my world has been whirling past me very very fast
it feels like i am plastered against the inner wall of the carnival ride i am forced to ride every single day
i have achieved the level of bodyfat i wanted...i reached 7%...but in the process i had to drop close to 45 pounds...so be it.
but what sucks is that my skin is so pale...my body would look much better if i was tan but it is too late..and now i noticed i have bad acne on my midback...and lots of black hairs and its to hard for me to shave.
frank is still strutting around work...ive noticed his abs arent looking as sharp as b4 but they still look great...but he is tan and has better skin than me so thats why i think he looks better...or maybe he doesnt and im my own worst critic... i wanna ask him his diet but i think that would be too weird
i was bit by some kind of insect last week...everyone i show it to thinks its a spider bite...it was very itchy for a while...my friend told me if i got a fever then i might need to go to the doctor...but for a while i was feeling under the weather...but i think it was just the effects of low cals and lots of cardio
i found a secret trick for controllng acne...if i eat a high carb cheat meal i take 2 bitter melon pills...so far so good
im sick of doing cardio by myself in the morning...sometimes i jog outside and while it may be peaceful and envigorating 2 start the day like that...i yearn for companionship
every morning on my way home if i go to the gym 4 cardio i see this dude who looks like stone cold steve austin jogging..hes always in a football jersey and looks diesel...my plan is to start jogging the same route as him so we will always jog by eachother...then hopefully in a few weeks we might start a friendship??? or maybe he will ask me to jog w him?? i dunno.
