You are no diff nor special than millions of other people, who are in or have been in such a relationship or a relationship. And you have contradicted yourself. She doesn't really trust you, yet two have a kind of "connection that one rarely sees in couple"?....Trust is a cornerstone of any relationship, especially a friendship, and if a person can't trust you...then there is big problem. She will never fully trust you, once you break that bond of trust...you can never repair it. You are looked at differently...and when a fight comes up...that will always be brought up...a person's moral failings---are often tied to their character.
nah. like bays posts above, a man will better understand a man than a woman will. and a woman will better understand a woman than a man will. me being bisexual and able to understand/communicate with women far better than 99% of men, we have a relationship unlike what the vast majority of hetero couples could ever attain.
she looks at me a little different, but not really. she always knew i was a "bad boy". she knew about my coke addiction, my stealing from my parents, my bisexuality and all my past sex experience, my steroid use, my run-ins with the police.. etc. so while initially she was shocked to find out i cheated its not like she thought i was innocent to begin with and after i explained to her why i cheated on her, why i broke up with her, and what i realized/found out during the past 3 months she understands what happened and forgives me. and while she doesnt "trust" me 100% about my ability to remain monogamous, she trusts me in every other way.
hey tbombs i hate to break your heart but i think the reason she got back with you is because she is guilty of getting a milk mustache or two while you were at work,shes playing the only card she has and thats acting like she doesnt trust you,she was the smart one and came out on top by not telling you everything lol but ill bet shes don e some cheating and has no guilt for it thats women sometimes and the chances are good that someone like bicyclenut has banged her since most of the chicks he plows are married or in a serious relationship 
LOL nah she isnt ur average americano whore. shes a nigerian girl raised in a very traditional way, she is extremely innocent and her emotions are very very powerful.. she doesnt have the ability to do somehting like that, nor does she have the desire.
i kno because i spent about a year tryingt o convince her to have an open relationship. showing her porn clips, pointing out dudes, encouraging her to fuck guys who were hot , lean, tall, and we had big dicks (friends of hers who had fucked them confirmed ).. she could never do it.
