-21 years old
-first show is coming up
-pre contest cycle just arrived in the mail
-get out all supplies
-think hard about my life choices and decide if I want to do this for a $5 trophy
-get syringe out and fill with gear
-look down the barrel of the syringe
-needle is lined up to delt to give first shot of cycle
-life flashes before eyes, do I really want to stick myself with a needle for another 12 weeks every other day?
-say fuck it and jab needle into delt
-realize as oil is going in what I have done
-slightly regret taking the shot as blood bubbles rush back into syringe
-realize that I have made a 12 week commitment and there is no going back now
-12 weeks later, come in 3rd place and feel cheated and disillusioned.
-Start pct, strength decreases, loss of gains and strength, can't take it anymore
-realize you are addicted to gear and order another cycle
-repeat
-you realize you are dependent on gear and start cruising on low dose test
-which turns into cruising on test and hgh and peptides that are probably snake oil
-which turns into blasting year around
-hair falling out and blood pressure through the roof, but who cares, the next show is coming up and I can't let down my 2.4k instagram followers
-starts looking for a sponsorship
-quits day job/college to pursue bodybuilding career
-looks at bank account and see's that money is low
-starts doing g4p for gear
-acquires STDs sucking dick
-life is in shambles
-can't let down my growing instagram following
-sucks more dick to get more gear
-places 4th at the next show
-spirals into depression
-loses most gains
-ends up fat
-quits bodybuilding
-broke, lost all hair, health problems, body dysmorphia continues
-commits suicide