Flint,
You sincerely care way too much about what women think. It's not attractive to them, and other men wont respect you for that. Work on bettering your own life and building confidence through your accomplishments, not JUST building your body. When your body fades with age or between cycles, you'll still have that pride and character that is not dependent on how much gear you're running at the moment. Thats a shitty way to live, and a sad pathetic life. Seriously bro, there's 3.5 billion women on this planet. The sooner you can let go of insecurities and just be comfortable in your own skin the better shot you'll have at hooking up with all of them. Just get the rest of your life together and good things will follow in all aspects, including women and your confidence with them. What kind of man do you wanna BE?
Why did I just type this long ass post? No clue, but XOXO
-CF