again by who's standards are u judging me?
I am judging by the standard of saturating your pic all over a message board that is frequented by national level and pro competitors.
I've said before, for a gym rat/bouncer type you have a good physique.
You cannot put mass on your body to keep up with the guys with better genetics who are 15 years younger.
You have "local" bodybuilder genetics, sugar coat it all you want. Hand pick cheap shows and do "masters" shows that no one gives a shit about, if that makes you happy. But just realize, no one is going to give you "props" on here that you are looking for.