with oxycontin i found my love, the high that i was looking for. because it was not really a high to me, you didnt get sloppy or tired,.....to me its more like life in high definition. i could function better on them, be more confident on them, be smarter on them, be more charming on them, fuck better on them...there was no task in life that opiates did not make me better at, i liked myself more when i was on them. all day i would walk around brimming with confidence.
You nailed it right there.
People think opiates get you all fucked up and goofy, just the opposite for me too. I'm brimming with energy on those things.
Thank god My body is finally adjusted to where i feel good without them, took a year.