You dont even look like you lift weights
Whats sadder is that you take gear and still look like a shapeless bloated blob
Does the fact that 90% of people commenting on this post are calling you obese not ring any alarm bells with you?
he is mentally ill, and his troubled relationship with his father means he seeks the approval of men, this has continued throughout his life and is also the reason he looks like a girl.
If he did find someone like his Father and found his approval, he would likely raise his fat rump into the air and play "bottom" to their "top".
ta ta