No I had just buried my hubby and decided that I was going to make sure I lived life to the fullest and had no regrets. I wasn't thinking about cock at all...I just wanted to achieve some goals and dreams which included competing and travelling.
As someone who works out you should look forward to your thirties even more, 95% of the pretty boys you knew from your twenties will be fat bald guys in their thirties, if you are in shape then there is literally no competition.
How many years since this happened?
He passed one month after my 30th. It will be 13 years next month since his passing.
These old feeling fellas probably really question their "luck" in the gene pool while seeing someone like J.Leto, who at 40 looks like this:
A f a g g o t with a pony tail
And has it changed since then? Do you think of other things nowadays?