well where do i start?
Im 50 now, so ive really upped the dose on the tren. Its pointless to squat cause i think its silly to wear a thong on stage and pose for men in competition.. I do however frequent a bodybuilding board multiple times a day every day for years, even though i threaten to quit it ever so often. I think im pretty bad ass, and i can tell a tall tale, but im getting in to deep, and even though they forgave me for all the big lies, claiming natural and what not, i just move on and keep telling more. I really want to be able to break this cycle, i mean im not young anymore, im not married, i get pushed around by my girlfriends, i have a nice car, but only cause my friend just gave me a lexus, you know cause im hooked up like that.
Other than this, ive been a pretty upstanding person, I give respect and always see things in a neutral position. I think i can stop with the ego and being mr tough guy, cause even though im so strong and tough in my mind, most guys just see a older guy wearing medium size affliction shirts and dockers getting out of a 99 lexus with 260k miles on it, and ive come to terms with that in my own way. well almost