Haha ,I love you Parker but do you know that after my accident I barely can write , read, memorize ,trouble concentrating ,I have daily migraines............... ........................ ...........etc..in other words I'm a piece of shit.
My grandfather had a stroke before I was born, he made it a priority to get better to see me born, then to see me walk. He had stroke before my sis was born---again his goal was to see her born and walk. He had a stroke before my brother was born, again the same goal. Now, I am 8 yrs older than my brother, 5 yrs older than my sister.
I know that your situation is different, but you are no piece of shit, once you have thought that, once you have voiced those words, then you have that mentality. That was what I was going on about on the other page
You will get better.