Dad was an addict, mother died of cancer when he was young, first kid died, chauffeur ran over some kid and killed him... he s been living in a fakeworld for years now... so much absurdity and contrary thoughts / cognitive dissonance can be a pain in the ass after a while. He also probably found a mother in khole kardashian, but he obviously cheated on her with better, younger looking women thus proving himself he was an asshole too, just like everyone else.