You are completly thinking about this from a biast view point, you are gay, so you find these men attractive, I am not gay I don't find them attractive but I had a time when I still believed that a pysique similar what we see on a daily basis on this board is obtainable without the use of drugs, mind you thats a long time ago.
Now I remember clearly back in the days that I was reading through FLEX and MD and simply observed the pictures becuase I was interested in bodybuilding without any sexual thoughts at all.
In fact I think its high times that I explain your modus operandi or maybe more your character.
There are many types of gay people in this world but lest talk about two - 1) There's the guy that blends in 2) There's the guy that looks just like everyboy else BUT feels compelled to tell everybody around him over and over again that they are gay, that is you. At the same time most of these guys like to point out that they believe that every man on this planet has somewhat homosexual tendecies, that is also you.
What you guys don't understand is that the more street parades you have the more you insist on your rights and the more you hammer the thoughts of a free gay world into the minds of ordinary citizens the more they (please note I say thay since I don't consider myself homophobic) will resent gay people.
two types of gays
oh brother
how about a sliding scale of personality from extremely effeminate to extremely masculine that all people can be placed on..
sexuality is heavily influenced by your personality
people who think and thus behave effeminately are usually attracted to men. people who think and thus behave with masculinity are usually attracted to women.
hope this helps..