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Where has getbigs favorite bunny been? Hope he's well.
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www.facebook.com/tbombzgoingraw (http://www.facebook.com/tbombzgoingraw)
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He`s gone full Christian. You never go full Christian.
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He`s gone full Christian. You never go full Christian.
If I were a christian I would be offended by Tbumz conversion. Clearly he is desperate and afraid, clinging to religion because he has fouled up his life so badly. If not for his current medical condition he would be out doing what got him in trouble.
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If I were a christian I would be offended by Tbumz conversion. Clearly he is desperate and afraid, clinging to religion because he has fouled up his life so badly. If not for his current medical condition he would be out doing what got him in trouble.
Christians welcome this with open arms. Think of history:
- letter of indulgence
- forgiveness of sins
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If I were a christian I would be offended by Tbumz conversion. Clearly he is desperate and afraid, clinging to religion because he has fouled up his life so badly. If not for his current medical condition he would be out doing what got him in trouble.
Whatever it takes. Lot's of folks hit bottom before they see the light an pull their lives together. -Hope this works out for him.
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Whatever it takes. Lot's of folks hit bottom before they see the light an pull their lives together. -Hope this works out for him.
Do you think it will, prime?
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Whatever it takes. Lot's of folks hit bottom before they see the light an pull their lives together. -Hope this works out for him.
X2.
When asked why he preached to sinners, jesus said "because health people don't need a doctor."
Obviously a paraphrase, but you get the point. :)
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i wonder if he still has a baby with that african lady
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Do you think it will, prime?
I have no idea. Like I said, I hope it will.
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If you look at his facebook, every post is dedicated to God.
https://www.facebook.com/TJbarrett.52689?fref=ts
One of his Facebook posts:
You will die soon. Yes, YOU. You will die very soon. And you have lied, you have stolen, and you have blasphemed God by using His name in vain. God is righteous and holy and He WILL give you justice. You will be ground to dust and it can happen any moment.
However, Jesus Christ paid the penalty for the sins of all those who believe He did.
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If you look at his facebook, every post is dedicated to God.
https://www.facebook.com/TJbarrett.52689?fref=ts
One of his Facebook posts:
You will die soon. Yes, YOU. You will die very soon. And you have lied, you have stolen, and you have blasphemed God by using His name in vain. God is righteous and holy and He WILL give you justice. You will be ground to dust and it can happen any moment.
However, Jesus Christ paid the penalty for the sins of all those who believe He did.
Religion can often be another addiction. You see this all the time with recovering addicts. Better religion then some other things they could be doing.
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i wonder if he still has a baby with that african lady
it is not his baby, it is his nephew.
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i wonder if he still has a baby with that african lady
He has HIV, so no babies...she may not be in the picture anymore.
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i wonder if he still has a baby with that african lady
That's you remember ;)
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Religion can often be another addiction. You see this all the time with recovering addicts. Better religion then some other things they could be doing.
Do you think Tbumz will stick with religion or will his devotion eventually burn itself out?
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He has HIV, so no babies...she may not be in the picture anymore.
Too bad for him. Getting HIV at such a young age is a bummer. At least these days, very few folks actually die from this virus.
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He has HIV, so no babies...she may not be in the picture anymore.
pretty sure he moved with her to a luxurious apartment
which he showed on getbig with her youtube account name
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I think things are moving fast in the HIV world. Viral loads are being brought down to undetectable levels. People with it are having HIV- kids etc... Some health professionals say that it is actually a more manageable health condition than diabetes.
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I think things are moving fast in the HIV world. Viral loads are being brought down to undetectable levels. People with it are having HIV- kids etc... Some health professionals say that it is actually a more manageable health condition than diabetes.
My sister's ex-husband has been HIV positive since he unfortunately was given tainted transfusion when he was 18 years old and in a Japanese hospital being treated for hemophilia. He is in his 50's now and healthier than he was several years ago.
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HIV...
Another disease straight from the jungles of Africa. And only faggets like Tbombz keeps the disease alive in developed continents...
And HIV positive having kids? fuck that. only in America I hope.
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is he in LA? i should catch up with him when i get there.
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I've spoken with Tbombz on several occassions and he's a man changed by Christ.
Today he's just putting his life in order and working to make past mistakes right.
Still, every conversation I've had with the man tells me he loves God, that he recognizes what he's done and that he's not focused on any of y'all.
All I know is that I'm going to continue to encourage him.....the rest of y'all can do whatever you want.
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He`s gone full Christian. You never go full Christian.
Whats wrong with being a full christian, would you prefer a person devote themselves to christianity or do drugs and alcohol use your common sense.
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I've spoken with Tbombz on several occassions and he's a man changed by Christ.
Today he's just putting his life in order and working to make past mistakes right.
Still, every conversation I've had with the man tells me he loves God, that he recognizes what he's done and that he's not focused on any of y'all.
All I know is that I'm going to continue to encourage him.....the rest of y'all can do whatever you want.
how can you love an imaginary man in the sky that enjoys seeing babies and children suffer and die
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how can you love an imaginary man in the sky that enjoys seeing babies and children suffer and die
Where in the bible does it say that god loves to see babies suffer, its your fellow humans that does this shit and enjoy it but they usually get whats coming to them.
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Where in the bible does it say that god loves to see babies suffer, its your fellow humans that does this shit and enjoy it but they usually get whats coming to them.
if god is all powerful, why does he not save dying children and babies?
because he doesnt give a fuck?
because he doesnt exist?
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how can you love an imaginary man in the sky that enjoys seeing babies and children suffer and die
We have a religion board for such discussion....you're welcome to come down and discuss.
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I've spoken with Tbombz on several occassions and he's a man changed by Christ.
Today he's just putting his life in order and working to make past mistakes right.
Still, every conversation I've had with the man tells me he loves God, that he recognizes what he's done and that he's not focused on any of y'all.
All I know is that I'm going to continue to encourage him.....the rest of y'all can do whatever you want.
Is that guy even working with a full deck upstairs?
It's good that he's putting his life in order regardless of his mental state but at times I really couldn't tell if he was simply "acting out" or really had some sort of issue.
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Is that guy even working with a full deck upstairs?
It's good that he's putting his life in order regardless of his mental state but at times I really couldn't tell if he was simply "acting out" or really had some sort of issue.
This is the issue. Tbombz is so screwed up its difficult to tell whats the truth and what isn't. Dudes operating on another planet. And I don't mean in a Johnny Falcon sort of way. Falcon operates on a level far superior to the average human due to superior intellect. Tbombz is just "out there" and not in a good way. :-\ :-\
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Is that guy even working with a full deck upstairs?
It's good that he's putting his life in order regardless of his mental state but at times I really couldn't tell if he was simply "acting out" or really had some sort of issue.
He put himself through a very rough patch and it cost him severely.
I can't say what state his mental health was in at that time, but I certainly don't believe he was thinking correctly.
I just don't know for sure. I believe today he's clear headed and doing the right things.
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I think things are moving fast in the HIV world. Viral loads are being brought down to undetectable levels. People with it are having HIV- kids etc... Some health professionals say that it is actually a more manageable health condition than diabetes.
I don't know, man. Viral loads are what got him into trouble in the first place.
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I've spoken with Tbombz on several occassions and he's a man changed by Christ.
Today he's just putting his life in order and working to make past mistakes right.
Still, every conversation I've had with the man tells me he loves God, that he recognizes what he's done and that he's not focused on any of y'all.
All I know is that I'm going to continue to encourage him.....the rest of y'all can do whatever you want.
I'm with you on this. In the past I took flack because I had faith in his ability to turn his life around and I tried to help him focus on positive things that would help him facilitate the changes he needed to make. He seems to be doing this now. I wish him every success.
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I've spoken with Tbombz on several occassions and he's a man changed by Christ.
Today he's just putting his life in order and working to make past mistakes right.
Still, every conversation I've had with the man tells me he loves God, that he recognizes what he's done and that he's not focused on any of y'all.
All I know is that I'm going to continue to encourage him.....the rest of y'all can do whatever you want.
I know you have a kind heart, buddy. I view Tbumz as a kind of parasite and I'd hate for him to take advantage of your friendship.
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I'm with you on this. In the past I took flack because I had faith in his ability to turn his life around and I tried to help him focus on positive things that would help him facilitate the changes he needed to make. He seems to be doing this now. I wish him every success.
Exactly....you said it better than I did.
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the fact God doesnt do shit only confirms the suspicion he doesnt exist at all
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I don't know, man. Viral loads are what got him into trouble in the first place.
:D
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I know you have a kind heart, buddy. I view Tbumz as a kind of parasite and I'd hate for him to take advantage of your friendship.
I hear ya....I tend to remain relatively guarded because with relationships online (that go no further than that) you just can't be fully sure.
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the fact God doesnt do shit only confirms the suspicion he doesnt exist at all
We have a religion board for such discussion....you're welcome to come down and discuss.
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We have a religion board for such discussion....you're welcome to come down and discuss.
Better watch out. If you ever meet tbombz, he may try to grab your ass or feel your manly arms.
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Every single person I know who's balls deep in religion has some part (or some PARTS) of life they just can't manage well.. Or they are weak in some way and just cant figure out how to get stronger (and their weakness gets in their way, every day). 9 out of 10 are like that. The 1 that's left - regular nutcases.
But that's probably better than being an alcoholic for ex. A substitute, as someone've said already, a true addiction, a "rush", a search for a better state of being, just like with getting drunk..
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Better watch out. If you ever meet tbombz, he may try to grab your ass or feel your manly arms.
:-\ :-\ :-X :-X :D ;D
I fear that same thing from most of y'all. ;D
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Every single person I know who's balls deep in religion has some part (or some PARTS) of life they just can't manage well.. Or they are weak in some way and just cant figure out how to get stronger (and their weakness gets in their way, every day). 9 out of 10 are like that. The 1 that's left - regular nutcases.
But that's probably better than being an alcoholic for ex. A substitute, as someone've said already, a true addiction, a "rush", a search for a better state of being, just like with getting drunk..
I would agree with you. I have weaknesses in my life....I just admit it.
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I would agree with you. I have weaknesses in my life....I just admit it.
We all do. Just some people have more or worse and can't handle it by keeping their calm/common sense. The need for some artificial way to "brighten up" arises.
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I've spoken with Tbombz on several occassions and he's a man changed by Christ.
Today he's just putting his life in order and working to make past mistakes right.
Still, every conversation I've had with the man tells me he loves God, that he recognizes what he's done and that he's not focused on any of y'all.
All I know is that I'm going to continue to encourage him.....the rest of y'all can do whatever you want.
Good on you MOS! I appreciate your dedication and kind spirit!
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we still don't know if Tay-Tay was deliberately bug chasing or not. At least the meth didn't help him to make good choices regarding the HIV.
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You know, on the one hand I feel bad for tbombz. Even if it's not a death sentence, it's still a life-changing diagnosis. I can't imagine what it must be like to get an AIDS diagnosis. Shit, I got a "you're going to need to need a small filling in that premolar Mr. Vxo" and I was moderately distressed.
On the other hand, I find it hard to feel too bad at someone that allows himself to do drugs and, invariably, gets addicted and who then engages in sexual behavior that's so risky that it makes cleaning clogged Mumbai sewers seem like a visit to a health spa, especially when this is accompanied by the sort of arrogant "whatever, I do what I want!" attitude that Taylor displayed on here repeatedly.
The probability that Taylor is changed is, in my opinion, nil and if I didn't want to come across as cruel and insensitive I'd bet that by this time next year, he'll be posting here telling us how a Nobel-winning billionaire firefighting archeologist with Ph.D. degrees in astrology and astronomy who's also a musical prodigy and world-renowned chef is letting him wear a one-of-a-kind animal outfit with an ass flap.
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i remember that crazy thread where he anounced that he was going to be a male whore
i for sure thought it was an account hack and the pictors were photo chopped
but it was actually real$
i told him "dont do it, it is the fast track to aids and suicide"
yet he went about doing it, and got aids
it's like the craziest story ever
i still dont actually believe any of this is real
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You know, on the one hand I feel bad for tbombz. Even if it's not a death sentence, it's still a life-changing diagnosis. I can't imagine what it must be like to get an AIDS diagnosis. Shit, I got a "you're going to need to need a small filling in that premolar Mr. Vxo" and I was moderately distressed.
On the other hand, I find it hard to feel too bad at someone that allows himself to do drugs and, invariably, gets addicted and who then engages in sexual behavior that's so risky that it makes cleaning clogged Mumbai sewers seem like a visit to a health spa, especially when this is accompanied by the sort of arrogant "whatever, I do what I want!" attitude that Taylor displayed on here repeatedly.
The probability that Taylor is changed is, in my opinion, nil and if I didn't want to come across as cruel and insensitive I'd bet that by this time next year, he'll be posting here telling us how a Nobel-winning billionaire firefighting archeologist with Ph.D. degrees in astrology and astronomy who's also a musical prodigy and world-renowned chef is letting him wear a one-of-a-kind animal outfit with an ass flap.
LOL
Be warned; epic novel drug addict life story ahead.
I went through something very similar to tbomz (minus te AIDs and gay prostitution stuff), and it took me years of an uphill struggle to get over it.
After my full blown daily addiction "im doing what i want" middle finger in the air addiction, i went to treatment and soon followed a long up and down of substance changes and sobriety/relapse episodes.... 6 months sober, 1 weeke relapse... then 8 months sober, 1 weekend relapse....
This went on for 2 or 3 years, until i met my wife and got married. Shes vehemently anti drug, as her mother lost herself to drugs in her teenage years and died from an OD. She has been a godsend to me. I wouldnt be sober now if it werent for her.
Upon reflection, my issues stemmed from a controlling parent who never really allowed me to grow up, and my own stubborness and stupidity that drove me to piss her off. This isnt an excuse, but its what kickstarted my behavioral issues as i never was a troubled child growing up.
After i got married, i still would have episodes where id randomly lose control and buy a bag of dope. It took my wife getting pregnant and almost leaving for me to get my shit really straight. If she hadnt packed her shit and ealked out one day, id probably still be struggling.
As it is, ive been years sober and it gets easier everday. I still have moments where the cravings hit, but i dont shake and sweat anymore when it happens, and i dont feel helpless, weak, and unable to contril my own impulses anymore.
I think thats why tbombz found god.... everyone has to find something that they can use as a rock until they get control of their own body and life back. And its really hard when the cravings hit in the beginning if you dont have something that's important enough that you cannot stand the thought of losing it, or failing it/them. After a while you get your self control back and it becomes easier.... but that initial stage is critical.
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LOL
Be warned; epic novel drug addict life story ahead.
I went through something very similar to tbomz (minus te AIDs and gay prostitution stuff), and it took me years of an uphill struggle to get over it.
After my full blown daily addiction "im doing what i want" middle finger in the air addiction, i went to treatment and soon followed a long up and down of substance changes and sobriety/relapse episodes.... 6 months sober, 1 weeke relapse... then 8 months sober, 1 weekend relapse....
This went on for 2 or 3 years, until i met my wife and got married. Shes vehemently anti drug, as her mother lost herself to drugs in her teenage years and died from an OD. She has been a godsend to me. I wouldnt be sober now if it werent for her.
Upon reflection, my issues stemmed from a controlling parent who never really allowed me to grow up, and my own stubborness and stupidity that drove me to piss her off. This isnt an excuse, but its what kickstarted my behavioral issues as i never was a troubled child growing up.
After i got married, i still would have episodes where id randomly lose control and buy a bag of dope. It took my wife getting pregnant and almost leaving for me to get my shit really straight. If she hadnt packed her shit and ealked out one day, id probably still be struggling.
As it is, ive been years sober and it gets easier everday. I still have moments where the cravings hit, but i dont shake and sweat anymore when it happens, and i dont feel helpless, weak, and unable to contril my own impulses anymore.
I think thats why tbombz found god.... everyone has to find something that they can use as a rock until they get control of their own body and life back. And its really hard when the cravings hit in the beginning if you dont have something that's important enough that you cannot stand the thought of losing it, or failing it/them. After a while you get your self control back and it becomes easier.... but that initial stage is critical.
You forgot to say shes 22.
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LOL
Be warned; epic novel drug addict life story ahead.
I went through something very similar to tbomz (minus te AIDs and gay prostitution stuff), and it took me years of an uphill struggle to get over it.
After my full blown daily addiction "im doing what i want" middle finger in the air addiction, i went to treatment and soon followed a long up and down of substance changes and sobriety/relapse episodes.... 6 months sober, 1 weeke relapse... then 8 months sober, 1 weekend relapse....
This went on for 2 or 3 years, until i met my wife and got married. Shes vehemently anti drug, as her mother lost herself to drugs in her teenage years and died from an OD. She has been a godsend to me. I wouldnt be sober now if it werent for her.
Upon reflection, my issues stemmed from a controlling parent who never really allowed me to grow up, and my own stubborness and stupidity that drove me to piss her off. This isnt an excuse, but its what kickstarted my behavioral issues as i never was a troubled child growing up.
After i got married, i still would have episodes where id randomly lose control and buy a bag of dope. It took my wife getting pregnant and almost leaving for me to get my shit really straight. If she hadnt packed her shit and ealked out one day, id probably still be struggling.
As it is, ive been years sober and it gets easier everday. I still have moments where the cravings hit, but i dont shake and sweat anymore when it happens, and i dont feel helpless, weak, and unable to contril my own impulses anymore.
I think thats why tbombz found god.... everyone has to find something that they can use as a rock until they get control of their own body and life back. And its really hard when the cravings hit in the beginning if you dont have something that's important enough that you cannot stand the thought of losing it, or failing it/them. After a while you get your self control back and it becomes easier.... but that initial stage is critical.
The love of a good woman.....
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I've spoken with Tbombz on several occassions and he's a man changed by Christ.
Today he's just putting his life in order and working to make past mistakes right.
Still, every conversation I've had with the man tells me he loves God, that he recognizes what he's done and that he's not focused on any of y'all.
All I know is that I'm going to continue to encourage him.....the rest of y'all can do whatever you want.
That's so encouraging to hear - does he respond to pm on here?
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The love of a good woman.....
Yeah. She is hyper loyal and when she packed her shit and headed out the door, i was so stubborn and fucked up I actually told her to GTFO several timrs.
As soon as i calmed down and woke up the next morning alone, it hit me like a ton bricks.... i had fucked up. Badly. She didnt want to come back. She was ready to get a divorce. But we talked and she reluctantly came back.
Our relationship has since become rock solid since i realized how much i really loved her and took her for granted, and she realized how important she was to me when i kicked a $200/day heroin habit and was puking and shitting my guts out for weeks, amd havent touched it since.
I see a lot of parallels between Taylor's life and mine. Hell we were even both fat kids that lost a bunch of weight before we got crazy woth drugs.
Hes far more impulsive and less disciplined than i was though. I was always more humble and quite than he was. I hit it fast and hard and burned out quickly, but it seems like Taylor would swing all over the place even worse than I did. He was suddenly balls deep in BB, then balls deep in drugs, then balls deep in his asshole, then suddenly balls deep in god.
I hope he can level himself out and find some kind of balance... that 'all or nothing, go big or go home' attitude is a large part of the issues i had, i had no balance in my life. When i wasnt obsesswd with something that was giving me mental stimulation, i was lost and bored. Its dangerous. He needs to balance out his life and be able to focus on the important things instead of the constant 'instant gratification'.
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Whats wrong with being a full christian, would you prefer a person devote themselves to christianity or do drugs and alcohol use your common sense.
I prefer them to use drugs and alcohol. Religion is a far greater poison.
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Is this thread true?
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That's so encouraging to hear - does he respond to pm on here?
It's always encouraging for me to hear about a life changed for good.
He responded awhile back, but I haven't spoken to him in a while now.
Got the impression he was just concentrating full-time on getting things together.
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Yeah. She is hyper loyal and when she packed her shit and headed out the door, i was so stubborn and fucked up I actually told her to GTFO several timrs.
As soon as i calmed down and woke up the next morning alone, it hit me like a ton bricks.... i had fucked up. Badly. She didnt want to come back. She was ready to get a divorce. But we talked and she reluctantly came back.
Our relationship has since become rock solid since i realized how much i really loved her and took her for granted, and she realized how important she was to me when i kicked a $200/day heroin habit and was puking and shitting my guts out for weeks, amd havent touched it since.
I see a lot of parallels between Taylor's life and mine. Hell we were even both fat kids that lost a bunch of weight before we got crazy woth drugs.
Hes far more impulsive and less disciplined than i was though. I was always more humble and quite than he was. I hit it fast and hard and burned out quickly, but it seems like Taylor would swing all over the place even worse than I did. He was suddenly balls deep in BB, then balls deep in drugs, then balls deep in his asshole, then suddenly balls deep in god.
I hope he can level himself out and find some kind of balance... that 'all or nothing, go big or go home' attitude is a large part of the issues i had, i had no balance in my life. When i wasnt obsesswd with something that was giving me mental stimulation, i was lost and bored. Its dangerous. He needs to balance out his life and be able to focus on the important things instead of the constant 'instant gratification'.
Its too bad Taylor decided not to choose going balls deep in something like Science. Totally wasting it all on religion. Now he shouts from the rooftops that everyone is going to go to hell unless they find Jesus. :-\
I don`t see how that is productive at all. Also, he could crash hard from this religion if he ever figures out that its all bullshit.
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Its too bad Taylor decided not to choose going balls deep in something like Science. Totally wasting it all on religion. Now he shouts from the rooftops that everyone is going to go to hell unless they find Jesus. :-\
I don`t see how that is productive at all. Also, he could crash hard from this religion if he ever figures out that its all bullshit.
he may down the road. In the short term its about finding something bigger/more important than yourself that makes you put something in front of your own drive to use.
After they get stabilized and far enough away from it, they tend to ease off of whatever they grabbed on to so tightly.... many people its AA/12 steps.
AA never worked for me because i saw right through the programming aspect, the 'ours is the only way' attitude they preach..... you have to be so desperate and lost that you buy into it 100% for it to work, and i didnt.
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he may down the road. In the short term its about finding something bigger/more important than yourself that makes you put something in front of your own drive to use.
After they get stabilized and far enough away from it, they tend to ease off of whatever they grabbed on to so tightly.... many people its AA/12 steps.
AA never worked for me because i saw right through the programming aspect, the 'ours is the only way' attitude they preach..... you have to be so desperate and lost that you buy into it 100% for it to work, and i didnt.
That AA always seemed more like a chore than anything. I have no conception of what it must be like to want to use drugs. It never appealed to me because I always valued my mind and being in complete control of my thoughts. I would ask my drug using friends always if they worried that they were permanently damaging their brain and they would reply, "Thats the point!". I still don`t get it.
Another thing I can`t really conceptualize is the addiction process. I know alot of it becomes physical and you simply won`t feel normal unless you take the drugs, but the mental part of wanting to continue to use knowing full well what is going on is what baffles me at times. I mean I get it and have read all about it, seen it in documentaries and knew people with addiction issues, but its still hard for someone like me, who has never used or had an interest in using drugs to fully grasp. Then I see people like Charlie Sheen. He can turn his drug use off completely if he wants to and never use which he has done without issue.
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That AA always seemed more like a chore than anything. I have no conception of what it must be like to want to use drugs. It never appealed to me because I always valued my mind and being in complete control of my thoughts. I would ask my drug using friends always if they worried that they were permanently damaging their brain and they would reply, "Thats the point!". I still don`t get it.
Another thing I can`t really conceptualize is the addiction process. I know alot of it becomes physical and you simply won`t feel normal unless you take the drugs, but the mental part of wanting to continue to use knowing full well what is going on is what baffles me at times. I mean I get it and have read all about it, seen it in documentaries and knew people with addiction issues, but its still hard for someone like me, who has never used or had an interest in using drugs to fully grasp. Then I see people like Charlie Sheen. He can turn his drug use off completely if he wants to and never use which he has done without issue.
i was always the same way until i started using. It fundamentally changed the way your brain works, making it a compulsion, an instinct that cant be ignored.
I grew up in a strictly anti-drug house with a very rigid upbringing, i never understood how people could lose control of themselves... its insane how quickly you lose control of your decision making abilities and how quickly the addiction takes control. It makes you think you WANT to do it.
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he may down the road. In the short term its about finding something bigger/more important than yourself that makes you put something in front of your own drive to use.
After they get stabilized and far enough away from it, they tend to ease off of whatever they grabbed on to so tightly.... many people its AA/12 steps.
AA never worked for me because i saw right through the programming aspect, the 'ours is the only way' attitude they preach..... you have to be so desperate and lost that you buy into it 100% for it to work, and i didnt.
I agree with you about AA. It isn't all or nothing for all people. Some alcoholics are binge drinkers. My mom could go to a party, have a couple of drinks and be fine. About once a month, she'd go out to her favorite bar and get totally blasted. So for people like her, it isn't always that first drink that takes you off the wagon.
I recently gave up drinking scotch at home because I have trouble controlling how much I drink in this situation. On the other hand, I can have a glass of wine with dinner and I'm fine. I can go out somewhere and have one or two drinks and I'm good. AA doesn't address people like me or my mom.
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That AA always seemed more like a chore than anything. I have no conception of what it must be like to want to use drugs. It never appealed to me because I always valued my mind and being in complete control of my thoughts. I would ask my drug using friends always if they worried that they were permanently damaging their brain and they would reply, "Thats the point!". I still don`t get it.
Another thing I can`t really conceptualize is the addiction process. I know alot of it becomes physical and you simply won`t feel normal unless you take the drugs, but the mental part of wanting to continue to use knowing full well what is going on is what baffles me at times. I mean I get it and have read all about it, seen it in documentaries and knew people with addiction issues, but its still hard for someone like me, who has never used or had an interest in using drugs to fully grasp. Then I see people like Charlie Sheen. He can turn his drug use off completely if he wants to and never use which he has done without issue.
It's like a diarhea: when a "time" comes - you just can't stop it. Or so they say..
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I would so hammer punch tbombz's throat if I wasn't scared of the HIV
dude is everything wrong with bodybuilding, drug use and religion....there's nothing this kid cant fuck up or turn into an addiction
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I would so hammer punch tbombz's throat if I wasn't scared of the HIV
dude is everything wrong with bodybuilding, drug use and religion....there's nothing this kid cant fuck up or turn into an addiction
Lol!
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If he was African he would be called T'Bomba.
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If he was African he would be called T'Bomba.
hahahahahaha
he'd be worshiped as a God over there-----fit right in with their primitive beliefs in fairy tales and the boatload of AIDS infected locals
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hahahahahaha
he'd be worshiped as a God over there-----fit right in with their primitive beliefs in fairy tales and the boatload of AIDS infected locals
Motto would be "EAT DA POOPOO"! :D ;D
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hahahahahaha
he'd be worshiped as a God over there-----fit right in with their primitive beliefs in fairy tales and the boatload of AIDS infected locals
He could easily become head of a tribe with that bunny costume.
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He could easily become head of a tribe with that bunny costume.
Do you mean a tribe of bunnies?
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My sister's ex-husband has been HIV positive since he unfortunately was given tainted transfusion when he was 18 years old and in a Japanese hospital being treated for hemophilia. He is in his 50's now and healthier than he was several years ago.
you are aware that the earlier strains are not mutated like the current strains
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you are aware that the earlier strains are not mutated like the current strains
I've read that. Viruses do mutate. It is what makes them so difficult to treat.
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I've read that. Viruses do mutate. It is what makes them so difficult to treat.
Well there is a choice. A possibly terrible one (depending on how you view such things) that would get rid of the virus completely. Quarantine and not treat and burn the place afterwards. The Utilitarian would see this as plausible and even moral in terms of what is most beneficial to humanity.
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Tbombz is a good guy, i remember years ago we used to PM all the time. he had good weight loss tips.
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recent picture with his dad:
(http://i57.tinypic.com/ap8yn7.jpg)
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recent picture with his dad:
(http://i57.tinypic.com/ap8yn7.jpg)
He looks better and happier then he's looked in a long time. He must be doing something right.
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you have your contribution making him hiv positive you homo.
i told mister taytay that he was gonna get aids the minute i read about his plans
he didnt listen
nobody wanna listen to anabolichalo
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you have your contribution making him hiv positive you homo.
You are following me around like a little lovesick puppy. What did you not get about my not being interested in you? ::) Take your homophobia and stuff it up your fat ass like that big black dildo you fuck yourself with.
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haha mostly homos will use word homophobia like its something bad..you retard its disguting feeling we straight guys get that homos like you call " homophobia"
are you saying two fat hairy smelly bald men going to town on eachother geriatric rectum is something that may disgust your average persin?
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yes . he is smart but i cant understand why ppl cant see filthyness of being a homo ..that cocain dealer ( groink ) is also a closet homo because he always " try" to impress guys here .
sex with morbidly obese women is pretty filthy too
it happens a lot in usa
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are you saying two fat hairy smelly bald men going to town on eachother geriatric rectum is something that may disgust your average persin?
What is a persin? ;D
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What is a persin? ;D
are you aware most of my errors are on purpos and u just old fool thinking he some smarty for pointing them out?
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recent picture with his dad:
(http://i57.tinypic.com/ap8yn7.jpg)
damn...looks like his dad is no stranger to the cock either
massage of peace
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are you aware most of my errors are on purpos and u just old fool thinking he some smarty for pointing them out?
If they are intentional, why do you call them errors?
It's a work day for you, shouldn't you be working instead of posting on Getbig? What if your boss catches jacking yourself off under your desk?
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If they are intentional, why do you call them errors?
It's a work day for you, shouldn't you be working instead of posting on Getbig? What if your boss catches jacking yourself off under your desk?
just don't get the anabol love----been here forever and he's about on par with Bluto for posting skills and entertainment.
seems like junior's getbig candle has already burned out
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just don't get the anabol love----been here forever and he's about on par with Bluto for posting skills and entertainment.
seems like junior's getbig candle has already burned out
You are right. I don't feel the anabol love.
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You are right. I don't feel the anabol love.
there needs to be a subforum for the elderly
we dont want you here
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there needs to be a subforum for the elderly
we dont want you here
We do you often refer to yourself in the plural?
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We do you often refer to yourself in the plural?
i speak on behalf of the EMEARDCFC
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i speak on behalf of the EMEARDCFC
Wow! Now you have really hurt my feelings. :'(
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Too bad for him. Getting HIV at such a young age is a bummer. At least these days, very few folks actually die from this virus.
How the fuck does that happen, Like seriously in 2014, unless your slinging needles.
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How the fuck does that happen, Like seriously in 2014, unless your slinging needles.
he literally had strangers cream in his rectum
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he literally had strangers cream in his rectum
This is just so wierd.
I'm not at all homphobic. But Anal sex is fucking disgusting gay or straight.
It's a dirty area of the body, the risk of disease, prolaspe, the shits is just so high.
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This is just so wierd.
I'm not at all homphobic. But Anal sex is fucking disgusting gay or straight.
It's a dirty area of the body, the risk of disease, prolaspe, the shits is just so high.
there is literally a never ending flow of feaces in there
the smell must be horrifying
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yes . he is smart but i cant understand why ppl cant see filthyness of being a homo ..that cocain dealer ( groink ) is also a closet homo because he always " try" to impress guys here .
Groink never sold cocaine, your a fucking idiot, if he was busted it was for PEDs.
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he literally had strangers cream in his rectum
(http://i62.tinypic.com/2q1a2xv.jpg)
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i still refuse to believe any of this is real
just a very elaborate troll job and hacked account
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i still refuse to believe any of this is real
just a very elaborate troll job and hacked account
so you would let tbombz cream in your rectum and not worry about HIV?
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so you would let tbombz cream in your rectum and not worry about HIV?
hell no he is bald and ugly as fuck
no homo
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i still refuse to believe any of this is real
just a very elaborate troll job and hacked account
That is still a possibility. The fact it's easy to believe says more about Tbumz than anyone else. If getbig had written a projection of the course tbumz life would take I believe it would resemble pretty much what has happened.
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i actually WARNED HIM WITH THIS VIDEO
ONLY JEHOVA CAN SAVE HIS SOULS
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i still refuse to believe any of this is real
just a very elaborate troll job and hacked account
I think you are being naïve. Tbombz has done a lot of living and made a lot of mistakes for such a young fellow. Much of what he's done, he's made public. Hopefully, he's come full cycle and is presently on the road to a better life. Unfortunately, he is not alone in his experiences.
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i actually WARNED HIM WITH THIS VIDEO
ONLY JEHOVA CAN SAVE HIS SOULS
Even still isn't the chances of catching that shit low.
It sounds like someone new they had it or something.
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Even still isn't the chances of catching that shit low.
It sounds like someone new they had it or something.
the rectum absorbs the aids atoms right into the blood stream
regular sex with female is not that dangerous
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intradesting
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the rectum absorbs the aids atoms right into the blood stream
regular sex with female is not that dangerous
But still, you don't hear of alot of bitches catching aids from anal sex.
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But still, you don't hear of alot of bitches catching aids from anal sex.
i dont think that practice is as common as the internet wants to portray
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Where has getbigs favorite bunny been? Hope he's well.
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damn she still with this aids victim?
is he rich ?
???
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Finding a BLACK female who is RICH. That's a talent.
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damn she still with this aids victim?
is he rich ?
???
No. She is rich. And he is white. A fair deal.
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No. She is rich. And he is white. A fair deal.
really?
does she have a rich single sister?
will she marriage me?
send her my pictors
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really?
does she have a rich single sister?
will she marriage me?
send her my pictors
You may offer TBumz buttsex for an exchange. Idk his HIV story, but it seems that's the way he got it ???
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holy 50cent look alike
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You may offer TBumz buttsex for an exchange. Idk his HIV story, but it seems that's the way he got it ???
having a hiv negative husband has its advantages
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she is not rich. she works as a nurse or something like that. When they were living in the car together, she didn't even have a full-time job.
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she is not rich. she works as a nurse or something like that. When they were living in the car together, she didn't even have a full-time job.
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on second thought i withdrawal my proposal
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she is not rich. she works as a nurse or something like that. When they were living in the car together, she didn't even have a full-time job.
Where is all that posh life from then? A slow fella and an ex jobless nurse doesn't exactly make the best bussiness couple, does it?
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Where is all that posh life from then? A slow fella and an ex jobless nurse doesn't exactly make the best bussiness couple, does it?
There is no posh life. They live in a cheap rented apartment. He bought his golf clubs from a thrift store. They live a modest life.
However, they probably have a big loan from the bank, but that doesn't really help.
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she looks unkempt, with no hair weave on and bad skin
my judgement:
poor as the street
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The poor lass must have a heart of gold to put up with this disgusting freeloading aids ridden parasite.
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There is no posh life. They live in a cheap rented apartment. He bought his golf clubs from a thrift store. They live a modest life.
However, they probably have a big loan from the bank, but that doesn't really help.
Most probably true. You don't go from a bum to a rich in one night. Dude obviously had a kick by showing his new home for the rest losers here to envy, while touting the bible at the same time lolol.. that's funny.
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Most probably true. You don't go from a bum to a rich in one night. Dude obviously had a kick by showing his new home for the rest losers here to envy, while touting the bible at the same time lolol.. that's funny.
wearing "nice shirt" to complete the illushion
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I feel bad for tbombz. When he goes to sleep at night, and his black girlfriend cuddles with him. All he wants at that moment is a big cock up his anus.
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she is wasted on this pretentious homo
one time i called him out on some christian matters and he just got real defensive
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I'll probably catch a load of shit from other Getbiggers for this, but they look like a nice happy couple. Neither of them has movie star looks, but then neither do most Getbiggers. There lifestyle and finances are probably modest. That's no big deal. Money doesn't buy happiness.
She is a nurse, If she is working full time, she is probably making a decent salary. Hopefully Tbombz is back in school so he too can someday make a decent income. Tbombz in no dummy. He made some stupid choices along the way but he seems to be working on not making them again. Their apartment may be modest. Big deal.
I have no crystal ball. I don't know what the future holds for these two and neither do any of you. What's the harm in wishing them well? Tbombz's mistakes are his, not yours and you don't have to live with them, so why all the hate and pessimism. Nothing he's ever done really has any effect on any of you, including his stint in a bunny suit.
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really?
does she have a rich single sister?
will she marriage me?
send her my pictors
what are you using these days? whatever it is it's working
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what are you using these days? whatever it is it's working
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pretty sure that pictor was on either 500test 400 bold or 500 test 600 bold
cant really recall
i was doing cardio every morning and eating chicken rice 5 times a day + two shakes
i think i respond well to cardio
or maybe sterons
one or the other
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I'll probably catch a load of shit from other Getbiggers for this, but they look like a nice happy couple. Neither of them has movie star looks, but then neither do most Getbiggers. There lifestyle and finances are probably modest. That's no big deal. Money doesn't buy happiness.
She is a nurse, If she is working full time, she is probably making a decent salary. Hopefully Tbombz is back in school so he too can someday make a decent income. Tbombz in no dummy. He made some stupid choices along the way but he seems to be working on not making them again. Their apartment may be modest. Big deal.
I have no crystal ball. I don't know what the future holds for these two and neither do any of you. What's the harm in wishing them well? Tbombz's mistakes are his, not yours and you don't have to live with them, so why all the hate and pessimism. Nothing he's ever done really has any effect on any of you, including his stint in a bunny suit.
this is just perverted
one slacker just living off one chocolate nurse tits
since i come to getbig years ago it has always been the same storystory
"oh i wont get a factory job or whatever, i'm gonna go back to school for i have so much potential"
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(http://oi40.tinypic.com/34y729d.jpg)
Both funny as hell, but IMO that Kim Jong-un gif will never be beat.
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this is just perverted
one slacker just living off one chocolate nurse tits
since i come to getbig years ago it has always been the same storystory
"oh i wont get a factory job or whatever, i'm gonna go back to school for i have so much potential"
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Well you could be right and maybe nothing has changed with Tbombz. People do change sometimes though. He's been through a lot, much of it self-imposed. One would hope he's matured some in all these years.
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Well you could be right and maybe nothing has changed with Tbombz. People do change sometimes though. He's been through a lot, much of it self-imposed. One would hope he's matured some in all these years.
the fact he keeps postponing ever getting a job tells me he didnt
but who am i
i'm just some sucker with sub 18" guns
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the fact he keeps postponing ever getting a job tells me he didnt
but who am i
i'm just some sucker with sub 18" guns
Okay, there is a lot of knowledge here on Getbig. Surely someone can advise you on how to add that 1/2" you so desire. Be forewarned though, once you get those guns up to 18" you'll become obsessed with getting them to 18 1/2" and then 19". It's like a disease, no matter how big they get, you will want them to be bigger. Just don't ever do this by shooting oil in them. We've all seen how hideous the results of this is.
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Okay, there is a lot of knowledge here on Getbig. Surely someone can advise you on how to add that 1/2" you so desire. Be forewarned though, once you get those guns up to 18" you'll become obsessed with getting them to 18 1/2" and then 19". It's like a disease, no matter how big they get, you will want them to be bigger. Just don't ever do this by shooting oil in them. We've all seen how hideous the results of this is.
i think 18" is a pretty good size
it doesnt look like steroids yet
just like awesomeness
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i think 18" is a pretty good size
it doesnt look like steroids yet
just like awesomeness
Compared to the sticks I have attached to my shoulders, 18" is amazing. The biggest mine have ever been is 17.5". If they are 16" right now, I'd be surprised. I am not going to measure them until I know I've gotten them back up some, same with my wheels.
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Compared to the sticks I have attached to my shoulders, 18" is amazing. The biggest mine have ever been is 17.5". If they are 16" right now, I'd be surprised. I am not going to measure them until I know I've gotten them back up some, same with my wheels.
i thought you are like 70 years old
i guess the mental ilnes of bodybuilding doesnt stop ;D
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i thought you are like 70 years old
i guess the mental ilnes of bodybuilding doesnt stop ;D
That's what I've been trying to tell you. It's like a disease without a cure. Even at 70 years old, I want to be as jacked as I possibly can be. ;D
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That's what I've been trying to tell you. It's like a disease without a cure. Even at 70 years old, I want to be as jacked as I possibly can be. ;D
classic
do you impress the ladies at bingo night wearing tight t-shirts?
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classic
do you impress the ladies at bingo night wearing tight t-shirts?
Of course! Only it's the babes at Starbucks. I don't care much for bingo.
Think of all the women I have to choose from since a 50 or 60 year old looks good to me. I don't trust the motives of women who are much younger than that. They are probably more interested in my bank account and investments than they are in me....or they have some weird grandfather complex, so no thanks.
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good thing California is flush with cash so they can support this shitbag's free existence ::)
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Update 2
(http://www.elisarolle.com/romance/images/damondanilo7.jpg)(http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=552818.0;attach=586613;image)
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Update 2
(http://www.elisarolle.com/romance/images/damondanilo7.jpg)
Ahhhhhhhhhh hahahahahahahah
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holy 50cent look alike
(http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=552818.0;attach=586600;image)(http://rollingout.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/08/50-cent.jpg)(http://ovadiwall.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/06/504.jpg)
LOL yes, same teeth / jawline
Great observation Shocky :D
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holy 50cent look alike
holy shitballz
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(http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=552818.0;attach=586600;image)
take a look at the discolored scars on her forehead and chest----classic meth scars from itching
nothing like a gay prostitute with HIV who now has Jesus "inside" him hooking up with a black female 50 cent look a like meth head
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(http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=552818.0;attach=586600;image)
take a look at the discolored scars on her forehead and chest----classic meth scars from itching
nothing like a gay prostitute with HIV who now has Jesus "inside" him hooking up with a black female 50 cent look a like meth head
i actually wonderd what that was
most chocolate people have close to perfect skin
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hahalmfao
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when is getbig leave this trainwreck alone
this is getting ridiculous
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when is getbig leave this trainwreck alone
this is getting ridiculous
Do you cringe when you see his hairline?
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Do you cringe when you see his hairline?
not really it has been like this for a while
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hahahahahahahahh hilarious
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your life is also a trainwreck. whats your point?
i'm just getting started
3 years from now i will be living the life of kings
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LOL
Be warned; epic novel drug addict life story ahead.
I went through something very similar to tbomz (minus te AIDs and gay prostitution stuff), and it took me years of an uphill struggle to get over it.
After my full blown daily addiction "im doing what i want" middle finger in the air addiction, i went to treatment and soon followed a long up and down of substance changes and sobriety/relapse episodes.... 6 months sober, 1 weeke relapse... then 8 months sober, 1 weekend relapse....
This went on for 2 or 3 years, until i met my wife and got married. Shes vehemently anti drug, as her mother lost herself to drugs in her teenage years and died from an OD. She has been a godsend to me. I wouldnt be sober now if it werent for her.
Upon reflection, my issues stemmed from a controlling parent who never really allowed me to grow up, and my own stubborness and stupidity that drove me to piss her off. This isnt an excuse, but its what kickstarted my behavioral issues as i never was a troubled child growing up.
After i got married, i still would have episodes where id randomly lose control and buy a bag of dope. It took my wife getting pregnant and almost leaving for me to get my shit really straight. If she hadnt packed her shit and ealked out one day, id probably still be struggling.
As it is, ive been years sober and it gets easier everday. I still have moments where the cravings hit, but i dont shake and sweat anymore when it happens, and i dont feel helpless, weak, and unable to contril my own impulses anymore.
I think thats why tbombz found god.... everyone has to find something that they can use as a rock until they get control of their own body and life back. And its really hard when the cravings hit in the beginning if you dont have something that's important enough that you cannot stand the thought of losing it, or failing it/them. After a while you get your self control back and it becomes easier.... but that initial stage is critical.
. I like the I went threw something similar minus the aids and being a whore that's classic
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i'm just getting started
3 years from now i will be living the life of kings
We are exactly 3 years later Ahalo. Are you living the life of kings right now??
Judging by some of the recent pics,.....you are not..
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. I like the I went threw something similar minus the aids and being a whore that's classic
shockwave disappeared, hope he didn't relapse and OD
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i'm just getting started
3 years from now i will be living the life of kings
so this is the life of kings?
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...bump bump bump
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MAHALO!
AHALO!
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LOL!
I like how appalled Halo was.
But it turns out he was a closet phag.
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LOL!
I like how appalled Halo was.
But it turns out he was a closet phag.
eh he was a solid poster :D
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eh he was a solid poster :D
I found him funny and witty at times.
Just funny that he was against gays and turned out to be one.
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I like how appalled Halo was.
But it turns out he was a closet phag.
he went offline completely when the photos of his butthole were found. I never saw the picture, but it is hard to argue it is not gay, which is probably also what Halo realized.