He is ashamed. Ask him. He regrets all Pro-Hormone use.
No, what he regrets is having competed against a natural. Like I said, NO WIN SITUATION. His physique looked MILES better than yours, prompting many on here to even go so far as to advise him to do juice so as to turn himself into a REAL specimen. He simply didn't diet down as far as you did because all the "hulla-baloo" created by the controversy regarding whether or not his win would be considered legitimate once the story regarding his past hormone abuse "broke," just as he was starting to emerge as one of the most predictable top-placers...and at that point, EVERYONE had him eventually placing ahead of YOU. It's interesting to me how it wasn't pointed out until that crucial timeframe in the competition. I seem to recall him telling me that he wasn't even dieting anymore at about 2 or 3 weeks out. I could be wrong, though. Hey, I know, let's ASK BAST. Bast hasn't been saying much on here lately, particularly in response to YOUR posts.
I guess in summary, there's a very legitimate argument to be made here that perhaps you simply hide behind your natural badge of honor so you'll never be upseated by anyone as long as your false morals are in place, which you spend a great deal of time on here preaching.