Get a TOR and a good anonymous proxy and take a gander at what the sick fucks on the dark web are jacking off to.
It'll make your pitbull attack feel like sunshine and lollipops. I thought I had a strong stomach and mind but I felt like crying in a corner after seeing some of the sick shit. Felt like back in the day when tubgirl and shit like that was completely unheard of and I stumbled upon it. Actually, it's a lot worse... 
To tell the truth, I struggle to watch a horror movie - I leave the anon internet surfing to the hackers, freaks, overly curios, pirates, oh and the pedos! I know there is a lot of sick shit out there! I already think my eyes and ears have heard and seen more than they should, some things, no matter how curious we are, should be left unseen. Einstein stated that the Imagination is more important than intelligence. Some things better left to the imagination - The truth can be a bitter pill to swallow, best to do in small increments. And life brings enough shocks and horrors without me deliberately seeking them out.
