You've been rather open and honest in this thread... would you tell us what anabolic you think gave him the most strength? was he a big fan of A bombs (Anadrol 50) ?
LOL worth a shot wasn't it bro?
The reality is... life on dialysis blows... if you arent able to do PD at home, you end up going to the center 3x per week and sit there for a few hours while your blood is "cleaned".... patients feel absolutely horrible during it and after... Nausea, vomitting is common... but if he is able to get a transplant and doesnt have any issues with rejection or infections, he can live a pretty decent life.
I am sure when he is sitting there during dialysis, at least in the beginning, he was probably debating about "Was this worth it or not..." But the reality is, he can't take back the past, so im sure at this point he is more focused on heading in the right direction...