Maybe what I think doesn't matter, it still stands that your a bad person, likely due to some child hood trauma, or simply due to a lack of empathy.
Just don't respond to him RAtard, you seem like a genuine decent guy, don't listen when people suggest you top yourself, you are right, you would have to be a complete areshole to suggest such things to someone who has openly publicly expressed their vulnerability as you have. Good luck with getting enough money up for the gym membership.
