lol in my phailcalls with bast back in the day hed constantly put himself down. to me it was unbeleivable self abuse he would put himself through. yet bast wouldnt go very far as to change his appearance or even grow some facial hair. he was a glutton for punishment and self punishment love to put himself down constantly. I even offerd for him to move down to NC and he refused cause i thought it would be cool if me and him would pick up mad hoes. He was scared to leave his parents and non existant friends in ohio. He also hated his job to the fullest extent . Then he just vanishes
he was one of those that likes the assurity and comfort of knowing hes going to have an abusive day over a day of freedom and easy living. i guess he exists in order to get more "tough" through experience rather than changing his habitat, interesting fellow indeed. A book on bast is in order in the near future
