I can relate as you probably noticed I haven't been on the boards at all much for the past maybe year
.. using voice text so bear with me if some of the words don't match up or make sense...
..everytime I see a. celebrity in the news who overdoses has problems with drugs everybody thinks what's their problem why can't they get it right they have so much money... What many times that's just the problem I have so much money. I haven't been around much the past year because things are going really really well for me in my business if you know what my business is go ahead and search for it you want to figure it out I'm not going to talk about it here but ended up with a serious serious problem it went up with a lot of years straight of injecting 5 grams of black tarry stuff intraveneously every day... why I have no idea why maybe I wasn't quite happy with what I had and I could afford it or what I thought I could afford it at the time. everything in your life to be going great for somebody else if it was somebody else had your life and your money and your success everything could be great inside does matter how much money you have how much success you have if you're not happy you will search for anything and everything to try to make yourself happy for some guys that cocaine for some guys that heroin for some guys at the hookers for some guy that's all 3 or alcohol included I used to sit here and judge people because they were addicts and junkies and whatever because I was once a noob an addict just like hundreds of other bodybuilders I knew and I beat it and I beat it for years... then one day you realize you're not quite happy and somebody offers you something for free and it makes you happy all of a sudden and before long you're a full-blown addict... Again and you're back at square one no I didn't have money like Lamar Odom I didn't have 50 million dollars but I blew quite a few $1,000 quite a few tens of tens of tens of thousands of dollars in the past yeartrying to feel normal trying to get through the day like a normal personand very very very very few people know about it the people closest to me had no idea absolutely no idea. You get to a point where you don't care if the next injection kills you you get to the point whereyou don't care who knows what you're doing how much you're doingLamar Odom is famous is 50 million dollars in the bank I'm not famous I don't have $50 mil in the bank but me and him are no different.
it's really reallythem with or without money with or without when you have no idea what it's like to be them with or without money with or without fame I guarantee you any of us whether we have 50 million in the bank or $6 in the bank with change trade with you in a heartbeat if not need something else to feel normal or at peace or even happy. so if you're in the position to judge Lamar Odom for over dosing and doing a whole bunch of coke and spending the whole bunch of money on drugs and hookers to try to feel some sort of itty bitty piece of happiness in his life then congratulations because wonder you're one of the few you're one of the lucky ones and I guarantee you any of us would trade every dollar in our bank account to be you
Guy has $50m , is depressed, wishes he could be like someone skint.
Easy, give it all away to charity.
Problem solved.
Sure, guy would still be depressed because its his nature, but at least hes alive and not swimming in vomit and sitting in his own shit.
Guys who spend thousands on drugs and whores do it because they have thousands to spare.
Most people skint would like to spend thousands on drugs and whores but cant.