is that what happened to you? how much did u smoke daily 4 25 years?
Things didn't get bad for me until the last 4 or 5 years of smoking but the last 10 were a slow decent into negative territory. I was smoking chronically because I was growing and had an unlimited supply. I grew thousands and thousands of plants during my using time and supplied compassion clubs. Think I even posted some pics of a section of one of my smaller grow ops on here.
Anyway, There is no doubt it effected my emotional state. I became anti social. I had panic attacks regularly. My thought patterns became very cyclical. I would obsess over the same thought for days. Basically started to become obsessive compulsive. I had bad mood swings that had detrimental effects on my relationships.
The last 4 years were taking a few bong hits just before work in the morning. Have a joint ready for after work on the way home. Smoke some bong hits when I got home. Bong hits before the gym. After the gym. After dinner, before going to sleep. Almost nonstop really because the good feeling only lasted moments and then the negative effects kicked in.
Weed can definitely become habit forming and addictive. I scoffed at that notion for many years but my experience has taught me otherwise. I used to advocate and protest for its legalization. I was a staunch supporter and still believe if people want to smoke it tjey should havr thr right but I became cynical and changed some of views on the drug for the reasons I mentioned earlier.
Don't want to derail.the thread, hope that helps answer your question.
