jesus what a miss , never done drugs and alcohol oh brother
Never appealed to me...ever.
My older brother and his friends were big time super-popular party guys, with all the booze, drugs and sluts/prostitutes you could ever want. It just turned me off when I saw their life. They were all also big time steroid/pain killer abusers (they trained and took drugs with former IFBB bodybuilder Paul Demayo who was another abusing idiot) and it always baffled me how badly they treated their bodies. Sure, they were big, beefy, and bloafy, but they were never truly ripped or looked good. I took everything they were doing and did the complete opposite.
Today most of them are either dead (like Demayo), in jail or alcoholics and they look 1000 years old. My brother's immune system is shot to hell as he gets sick very easily, luckily he found religion so he doesn't smoke, drink, gamble or takes drugs anymore, but he looks absolutely horrible and old (he's going to be 40 this year but he looks like he's 50). One addiction for another I guess. All those years of "the good life" has taken its toll on all of those idiots.
Me...I look like a million bucks and I'm in great health. The reactions I get from people and them today is everything I worked so hard to achieve. I love it.
Marky Mark here at 2:08 is what I wanted to achieve when I was kid. When I saw this I knew the direction I wanted to go.