Hmm looks interesting for sure. But would the gain be similar to what I could experience on test/tren? Or it's impossible to tell as everyone is different and there are many outside factors (nutrition/traning/etc.)
I know... that's what make me doubt myself as I know if I don't do it as a first cycle, I will do it as my second one. And let's be honest, the shutdown will be the same the first or second cycle. (..right? 
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Lol! I'm curious to know why do you say that?
1)You are right, it's impossible to tell. In addition to all the variables you mentioned, some guys get big from tren, others recomp from it.
2)Eventually you will try Tren. At that point, it won't matter if you did or did not use deca or tren on your first cycle, if you get major HPTA suppression, it just won't be during your first cycle
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I have only met a couple people that just did a few cycles and never touched AAS again...... and none of them kept training either. I have never met anyone that still trains, has tried AAS, and no longer uses them. If you do jump on AAS, I am 99% sure you will do another cycle, and then another, and then another......and you more than likely will blast/cruise or stay on forever at some point. Then you won't worry about 19-nors or HPTA.
3)I say that because Tren is some wild stuff. Not everyone thinks so, but it sure does affect me mentally. It makes me worry a lot and gives me a shorter temper.
If I had done tren my first cycle and associated that nervous/worrying feeling with all AAS, I may be hesitant to use AAS again. You may not be as negatively effected by it as I am.
Despite the way it makes me feel, I still use it. I am about to take a shot of some in just a moment in fact
