This is one of the reasons I'm honestly glad I never fucked with gH. I can only imagine how much losing 30 lbs. would play with your head.
Honestly, though, Flin, galeniko gave you grade-A advice: don't sweat this shit so much. The size will come back with the next cycle. 2 steps forward, 1.5 back. Do the best you can to tread water...
...and, with all respect, maybe rely less on the peptides in the future.