Tornbumbz would do well to disabuse himself of the "I'm a special snowflake" syndrome prevalent in so many Americans, particularly Americans of his (our) generation.
The sooner he realizes he simply isn't very attractive, nor smart, nor educated, nor accomplished, nor financially endowed, nor well endowed, nor intriguing, nor "non-conformist," the sooner he can strip away the delusions and begin to make something of his life.
Or, he can continue to document his march towards death to us anonymous strangers on a bodybuilding board. I'm not going to lie, that would be pretty entertaining too.