I'm like the smallest guy at my gym and I always have to see and deal with guys who are 6'4 250 with huge muscles. It really sucks because I know they could kick my ass with one hand tied to their back. I always feel inadequate, insecure, small, weak, pathetic. It sucks. No matter what I do I know I'll never be bigger or stronger than most of them, because other than protein, multi and fish oils I don't want to touch supps or roids. I don't want strange chemicals inside me.
It's horrible to be the little gimp in a world of giants. Guys look at me like I'm a jerkoff. They don't fear me so they don't show me any respect. Like when a big guy looks at another big guy, it's a nod. When they look at me it's like a contained laughter of disdain. And I don't confront them on it because I know I couldn't fight them. So I go to a corner with a bench and do my thing with my 25lb dumbbells. Like a loner loser.
The girls don't look at me either. I'm the short, ugly chapstain who never gets any respect from guys or action from girls. Life sucks man.