I love deli wraps...much better than sandwiches. :)i agree...theyre great...check out ezekiel wraps too... theyre the best
Quote from: NaturalWonder83 on June 16, 2008, 11:07:38 AM
please post more pics of matt m please...his body is quite good and hard
holy shit!!!! great gimmick, very great gimmick ;D
This list will be updated. This will keep track of all of natfag83''s gay posts and trolling attempts as well as his liesJust keep us updated, why would anyone want the guy to be outed? :D
Thanks to natfag83 for providing a convenient sticky for his own outing.
Just keep us updated, why would anyone want the guy to be outed? :D
Let him be 8)
and ruin my fun at watching him squirm and deny?but u're risking ruining the fun of reading his posts in the first place.
Surely you jest ;D
but u're risking ruining the fun of reading his posts in the first place.
Surely you can't be that selfish >:(
on the way to 1000 views...updates coming this weekend
p.s.-dreadlord-go away now
today i was driving through the red light district on my way to the supermarket and i noticed a homeless man laying on the side of the road by a trash can, covered in filth, looking passed out and down in his luck...he reminded me of Don...i can picture myself...broken down, desparate, homeless, laying in the streets by a bistro hoping to catch the reflection in a window of someone using the internet on their phone..hoping they would be on getbig so u could see my posts...but alas, no luck...so u try and pull yourself together to look half way decent, and u drag yourself into an internet cafe to try and log onto here to stalk me, but sadly the management wants no part of u and throws u out on your face...as u hit the sidewalk your pocket rips open and your loose change rolls everywhere, and you fall into your shopping cart filled with bottles and cans...your meager possessions go everywhere, and u pray to god that your life will change...you think to yourself, why oh why did imy life have to go like this...as u lay on the ground i pour yet another glass of wine into my glass as i dine with my fiancee in our house
What's the deal with you still being pro nasser NW83?i believe the deal we made was that i wont spam nasser anymore-im still allowed to talk about him every now and then-what dont u understand?
Decided to go back on your word to stay away from nasser threads?
wow, 961 views!!990 views!!! oo my goodness!!!!
Great effort!!
Looks like you are quite the popular thread starter 8)
i believe the deal we made was that i wont spam nasser anymore-im still allowed to talk about him every now and then-what dont u understand?
the deal was that you stop siding with them and trying to bash all of nasser former colleagues. Stay off the nasser threads.thats pure poppycok-the deal we made was for me to get off team nasser and not spam nasser-ive kept that deal
This means resuming your former attacks on yates/Sarcev etc.
wow, 1020 views, amazing effort by an amazing poster.wow!!! thank u!!!
we could all learn a lot from NaturalWonder83 8)
thats pure poppycok-the deal we made was for me to get off team nasser and not spam nasser-ive kept that deal
u cant control me and tell me what threads i can and cant go to... and i am allowed to not like yates-i did not like yates even before i became a nasser fan-u just keep doing what u do and i will keep doing what i do and all will be good-do u understand now? or should i use smaller words that are easier for u to understand?
If you quit the whole team nasser thing as well and not spam anymore nasser crap or side with them- I'll stop altogether
It was a good moral step for you to take NW83 - I applaud you for it
wow u really have trouble understanding dont u sport?
please explain to me how me bashing yates the keg can be understood as me supporting the great team nasser
so if i have an opinion on something that means im on team nasser?
u really are an idiot, you know that right?
the deal was that you stop siding with them and trying to bash all of nasser former colleagues. Stay off the nasser threads.youre a fucking moron-so 1st u tell me im not allowed to "resume" my former atatcks on yates, yet today you tell me i am allowed to bash yates? make up your mind...what?? is confusion part of your everyday life? gay or straight? its a touch choice for u right?
This means resuming your former attacks on yates/Sarcev etc.
Were you born stupid or do you just act that way on getbig
This is what I said.
You can bash yates all you want as long as you're not joining/supporting the team when they do their attack threads.
Try to comprehend it this time
youre a fucking moron-so 1st u tell me im not allowed to "resume" my former atatcks on yates, yet today you tell me i am allowed to bash yates? make up your mind...what?? is confusion part of your everyday life? gay or straight? its a touch choice for u right?
i think im done arguing w/ u-im gonna do what i want and i could care less if u dont approve-stay away from me u geeky computer nerd
Jeez its like explaining things to a 3rd grader.
I said stay away from team nasser attack threads. Thats it. I don't care who you hate or don't hate.
By the way if you make one more smartass remark towards me again - I'll tear you apart all over the board - truce or not. You'll think the last time was a picnic.
dreadlord,
it's nice to see you back in action thrashing natwonder
always entertaining
you can count on me dreadlord!
and i dont give a flying fahita what that 4 eyed computer nerd loser dadlord thinks
DL
This is what that homo posted about you. He's clearly disrespecting you.
I think its time to stop cutting him any more slack and get started with the beatdown.
This fool is just begging for it.
I got your back man.
what? what the hell is going on here? we have a truce dreadlord ???
Yeah and you broke it by insulting him after he specifically warned youthe agreement was i wass not gonna spam nasser and i did obey that-but we never talked about me not insulting the little pest when we set up the truce
the agreement was i wass not gonna spam nasser and i did obey that-but we never talked about me not insulting the little pest when we set up the truce
I see. So you think I'm just going to tolerate that do you?well why didnt u specify that then dreadlord? im not very smart ya know-u gotta lay everything out crystal clear for me mate
You're just screwed yourself over by trying to be a smartass
and you're gonna pay.
well why didnt u specify that then dreadlord? im not very smart ya know-u gotta lay everything out crystal clear for me mate
Too late dumbass - your clock just ran outno it didnt-yours did-its midnight here and im off to bed-have fun posting all night sucker! truce hahah what a simple minded fool u are
Now reap the whirlwind
no it didnt-yours did-its midnight here and im off to bed-have fun posting all night sucker! truce hahah what a simple minded fool u are
goodnight precious
ha ha ha
Run along and trib with Don gaytroll
Just like the shameful coward you are
goodnight precious
ill see u in my dreams...
no it didnt-yours did-its midnight here and im off to bed-have fun posting all night sucker! truce hahah what a simple minded fool u are
ive been playing u like a harp from hell
The little fucker is probably shivering in his high heels.
Nice to see ya back and owning this fool once again
The little bitch is probably cuddling up to his gay lover Don as we speak
ha ha ha
Yeah dude- we knew that retard never switched over . Me and quicker were laughing about how he though he put one over on us while we waited for him to tip his hand. You can't exactly expect any intelligent thinking out of him. Look how fast he ran off once the heat got turned up.
Gaytroll coward gets owned again
Quicker sounds like a good guy.
I've got overwatch position.
i will deal w/ this dreadlord quickerblade sitaution tommorow-they are like the ants in my kitchen-annoying and troublesome-right now i am jetlagged from my vegas trip
im outta here for night
peace
Dreadlord are you awake? Where are you?
lol i come back from my vegas trip and i see dread has been jabbering about me even when im gone ::)
get a life bro...getbig is just a message board
the others are right...u truly are the disgrace of australia
What are you reading?
I finished a good book a couple of months ago. With Malice Towards None - an Abraham Lincoln bio.
It is interesting.
Did you know...
Lincoln didn't even want the South to give up their slaves. originally? It's just that, as the war dragged on, it became necessary to absolutely obliterate the South. The slave labor made it harder to "break the back of the south". Plus, Lincoln knew that the Emancipation Proclomation would motivate slaves to escape to the Northern states. Not only was the South robbed of manpower, the North was receiving vital troops (ranks and enlistment were low due to the war's long toll).
Still, Lincoln was an absolute believer in white supremacy.
Sounds like an interesting read dude.
I just finished - Lost on Planet China. It was very interesting (and funny) look into an outsiders view of China.
I'm currently re-reading the Essential Drucker. Sometimes you need to review some of the basics.
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Hey natwonder83,
I don't think I got as many miles out of my last car as you got out of your " I can't find my cam cable" cover story.
Can't you at least come up with a new one?
Hey natwonder83,thanks for the feedback and input-unfortunately its not needed cuz i dont give a shit about your opinion
I don't think I got as many miles out of my last car as you got out of your " I can't find my cam cable" cover story.
Can't you at least come up with a new one?
thanks for the feedback and input-unfortunately its not needed cuz i dont give a shit about your opinion
dbu;/bubhax"hcnkz;dkkikkdckmcm ;)
Ha ha ha - the truth hurts doesn't it little gaytroll?.
Your entire life of lies is unraveling along with your engagement to Don
Living a life of disgrace and shame must be too much for your weak psyche to handle
:D
dbu;/bubhax"hcnkz;dkkikkdckmcm ;)
Take Don's cock out of your mouth before you start typing natfag83.
There's enough of your incoherent babbling littering getbig.
Who is Don? Is it someone who posts on here?WHOS GUMMICK ARE U??????
WHOS GUMMICK ARE U??????
U ARE ABOUT TO GET ON MY BAD SIDE...I ADVISED U LEAVE MY THREAD NOOB
WHOS GUMMICK ARE U??????
U ARE ABOUT TO GET ON MY BAD SIDE...I ADVISED U LEAVE MY THREAD NOOB
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breakfast been weird lately-my salsa seem diff-then i learn its medium instead of mild like i always buy
i am very hungry now so i am having a protein shake w/ peanut butter and fiber
tommroow will be long days at work
after work my fiancee and i are going on the boardwalk to see a friends new store that open
i will update this thread tommorow hopefully
Gene
dreadlord take your crap somehwhere else
shared gimmick account no allow in this good thread
this thread is a pile of shitshitty peoples attract to shitty threads
go learn to conjugate verbs ( i know you don't know what that means, but you can look it up )
shitty people start shitty threads
im looking forward to this weekend-i am renting a rental car to go on a road trip w/ some friends-the reason i am is because my car has no radio and its still making the weird noise when i turn the wheel-they tell me its my cv joint or axil whatever that means-i feel somedays u need a vaction from your everyday life-whether that be getting rental car or staying in hotel or spendng the day on the boardwalks
im looking forward to this weekend-i am renting a rental car to go on a road trip w/ some friends-the reason i am is because my car has no radio and its still making the weird noise when i turn the wheel-they tell me its my cv joint or axil whatever that means-i feel somedays u need a vaction from your everyday life-whether that be getting rental car or staying in hotel or spendng the day on the boardwalks
to everyone who has been enjoying my great thread i am sorry that dalord has been wrecking it...i am working on having him banned from z board...i am off to sleep now...goodnight..
please ron let me be a mod...please ive been asking for a long time...i dont have much going for me in my life...at least give me this...please...
Your a loserblutonatfag
I hope ron gives you whatever you want, your life is shit
not to mention apartment laced with termites.hahaahhaahahaha ah
ah this morning was nuts...i wear contacts and got this new solution calledclean care...well i guess i ddint read the box cuz your susposed to only use their special space age fancy storage contanier that does stuff to the contacts cuz when i put the right eye in it felt like someone sprayed mace in my eye...the burning was horrible...i could hardly open my eye i was in such pain..i flsuhed my eye out after and read the box...turns out u are ssuposed to use their special storage container cuz it neutrailzes the disenfictant that is sinbt it and stuff...not funwhat have you done to dreadlord?
what have you done to dreadlord?dreadlord wont be bothering me anymore...and youll be next to vanish from here if u keep sticking your nose where it doesnt belong
dreadlord wont be bothering me anymore...and youll be next to vanish from here if u keep sticking your nose where it doesnt belong
dreadlord wont be bothering me anymore...and youll be next to vanish from here if u keep sticking your nose where it doesnt belong::)
yesterday went real smooth...i had a great ;low volume workout and then i ate some good steak and rice after...it was also easy to drink my 2+gallons of water...went down real smooth...im a bit upset because i cannot find my cell phone bill in my aprtment...i hope to find it cuz i cant remmeber when its due...off to work...
Hey, Bluto. Any little thought that pops in your head, just come post it in here.im not bluto
What color socks are you wearing today?
Why is this not a sticky anymore? Your thread was replaced by that egomaniac Bluto and all the threads about him? That's fucked up.i had my time as a sticky...its time to let others enjoy the spotlight!
You'll have fun living with your fiance as long as you get that damn light fixed!! ;D
i had my time as a sticky...its time to let others enjoy the spotlight!She might. I'm going to send you 3 new lightbulbs just in case though.
lol i dont think she would support my 24/7 darkness
another day has come to an end for me...life was "ok" today...not great...not bad...just "ok"
i think i need a new laptop soon...the virus seems to be gone where explorer would close every few minutes...but i am missing about 4 keys on my keyboard...theyve just fallen off...i also have food stains on the keys whcih i cant get out...plus about a month ago i tripped on my headphones which were connected to the laptop and my laptop fell on the floor and the corner is cracked >:(
work went ok today...very quiet...my boss is going out of town tommorow so it will be a bit more relaxed
i feel like i may actually install my lightbulb this week...its just a production to have to change it with the type of overhead light i have...only thing that sux about it is that i cant read in bed at night cuz the light from my desk lamp doesnt reach to my bed...but its prob better for me cuz that way i can get to bed pretty early
i went to the vitamin shoppe today to stcok up and i had a bit of drama...about a month ago i met a chiropracter dude who had a kiosk in the vitamin shoppe and we made an appointment for a few exam at his office...well long story short i never showed up and he kept calling me to see if i could tell him my insurance card number to see if my insurance covered it..well after like a week of him calling over and over and me never returning his call he fin ally stopped...well imagine my horror to see him back at the sore tonight!!! i tried to act casual and ignore him but i could feel his eyes locked on me...at the register the dude was aksing me for my name and adress to look up my acct and i was trying to talk low so the doc couldnt hear me...after i paid i walked out looking at my receipt and i also stopped to look at some stuff in store before i left to make it seem like i was nt nervous
i thoguht for a sec tonightwas gonna be quiet round here but the noise has begun next door once again...last night it was bad but i was ver tired and i fella sleep regarldess of the racket...my fiancee is moving in w/ me next week so this will be very diff for me living w/ someone...lets hope it goes ok
it is cold here on the east coast...with every drop of rain that falls memories of my childhood come back to me...as i sit here in my apartment...i sit back and reflect on my life...my light is still burned out...i have bowls of old food sitting on my desk...my laptop keyboard is stained w/ food and i am angered by the missing keys...i look to my left right now and i see some old jars of peanut butter...i look on the floor in the corner by my desk and i see old bottles of water and empty supplement cans...i am annoyed by the mess of clothes and empty protein powder jugs on my floor...but i know this is only temporary...it will be cleaned up this weekend
we got bonuses at work today...what an amazing feeling...for the 1st time in along time my paycheck was big...that is of course from the combo of my paycheck and the bonus...
life will be changing drastically for me next week...will things improve i just dont know...im sure they will
today i was driving to work and a company pick up truck cut me off in the turn lane...very dangerous...i called the company and told them the license plate and what he did...it felt good to have justice
my car is still making that weird rattle noise if i go over a bump..i have visions of one day the bottom of my car falling on the ground...i pray this never happens
i am tired
i am weary
my neck is sore
my body is sore
i need change
i need a better course to follow
i need something
dreadlord wont be bothering me anymore...and youll be next to vanish from here if u keep sticking your nose where it doesnt belong
The other day after my workout I was cooking my chicken and I got a bit hungry so I snacked on a handful of cashews...Ive had a lot of cashews over the years but these things tasted extra good...so satisfying...I ate my meal then took a shower and I picked out a fresh t-shirt right from the drier...this thing was still warm and felt so soft and comfy. Then I did some other stuff after.
try throwing some cashews in the drier !:o
that's when things really get freaky !
The East Coast is misreable right now...the skies are dark...the weather is cold...the roads are nasty..work is work...im sick of it...some days are more bearable then other days...but lately i just feel like calling in sick each day...my fiancee moves in tommorow night and i will be happy to have her living with me...our wedding is coming up soon...in a few weeks...im amazed that the time is here so soon...my face has broken out a bit today...i just dont understand why...the only thing i changed is i had a bunch of cashews last night cuz i was hungry and all my food was eaten...tommorow my face should be better...and by the weekend it should be back to normal...my neck has been sore for a few days...i need a new pillow...ive had the same one since 1989...i also need better posture at my desk when on computer...i had to buy a new tub of pre workout powder cuz i lost my other one...i dont get where it could have gone...ive checked all over my apartment and under all the trash on my floor but i cant find it...how could it have just vanished?Interesting life, Gene.
i had to go get an eye checkup today to order more contacts...my appt was at 3pm and i got there at 240 and said im here for my 3pm appt and im early and the lady behind the desk snapped at me and said i was very early and i need to sit down in the waiting room cuz they were busy with other patients...i felt pissed off but relaxed on the chairs...i took a sip from my water bottle but then she tells me i need to finsih that right now or take it outside cuz no drinks or food allowed...and she points at the sign on the wall...i tried to talk it over w/ her but she gave me drama so i slammed it all and then threw it out...some other stuff happened today but i forget what...i gotta go do some things now..
:o
The East Coast is misreable right now...the skies are dark...the weather is cold...the roads are nasty..work is work...im sick of it...some days are more bearable then other days...but lately i just feel like calling in sick each day...my fiancee moves in tommorow night and i will be happy to have her living with me...our wedding is coming up soon...in a few weeks...im amazed that the time is here so soon...my face has broken out a bit today...i just dont understand why...the only thing i changed is i had a bunch of cashews last night cuz i was hungry and all my food was eaten...tommorow my face should be better...and by the weekend it should be back to normal...my neck has been sore for a few days...i need a new pillow...ive had the same one since 1989...i also need better posture at my desk when on computer...i had to buy a new tub of pre workout powder cuz i lost my other one...i dont get where it could have gone...ive checked all over my apartment and under all the trash on my floor but i cant find it...how could it have just vanished?Is there any chance you will die in a fire?
i had to go get an eye checkup today to order more contacts...my appt was at 3pm and i got there at 240 and said im here for my 3pm appt and im early and the lady behind the desk snapped at me and said i was very early and i need to sit down in the waiting room cuz they were busy with other patients...i felt pissed off but relaxed on the chairs...i took a sip from my water bottle but then she tells me i need to finsih that right now or take it outside cuz no drinks or food allowed...and she points at the sign on the wall...i tried to talk it over w/ her but she gave me drama so i slammed it all and then threw it out...some other stuff happened today but i forget what...i gotta go do some things now..
:o
for a while i watched the trains in the metro station from my window perch
i saw an elderly man talking on a cell phone down on the street below my window
i listen to my radio for a bit then watched some dvds
oh lord i am so bored...bored all day today...so bored... i feel as if my soul is slowly wasting away into a bottomless pit filled with regrets, fears, and suffucated entusiasms for change.WTF!?
i ran some errands and worked out in the morning and ive been sitting in my apartment ever since
for a while i watched the trains in the metro station from my window perch
i saw an elderly man talking on a cell phone down on the street below my window
i listen to my radio for a bit then watched some dvds-i watched bloodsport a few times...one of my lifes dreams is to meet jean claude van damme...that dream is one spot above my other dream of sitting in a hot tub in a snowstorm...and that dream is 3 spots above my dream of being completely covered in soap lather in a shower
right now my neighbors are having a party and the noise is maddening...i feel as if my head is about to ignite into flames from the frustrations i am feeling from these bastards
tommorow is another day of nothing...they have been cutting my hours at work...right now i am working 5 days a week-i pray it is not cut to 4 days
i bought peanut butter yesterday and i am worried becasue when i opened the jar last night there was no safety seal on it...it tasted ok but i am worried someone at the store opened it and did something to it
i almost sprained my ankle today...i was walking out of my bathroom and i stepped on a apir of my pants and found out an empty jug of protein power was lying under it and i rolled my foot a bit on it...luckily i didnt fall and i threw that fucker across the room
thats all i can think of right now
today was a saturday and it came and went...but in my mind its still saturday afternoon and im still sitting in solitude refelcting on my past, present,and hopefully futureGood stuff Gene.
my day went on as usual...i worked and i drove my car...and i went to the grocery store
i sat in my kitchen watching the baked potatoes cook in my oven...each one wrapped in foil and baking under the heat of a machine...as I watched the poatoes cook my mind drifted and i thought to myself the poatoes were simialr to my life...each one wrapped up in a substance that prevents any freedom of movement...any chance of experiencing a different life then the one that is forced upon them...i felt the heat of the oven warm my tired face...and i imagined stepping into the oven and feeling no pain...feeling no fear...feeling no regret. Why cant we just step into the world and not care about the consequences of certian actions or events?
I have discovered facebook and i am shocked about all my old classmates on there...i have registered under a fake name and i have been studying them and seeing the success of their lives...its truly interesting
i reached my breaking point at the grocery store...i went to pull into a good spot and some asshole left shopping carts in the space...i got out my car and threw the carts down on the ground and kicked them
my fern seems to be dying that i have by my television...i have had this thing for a long time...but i guess evrything must go at some point-life will continue and life will suprass anyone who is left behind wondering "what if"
work was draining this morning...i feel worn down as i work with clients and stand behind the desk...i always look out the window of the gym and imagine myself enjoying life out on the waters or on the beach...i feel a change coming soon at work...i dont know what it is but i know something is on the horizon
last night as i was falling asleep i felt as if i was drifting off somewhere-its hard to explain-it was like a white jagged light was racing across my eyes...i dont know what tonight will bring
i am going on my date tommorow night...im hoping to get the deodorant stella reccomended for me...my pits have gotten worse with this gilette stuff i bought-the scent of this stuff is repugant...i cant take it anymore
i texted my friend don earlier today about somehting and he just texted me back a few minutes ago-wtf-someone is so busy they cant text yes or no...i texted him at 10am in morning and its midnight now...something is terribly amiss and foul-and i plan to find out what that mother fucker is up to
i am weary
i am worn down
i am at my wits ends
at times i feel like giving up the effort to please everyone in my life and just close my eyes and fall forward off the steps as i walk down them
i need a change
i need an outlet for escape
i need something right now
thats all i can think of
tommorow is another day
today was a saturday and it came and went...but in my mind its still saturday afternoon and im still sitting in solitude refelcting on my past, present,and hopefully future
my day went on as usual...i worked and i drove my car...and i went to the grocery store
i sat in my kitchen watching the baked potatoes cook in my oven...each one wrapped in foil and baking under the heat of a machine...as I watched the poatoes cook my mind drifted and i thought to myself the poatoes were simialr to my life...each one wrapped up in a substance that prevents any freedom of movement...any chance of experiencing a different life then the one that is forced upon them...i felt the heat of the oven warm my tired face...and i imagined stepping into the oven and feeling no pain...feeling no fear...feeling no regret. Why cant we just step into the world and not care about the consequences of certian actions or events?
I have discovered facebook and i am shocked about all my old classmates on there...i have registered under a fake name and i have been studying them and seeing the success of their lives...its truly interesting
i reached my breaking point at the grocery store...i went to pull into a good spot and some asshole left shopping carts in the space...i got out my car and threw the carts down on the ground and kicked them
my fern seems to be dying that i have by my television...i have had this thing for a long time...but i guess evrything must go at some point-life will continue and life will suprass anyone who is left behind wondering "what if"
work was draining this morning...i feel worn down as i work with clients and stand behind the desk...i always look out the window of the gym and imagine myself enjoying life out on the waters or on the beach...i feel a change coming soon at work...i dont know what it is but i know something is on the horizon
last night as i was falling asleep i felt as if i was drifting off somewhere-its hard to explain-it was like a white jagged light was racing across my eyes...i dont know what tonight will bring
i am going on my date tommorow night...im hoping to get the deodorant stella reccomended for me...my pits have gotten worse with this gilette stuff i bought-the scent of this stuff is repugant...i cant take it anymore
i texted my friend don earlier today about somehting and he just texted me back a few minutes ago-wtf-someone is so busy they cant text yes or no...i texted him at 10am in morning and its midnight now...something is terribly amiss and foul-and i plan to find out what that mother fucker is up to
i am weary
i am worn down
i am at my wits ends
at times i feel like giving up the effort to please everyone in my life and just close my eyes and fall forward off the steps as i walk down them
i need a change
i need an outlet for escape
i need something right now
thats all i can think of
tommorow is another day
I think maybe your friend Don may feel since you do not have a fiance any longer then you expect him to just come around like before. You hurt Don's feelings when you neglected him. Hopefully you can patch things up. good luck.
No bullshit, that actually happened with my buddies a few years back. I was engaged to a bible thumper so I stopped going to the bar, missed bachelor parties etc. Then we broke up and a handful of my friends were acting like little girls like I was neglecting them ::) After a few months when they realized I was pretty much always willing to go out drinking any night of the week, they forgot about it.
lol. damn. I cannot picture you with a bible thumper with the rec drugs and all...lol.
sounds like Don has a new friend. Very bad manners not to introduce you. Were you guys great friends at some point or just workout partners?hes a good friend
almost hit a cat on the way to work-it just popped out of nowhere...luckily i braked in timei was taking something somewhere in my truck a couple of years ago and i ran over a cat that was crossing the road, i felt so terrible about it that i almost broke down, felt really bad about it for days, the worst thing was that i couldn't stop because i was in a big hurry and had to be somehwere.
i remember a few years ago i was on the merrit parkway and a deer jumped in frnt of my car...bad damage
on the way to work 5 of my fav songs played in a row...i was very happy
did some other stuff after and bought more pickles at the grocery store
i was taking something somewhere in my truck a couple of years ago and i ran over a cat that was crossing the road, i felt so terrible about it that i almost broke down, felt really bad about it for days, the worst thing was that i couldn't stop because i was in a big hurry and had to be somehwere.thats sux :'(
thats sux :'(i know man it was terrible, i actually went back a little later but there was nothing there but the blood spot, i guess someone picked it up and hopefully buried it, i felt so bad for days afterward.
I have just gotten up from lying on my floor in a daze...i worked out this morning and worked all day...as the hours progressed i felt the energy draining from my tortured body and my finacially burdened mind...i came home and cooked my dinner and then dropped down onto the ground...my whole body felt like it had been sprinting for a fortnight without rest...as my head hit the ground i kicked the crap away from me...threw my empty jugs of protein powder across the room...i bunched up some old clothes on the floor and used them as a makeshift pillow...my eyes opened and closed while the light from my desk lamp burned my eyes and scorched my imagination with images of failed opportunities and broken endeavours.Push through Geno, sometimes you have to remember life is very short and you need to enjoy everyday as hard as that sometimes is. The economy is in the shitter, my home value is steadily declining, we will see what Obama can do about the current status of the economy and woes of society.
tommorow is friday and i pray that the weekend will bring me the closure i need
so cold...so tired...so worn down
Push through Geno, sometimes you have to remember life is very short and you need to enjoy everyday as hard as that sometimes is. The economy is in the shitter, my home value is steadily declining, we will see what Obama can do about the current status of the economy and woes of society.hello friend...thank u...u are right...better days are ahead
what kind of sound on that alarm Gene? Buzzing, ringing, music?bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah
life has been happening all around me...even though i am part of it...i feel as if i have no control and no inclusion in the happenings of my daily life...its like i am swimming under an icy lake and desparately trying to find an opening to escape above ground
the economy has hit me hard...today i spent the hours before work trying to find loose change to bring to the coinstar machine...as i held the loose change in my hand i felt the coins drift through my weary fingers and drop to the ground...as the coins fell its as if time and space seemed to slow down...i watched the dimes and nickels hit the floor and roll away from me...my eyes were focused on the dropping change...but at the same time my eyes were locked on my scattered image in my wall mirror...coins fell...and my dreams fell with them...the quarters struck my floor...and my hopes struck a wall...the change rolled away from me...and my chances of gaining an understanding of my deamons seemed to roll away from me.
good stuff as usual gene.this is just my life journal and my eccentric thoughts
Do you need help with depression or something or is this some andy warhol type shit?
Today was so weird. I just came out of the supplement store w/ protein powder and my vitamins, and I rested in my car a bit because I was tired. Well I had my driver's seat reclined backwards, and as I started to fade off to sleep I glanced out my window and noticed my car was rolling backwards!! Dear god, what was going on! I freaked out and jammed my foot on the brake but nothing happened...then I realized my car wasnt on, and my car wasnt moving! The car next to me had backed out and for some reason i thought i was rolling away! Very weird!
Later when i got home i sat in my office chair and tried to do some paperwork...but i was feeling very sleepy and tired...so i went to sit on my sofa for a bit, and the next thing i know i was fading in and out of sleep...finally i woke myself up and watched some tv and during a commerical i glanced out my window and noticed some people walking by my car and looking into it...now i got a bit upset because i did not know what they were doing...then i go to window to get closer look and they are indeed looking in windshild and now touching my car...so i open window and yell out at them to get the hell away from my car...they go away but then i look in my driveway and i see my car parked there and then i realize that was not my car they were touching-so then i think im glad they not touch my car but why they touch that car? Then i remember seeing a "for sale" sign in window of that car so i figure thats why they look...then i get nervous thinking maybe they get mad at me for yelling at them and they come back and egg my house...so now im a bit nervous about that
After that i decide to go into my backyard and relax on my patio for a bit...as i lay in my law chair i feel very realxed but then i feel a crawling feeling on my right calf and i see some ants on my leg...i get freak out and try to shake off but they not get off...now its starting to hurt and im freaking out and then i take my fist and smash them hard and now they are gone...as i lay back in myc ahir i look up at the clouds and notice they move very fast...but then i see airplane flying very close to ground and i get nervous and i hope airplane not crash...but then suddenly i hear a hose spraying a tool shed and i look at my tool shed but no hose and then i wake up and realize this was a dream...or was it...im really not sure...maybe ants did not attack me so i lay back on my chair
today was nuts
i was driving home from work and suddenly a spider came dangling down in front of me...it was like everything just froze in time...i didnt know what to do...i was right next to a prking lot as i was sitting in traffic so i put my emergency flashers on and cut off oncoming traffic and swerved into the parking lot...i jumped out...took my shoe off and crushed that bastard into paste...freaked me out and i spent the next few mins searching my car for any more visitors
hahahahahaha!
i listen to my radio for a bit then watched some dvds-i watched bloodsport a few times...one of my lifes dreams is to meet jean claude van damme...that dream is one spot above my other dream of sitting in a hot tub in a snowstorm...and that dream is 3 spots above my dream of being completely covered in soap lather in a shower
oh man hahahahaha great thread ;D
My coworker was wearing a black vest today...i asked him if it were warm and he said yes...I feel a vest really makes u look sharp. I dont care how ugly or fat or gross you are...if you have a clean vest on then you look like you are going on the red carpet. You could be buck naked with a barrell around your body but if you have a vest over the barrell then thats good.
this thread is absolutely Getbig Hall of fame material.Bump for more hall of fame posts from Gene
I feel like i am on a neverending carnival ride that is situated in an inferno...itss as if my eyes are being scorched and my arms are being destroyed beyond recognition... my limbs are desparately reaching for the emergency stop...but all I am feeling is the memories of what should be.
I smiled thinking about the future of the baby in the carriage. He has his whole life in front of him. No worries...no bills...no insects under his bed...
THANK U EVERYONE FOR THE KIND MESSAGES YOU HAVE LEFT IN MY THREAD HERE...EVEN THOUGH WE WILL PROBABLY NEVER MEET IN REAL LIFE...I FEEL AS IF WE SHARE A BOND SO DEEP AND STRONG THAT NOT EVEN THE MIGHTIEST SORCERER COULD DESTROY IT.
Lately I feel like my life has been going a billion miles per hour...and i am trying my best to run along side it.
I woke up this morning feeling as if i slept in a storm cellar from the 1800s. My body was tired...my head was heavy...yet my soul was full of vigor.
As my feet hit the floor after getting out of my bed...i felt an electricty run through my body. This jolt of energy awoke my soul and energized my desire for a change in my life.
I ate my breakfast...went to workout...then went to work. As i pulled into the parking lot at work i had to brake quite quickly because of a man walking in the middle of the parking lot. I had visions of the repercussions of running him over and not stopping to help him :o. As I pulled into my parking spot i tunred the car off and sat in my seat looking out into the treetops 8). I watched the clouds traveling overhead. They seemed to be going at a pace not understood by our minds or our scientists. I looked out my drivers side window and saw a blue jay sitting on a bush. I glanced in my rear view mirror and saw a mother walking with her baby carriage. I smiled thinking about the future of the baby in the carriage. He has his whole life in front of him. No worries...no bills...no insects under his bed ;D...no fears of failure and the prolonged misery of loneliness and utter hopelessness. :(
I stepped out of my car and put both feet on the ground...my toes gripped the pavement under me..and it felt incredible to have the cool breeze blow my hair to the side. My hands gripped eachother and felt the worn skin of my palms.
My eyes were focused not just on the material road ahead of me, but also on the never ending road to what i was meant to do in this life.. Into work i went...and into the future of my purpose I walked.
Eloquent and hardcore at the same time Gene. Good stuff.
ANd yet there is one thing I must know
........... Are the cat clock eyes sparkly ???
gene i wrote this for you brotherrrrr
Its 2 in the morning again
Cigaretes,booze ,1 more one night stand
Got the cold against the window
Dying to get in
Got my face against the pillow
Dying to get some rest
The Red neon lights guide me
To another bar full of regrets
Shots,whiskey, broken teeth
My hands stained yellow
I walk these freezing streets
A mans sadness croons
From a Bar room soundtrack
Another cheap stolen drink
To forget where my minds at
Shots,Whiskey, Broken dreams
Sadness befriends another creep
We walk together
These freezing streets
Thank you gene,look forword to your next post mangthank u truly friend
best thread on getbig!!
Good stuff, Geno!thank u!
thank u deke
Night has fallen over my city...and over my soul. I sit in my aprtment in total darkness. My light bulb has burned out yet again and I have no desire to fix it. My vigor for life has burned out yet again, and I have no desire to fix it either. My life is a life of abadonment and lonliness. My fiancee is gone and her memory has etched a design of regret into my mind. I sit upon my floor with my head against the wall. I can feel the solid structure behind me, and i can feel the rough texture of the floor beneath me. My body feels as if its stripped of life, and its like i am connected to an external generator of sorts that powers my actions and thoughts throughout the day.My life feels like it is surrounded by the grim reapers master plan of obtaining as many bodies as possible. My beloved fern is completely rotted and dry...its life is gone...and its beauty is now replaced with brown reminders of its once vibrant appearance. My own souls once sunny glow now feels like its hidden under a foot of the coldest, densest snowfall.
Everywhere I look I see the happiness of others. I spent the evening on my window perch watching the woman across the street in her apartment. Her life is obviosuly one of success and fun. She has spent many minutes talking on her phone to a lover I suspose. She has come and gone in and out of her apartment many times. Many adventures she must take part in each day.
Her life is one of fulfillment and purpose. My life is one of survival and regret.
My eyes are tired from the glow of my screen due to the lack of light in my aaprtment.
My body is weary from work.
My mind is ravaged from the never ending pain of wondering what could be in my life.
I am on the verge of change.
I need it.
Yo Genethank u tyr
Cool posts but it seems like you're not taking any initiative to change your life.
Stop talking about the need for change and just do it.
A positive something is better than a negative nothing
Good luck and godspeed
thank u tyr
youre a good man
you're welcome bro.thanks again tyr
Now go do something nice for yourself
Nothing like a good woman / friends to brighten your day
thanks again tyr
u seem to be a very positive person and i appreciate that
if only u had been around a few months ago...you would have been a breath of fresh air admist the foul stench of this loon that harrassed me on here...there was this psycho dreadlord who stalked me all the time...he was so negative and delluded
Don't let those gimmicks get to you.true very true-i just didnt understand him at times to be quite honest-there was def something wrong in his head...i mean he would spend hours talking to his other gimmicks online...and then ron exposed him and he just vanished ??? and between you me and the grandfather clock...i felt he might have been a closet homosexual who engaged in transgender sex and the promotion of transgender sex in the red light district...his posts def reeked of those type of perverse sexual games...i seriously dont think hes with us anymore so u wont get a chance to talk w/ him...i mean its not like he took getbig seriously(he told me that via pm)
Sometimes ya gotta wade in hell before you can walk in heaven
true very true-i just didnt understand him at times to be quite honest-there was def something wrong in his head...i mean he would spend hours talking to his other gimmicks online...and then ron exposed him and he just vanished ??? and between you me and the grandfather clock...i felt he might have been a closet homosexual who engaged in transgender sex and the promotion of transgender sex in the red light district...his posts def reeked of those type of perverse sexual games...i seriously dont think hes with us anymore so u wont get a chance to talk w/ him...i mean its not like he took getbig seriously(he told me that via pm)
Yeah well. some people take getbig far too seriously than they want to let on I suppose.thank u tyr-the goodness of your soul is very enriching and comforting to me
I didn't know he was attacking you personally. He wasn't attacking you at the time I rejoined getbig. I thought he was targeting the nasser team (which I'm cool with) because bigbobs and his muzzie buddies are a disease. Anyway you seem to be a cool headed cat so I'm glad you're not as obnoxious as bobs and co.
How are things in nowadays?. Making any positive steps?
the darkness had taken over my happinessGood post by a great poster. Keep fighting the good fight, Geno. Your time will come my brother in iron.
my will to change has been ripped to shreds
the fires of my torment surround me and are slowly burning my flesh off my bones
the night sky has surrounded me like an angry violent crowd
the crowd's stones are making me fall to the ground as they strike my head...and my fears are preventing me from protecting myself
my opportunity for escape is gone
my ambition for triumph over my deamons has been eliminated
im left with what i have accepted
im left with the reality of my life
and nothing will change it
ever
hello everyone and thank u for takng the time out of your life to read my daily thoughts
these are the ideas that i think of every day
and the nightmares that haunt me every night
my credit card is paid off
thank u
thank u
next week i begin saving money
ive talked to a few people and its possible i could have 9000 saved up by the end of the year-ive never had that much money or held it...i once held 1000 dollars...that was for my vacation to disney when i was 22
i took a walk down to the beach area today and spent many hours people watchng...i saw the many couples and dreamed that i would have a woman again in my life...i saw one amazing woman jogging...my eyes were locked on her beauty...and my hands yearned for the opportunity to hold her hands
work has been good to me lately...the money is slowly gettin better-i almost made 900 last paycheck...my goal is to make 1000 someday...that would help w/ my bills so much
my radio in my car is kinda broke...i dont get how it happened...i cant scroll through stations anymore...all i can press is the numbers 1-6...its fine for cds cuz most of my fav songs are tracks 1-6...but all the presets are spanish stations and this is no good because i dont speak spanish
the night is here
i sit at my desk and type on my laptop
my feet are on the floor
and my body is in my chair
yet at the same time my body is somewhere else
my mind is elsewhere
my auto complete function runs my life
the misery brought on by my lack of judgement has truly hit me hard
i take full responsibilty for the consequences that are an every day part of my life
i look towards the future and dream of the other side of the cage i am contained in
should i break free or just collapse on the floor...the floor is wide and accomadating...yet the outside of the cage is terrifying...yet it is the outside...and thats where i need to be.
I think your futures so bright you gotta wear shades 8)
thank u
I think your futures so bright you gotta wear shades 8)
On the contrary - Gene needs to open up the shades and let the sun in.youre right tyr-thank u
Dark thoughts and despair do nothing for your mental health
Hey , just a heads up, be careful of that guy Gene, or Natural wonder, he apparently has quite the rap sheet from when he lived in his country. He is a confirmed pedo and thats the reason he acts like this now, all frail, trying to con us, but we all know the truth now about Gene. You dont want to be wrapped up with him when he finally gets what he deserves, and its coming. Stay away from him. He is being monitored. The guy is sick. He has been reported along with his ip address. You could be liable also if you share information with him, so stay away from him.You keep talking about it but arnt providing any proof , thats just making you look stupid..empty threats = spineless
Post the info again BigLiarD, put it here, Gene is not a mod here. :)x2
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I did post it, he erased it all. Check for urself.Repost it
Repost it
LMAO, he did repost it, several times on many different threads......it looked like something a third grader would write.
He's gonna have a hard time re-posting ;)
LMAO, he did repost it, several times on many different threads......it looked like something a third grader would write.
What's with all the missing posts?hello tyr
Basically we exposed the pedo and he cried to Ron about it. Last I heard, BigKevin was getting all the paperwork ready in a civil lawsuit against the accused pedo. It just takes a few weeks to locate the troll. Gene got seriously owned bad and although he is a MOD on a owning board, he cried , but after he finds out the lawsuit is real, he will really be crying. ;)haha in ya dreams
haha in ya dreams
yesi did talk to ron cuz falsely calling someone a pedo is not even funny
god youre so boring
youre the worst gimmick ever
sorry to hear you are going through this. It is terrible to get accused of stuff that never happened.thank u-much love
my summer has come to a finish. my cut was a success...i achieved the low level of bodyfat i wanted...just the other day i showed someone a cell phone pic of my abs and they laughed in my face telling me those werent my abs...then i lifted my shirt and their mouth dropped...revenge is sweetThat's great Gene, but it all means nothing if you aren't happy. :)
in the end frank won...i matched his abs...my body is just as developed as his...but my skin is pale...and i have a hideous farmers tan...i hope women who see me w no shirt on think that its sexy that i m so comfy w myself that i dont care about being tan
i just finished eating the most incredible piece of grilled chicken in my life...it was so moist and juicy and flavorful i couldnt believe it
my friend loaned my mustard out the other days past...i had a friend staying w me for a few days(if u guys noticed thats when i wasnt posting as much cuz we were going cool places and going out to eat etc)
and i went to put mustard on my chicken and i couldnt find my mustard in the fridge...so i looked everyhwere and it was nowhere...so i asked my friend where it was and he was oh my friend needed to borrow mustard so i loaned it to him...do u want me to call him and get it back
my life seems like as of late that its existing through a positive electrical wire in my world...things are going good and remaining good...i just wish i could find a lady to settle down w...i yearn for a companion who will ask me about my days and troubles i may be having...someone to help me cook my food and to organize my thoughts and errands
kiwi chaos clavin or stella if u are reading this help me find a g/f asap
im still waiting to hear back from my friend...we were susposed to have sushi 2 weeks ago and he just stopped returning my texts/calls and will never pick up the phone
only time will tell
my mind is racing as of now
so many thoughts i want to write here
but my fingers wont move fast enough
my head seems like it weighs nothing...yet my body feels like its dipped i cement
i want release and i want to once feel like i am able to go through life as one of the crowd.
Chaos, why do you support this pure stupidity?fuck off
fuck off
Awesome comeback. You sure got him there.awesome post
awesome post
you sure got me upset
omg i just made the tastiest protein pudding ever
3 scoop beverly ultra size and 2tbsp peanut butter
it was so fluffy and tasty like ice cream omg
today was so tiring
my new diet has worn me out
i fell asleep in my car sitting in the parking lot
i need more cals
my neighbors have been getting up early every morning
i wake up at 5 to go do cardio and they are up at 400 am i think-i dunno where they work
i think maybe a bakery
i love the smells of a bakery and when i bite into a black n white cookie
even better when its hot
i want to get a ben n jerry ice cream cake this weekend and eat it
my friend says a whole one is too big to eat but i dunno
my friend at work is going to the movies w me this weekend and i hope to get food b4
i dont know where
i saw an old friend this monring
memories came flashing back to me of how much hate i have for this person
i wanted to see the worst things happen to him ever
i pictured him leaving my life completely
i am tired and need immediate rest
in the long run i need total rest
my body is pushed to the max limit and i keep trying to fold the paper 8 times...but its not happening
kiwi help!!!!
clavin help!
chaos help!
the suffucating smoke of my ignorant cigar which gags my lungs
;D ;D How did I miss this? Good stuff as usual Gene.i have never...no...but when i was 8 and at a pizza restaurant i saw my waitress eat a french fry off the plate of fries she was about to bring to me
Gene, have you ever found a hair in your black and white cookie ???
;Dok i will
Hang in there GEne. Gene, you are a generous man.
Please update this thread as frequently as is possible :)
Gene is the smoke continues it's most likely time for the old deer urine trick:o
i have never...no...but when i was 8 and at a pizza restaurant i saw my waitress eat a french fry off the plate of fries she was about to bring to me
ok i will
1 but i know i had pizza for lunch and im not if its ok to have pizza 2 x in 1 day maybe it would be ok in the start of the meal but then u might get bored at the end
and my water was in the other room and i had to wait for the water to boil b4 i went to get my drink but once i did it was refreshing
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHave you started juicing?
i have a pimple on my right cheek and im pretty sure its from the diner food i had yesterday
omg i had such amazing sleep last night and i feel so rested today
looking forward to tommorow
i have a new blue shirt im wearing to the gym tommorow morning
im gonna put tons of pimple gel on my face tonight and i hope it wil make it better
the pimple is small but its annoying nonetheless.
Have you started juicing?no! but i began a god quality carnitne supp recently
The nerve!x2
;D ;D ;D
no! but i began a god quality carnitne supp recentlyI was just wondering about the spot on your cheek Gene. Thought you may have crossed over to the dark side.
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ugggggggggggggggggggg i now have 3 small red pimples on my face...i hate it...i know it was from my damn cheat day on sat
in the shower tonight i used boiling hot water to scrub my face w my face soap till my face squeeked...what also is annoying is the cold weather and its drying out my face which is perfect for acne to appear from
Gene,thank u for the tip
You should start a blog. You'd probably get enough subscribers to make a good living off of it.
Good luck if you go that route!
Your friend,
RPF
I was just wondering about the spot on your cheek Gene. Thought you may have crossed over to the dark side.no way!
I didn't think so bro - I was just being sure :)
omg i am so broke
i am so sick of this
but i have gotten smart
yesterday i had noooo money in my wallet...but i did not panic
first i went to my savings account and i had 25 bucks left in it...so i took out the 20 dollars from it-felt great to have cash in my hand
then i checked my checking account..i only had 15 dollars in it...so being you can only take out multiples of 20 i transferred the last 5 bucks from my savings into my checking account...and boom!!! i could take 20 bucks out
so now i had 40 bucks in my wallet
then i remembered i never cashed a birthday check from my grandma for 25 bucks...so now i had 65 bucks in my wallet!!!
then i checked around my car and apartment and found 10 bucks in assorted quarters and dollar bills.
so yesterday i bought some chicken and cashews and spinnach
so then today i needed more chicken and cashews...but i had noooooo money
i thought maybe i had some credit left on my visa but i did not...when i get paid on thurs i will pretty much pay off my card...my balance is only 700 bucks
so i remembered i had some old gift visa cards in my wallet...and i checked the total on em...1 card was 0 dollars, and the other was 14 dollars
so i paid for the chicken with the gift card, and i searched my gym bag and found 4 bucks worth of quarters...so combined with the 5 dollar bll i found in my pants pocket i could get the cashews today
i need to get my finances in order
its like i cant control my money
everything seems to be slipping out of my hands
my acne is clear again
and i am weary
thank u for the tipno way!
get some Zzzz my weary freind
omg i am so broke
i am so sick of this
but i have gotten smart
yesterday i had noooo money in my wallet...but i did not panic
first i went to my savings account and i had 25 bucks left in it...so i took out the 20 dollars from it-felt great to have cash in my hand
then i checked my checking account..i only had 15 dollars in it...so being you can only take out multiples of 20 i transferred the last 5 bucks from my savings into my checking account...and boom!!! i could take 20 bucks out
so now i had 40 bucks in my wallet
then i remembered i never cashed a birthday check from my grandma for 25 bucks...so now i had 65 bucks in my wallet!!!
then i checked around my car and apartment and found 10 bucks in assorted quarters and dollar bills.
so yesterday i bought some chicken and cashews and spinnach
so then today i needed more chicken and cashews...but i had noooooo money
i thought maybe i had some credit left on my visa but i did not...when i get paid on thurs i will pretty much pay off my card...my balance is only 700 bucks
so i remembered i had some old gift visa cards in my wallet...and i checked the total on em...1 card was 0 dollars, and the other was 14 dollars
so i paid for the chicken with the gift card, and i searched my gym bag and found 4 bucks worth of quarters...so combined with the 5 dollar bll i found in my pants pocket i could get the cashews today
i need to get my finances in order
its like i cant control my money
everything seems to be slipping out of my hands
my acne is clear again
and i am weary
thank u for the tipno way!
pistachios are good too Gene and good for you, and you get a mini workout opening them!Yes they are nice to , salty so have coke zero on hand :P
Do you subtitute almonds for cashews at times Gene?i hate almonds but i do cycle them in
Just read my way through this entire thread...classic stuff.hello...and THANK YOU FOR THE KIND WORDS
Gene, it must be satisfying to know that your struggle with daily life provides a source of happiness and inspiration to all who read your writings.
flower-yes i love pistachios-especially cuz they help clear up acne
The winter winds have been drying my face, and drying my hopes for escape from the icy prison of my current troubles. For a while everything was looking promising, and then in one quick fast ball from fate, I was struck out. Times are tough for me right now. There is no reason to lie. Lying will not heal my wounds, and lying will not cleanse my body of the bacteria that plagues my soul. It's almost as if my mind recognizes the need for me to change, but I just completely ignore it. The nights have been darker than usual lately. Sure the street lights shine through my window perch, but its as if there is a steel curtain that prevents the light from reaching my eyes. i try so hard to see the light at times. I try so hard to let the light shine in. Yet, at the same time, i could care less. I know its necessary for me to correct it, but there are days where I just dont have the strength or the desire to try. My fern has died in my apartment. I remember spending each day watering it, but then there were days where I just would walk by it, not even acknowledging it or giving it the attention it needed. The fern seems to mirror my current life. Only I have not let my life wither away yet. There is still hope. It's as if I am in a hammock stretched across Victoria Falls. I know how to stay balanced in it. I know how not to fall from it. Unfortunately. there comes a time where I get sick of trying to stay balanced, and I just give up.Gene, are you an Emo ? ???
The end of easiness and innocence is upon me
I can feel it.
The cashews have been crushed into dust and the tshirts have been taken from me.
Gene, are you an Emo ? ???no
noLOL no..but your poetry seems rather bleak at times..cheer up friend if you are down at present it can only get better. :)
are u?
LOL no..but your poetry seems rather bleak at times..cheer up friend if you are down at present it can only get better. :)i consider my writings upbeat
The winter winds have been drying my face, and drying my hopes for escape from the icy prison of my current troubles. For a while everything was looking promising, and then in one quick fast ball from fate, I was struck out. Times are tough for me right now. There is no reason to lie. Lying will not heal my wounds, and lying will not cleanse my body of the bacteria that plagues my soul. It's almost as if my mind recognizes the need for me to change, but I just completely ignore it. The nights have been darker than usual lately. Sure the street lights shine through my window perch, but its as if there is a steel curtain that prevents the light from reaching my eyes. i try so hard to see the light at times. I try so hard to let the light shine in. Yet, at the same time, i could care less. I know its necessary for me to correct it, but there are days where I just dont have the strength or the desire to try. My fern has died in my apartment. I remember spending each day watering it, but then there were days where I just would walk by it, not even acknowledging it or giving it the attention it needed. The fern seems to mirror my current life. Only I have not let my life wither away yet. There is still hope. It's as if I am in a hammock stretched across Victoria Falls. I know how to stay balanced in it. I know how not to fall from it. Unfortunately. there comes a time where I get sick of trying to stay balanced, and I just give up.
The end of easiness and innocence is upon me
I can feel it.
The cashews have been crushed into dust and the tshirts have been taken from me.
i consider my writings upbeat
The winter winds have been drying my face, and drying my hopes for escape from the icy prison of my current troubles. For a while everything was looking promising, and then in one quick fast ball from fate, I was struck out. Times are tough for me right now. There is no reason to lie. Lying will not heal my wounds, and lying will not cleanse my body of the bacteria that plagues my soul. It's almost as if my mind recognizes the need for me to change, but I just completely ignore it. The nights have been darker than usual lately. Sure the street lights shine through my window perch, but its as if there is a steel curtain that prevents the light from reaching my eyes. i try so hard to see the light at times. I try so hard to let the light shine in. Yet, at the same time, i could care less. I know its necessary for me to correct it, but there are days where I just dont have the strength or the desire to try. My fern has died in my apartment. I remember spending each day watering it, but then there were days where I just would walk by it, not even acknowledging it or giving it the attention it needed. The fern seems to mirror my current life. Only I have not let my life wither away yet. There is still hope. It's as if I am in a hammock stretched across Victoria Falls. I know how to stay balanced in it. I know how not to fall from it. Unfortunately. there comes a time where I get sick of trying to stay balanced, and I just give up.
The end of easiness and innocence is upon me
I can feel it.
The cashews have been crushed into dust and the tshirts have been taken from me.
I cried when I read that... a little bit... :(because of the broken cashews or tshirts?
because of the broken cashews or tshirts?
...but then there are days where life is moving slower than the server on this website.
im so weary from my day
during the morning hours i felt as if i had the motivation to just keep trucking and rocking...but as the day went on i began to fall deeper and deeper into an almost comotose state...sure i could pop a bunch of pills and feel like a new man...but as i would swallow the final pill and throw the bottle into the garbage...i could sense all my hopes of escape from my torments accomany the empty bottle into my trash
i need an outlet for my energy...without a place for me to enjoy myself, its as if i am walking down a neverending spiral staircase that seems to torment me with a reprive from the diziness that comes with my steps ...there are days where things move so fast...almoist too fast...almost at a speed that is invisible to my eyes...but then there are days where life is moving slower than the server on this website.
my apartment is so empty...its filled with material possesions...but defintely empty when it comes to peace of mind and fulfillment...my mind seems to wander quite frequently these days...i will try to solve a dilemma but then i will begin thinking about other things...things i cant even remember right now
my head aches from the thoughts i need to maintain in order to function...my body aches from my obsessions with things i know nothing about
im at the point of just stopping short on my jog
im at the point of just stopping my subscription to popular necessity
im at the point of closing my eyes and just dropping backwards
my whole body desires a fresh layer of security and closure
im trying so hard to make it happen
im trying so hard to get through it
there is a storm on the horizon
my boat is sailing straight into the horror
i need to evacuate
i just cant find my escape
Why is this thread no longer a sticky?thank u
Poetry of this caliber is too important to be lost in the depths of the Z Board :(
My skin burns from the heat of the season.
Sweat drips down my face.
Flies chew on my flesh.
Ants chew my ankles as I sit outside on my steps.
The pain of these pests fails in comparison to the deamons that slice and dice my soul.
Life seems to be improving for me...but with my new found happiness comes new doorways of choices...that most always lead to rooms of pure torture.
My abs are ripped. I can see it in the mirror. The handicapped man at my job even thinks so. So many hours of creation went into them. Yet, each minute would be gladly traded in for just one chance to do it all over again.
My air conditioner is fully working. My windows fully close. My bed is actually made. There is no more dirt on my floor. No more little black bugs crawling under the trash by my cd collection.
Nightime is coming soon. Moon light will soon light up the streets. Chitter chatter from the metro station will soon be replaced by the noise of my neighbors dumb televison which I can hear through the walls. City streets and faded newspapers seem to occupy my mind for some reason. The hum of my electronics in my tv area will soothe me to sleep...yet at the same time I know that these gizmos and gadgets are no substitute for whats missing in my life.
I need a balance.
I need a foundation onto which I can balance.
I just need a way.
thank u
how's the cashewsi stopped eating them in favor of better nuts...i.e. walnuts pecans almonds brazil nuts hazlenuts...i do miss them though
i stopped eating them in favor of better nuts...i.e. walnuts pecans almonds brazil nuts hazlenuts...i do miss them though
you gotta do what you gotta do.. I am fan or macadamia nutsthey are good...i love mac nut oil
they are good...i love mac nut oil
make sure when you buy it that it comes in a dark bottle, light exposure screws up the omegas ;)im using now brand in plastic...should i get 1 in glass? thx
im using now brand in plastic...should i get 1 in glass? thx
No more little black bugs crawling under the trash by my cd collection.
Excellent work getting this thread moved to it's proper place (the V), Gene. Now I can read both my favorite threads in one board (this and the ask Gene thread) 8)
Gene, what is your occupation?im a fitness specialist
im a fitness specialist
really? I thought you were a low level white collar guy or a bee keeper. :Dlol
Hi STella.. Thnx for the cake :)
Inspirational stuff here.thank u
;D
ive been enjoying the new garbage cans i put in my apartment...
don called me today and we talked about stuff
did you find closure or keeping the lines of communication openim always around but hes the stupid face who doesnt ever call
im always around but hes the stupid face who doesnt ever call
I saw some greek yogurt at the store today. It is a $1 per container. WTF? Yoplait was .25.
yea men can act dumb at timeswere susposed to be best friends but i guess he missed the memo
I saw some greek yogurt at the store today. It is a $1 per container. WTF? Yoplait was .25.greek yogurt is so creamy-i like it better than yoplait
i find the smart water bottles really cool and fun to drink out of
ugh im greek and i dont like that yogurt
greek yogurt is so creamy-i like it better than yoplait
its so damn pricey
Gene, have you seen if you look into the front of the bottle there is a picture of a fish or a frog or something.
It's because it's reminiscent of cheese!
Life is good sometimes
Every now and then you have a good day but then something cool happens and makes the day even better.
I went out to eat w/ a friend last night and I had the most incredible grilled chicken, spinnach, tomatoe, red onion, advocadoe and brown mustard salad. My bill came to 16 dollars and I knew all I had was 20 bucks left until pay day today. I started to worry because I still had to get groceries...when I took the 20 out of my pocket I discovered a 10 dollar bill as well.
Things are looking up.
greek yogurt is so creamy-i like it better than yoplait
its so damn pricey
i began trimming my sideburns todaySame problem here Gene I got a electric razor that has a attachment for trimming. You might want to try one not too expensive.
in between haircuts my sideburns get unruly and someone told em to trim them...so i put shaving cream on them and did my best to shave both sides evenly...they look good
Same problem here Gene I got a electric razor that has a attachment for trimming. You might want to try one not too expensive.OK
MMMM ADVOCADOE TASTES GREAT IN OMLETTESI disagree on this one Gene I dont like green eggs and ham. I know the Cat in the Hat did.
I disagree on this one Gene I dont like green eggs and ham. I know the Cat in the Hat did.lol
When you going back to NYC Gene?tommorow hopefully-i need to check my credit card and debit card balances to make sure i have enough money
mmmmWhat is the ingredients I might try one tomorrow morning
i was so hungry and just had the best omelette...i let it sit in the pan for a bit so it got kinda lukewarm...it reminded me of the 1980s cuz it looked like a nostalgic classic meal
What is the ingredients I might try one tomorrow morning6 eggs and 5 additonal whites, garlic powder, green peppers, onions, tomatoes
6 eggs and 5 additonal whites, garlic powder, green peppers, onions, tomatoesThanks man I'll try it.
6 eggs and 5 additonal whites, garlic powder, green peppers, onions, tomatoes
Eggs can cause Skin problems. :-\ Trust me on ths. 8)for me luckily not
for me luckily not
I thought you have skin problems?? Ance problems. ??? ???i did in past times
i did in past times
as of late-thank goodness-my skin has been perfect
It should be coming back. :-\well we will see tommorow
well we will see tommorowSounds like someone got some cheesecake.
i will be eating sweet treats all day
Sounds like someone got some cheesecake.not yet
not yet
i checked the ups tracking website and my cheesecake left jamacia new york at 7 am this morning
not yetGene why do you get do you get cheescake in Jamacia? New York should have some fine cheesecake.
i checked the ups tracking website and my cheesecake left jamacia new york at 7 am this morning
Gene why do you get do you get cheescake in Jamacia? New York should have some fine cheesecake.
Laughing my ass off!! ;D :DHell yea I used to have a job where I flew there every week knocked down some good cheescake and liquor there ;D
I know you have been to New York Mr. Nobody. 8)
Hell yea I used to have a job where I flew there every week knocked down some good cheescake and liquor there ;D
Gene hit up L and B pizza aka spamoni gardens in bayridge brooklyn. Its last stop on the q and r train..i wanted to
ugggggreat new avatar gene, go for the haircut man you just ate pizza.
i dont know whether to get a haircut tomm
all i want is cheesecake
great new avatar gene, go for the haircut man you just ate pizza.thank u
ughhhhhhhhhtell us your feelings on noise, I hate hearing motors and grinding noises at night seriously it about drives me crazy sometimes.
my neighbors have visitors...their noise is driving me nuts
i feel like a pair of screwdrivers are inserted in my ears and are slowly churning about in my head trying to rip my tolerance levels out
so tell them to bring the noise down..its almost 9pmi have in the past but it doesnt do anything
tell us your feelings on noise, I hate hearing motors and grinding noises at night seriously it about drives me crazy sometimes.i put my fan on at night so i dont have to hear the noise
ughhhhhhhhh
my neighbors have visitors...their noise is driving me nuts
i feel like a pair of screwdrivers are inserted in my ears and are slowly churning about in my head trying to rip my tolerance levels out
Play some nasty gang bang porno and turn the volume up to full, Gene ;DX2
Play some nasty gang bang porno and turn the volume up to full, Gene ;D
atomic missles that light the sky like the aurora borealisSounds rough gene did you lift today?
nuclear flames that roast the ground and melt my flesh
my fear and panic seem to crowd the streets
misery felt all day and pushed away by the saved one
summer cruely is waiting for me
summer torment is excited to join me once again
summer longing is felt all day every day by me
break out of the destiny that awaits for me
step away from the sides of the pit that beckon and scream my name
stable ground directly under me...yet my feet can't touch
fresh water for my thirst...yet my throat is too dry to work
cool air to relieve the bitter sting of polluted oxygen...yet my lungs reject it
a stop along the highway that seems to never end
an answer to the maddening question that has ridiculed me forvever
im ready to accept it all
Sounds rough gene did you lift today?oh yes
oh yesGreat short workouts are the best. Yes sodium has a water retention effect so you feel more pumped watch it though too much can cause problems Gene.
good workout today
kept it short n quick and felt strong
i had a lotta sodium at lunch-8 oz smoked salmon-like 2400 mg sodium-but i think all the sodium gave me a great pump-i suually dont eat added salt and i dont plan on eating that much salt again
Great short workouts are the best. Yes sodium has a water retention effect so you feel more pumped watch it though too much can cause problems Gene.i really never add salt or eat foods high in sodium...this was like a 1 time thing
ughhhGene this reminds me of the Seinfeld episode where George double dipping chips in the dip.
i was at whole foods today getting some food from the buffet area
there are signs that say no nibbling
but there was this idiot man there with his 2 little kids and they kept pickings tuff with their hands and eating it...i was getting tomatoes for my salad and the kid reaches in front of me and grabs a tomatoe...then i had to deal w this dumb face standing behind me waiting for me to finish scooping the pumpkin seeds so he could eat pumpkin seeds with his hands...then he gave his kids lil plastic cups and they were filling them up w berries and nuts and other food
some old lady saw them and was visibly upset and we discussed it together
im also worried...i used clorox wipes to clean my counter earlier then like an hour later i spilled pumpkin seeds and spinnach on it as i was eating and i picked the food off the counter and ate it forgetting about the clorox from before
Gene this reminds me of the Seinfeld episode where George double dipping chips in the dip.lol
As the winds of summer surround my ever aware senses, my secure feeling of contentment is shattered by the rejection of Stella's love.
Try as hard as I can to win her trust and devotion, I know it's a pipe dream destined to wither away like a memory of once happy times in a futuristic nightmare of atomic torment.
You will not committ suicide will you?? :-\ :-\ I was teetering there for a minute but i pulled out. ;)
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You will not committ suicide will you?? :-\ :-\ I was teetering there for a minute but i pulled through. ;)no never any sucidal thoughts luckily
no never any sucidal thoughts luckily
Pay your Cell phone Bill! Mine was $1,250. and some damn change too. >:( Life is lways good Gene. ;)why so much?!
why so much?!
mine is sually 50-60 bucks...but i had to get a new phone so this tiem its 120 bucks...yes life is good
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My dad has no credit, and so, i bought him a BB and that was the cheap part but he was calling other coutries and ran my bill up. >:( Mine every month is generally....$125
why so much?!does he pay you back doug?
mine is sually 50-60 bucks...but i had to get a new phone so this tiem its 120 bucks...yes life is good
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My dad has no credit, and so, i bought him a BB and that was the cheap part but he was calling other coutries and ran my bill up. >:( Mine every month is generally....$125
does he pay you back doug?
Hell No >:( I feel like i already have a kid but he is my dad. How the hell did that happen?I'm in the same boat.
what irritates me is when i watch a youtube video of someone making a protein shake...and then they pour the finished shake into a cup...and then they toss the blender into the sink...but half the shake is stuck to the sides of the blenderThis could cause ants as well Gene, last time I done it ants got into my house. I learned my lesson always wash the blender afterwards.
This could cause ants as well Gene, last time I done it ants got into my house. I learned my lesson always wash the blender afterwards.def agree
def agreeSounds like a beetle of some type when its hot and dry they come looking for water.
the only thing i cant figure out is right by my bed i have a dresser thats right up against my bed-its kinda like my bedside table-i have my alarm clocks on it-and tons of junk...water bottles, papers, tissues, etc etc
if i dig under the crap there are these little tiny black bugs that crawl around-ive looked at them up close and its kinda like they have lil pinchers on their heads
what r they?
could be what I call "cooka bugs" or maybe bed bugs..Gene, I wont send bees, I fear for your safety now, I always worry about you
If you have Bed Bugs, that is a Big Bill Gene! They wanted to check at my house and one Room would have been $480. :o Good thing that i did not have those fuckers because they will destroy your house/Apartment! I have stayed at 5* Hotels that have had them. >:(Are you saying you would have burn it down for insurance money if this had occured Doug?
Are you saying you would have burn it down for insurance money if this had occured Doug?
Sounds like a beetle of some type when its hot and dry they come looking for water.ok
could be what I call "cooka bugs" or maybe bed bugs..Gene, I wont send bees, I fear for your safety now, I always worry about youi thought i had bed bugs a while ago cuz there was blood on my wall
If you have Bed Bugs, that is a Big Bill Gene! They wanted to check at my house and one Room would have been $480. :o Good thing that i did not have those fuckers because they will destroy your house/Apartment! I have stayed at 5* Hotels that have had them. >:(:o
today was goodWhat have you been using to clear it up lately Gene?
i went to cvs looking for my fav face soap but they ddint have it anymore
so i asked the lady in charge and she began asking me what products i would be interested in to cure acne-but then she looked closer at me and said "oh but u dont have acne"
What have you been using to clear it up lately Gene?just being very clean w my diet-yet still having 1 cheat day per week
just being very clean w my diet-yet still having 1 cheat day per weekSounds expensive gene is it worth it?
but i think whats really helping is all the vitamins im taking that are good for the skin-alpholic acid, cq10, RLA, dmae, ginger, tumeric, chromium, grapseed extract, vit c, estrogen reducer, cuniferous veggy extract, fish oil and evening primrose oil, acetyl carnitine, pumpkin seeds, lots of wild salmon and sardines, lots of green veggies, calc mag, zinc
Sounds expensive gene is it worth it?i suffered from age 12 until last year
just being very clean w my diet-yet still having 1 cheat day per week
but i think whats really helping is all the vitamins im taking that are good for the skin-alpholic acid, cq10, RLA, dmae, ginger, tumeric, chromium, grapseed extract, vit c, estrogen reducer, cuniferous veggy extract, fish oil and evening primrose oil, acetyl carnitine, pumpkin seeds, lots of wild salmon and sardines, lots of green veggies, calc mag, zinc
i suffered from age 12 until last year
to have a clear face and to be able to eat junk food without breakouts is def worth it for me
ok
i thought i had bed bugs a while ago cuz there was blood on my wall
:o
Every time i mess with hormones i get break outs... :P
i suffered from age 12 until last year
to have a clear face and to be able to eat junk food without breakouts is def worth it for me
Are you a nasty person who does not clean their house every day??? Bed Bugs and other creatures can invade your home. >:( I thank god for living in Florida and my Lizard buddies eating all the bugs. ;)Gene spends alot of time lifting.
Gene spends alot of time lifting.
So, i guess he spends alot of time passed out in the bed after cooking and training. Could there be some more bees looming for Gene?? :-\ :-\Gene said he saw a bee a few days ago in his window sill.
Gene said he saw a bee a few days ago in his window sill.
Every time i mess with hormones i get break outs... :Pits all natural stuff like green tea in it...helps stop breakouts and got rid of my puffy nips i had back in day!
Gene, have you ever tried Accutane?? I had to use when it when i tried that shit that Markus Ruhl was pumping out in 01' or 02 but I never got Acne ever again. :)nah never tried it-im glad i didnt-im pimple free now no drugs needed
ewwwwwoh yes
Are you a nasty person who does not clean their house every day??? Bed Bugs and other creatures can invade your home. >:( I thank god for living in Florida and my Lizard buddies eating all the bugs. ;)im a lot cleaner now then i used to be
Gene spends alot of time lifting.thank u
So, i guess he spends alot of time passed out in the bed after cooking and training. Could there be some more bees looming for Gene?? :-\ :-\i hope not!
Gene said he saw a bee a few days ago in his window sill.havent seen the fucker since
Team Getbig needs to help clean up Gene's House/Apartment up. 8) I have never had a problem with any fuckin bugs or Bees. ;) Raid kills the Bees anyway. :-\ I wonder if Gene was fighting Killer Bees?? :-\ :-\fuck the bees
;Drun nick run
"fuck the bees
i will throw the hive into bezerkfurys dumb dorm room"
i just relaized i never paid my phone bill due todayGene just call them and say you want to cut off service, they will cut you some slack then because they dont want to lose a customer. In other words throw a bluff on them...
so i became a member on the website so i could pay my bill online and i did-but i never got a confirmation text like i have in the past when i paid at the store
im worried
i just relaized i never paid my phone bill due today
so i became a member on the website so i could pay my bill online and i did-but i never got a confirmation text like i have in the past when i paid at the store
im worried
Is it late?? Do not get worried if it is a few days late or call your provider. 8)it was due today and i paid it online today-it said my balance was now 0 dollars-but i never got a conformation text
Gene just call them and say you want to cut off service, they will cut you some slack then because they dont want to lose a customer. In other words throw a bluff on them...thats a good idea
it was due today and i paid it online today-it said my balance was now 0 dollars-but i never got a conformation text
thats a good idea
Call customer service and you will be aight! Just call your bank if you have a problem. 8)thank u
There was a Japanese hornet in my house today on the floor I stomped it to death. Gene have you seen these around your area? They kind of rare around here I hope I dont have a nest nearby.sounds nasty-i have never heard of them luckily-i did see the show on a&e-billy the exterminator and they had mahogny wasps-looked scary-they are down south i think
spent last night in an amazing hotelHow did Don get back in the picture Gene? Calvin wont be happy.
off to new york today
then sushi with don tonight
How did Don get back in the picture Gene? Calvin wont be happy.dons a good man
dons a good manHave a good trip and give us an recap when your return.
we havent had dinner together in a while
calvin understands im sure
he has his own freinds and they do calvin stuff
spent last night in an amazing hotel
off to new york today
then sushi with don tonight
dons a good man
we havent had dinner together in a while
calvin understands im sure
he has his own freinds and they do calvin stuff
some old lady saw them and was visibly upset and we discussed it together
It was good talking to you Gene.
What the hell is that??
Can't spell it out, but it rhymes with glug glug ;D
:o :o Gene could have a Bee problem once again! :-\AC probelms and Bees go hand in hand.
AC probelms and Bees go hand in hand.
Have a good trip and give us an recap when your return.thank u friend
Don gets sushi, while Clavin settles for pizza. Looks like we see who the real "Don Juan" is around here. Good for you Gene, follow your heart. :)im a bit confused as to what u mean exactly, but thank u i think
What the hell is that??just like drinking and going to bars and fixing up hot rods etc
stella u could be 96 years old and rotting and festering and covered in cobwebs in a bricked up castle tower and id still think you are gorgeous
It was good talking to you Gene.
Can't spell it out, but it rhymes with glug glug ;Doh my
:o :o Gene could have a Bee problem once again! :-\NOOOOOOO
AC probelms and Bees go hand in hand.oh yes
We should all chip in and buy Gene a Lifetime supply of Raid. ;)id like that
i was almost killed 2 times in the last 48 hoursSounds like the same drunk guy Gene from the night before, did you get his license plate number?
last night i was driving home and this wacko in a big suv pulled right into the same lane i was-he was pulling out of a liquor store and i had to swerve into the left lane w/out even knowing if a car was in it
then today i was leaving a store and as i stepped off the curb into the parking lot some crazy guy in a van backed up really fast right at me...i had to jump out of the way and my keys fell under his car-he said he was very sorry
Sounds like the same drunk guy Gene from the night before, did you get his license plate number?no i should have
no i should have
stella u could be 96 years old and rotting and festering and covered in cobwebs in a bricked up castle tower and id still think you are gorgeous
Can't spell it out, but it rhymes with glug glug ;D
stella u could be 96 years old and rotting and festering and covered in cobwebs in a bricked up castle tower and id still think you are gorgeous
What did chaos and I tell you about Don >:(
What did chaos and I tell you about Don >:(You are kind of in a situation here Calvin if you upset Gene he will cut off the cheescake I'm sure.
You are kind of in a situation here Calvin if you upset Gene he will cut off the cheescake I'm sure.
I kinda feel bad for Gene because he wakes up to Garbage trucks and we all have a nice quiet night sleep. ;) One day, Gene will have a mansion too. ;)Gene did some house sitting best I remember, he stated he was very tough to go back home afterwards because it was so nice.
Gene did some house sitting best I remember, he stated he was very tough to go back home afterwards because it was so nice.
Gene you going back to NY this weekend if so what is the agenda?
Gene you going back to NY this weekend if so what is the agenda?yes i went yesterday
Gene, we need to know if the Garbage trucks are still waking you up??? 8)oh yes
yes i went yesterdayCan you post more detail on your trip Gene?
it was fun and we sat in the hot car on the train on the way back and i was soaked by the endoh yes
It upsets me Gene never invited me on his trips to NY, I think it's because I'm a girl and have a mustache.;D
Gene maybe the garbage trucks bring the bees to your apt
Can you post more detail on your trip Gene?ok i will tonight in this thread...stand by
It upsets me Gene never invited me on his trips to NY, I think it's because I'm a girl and have a mustache.i invited u one time-the offer is always standing-i am going next week as well
Gene maybe the garbage trucks bring the bees to your apt
I didn't mean that post in a mean way, its because I have a mustacheno u dont have a mustache
no u dont have a mustache
only guys have them
not true. I would try a weed wacker but Im scared of the bladesbzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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OFF TO NEW YORK AGAIN!!!
CATCH YALL ON THE FLIP FLOP!
bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzWill Don be there?
OFF TO NEW YORK AGAIN!!!
CATCH YALL ON THE FLIP FLOP!
:o :o :o STELLA help;D
;D
What's up w/the moustache Dee? Did someone tell you you have one?
yea two people from the board did and I haven't been the same since
I don't think I've notice a stache in any of your pics!
I think there is some stuff called Vaniqua or something that inhibits hair growth....or you could bleach it...or wax or even shave it, Groucho.
:D
:o :o :o :o :( :( :( :( :-[ :-[ >:(
Gene you gotta try the banana cream pie blizzard with chocolate chips in it..YUMMMis it better than oreo blizzrd or cookie dough blizzard
is it better than oreo blizzrd or cookie dough blizzard
Sounds like an expensive weekend Gene but good times how much do you think you spent all together? Did you get your AC fixed yet?it was a great weekend
ok i will try next weekwhats your occupation Gene you must make pretty good money..
thannks for the reccomemdatipn
it was a great weekend
hmmm on sat and sunday i prob spent like 130-140 bucks i think-maybe more not sure
no my ac is still not working well-ive been using a big fan
whats your occupation Gene you must make pretty good money..im a fitness specialist
im a fitness specialist
im a fitness specialistgreat do you enjoy that or does it get old like anything else? I personal train people part-time sometimes I get tired hearing the same old problems..
Is that like working at a GNC or a Vitamin Shoppe?? :-\no-i would never work in retail-the cash registers and the computer systems imtimidate me
great do you enjoy that or does it get old like anything else? I personal train people part-time sometimes I get tired hearing the same old problems..i enjoy it
no-i would never work in retail-the cash registers and the computer systems imtimidate me
no-i would never work in retail-the cash registers and the computer systems imtimidate me
Yea, i use to ring up numerous Mexicans that had 3k in Food Stamps. :o You would have loved that Job. 8)
Why do Computer Systems intimidate you? ??? ???
no-i would never work in retail-the cash registers and the computer systems imtimidate me
i enjoy it
what bothers me is when people cant feel the exercise
Gene, are you going to try and become a Firefighter?? I can respect that but they would not let me go because of epilepsy. >:( I have a scenario for you, What would you do if you were in the fire house relaxing, working out, eating cheesecake, playing games and your A.C. goes out and Some Bees come into you Firehouse?down the slide pole my friend and away from them!
spilled almost my whole bottle of cococut oil in my kitchen
What did you use to clean it up??1st tons of paper towels
1st tons of paper towels
then windex antibacterial spray
but my socks are slippery now
Will you buy some new socks or just scrub them?? I would not scrub them but i would Mega Scrub Em" :D It gets anything out of socks. ;)just wash em real good!
Not Afraid Anymore:
A new chapter of my life has begun, and as the page turns to reveal the upcoming storyline, I can't help but to feel a new sense of freedom and much deserved safety.
The evil that was once in my life is no longer even in my mind.
Feelings of unwanted control over me are now replaced by welcomed gestures of hospitality and kindness.
I will no longer be rediculed by a susposed friend.
I will no longer be assualted by his human force or mental hatred.
His ever empty bottle of alcohol has been washed away down the once consuming black hole he painted over my life.
His heavy hand of spite has been crushed and unbale to reach out to me.
A new bright pathway has been opened in the once dark hallway of hope that i was stumbling through, trying to find the reason to subject myself to the maddness of escape
Is this about Clavin or Don ???don and i are close friends
don and i are close friends
why would it be about him
big milestone in my life
as of tommorow i will have 1000 u.s. dollars in my savings account
big milestone in my lifeHow is your 401K looking Gene?
as of tommorow i will have 1000 u.s. dollars in my savings account
How is your 401K looking Gene?
Way to shoot for the stars Gene. ;)i just want to have actual money saved
What are you going to save your money for??
How is your 401K looking Gene?i actually dont know what a 401k is
Gene, will you let family members borrow money?? :-\ :-\yes-ill do what i can
i just want to have actual money saved
i actually dont know what a 401k isyes-ill do what i can
___________damn it-i didnt quite reach 1000 today-860 was what i got-but next paycheck ill actually have over 1000 in my savings account so thats good
Gene, get your 401K worked out!!well where i work they have a retirement fund set up for everyone-so i have that
You will end up like Sal (JNN) if you do not. :-\ :-\ :-\
The only advice i ever took was to make sure my 401K is right. ;)
well where i work they have a retirement fund set up for everyone-so i have that
but whats a 401k?
Hello Gene 8)hey! what day r u doing chest next week?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/401(k)ok thx
Gene, please read up on that and get one set up. 8) I have had one since 14 years of age. ;)
I would go more into it but i am cooking and fighting with my asshole family members.....Ahhh...Holid ays. 8)
hey! what day r u doing chest next week?
ok thx
ill b there
Monday.
ill b there
i can do chest w both arms-i just need to go light
c u then
Deal 8)
great thread indeed
60 views...hell yeah
over 16,900 views now ..... Gene ? where have you gone ? :-[
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mmmmmmmmmmmmmm cashews and white bread
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Those damn things are better then sex. :D
You sound like me when I was on a diet and saw a trail mix bar on the floor at the gym ;D
LMAO..I punched the pop tart box this am..Fucker keeps calling my name at all hours of the day and night even when I'm not home. What stinks is that Saturday is carb day, sunday is the run and sunday night I'll eat whatever but right back on the diet monday..FUCK
Gene has fallen in luv and forgotten about us :(
What flavor Pop Tarts? And if you say no icing I'm going to be very disappointed in you >:(
What flavor Pop Tarts? And if you say no icing I'm going to be very disappointed in you >:(
I get Strawberry and of course icing. I get the generic Val U time brand....Fifty cents per box
Strawberry and of course icing...I get generic brand Val U time..fiddy cents a box...
What about the chocolate or vanilla ones :D Most people don't care for those it seems but I like them.
The Brown Sugar ones were great too if I remember right.
someone told me not long ago there are smores kind :o :o :o :o :o :o :o :P :P :P
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hey butternut..check this out :P :P :P :P
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REd X flavor?
shows up for me ???
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I'm curious :)
pizza with veggies ?
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Really ladies ??? Really ???
pizza with veggies ?
oh yea, I have some every blue moon
yea with extra cheese and hot peppers :-X :-X :-X I'll take the pizza with veggies and hot peppers NO CHEESE
;D
;D
You are >thisclose< to your carb day !!!
I was just looking at the snow coming down this morning and was wondering .. what are going to wear to keep warm on this upcoming marathon ?
It doesn't look good on the forecast :(
well where it's at and the route is along the water for most of half of it..Sadly its rain at the moment for sunday. I have packed my bag, 2 pairs of gloves, ski mask thingy, long sleeve shirt, short sleeve shirt over it, nylon pants with another longer pair on top of those. Anymore it would weigh me down. I wore this not long ago outside when running in 20 degree weather and seemed to work. I did a 5k last year in horrific downpour rain and was fine but running 26 miles..uh err I dunno. I'll run no matter what, but if I start slipping I have no problem not finishing. I'm not risking an injury
here's the forecast..ugh light snow..WTF..I have run in flurries, it isn't bad actually
Hopefully it's not going to be awfully bad at all .. an ankle or knee injury would be no joke ... much luck to you !
well where it's at and the route is along the water for most of half of it..Sadly its rain at the moment for sunday. I have packed my bag, 2 pairs of gloves, ski mask thingy, long sleeve shirt, short sleeve shirt over it, nylon pants with another longer pair on top of those. Anymore it would weigh me down. I wore this not long ago outside when running in 20 degree weather and seemed to work. I did a 5k last year in horrific downpour rain and was fine but running 26 miles..uh err I dunno. I'll run no matter what, but if I start slipping I have no problem not finishing. I'm not risking an injury
here's the forecast..ugh light snow..WTF..I have run in flurries, it isn't bad actually
If it’s raining take a trash bag, cut a whole for your head, and wear it while you wait at the starting line. Don't run with it for any distance; use it to keep yourself dry at the start. More than likely, you’ll be standing in the starting corral for a long period of time before the race with no shelter. If you have friends/family on the course, give them a dry shirt, shoes and socks that you can swap at 16-20 mi. to get rid of any soggy clothing or shoes that are holding you back. Just a thought. Good luck.
Stop hijacking Gene's blog, people. I'm looking forward to his next post in this epic thread.Well Gene has alot of work to do here or we gonna have to go elsewhere we need some answers to critical questions, but patience is a virtue.
Well Gene has alot of work to do here or we gonna have to go elsewhere we need some answers to critical questions, but patience is a virtue.
That's the other thread you're talking about. Seriously, this one's got some of Gene's best posts.Yes a better correction than Dr. Chimps grammar error posts, you are correct this one is a compilation of Gene's NY trips I think.
Yes a better correction than Dr. Chimps grammar error posts, you are correct this one is a compilation of Gene's NY trips I think.
Has Gene found love with the tow truck driver or is he back with Don ? ???I think Clavin had a jealous fit of rage and Gene met with an "accident". :(
rain outsideGood stuff Gene, we have been concerned just wondering what the goal is for 3 months?
clouds in the sky
mud on the earth
yet its summer in my heart
the dark days are behind me
the empty hallway i have been wandering down is now filled with bright light...the light that encases all my dreams, my desires, and my wishes.
i now see life in a new way...much clearer, more balanced, and definetly worthwhile.
patience paid off
and the reward has revealed itself.
the future is exciting
thinking about all that awaits me is remarkable.
knowing about what awaits for me gives me the energy to wait for the right time
timing is truly everything
timing is what will yield the plentiful harvest of my destiny
the countdown is on...
3 months.
3 months until the next chaper in my life is written.
3 months until it will all come together.
3 months until the door of what never could be will be shut forever.
3 months until the new door of change opens...and its a door i will gladly walk through.
they say true love stories never have endings.
this i truly believe now.
special shout out to kiwiol, chaos, butterbean, mr nobody, bluto, and doug
Good stuff Gene, we have been concerned just wondering what the goal is for 3 months?thanks doug...yes things are going well
thanks doug...yes things are going wellOh Gene..............are you sure? I don't remember you consulting me on this......you have been blinded by the Succubus!!!
biggest event in my life so far
ring shopping right now 8)
Oh Gene..............are you sure? I don't remember you consulting me on this......you have been blinded by the Succubus!!!
thanks doug...yes things are going wellHave you been saving $ for this event Gene probably going to cost a bit. Congrats on it anyway.
biggest event in my life so far
ring shopping right now 8)
Gene has been tricked before, I hope he's really thought this one through.
:D :D
I think we can trust Gene's judgement on this important event. 8)
thanks doug...yes things are going well
biggest event in my life so far
ring shopping right now 8)
rain outside
clouds in the sky
mud on the earth
yet its summer in my heart
the dark days are behind me
the empty hallway i have been wandering down is now filled with bright light...the light that encases all my dreams, my desires, and my wishes.
i now see life in a new way...much clearer, more balanced, and definetly worthwhile.
patience paid off
and the reward has revealed itself.
the future is exciting
thinking about all that awaits me is remarkable.
knowing about what awaits for me gives me the energy to wait for the right time
timing is truly everything
timing is what will yield the plentiful harvest of my destiny
the countdown is on...
3 months.
3 months until the next chaper in my life is written.
3 months until it will all come together.
3 months until the door of what never could be will be shut forever.
3 months until the new door of change opens...and its a door i will gladly walk through.
they say true love stories never have endings.
this i truly believe now.
special shout out to kiwiol, chaos, butterbean, mr nobody, bluto, and doug
rain outside
clouds in the sky
mud on the earth
yet its summer in my heart
Bump for updatesi will update on tuesday this week-thx for the continued support
a dream that was once fulfilled in my lifeTry and stay from bees.
a dream that was suposed to make me never want to awaken
a dream that seemed perfect in every way
night has passed, daylight has taken over, and the dream has dissapated into the past
peace replaced by disruption
calm replaced by upheavel
security replaced by doubt
the bridge to the other side of my future is being dismantled beam by beam, bolt by bolt
a hazy future that grows more confusing by the hour...by the minute...
an unfamiliar land i must dwell in
a strange escape from my norm
it all seems concrete and finalized
yet
a small hope left in my life