This is the first time I have talked about Derek Anthony...It could well be that he desperately needed money, and he used what resources that were available to him...I hope no one desperately needs money...I desperately needed money when my mother had to go into assisted living, and I was laid off by an embecile from a job that I held for 24 years...I am fortunate in that I found sources of income with my technical knowledge, It was and still is a very close thing, I may lose a great deal...I know that I am not enough of a showman to be able to entertain anybody while on a stage...Performing a cabaret act is not for the untalented...While I have never been been in a homosexual tryst, it could be that he had no hope of anything else...I hope no one is ever backed into a corner in life...
i agree with this to some extent... yes we joke about hiv having AIDS, but IMO thats all it is, just pure fucking JOKE, and nothing else.
GAYNESS and GAY FOR PAY didnt put him in the hospital bed, the DRUGS did. he didnt need to abuse the drugs, he did that for his own personal vanity/insecurity/pursuit of a bigger body, it wasnt that he used all those drugs to pay for his rent, he had sources of income, he used those sources of income to just buy more drugs, because he personally wanted to get big.
He would come here and brag about all the shit he was taking, and he was happy about it and was gloating about it.
if someone was taking steroids to do G4P, im sure they wouldnt be on these boards gloaing about it, he was taking roids because he WANTED to.
thats the difference between your case and his.
still, it fucking sucks to be in hospital.. get well dude