My good friend, 6-7 years ago or so, contemplated to try some deca/test, I was older a few years and used to say "Don't rush man, I've been training for quite a long time already and haven't touched anything, I already outlift most juicers in our gym, don't rush..".. He was a good kid, we really got along, used to talk for a few hours after a late night workout during summer just stading there next to the gym, about our dreams, plans, just chilled out with no worries about anything.. it was a great time, he kind of listened to me and said "I'll wait for at least one more year". He got killed in a car accident about three months after that, still remember the last hand shake, he was leaving the country for a few months, and it seemed that he did not want to, like we said "Goodbye" forever (no homo), it really felt that way. Never saw him anymore, he was 18.
Yeah... he should probably have done that cycle and enjoyed it. These of you who are so sure you'll live to "an old age" roids or not, I would not be so sure about that, life is pretty unexpectable. Just enjoy whatever are you doing, it's not going to last forever, don't be afraid of anything, there's nothing to fear.