I like porn. I watch porn. I fuck my wife much more often due to porn. Porn has been part of my life since I was in grade 4 and found my older bros' Cheri and Hustler magazine stack. I like porn. I like looking at different naked women. I like porn. I don't trust any man that doesn't like porn.
What men don't watch porn though? Presumably those men are LIARS. Could that be why you don't trust them?
I don't watch porn - and you know you can get the honest answer from - but even I watched it 3-4 times in the past year. I technically stopped watching it in May of 2019, but it you do something three times a year, can you really say you do it?
My last drink of alcohol was May of 2019. I would have a drink tomorrow if someone offered me one, but I also call myself a non-drinker. I'm not going to fret over the incongruity there.
I'm even watching one now - I was just watching Boogie Nights, and was reading about it, and saw that the limo sçene was inspired by a porn movie called "On the Prowl", so I'm watching it now. But I consider this to be almost research more than anything. It's not like I have a parsh or anything.
But I'd say most men - and women - watch porn, and most who say they don't are lying. And THAT is the crux of this issue to me. Being introduced to ALL THESE CONCEPTS all my life as FUCKING LIES.
Like watching Hulk Hogan as a child and thinking he got that big from hard work, only to know he was juiced to gills! All my life - LIES, LIES, LIES.
To the point that now any time someone is lying to me, it immediately saps my energy.
And that's why I'd like to see so many people executed now - any person or group of people who lied to me, I'd like to see subjected to execution/genocide.
But I should clarify where that feeling came from. It was the LIES that bother me. And in the case of porn, it being essentially PUSHED.
Just one thing about not watching porn: I thought to myself - in real life, I don't get to pick from a series of thumbnails or different vaginas. It's unrealistic. And I thought that was a reason to stop.
Maybe starting again would bring my testosterone level up. I literally don't even fantasize about women anymore. Again, I have "On the Prowl" on right now, and don't even have a parsh...naked women literally don't cross my mind. I think that's impacting my hormones.
But, meh, why fix something broken that I don't give a shit about?