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Getbig Alternative Boards => Y Board - The Player's Club => Topic started by: disturbia on July 27, 2010, 02:34:05 PM
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Maybe it was Ron's messages, maybe it was just a realization, like the day I quit drinking 16 years ago.
Enough is enough of the loser I am on these boards and most of the time in life. It's like a guy said to me, you either get on with living or get done dying. The asshole posts, the racist posts, the posting personal info, all the negative crap I bring to internet boards I am going to work my best at not doing anymore. It might last 1 day, 1 month, 1 year or forever, but the effort is going to be there. I have pulled my accounts from white supremist boards, it doesnt mean I still don't dislike immigrants taking our country over or gangster blacks, it just means I am going to try to be more culturally accepting. The weight loss thing is progressing, I eat better and started seeing a counsellor yesterday over a lot of issues. I am not going to run out and get a job because facts are facts, I am good at poker and make more money doing that than any 9-5 thing.
I dont expect a pat on the back or well wishes or anything, I just wanted to put it in hard form that there is an effort. I guess I FINALLY realized that I am a 40 some year old guy acting like a jackass. And doing this because my self image/self esteem is so low I take my crap out on others instead of owning up and dealing with it.
gotta start somewhere, all I can do is try.
(yes feel free now, meltdown, gayer than, epic whining,....etc etc)
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Let me be the first to say......
Good for you. :)
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Ron has touched many lives
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All the best.
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Like I told you before, even after all the crap, if it makes you feel better before you go nutso on someone else, feel free to call me any name in the book.
Hope whatever you wanna accomplish, I wish you success.
Yours Truely,
Newmoustache
(this isn't a jab, just hoping you get a chuckle out of it) ;D
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best of luck. 8)
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PIP
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PIP
how are those California girls>?
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Good luck.
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:)
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Great news dawg ...when are we going to see another Avesher Show that show cracks me up :D
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Great news dawg ...when are we going to see another Avesher Show that show cracks me up :D
avesher is hopefully retired
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good luck
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you know who you are:
please do not hack into bigmc's account, use his password and post negative comments toward me using his account. I know bigmc is a good guy plus he posts short messages, not long drawn out ones like the one that was here before he went back on his account and deleted it.
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josh what happend. Mark pmed about something this earlier
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You will be missed, my friend.
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josh what happend. Mark pmed about something this earlier
just what my post says, thats what happened
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josh what happend. Mark pmed about something this earlier
use peoples muscle names you slut.....
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bigmc has gone ???
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you know who you are:
please do not hack into bigmc's account, use his password and post negative comments toward me using his account. I know bigmc is a good guy plus he posts short messages, not long drawn out ones like the one that was here before he went back on his account and deleted it.
Was it taken from alphafag again ???
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Was it taken from alphafag again ???
I'll give you 2 guesses but I'll bet you get it right the first time ::)
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I'll give you 2 guesses but I'll bet you get it right the first time ::)
I havent seen those posts must be in another thread.
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I havent seen those posts must be in another thread.
bigmc deleted them when he got back on this account since he didnt make them
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bigmc deleted them when he got back on this account since he didnt make them
Gotcha I know you are trying to clean up your act so not cool of someone.
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Was it taken from alphafag again ???
Great board over there ::)
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Great board over there ::)
you quoted yourself
put the bottle down and go to bed
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you quoted yourself
put the bottle down and go to bed
:-[
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Maybe it was Ron's messages, maybe it was just a realization, like the day I quit drinking 16 years ago.
Enough is enough of the loser I am on these boards and most of the time in life. It's like a guy said to me, you either get on with living or get done dying. The asshole posts, the racist posts, the posting personal info, all the negative crap I bring to internet boards I am going to work my best at not doing anymore. It might last 1 day, 1 month, 1 year or forever, but the effort is going to be there. I have pulled my accounts from white supremist boards, it doesnt mean I still don't dislike immigrants taking our country over or gangster blacks, it just means I am going to try to be more culturally accepting. The weight loss thing is progressing, I eat better and started seeing a counsellor yesterday over a lot of issues. I am not going to run out and get a job because facts are facts, I am good at poker and make more money doing that than any 9-5 thing.
I dont expect a pat on the back or well wishes or anything, I just wanted to put it in hard form that there is an effort. I guess I FINALLY realized that I am a 40 some year old guy acting like a jackass. And doing this because my self image/self esteem is so low I take my crap out on others instead of owning up and dealing with it.
gotta start somewhere, all I can do is try.
(yes feel free now, meltdown, gayer than, epic whining,....etc etc)
Feel free to come hang with me and listen to some "Final War", you'll be back in no time.
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Feel free to come hang with me and listen to some "Final War", you'll be back in no time.
are you Canadian?
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are you Canadian?
Lol, nope, a mid-westerner of pure European descent.