get back in unless he let my mother drive.
I could take any beating he may give me for that but he agreed and after that he never drank in my presence again. My mom said I made an impression upon him. I love my family and did not want them harmed nor anyone else he might have run into that night.
I know it is kind of weird but I just thought I should avoid what might a heridtary addiction.
Seems smart considering what you had to deal with. You seem like a good man Scott.