Could be the tren talking but has this happend to you? You deal with some women on a daily basis, whether at work, the store you shop at, gym, wherever and she is not that attractive, but she is nice to talk to and over time she starts getting more and more hittable in your mind. But then you take a step back and re-evaluate the situation and realize her body is disgusting and she is a no go but you deal with these ups and downs when you think about it?