you never were any fatter? you would look awesome then.
My best head turning weight was 195 lbs. But I really had to work at it. Eating became a job. It's not really my thing. I still compete in Jiu-Jitsu and submission wrestling tournaments and it's much better to be lean. No matter how big and strong you are once you gas then you'll get your azz handed to you by a guy half your size.
I just try to train hard and try to get in good condition and just eat good healthy food. Not too much and not too little. And I just hope for the best and leave it to what God has given me. I never go hungry but I never stuff myself either. So I don't worry about it too much but I have to admit sometimes I feel the sting when I'm described, as I was by someone at work, as the "tall, skinny guy."