After reading your post, I no longer want to run that wimpy cycle I was going to run. It just makes me sick to think about how much stuff these guys use.
It just kicks in my hypochondria.
What if I'm that ONE GUY who takes one A50 a day, and that starts causing protein to be excreted out of my urine?
I always worry about being that one rare guy, EVEN THOUGH IT IS COMPLETELY IRRATIONAL.
What if I'm that 1 in 30,000 who shoots his kidneys from a low amount of gear? I know I'll never be able to accept it if I do that. So I'm taking this extremely unlikely event and fixating on it.
As Jos posted it's very overrated on sides from Anadrol.
The horror stories you hear of guys having kidney problems from 50-100mg per day are bullshit.
They are taking much more than that and most likely more substances.
I once took 100mg per day for over 6 months.
Everything was fine and i was strong as fuck.
If you want to compete, you need to take a shitload of drugs.
That's what most people still do not understand about BBing, PLing and SM.
Just lift and have fun, no reason to destroy your health.
I've taken boatloads of AAS in my life and do not recommend you go down that path.
Thankfully my health has been great, but who knows.