Keep comparing yourself to the older guys.
Everyday I strip down to my under wear and look in the mirrror and hit the poses. Ill open up an MD and find a sick looking photo, then stand and flex in the exact same position.
Try this out. You may not feel as self confident about your physqiue after doing it, but it will motivate the shit out of you. Since your dieting, check out guys like dexter. If you were gaining, check out guys like rhul. Get it?
Yeah, i get it.
I often look at the "big guys" and think, "i'll never reach that", but then i tell myself "well maybe i can"...
I'm pretty realistic about bb'ing too. I know what you gotta do and that training and a lot of food certainly wont turn you into Ronnie or Jay.
I mean hell, i'm one of the few people here who genuinelly wants to look like a pro. I want to be a freak. You might be able to relate to this, but most people just think i'm crazy.
If theres such a thing as reverse anorexia (bigorexia), then i seriously have it.