Author Topic: Fears... (Read 6709 times)

durka durka · « **Reply #25 on:** August 22, 2006, 03:36:30 PM »

i fear that i will get buried alive somehow. could you imagine trying to breathe with dirt packed around you.

Migs · « **Reply #26 on:** August 22, 2006, 03:38:41 PM »

i fear lonliness..other than that i don't care about anything else. i think

xxxLinda · « **Reply #27 on:** August 22, 2006, 03:43:53 PM »

Quote from: durka durka on August 22, 2006, 03:36:30 PM

i fear that i will get buried alive somehow. could you imagine trying to breathe with dirt packed around you.

put that out of your mind, it won't happen.

If it's your greatest fear, then make sure it can't happen

xxxLinda · « **Reply #28 on:** August 22, 2006, 03:46:20 PM »

Quote from: Migs on August 22, 2006, 03:38:41 PM

i fear lonliness..other than that i don't care about anything else. i think

Mmmm

that's a good one.
i could talk about this for ages.

Don't fear loneliness, just be alone.

Everything I love (except sex), is a solitary pursuit. I garden, I read, I play on my computer.

Never lonely.
You're born alone, you die alone
xL

xxxLinda · « **Reply #29 on:** August 22, 2006, 03:48:59 PM »

oh no.... conversation. I enjoy that. That takes two.
Sometimes it turns into an argument though.

That's why being alone is safe. Noone can truly upset you.
xL

i fear bad vibes and nasty words. I hate that.

Migs · « **Reply #30 on:** August 22, 2006, 03:55:06 PM »

some of the best conversations i've had have been with myself, lol $:-\$

G.R.H. · « **Reply #31 on:** August 22, 2006, 03:55:49 PM »

i live in n.j., and i have a fear of driving over the verazanno bridge into n.y. ( i can be in a car with someone and be ok, but i am afarid of driving on that bridge myself). i don't want to sound WUSSY, but i seriously hate that bridge! can anyone relate?

xxxLinda · « **Reply #32 on:** August 22, 2006, 04:01:03 PM »

someone who has driven off the bridge???

xxxLinda · « **Reply #33 on:** August 22, 2006, 04:04:42 PM »

Quote from: Migs on August 22, 2006, 03:55:06 PM

some of the best conversations i've had have been with myself, lol $:-\$

there was something in the news here about that recently.

If you don't talk to yourself, you're not sane. I don't have the blue clicky link.

It was a bunch of psychoanalysts saying that you must.

xL

Migs · « **Reply #34 on:** August 22, 2006, 04:10:07 PM »

i do it all the time. But i doubt i would call myslef sane!

xxxLinda · « **Reply #35 on:** August 22, 2006, 04:12:15 PM »

I'D RATHER TALK TO MYSELF ANYWAY. I'M MY FAVOURITE PERSON.

OTHER PEOPLE ARE MY GREATEST FEAR.

I trust about 3 people.
I don't actually like most people. They're scary or ugly or horrid.
Or boring or dumb.

The other problem is everyone likes me, so I have to be careful.

I'm talking only, it seems, about emotional fears. Head problems.

Always was talking about losing bits of your body...

Sharks and being buried alive and room 101
xL

knny187 · « **Reply #36 on:** August 22, 2006, 04:20:38 PM »

linda....you sound like a train wreck.

You need to take better care of yourself

xxxLinda · « **Reply #37 on:** August 22, 2006, 04:27:39 PM »

tanks knny

I know I sound funny.

But I do take wonderful care of myself. Have to.

Goonight, I have work tomorrow. It's 12twenty something and I gotta get up at 7.

Please tell Getbig your fears....

with tears,
Linda
xxx

I have a fear of logging onto this website. goodnite

xxxLinda · « **Reply #38 on:** August 22, 2006, 04:39:35 PM »

i've still got the police 'phoning me. That's scary. I don't know what to say. I keep putting them off.

byeeeeee

knny187 · « **Reply #39 on:** August 22, 2006, 04:44:06 PM »

Quote from: xxxLinda on August 22, 2006, 04:39:35 PM

I don't know what to say

try saying "goodnight"

Always Sore · « **Reply #40 on:** August 23, 2006, 05:01:04 AM »

Quote from: Migs on August 22, 2006, 03:38:41 PM

i fear lonliness..other than that i don't care about anything else. i think

wow living with fear everyday as a shut in how brave you are good sir..

Deedee · « **Reply #41 on:** August 23, 2006, 06:45:10 AM »

Quote from: xxxLinda on August 22, 2006, 03:05:08 PM

I love heights.
To you lot in Canada: one of my first jobs was at the CN tower. I was the only girl there and had to take a hardhat with me on the subway. I was there when they put the top bit on. I went up it inside on some kinda hoist job to where the restaurant is, before they put the lifts or windows in. I leant out. Helicopters were flying by. They said I could make a phone call and I phoned my Mum. xL

How old is the CN tower? Does that give away my age !!! I was only a secretary (16!!!

nowadays I'm scared to climb up a ladder on my own. xL

Yes, actually it does, since the CN Tower was topped off in 1975. If you were 16 that makes you close to 50. And you're STILL out getting shitfaced at pubs and dragging home stray men who beat your door in and get you so flustered you set your flat ablaze. Interesting life you have there Linder...

Migs · « **Reply #42 on:** August 23, 2006, 07:17:09 AM »

Quote from: Always Sore on August 23, 2006, 05:01:04 AM

wow living with fear everyday as a shut in how brave you are good sir..

asshole

Always Sore · « **Reply #43 on:** August 23, 2006, 07:37:30 AM »

Quote from: Migs on August 23, 2006, 07:17:09 AM

asshole

I like leaving little presents for you all over the boards here..

my way of saying I miss you lord burro..

YoMamaBeenLurking · « **Reply #44 on:** August 23, 2006, 07:43:45 AM »

Quote from: G.R.H. on August 22, 2006, 03:55:49 PM

i live in n.j., and i have a fear of driving over the verazanno bridge into n.y. ( i can be in a car with someone and be ok, but i am afarid of driving on that bridge myself). i don't want to sound WUSSY, but i seriously hate that bridge! can anyone relate?

The Goethels is worse than the Verrazano. The Goethels is a skinny rinky dink feels like it will fall apart bridge.

Take the lower level on the Verrazano, stay in the left lane and just look straight ahead untill you exit at the Belt. Should feel like being in a tunnel instead of being on a bridge.

xxxLinda · « **Reply #45 on:** August 23, 2006, 10:12:01 AM »

"getting shitfaced at pubs and dragging home stray men who beat your door in and get you so flustered you set your flat ablaze. Interesting life you have there"

Thanks, Deedee, you are so very aware. I know you don't appreciate my sense of humour or the way I sound, which is fine, it's just the way it happened. You're probably still very young, so all the best to you. Get married and have kids, stay single. You decide...

Shall I explain myself again.

I have no fear about getting drunk. It's one of the things I do best. I'm one of those fun drunks, not the type that gets nasty. Also I've never done shitfaced. I didn't drag anyone home. I'd wanted to explain that but am unsure about how the story might be misread. Noone came on to anyone and Paul was not a stray. He was playing pool and having a perfectly normal ordinary evening with his mates. The pub had great atmosphere that night and everyone was in a good mood. Fridays people get paid and since it's a workingmans joint, it's fun on a Friday.

I'd gone there with Barney, my disabled friend, who I "care" for. I was out after work and wearing my gardening gear, a purple overall which i'd taken half off and tied the sleeves around my middle. I didn't know I was going to turn anyone on. I didn't even think.

Neither of us, I'm sure, were out to get laid that night. We just clicked (double clicked)

It wasn't meant to happen.

The rest (him coming back to my place again when he should've read the brillant advice given to him here; the meltdown when I read his thread and you lot got into it; his anger at being exposed... and my mess when I trashed my flat the next night by forgetting to blow out a candle, were just aftermath.

It'll be fine.

I still look 29 (well maybe 35 or something. I promise never to act on chemistry again.
I'll be far more careful.

ta deedee
xL

oh yeah, I figured out another deep fear: nothing to do with anything, by the way, just something I thought of last night:

being without a penny. can you imagine not having a cent and being unable to provide for yourself or others. being unable to work and/or earn any money. being unable to have a home (or a phone, or a computer...) No food. No hope.

Money is like a sixth sense, without it you can't use the other 5
(that's Somerset Maugham

with love
Linda

knny187 · « **Reply #46 on:** August 23, 2006, 10:13:24 AM »

send me a picture....

let me be the judge of that

Migs · « **Reply #47 on:** August 23, 2006, 10:15:28 AM »

Quote from: Always Sore on August 23, 2006, 07:37:30 AM

I like leaving little presents for you all over the boards here.. my way of saying I miss you lord burro..

i can never quite you.....steelers

Always Sore · « **Reply #48 on:** August 23, 2006, 10:17:25 AM »

Quote from: Migs on August 23, 2006, 10:15:28 AM

i can never quite you.....steelers