As I outlined in your topic there it's 100% ego thing. Personally I think there are some suspicious things about you Brad, mostly your inconsistency in opinions across the years which may be influenced by who pays you at a given time... Yet, still you're one of a kind and there's no one more honest than you on your level except from Nasser. And even Nasser doesn't give out as much information about his cycles, dosages and so on like you.