BLP great post bud! I love your posts at RX as well.
You mentioned that in 2 years time you're done with competing. What is your plan after 2 years, drop all gear, run only HGH?Is training natty a complete waste of life/time??
Will do any possible fertility drugS on sight put wife preggo , I damn wish , she ready now , I shoot blank twice a day since a year , then once her pregnant , light hrt for life , gh no idea , kid will come first , gh will b last priority / Training nattie I did it , I did both , im not a monster but i was in my life 135 to 267 ..both lean n fat ! 180 fat , 200'fat , 250 fat , 190 lean , 216 at 4% bf , I had all possible kinda of shape possible haha, I never stop training n went cold turkey off steroid often , loose weight to fell better , ppls watch me like I was sick , weight come n goes it's no biggie you cant be top shape at peak year basis
Natural seem more injury , natural off season fine , natural and dieting my god your small and when I mean natural I mean natural no drugs only food
I plan be on 2 years non stop / I'll fix th damage afterword
Because of my culture of th extreme even tho steroid doesn't mean been hardcore
I prefer be a Chem warrior , I already have weak genetic go nattie will be hard on me , unless I step national stage did my Job n retired proud ... But why do so ?
Im at a point that i spend so much , sacrifice n hurt health that giving up will mean complete denial of all those years
The weird is I won't be pro n I know n despite this I live like one
Somewhere the goal are personal, I don't compete with others , I compete with myself