I've been injecting 1/2 ml daily of a top chef's tren A. For the first few days, I've been sleeping normal, noticed I was more focused, just king of streamlined. But the last two nights have been fucking hell. Yesterday was the worst. The night before I slept ok but restless, not many hours and felt like shit all day. Yesterday I was exhausted, barely keep my eyes open. I was falling asleep sitting up. Thought I would have a good night's sleep but as soon as I laid down It went to the shitter. I just laid there with my eyes closed and boiling hot. The house was cold but I had my ceiling fan on and my tower fan on and was having head sweats. I would close my eyes and dream about some odd shit. Think I was sleeping for a while and look at the clock and only 10 minutes had passed. Had to piss, so I get up take a piss, go back to bed, "fall asleep" wake up having to piss and look at the clock and only 15 minutes has passed. I am lying there hot, sweaty head and it went like this all night. I pissed about 8 or 9 times. I would wake up every 10-20 minutes thinking that maybe a couple hours passed and I would be wrong. it would be 1:30, then 1:45, then close my eyes, think I was sleeping, look at the clock and it was 1:50. What the fuck! only 5 minutes has passed? All night until the morning. Now I am sitting on my couch and eyes closing and I feel like shit. I skipped my tren for today and thinking of skipping for a couple more days.
But is this worth it? Is it worth it feeling so fucking awfull?
I am not on GH since I have a tupperware in the fridge with bunk GH and GH that gives me hives.