That's what counts. You're taking those because without them you couldnt function day to day, even just doing everyday things. Why do you need the OC's if you dont mind me asking. Fuck those things are evil, straight up the devil. I know they are a godsend for people with cancer, serious back injuries, etc. Did them recreationally on and off for years before they got their hooks in me. Took me three times going to outpatient to kick it and of course, suboxone. Off that now too. Anything prescription, unless given to you by a doctor, is bad news. So habit forming
they are all prescribed if you look at the bottles i posted you can see the tags on the back. I tried prozac first and it made me manic and it sent my blood pressure to severe hypertension I was 170/110. I didn't have depression the doctor just did not want to give me anything addictive I did also get ativan(lorazepam) when I was taking prozac. the prozac just brought out the worst in me I am talking gambling, going to strip clubs, picking up diffrent women every night sounds like a good life butt it is not who i really am i am layed back and dont do shit like gamble and take home women every night and stay up all night . It just made me manic. I had no depression issues just serious anxiety. so the ativan was working but to slow so they took me off the prozac because it was literally killing me. I needed bloodwork right away after 5 weeks as I was 170/110BP wise when I am usually 125/79. so I got changed to klonopin 1mg tabs 3 times daily stayed on that for 6 months but what I really needed was xanax. I had to buy my xanax from the asians and i was taking 10mg xanax daily and never felt so normal. no more sweaty palms , no more stress, I could sleep, just a miraccle drug. I told the doctor I was buying xanax off the street and was taking 5x 2mg bars a day. I told him I shouldn't have to buy xanax off the street when I have insurance and a legit proven anxiety dissorder and should be taken care of. so I got prescribed 180 1mg xanax tablets. they make me a way nicer person and I dont feel overwhelmed all the time and can go into a busy store without feeling like i am going to pass out.
I got hit by a drunk driver plus I lifted heavy weights for years and for the first few years not with the best form so I have some fucked up herniated discs and a fracture in my spine(T12 area) from the wreck. plus herniations in my neck in 3 spots all shows in my MRI. so i got prescribed Oxycontin 120mg a day with 240mg oxycodone IR for breakthrough pain. I will be on these meds my whole life as i am on a contract. I tried to stop once and the suboxone was awful plus suboxone is addictive as well!
I know people who get off of oxycontin with suboxone but they got hooked on those suboxones and are stiill on them years later 8mg orange hectagons. they taste like shit and my tolerance is so high I am better off on the opiates as they make my quality of life good. I dont take them to get high just to take my back pain away and live a normal life. I know alll about benzo withdrawals and oxycontin withdrawals they are horrible i rather be dead. but I fight it out and go to the hospital but I dont go through withdrawals anymore i get enough meds to keep me from going through withdrawals. I hate people who take oxys or xanax to get high because it fucks it up for people like me who really need them and have a valid MRI to prove it.
