Candi,
You may or may not notice I rarely if ever respond to your posts. That's intentional for a few reasons. One, because someone else usually does, two, because my response would be too long and drawn out and I don't feel like it or have the time and three, you (probably) wouldn't listen.
Your dedication, tenacity and enthusiasm can be admirable, but it's also what's going to get you into trouble. Many of your posts indicate an extremely addictive and compulsive personality. I see you on an extremely slippery slope. Step back and take a deep breath. Re-evaluate your priorties and goals. Then determine an educated, methodical and reasonable approach.
The reference I made to Lugar awhile back was sarcastic (but real) and only a few "got it".
Tell me to STFU and MYOB, but that's what see...
no, your right on the money.
but i think every human being has the same capacity for addiction,, and the same capacity for will power. its all about what you believe you are, and what you believe you can do.
for along time i thought i was invincible...mentally and physically. i couldnt gte hurt, and i couldnt get addicted to anything.
which put me in rehab with a mental addiction to drugs, and a physiological addiction to the specific drug cocaine.
and yes....steroids can be very addictive and dangerous.
i dont know this from first hand experience, but yet i still do know this.
however, when i do choose to finally purchase these stacks that i am posting, i think i will be fine.
right now im just researching and trying to find out what would be best.