Think of it as closure.
Sometimes closure is a good and sometimes the issues you are passionate about are important enough that to walk away from them is being a bit of a traitor to your own beliefs. Take a holiday from Getbig. It might restore some of your perspective on these issues. Not everyone agrees about everything in this world, particularly with regards to political views. That's OK. We need different views and perspectives on important issues even when we don't agree with them.
I could be wrong about this, but I suspect you don't really want to leave Getbig. This is why you have put this off on Ron asking him to delete your account. So you made a bet. Big fucking deal! No one in their right mind would hold someone to a casual bet made on an Internet forum such as this. I certainly will not think less of you for staying around and posting here. On the Internet, what people post is quickly forgotten as we move on to the next topic or thread.