I was with a national, in this country, female bodybuilder when I was younger and a slut. She rented a hotel room in the city halfway between us as we live about 150miles apart. Iv seen her on stage and before in person but whatever course she was on had her now very masculine. I threw her down on the bed and went to kiss her but she actually had stubble and a thick neck so I said I'd turn her over but she had these massive traps and gear spots on them and her upper back and shoulders. I just said I think we're moving a bit fast and stopped. I couldn't fucking do it.