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Getbig Main Boards => Gossip & Opinions => Topic started by: Vince G, CSN MFT on November 09, 2013, 05:28:46 AM
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Reason for the delay in his transplant:
Derek Anthony
November 6 via mobile
Well one of the main reasons the kidney transplant was delayed my thyroid was elevated they fixed that with medicine. And they saw a tumor in my liver they biopsied it and it was a localized cancer tumor. It can be fixed with radiation not chemo. So no transplant for me another battle I have to fight why can't I catch a break am I that bad a person. Dialysis now cancer ? Ill try to stay optimistic but this is killing me inside I just wanted to be normal
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This is sad.
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This is sad.
he worked hard for it
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This is sad.
This.
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Won't say anything about DA anymore.
My thoughts are with his family
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Sounds like karma is catching up now.
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Reason for the delay in his transplant:
Derek Anthony
November 6 via mobile
Well one of the main reasons the kidney transplant was delayed my thyroid was elevated they fixed that with medicine. And they saw a tumor in my liver they biopsyed it and it was a localized cancer tumor. It can be fixed with radiation not chemo. So no transplant for me another battle I have to fight why can't I catch a break am I that bad a person. Dialysis now cancer ? Ill try to stay optimistic but this is killing me inside I just wanted to be normal
''normal''?? Then why keep pumpin quarts of oil into your balloons arms,and whatever else. ::)
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Wow...
man .. hope he pulls it in and stops with all this crazy shit he was doing to his body..
hope he gets well
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Why can't he catch a break? ??? be played the game now he doesn't like playing it anymore ::)
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Even I can't get a Getbig karmic grin out of this. Poor fella. Best wishes for recovery.
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Was he fucking him up that much worse than all the other guys? How come that guys like Jay, Kai, Dexter or Tony are in their 40s and are perfectly fine with no health problems whatsoever? ???
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Was he fucking him up that much worse than all the other guys? How come that guys like Jay, Kai, Dexter or Tony are in their 40s and are perfectly fine with no health problems whatsoever? ???
Dorian Yates talked about this , steroids are like cigarettes some people can smoke 3 packs a day for 50 years and never have a problem , other get cancer. The problem is you don't know which of those people you are until you roll the dice.
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Reason for the delay in his transplant:
Derek Anthony
November 6 via mobile
Well one of the main reasons the kidney transplant was delayed my thyroid was elevated they fixed that with medicine. And they saw a tumor in my liver they biopsyed it and it was a localized cancer tumor. It can be fixed with radiation not chemo. So no transplant for me another battle I have to fight why can't I catch a break am I that bad a person. Dialysis now cancer ? Ill try to stay optimistic but this is killing me inside I just wanted to be normal
Best guess based on the available info is he had a steroid induced hepatic adenoma that degenerated into an HCC, either that or he has cirrhosis from alcohol abuse or hepatitis C which is way more likely knowing the lifestyle he led (needles, gay sec etc)
Either way this doesn't delay his transplant it prevents it if he was on the organ list, history of personal malignancy means he is on his 9th life
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Good luck to DA, would never wish this on anyone.
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It is like watching a head to head train wreck after the first half of the trains have collided. In his haze and confusion, I do think his example has warned quite a few kids on these boards to not take things to the extreme. He did it to himself, but I still feel for him. He will never get that kidney now, not that he ever should have gotten it.
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Was he fucking him up that much worse than all the other guys? How come that guys like Jay, Kai, Dexter or Tony are in their 40s and are perfectly fine with no health problems whatsoever? ???
Straight from the horse's mouth (http://www.bodybuilding.com/fun/drobson322.htm):
It is not only what your genetics are like if your aim is to turn pro or how hard you train or your consistency, it is also very important how your body reacts to all the different kinds of drugs you are ingesting for years and years. Not only the positive, anabolic effects but also the negative effects, the side effects.
You need to have a constitution like a horse. For example if Ronnie Coleman and now Jay Cutler didn't have constitutions of a horse they would have been sick a long time ago and wouldn't be able to actually continue competing like they are competing.
Then we have the bodybuilding victims: Flex Wheeler, Don Long, Tom Prince and Mike Morris and many more like them, and so many more nameless ones. They are all victims of whatever they have been doing over these years and not everybody has a perfect health situation.
It is also how the side effects have an impact on you. You can also be or become a psychological mental victim when it comes to health success and achievements.
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Was he fucking him up that much worse than all the other guys? How come that guys like Jay, Kai, Dexter or Tony are in their 40s and are perfectly fine with no health problems whatsoever? ???
How the fuck do you know, are they your patients? ::)
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Won't say anything about DA anymore.
My thoughts are with his family
class act. It was the same when onlyme died and Goodrum wouldn't say anything negative.
Let's leave the dying alone.
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It's sad! Wish him the best!
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I'm ambivalent, how many times over the years have people tried to help him.
I feel bad for his family and hope he has good health insurance.
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I'm ambivalent, how many times over the years have people tried to help him.
I feel bad for his family and hope he has good health insurance.
Good post.
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Reason for the delay in his transplant:
Derek Anthony
November 6 via mobile
Well one of the main reasons the kidney transplant was delayed my thyroid was elevated they fixed that with medicine. And they saw a tumor in my liver they biopsyed it and it was a localized cancer tumor. It can be fixed with radiation not chemo. So no transplant for me another battle I have to fight why can't I catch a break am I that bad a person. Dialysis now cancer ? Ill try to stay optimistic but this is killing me inside I just wanted to be normal
Cancer is known to kill people from the inside.
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I'm ambivalent, how many times over the years have people tried to help him.
I feel bad for his family and hope he has good health insurance.
Derek will benefit from obamacare..
If doesn't have insurance .. now he will have..
They cant deny him anymore with the pre-existing BS ..
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as i said yesterday from seeing his face i knew something was up and said i did'nt think he would make it more than i couple of weeks. i still sadly think so, but sure don't hope so. please stop the stuff you do to your arms bro, i dont say that to bash him, better to be honest. only health improvements will come from giving it up. hope he beat this, fuck thats not nice to hear.
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CURSE OF VINCE GOODRUM CONTINUES
First Keith now Derek , Basile you are next.
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Living in the bottom half of the hourglass at this point.
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Living in the bottom half of the hourglass at this point.
Wow. Apt. :-\
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Dorian Yates talked about this , steroids are like cigarettes some people can smoke 3 packs a day for 50 years and never have a problem , other get cancer. The problem is you don't know which of those people you are until you roll the dice.
Damn, that's serious........cancer has got to be the scariest disease for mankind.....I have seen a friend of mine died of liver cancer 3 years ago, he had no chance against this monster.....Death was guaranteed ......
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My stepdad has kidney cancer which has metastasized to his liver, lungs and heart. He is a good man and doesn't deserve it. He will die soon and it tears myself and my family apart.
Derek on the other hand is a piece of shit. Lived for no one but himself. Abused every drug under the sun, recreational and performance enhancing, stripped for homos and sold his body, and HE deserves this. He shouldn't expect any tears.
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Curious why they aren't treating it more aggressively. If it is malignant, you'd think that a chemo/radiation mix with a surgical option. Perhaps it is some of those benign tumors that some long-time AAS folks get?
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My stepdad has kidney cancer which has metastasized to his liver, lungs and heart. He is a good man and doesn't deserve it. He will die soon and it tears myself and my family apart.
Derek on the other hand is a piece of shit. Lived for no one but himself. Abused every drug under the sun, recreational and performance enhancing, stripped for homos and sold his body, and HE deserves this. He shouldn't expect any tears.
you just revealed so much about yourself with this quote...i shall ignore everything you say in the future. hope this helps. :)
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Curious why they aren't treating it more aggressively. If it is malignant, you'd think that a chemo/radiation mix with a surgical option. Perhaps it is some of those benign tumors that some long-time AAS folks get?
It could well be on of those, however, not benign if it's being labeled cancerous. Surgery on a dialysis patient has more risks so this course of action was chosen.
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Couldnt happen to a better guy...
If you feel yourself feeling an ounce of sympathy for him, re read some of his posts, or, watch the video of him hitting the punching bag...
This is the death he deserves because he was a wanker his whole life...
Karma is a bitch...
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He looks great.
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Wasted waste.
P.O.I.P. (Pump Oil In Peace)
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Reason for the delay in his transplant:
Derek Anthony
November 6 via mobile
Well one of the main reasons the kidney transplant was delayed my thyroid was elevated they fixed that with medicine. And they saw a tumor in my liver they biopsyed it and it was a localized cancer tumor. It can be fixed with radiation not chemo. So no transplant for me another battle I have to fight why can't I catch a break am I that bad a person. Dialysis now cancer ? Ill try to stay optimistic but this is killing me inside I just wanted to be normal
Its interesting because even after all the stuff he has been through, he posts pics of what appears to be oiled induced muscles. He did it to himself, unfortunately. Who cheats death, gets out of the hospital, and sticks more shit into their body? :-\ :-\
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Requiem for a Reprobate
Boo-hoo. What a puss!
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derek's woes are all self inflicted, unlike little ones like these, don't waste your pity on the likes of him.
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I think vince is working some of that louisiana vodooo if you guys ever meet him dont let him get a piece of your hair.
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he didnt want to be just normal as he claims.
he wanted look jacked, inject oil into arms and everyfucking where and now its crubaby time.
he should seriously just off himself.
that cancer will come back in other places if its jnot cut out physicaly, he might aswel apply for new liver transplant.
this is the point where suicide should become an option.
sorry, but him saying he just wants be normal is so hypocrite diarhea from his mouth, it makes me want to vomit for 1 hour straight
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Talk about insecure and trying to overcompensate.
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Quacker State 10-40.
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Sounds like karma is catching up now.
. I would never wish this on anyone, it's someone's life bro. We may not like him,,,I dont like him... but he's got family that's probably alright. Imagine being a father and seeing your son on dialysis with liver cancer. I don't feel bad for Derek I feel bad for his family.
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So a guy drinks a bottle of whiskey at the bar every night for the past 10 yrs. He goes to work on time, has a great family, friends love him ect. No problem. Then all of a sudden one night after that bottle at the bar he drives home but this time runs into a tree and kills himself. Sad?? Of course not! The guy had it coming just did not know when.
So now this guy DA has screwed up organs from doing PED for most of his life with the hopes of being Mr Olympia. The only thing is the Grim Reeper decide to come collect on this ill fated dream of his first. Sad? of course not! The guy had it coming just did not know when.
Those who carelessly and continuously challenge the world and the environment they live within will lose every single time. So DA get whats left of your life right so that when the Grim reeper says enough is enough you can go peacefully.
good luck.
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I don't want the guy to die, especially from liver cancer but i can't say i feel bad either.
I feel sorry for his parents, I'm sure they tried their best and never envisioned an end like this.
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. I would never wish this on anyone, it's someone's life bro. We may not like him,,,I dont like him... but he's got family that's probably alright. Imagine being a father and seeing your son on dialysis with liver cancer. I don't feel bad for Derek I feel bad for his family.
Well, thats the thing. We feel bad for his family, but not for him. Eventually your body will fight back.
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WTF guys ? Do you understand this could happen with any of you or your family, your best friends and so on, even
if they are fully healthy and do not use steroids or other stuff. ??
This thig is really suck ! Modern world and lifestyle suck. May be Derek asshole, but:
Wish Derek BEST. Wish him to be strong and fight with it.
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does Derek have any kids?
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Derek will benefit from obamacare..
If doesn't have insurance .. now he will have..
They cant deny him anymore with the pre-existing BS ..
It remains to be seen what level of care and quality people will receive under Obamacare. People who they write off according to the regulations will likely receive end of life care rather than expensive lifesaving procedures.
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i m sure that practicing a healthy sport like bodybuilding will help him defeat that disease and be in the form of his life!
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CURSE OF VINCE GOODRUM CONTINUES
First Keith now Derek , Basile you are next.
black magic/voodoo stuff is fucking real.
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I wonder if his thyroid was elevated due to T3 use (as in, still using)
Anyway... Dude didn't listen to anyone. Sad for his family.
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He looks great.
DA will make sure that after he dies, someone will post his open casket picture here with the caption: LOOKS JACKED FOR A DEAD GUY.
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Dorian Yates talked about this , steroids are like cigarettes some people can smoke 3 packs a day for 50 years and never have a problem , other get cancer. The problem is you don't know which of those people you are until you roll the dice.
well, all in all you still reduce your lifespan using both, a lifespan that would have been longer if you didnt consume anything at all. I am sorry for him but man, did he do his best to get there. I feel sad cause i somehow "know" him, i know he was just insecure and a jerk, not a bad man, he was unable to keep a good woman, unable to find a real job, probably had huge family issues he will never solve, and i dont know the little kids or other people who suffer from the same kind of stuff so i cant take them into pity. He always struck me as a guy who was stuck in a low quality life. Studies , family etc where outof reach for him.
All it makes me think about is the absurdity of life. The butchery of life. I mean you guys realize at any given moment, tons of people die of many stupid reasons, suffering or not. We re just born, to die, and between birth and death, there's only struggle. You sometimes feel good when you successfully survive difficulties, but it's only to see your last victory being destroyed blindly by another difficulty until one day, you cant take it anymore.
He's probably sad because he knows he s going to die, I'm sad cause I know we , as a specie, will all die one day because we are animals and we can do nothing but kill between two peaceful phases. Rest is only a preparation of the next fight, struggle.
We all have our problems it seems, pick your poison! I hope he will have happy final days surrounded by people who love him , at least. That's funny , i dont even know why i wish him that, where does this empathetic thought come from. Wether he dies in peace or not, why would i care? In fact i probably dont genuinely care, it's just that i hope that myself the day i'll die, i'll be surrounded by loved ones instead of being alone. I'm not interested in his life, suffering or death, I'm just interested in understanding how not to repeat the same mistakes to optimize and increase my own odds of survival and those of my offspring.
We should all stop the bashing now. He abused everything under the sun, was dumb, ignorant, an asshole, despicable, but this stuff happen to people who did a lot more better with their lives. This is the real question how do you explain the randomness of all of that. We all have beliefs, thought processes, to give a meaning to what intrinsically, has none. To survive, our brains lie to us. It could happen to any of us. As if, there was no justice, just randomness, things happen and that's about it. Now what is interesting is the "meaning" we all fabricate to make the absurd daily reality tolerable. Life just makes no sense, but our brains are wired to give meaning to what intrinsically has none. When you re in the flow of life, working, having significant relationships and so on, you rebound a lot easier, you cope with the blows with more ease. When you look at life from a distance whatever the reason -being handicaped, unemployed, old , wounded, etc- and its absurdity, the fact we re just animals randomly killing and getting killed simply because "that's just the way it is" , you dont feel very good about the whole thing. It's even tougher when you feel like you dont contribute, dont participate in anything, when you feel like you re useless. This is what motivate people with nothing, to destroy what others have, or try to steal it, and the cycle keeps repeating itself over and over again.The biggest irony of life is that we probably all think we are right in everything we do to insure our survival.
I guess the right thing to do in all of this is to follow the Bible, God, and do your best to be nice to everyone, work, contribute, transform yourself to be better while motivating other people to do the same. Then you can be proud of your success, and nobody will want to destroy it. If you re really an expert, nobody will even be able to replace you so you dont have to worry about that. Sublimation, perfection. That way you should have all the pros without the cons of life? Lifting weights, playing some sports, working, taking care of family...being with people, helping them... making money excelling at what you re doing...helping other people do the same without fearing they might backstab you or replace you...
It's all nice and rosy but if only it was that easy. Can you do that? That's probably the thoughest shit to do in this life. Fact is most people want to fuck you up, abuse you, dominate you, every time you interact with them and you have to make your boundaries clear and enforce them if and when needed. Life, is war, on all levels. Not getting angry at other people, not continuing their bad behaviors, falling for their games, becoming just like them. Can you keep your inner peace, while seeing people do you or your loved ones harm? No, in these moments the cold reality of what life truly is take over. We re just animals. It's killing, or getting killed. That's the only meaning of life, and all lifeforms have no other -blind- purpose but to reproduce indefinitely and adapt to...survive.
We re all facing people who have it all and in all impunity seem to be able to crush other people lives without ever being worried. So at this point yeah, we all start to doubt the utopic religious view, meaning of life. We just see each others as animals who have no other purpose but kill or get killed.
In real life, we re all forced to see other people animalistic behaviors, and to realize we re just the same, that at its core, life is just about life forms trying to adapt at all costs, being able to do so (using brains, or muscle etc) whatever the way you discover to survive facing the competition , makes you happy, failing makes you frustrated, stressed, wanting to die.
Derek could have chosen a better path, lifting naturally, not doing roids, synthol, rec drugs, not posing in front of a webcam for schmoes as a living... but in the end he would have died too. What probably makes hi sad is what he hasnt been able to achieve before dying; building a healthy, happy family, doing better with what he inherited and acquired. That's probably his only regret. And the shame of having been exposed, laughed at, for so long, reading that many people will enjoy his death.
But...what about the other men who live the same lifestyle, and arent about to die? Lot of males do the same stuff as a living, but their health is ok, maybe later it will worsen, but why DA has to die now ? Because he really , really, abused more than they do? Many people deserve to die more than him, murderers etc, still, they ll live longer lives. How comes? Where is the justice in all of that?
There's probably none. That's just the vain, absurd, stupid way it is, life is. Can anyone come up with something more optimistic?
We all try to survive, and feel somewhat good to see other die as it subconsciously mean we have been spared, all of this developed during millions of years of evolution, that's just how all lifeforms are. We re only sad when someone who was important to our own survival dies. We all try to adapt, and have to step on other people in many occasions to insure our own survival. Even if we didnt want to, we would still have to, cause that's just the way it is.
One thing is sure, Heaven is not on earth. And the funny is that all winners, finally lose one day, hapiness is probably seeing others fail before you do.
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well, all in all you still reduce your lifespan using both, a lifespan that would have been longer if you didnt consume anything at all. I am sorry for him but man, did he do his best to get there. I feel sad cause i somehow "know" him, and i dont know the little kids or other people who suffer from the same kind of stuff. All it makes me think about is the absurdity of life. He's probably sad because he knows he s going to die, I'm sad cause I know we , as a specie, will all die one day. We all have our problems it seems, pick your poison! I hope he will have happy final days surrounded by people who love him , at least. We should all stop the bashing now. He abused everything under the sun, was dumb, ignorant, an asshole, despicable, but this stuff happen to people who did a lot more better with their lives. It could happen to any of us. As if, there was no justice, just randomness, things happen and that's about it. Now what is interesting is the "meaning" we all fabricate to make the absurd daily reality tolerable. Life just makes no sense, but our brains are wired to give meaning to what intrinsically has none. When you re in the flow of life, working, having significant relationships and so on, you rebound a lot easier, you cope with the blows with more ease. When you look at life and its absurdity, the fact we re just animals randomly killing and getting killed simply because "that's just the way it is" , you dont feel very good about the whole thing. It's even tougher when you feel like you dont contribute, dont participate in anything, when you feel like you re useless. This is what motivate people with nothing, to destroy what others have, or try to steal it, and the cycle keeps repeating itself over and over again.
I guess the right thing to do in all of this is to follow the Bible, God, and do your best to be nice to everyone, work, contribute, transform yourself to be better while motivating other people to do the same. Then you can be proud of your success, and nobody will want to destroy it. If you re really an expert, nobody will even be able to replace you so you dont have to worry about that. Sublimation, perfection. That way you should have all the pros without the cons of life? Lifting weights, playing some sports, working, taking care of family...being with people, helping them... making money excelling at what you re doing...helping other people do the same without fearing they might backstab you or replace you...
It's all nice and rosy but if only it was that easy. Can you do that? That's probably the thoughest shit to do in this life. Not getting angry at other people, not continuing their bad behaviors, falling for their games, becoming just like them. We re all facing people who have it all and in all impunity seem to be able to crush other people lives without ever being worried. So at this point yeah, we all start to doubt the utopic religious view, meaning of life. We just see each others as animals who have no other purpose but kill or get killed.
In real life, we re all forced to see other people animalistic behaviors, and to realize we re just the same, that at its core, life is just about life forms trying to adapt at all costs, being able to do so (using brains, or muscle etc) whatever the way you discover to survive facing the competition , makes you happy, failing makes you frustrated, stressed, wanting to die.
Derek could have chosen a better path, lifting naturally, not doing roids, synthol, rec drugs, not posing in front of a webcam for schmoes as a living... but in the end he would have died too. What probably makes hi sad is what he hasnt been able to achieve before dying; building a healthy, happy family, doing better with what he inherited and acquired. That's probably his only regret. And the shame of having been exposed, laughed at, for so long, reading that many people will enjoy his death.
But...what about the other men who live the same lifestyle, and arent about to die? Lot of males do the same stuff as a living, but their health is ok, maybe later it will worsen, but why DA has to die now ? Because he really , really, abused more than they do? Many people deserve to die more than him, murderers etc, still, they ll live longer lives. How comes? Where is the justice in all of that?
There's probably none. That's just the vain, absurd, stupid way it is, life is.
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well, all in all you still reduce your lifespan using both, a lifespan that would have been longer if you didnt consume anything at all. I am sorry for him but man, did he do his best to get there. I feel sad cause i somehow "know" him, i know he was just insecure and a jerk, not a bad man, he was unable to keep a good woman, unable to find a real job, probably had huge family issues he will never solve, and i dont know the little kids or other people who suffer from the same kind of stuff so i cant take them into pity. He always struck me as a guy who was stuck in a low quality life. Studies , family etc where outof reach for him.
All it makes me think about is the absurdity of life. He's probably sad because he knows he s going to die, I'm sad cause I know we , as a specie, will all die one day. We all have our problems it seems, pick your poison! I hope he will have happy final days surrounded by people who love him , at least. We should all stop the bashing now. He abused everything under the sun, was dumb, ignorant, an asshole, despicable, but this stuff happen to people who did a lot more better with their lives. It could happen to any of us. As if, there was no justice, just randomness, things happen and that's about it. Now what is interesting is the "meaning" we all fabricate to make the absurd daily reality tolerable. Life just makes no sense, but our brains are wired to give meaning to what intrinsically has none. When you re in the flow of life, working, having significant relationships and so on, you rebound a lot easier, you cope with the blows with more ease. When you look at life and its absurdity, the fact we re just animals randomly killing and getting killed simply because "that's just the way it is" , you dont feel very good about the whole thing. It's even tougher when you feel like you dont contribute, dont participate in anything, when you feel like you re useless. This is what motivate people with nothing, to destroy what others have, or try to steal it, and the cycle keeps repeating itself over and over again.The biggest irony of life is that we probably all think we are right in everything we do to insure our survival.
I guess the right thing to do in all of this is to follow the Bible, God, and do your best to be nice to everyone, work, contribute, transform yourself to be better while motivating other people to do the same. Then you can be proud of your success, and nobody will want to destroy it. If you re really an expert, nobody will even be able to replace you so you dont have to worry about that. Sublimation, perfection. That way you should have all the pros without the cons of life? Lifting weights, playing some sports, working, taking care of family...being with people, helping them... making money excelling at what you re doing...helping other people do the same without fearing they might backstab you or replace you...
It's all nice and rosy but if only it was that easy. Can you do that? That's probably the thoughest shit to do in this life. Not getting angry at other people, not continuing their bad behaviors, falling for their games, becoming just like them. We re all facing people who have it all and in all impunity seem to be able to crush other people lives without ever being worried. So at this point yeah, we all start to doubt the utopic religious view, meaning of life. We just see each others as animals who have no other purpose but kill or get killed.
In real life, we re all forced to see other people animalistic behaviors, and to realize we re just the same, that at its core, life is just about life forms trying to adapt at all costs, being able to do so (using brains, or muscle etc) whatever the way you discover to survive facing the competition , makes you happy, failing makes you frustrated, stressed, wanting to die.
Derek could have chosen a better path, lifting naturally, not doing roids, synthol, rec drugs, not posing in front of a webcam for schmoes as a living... but in the end he would have died too. What probably makes hi sad is what he hasnt been able to achieve before dying; building a healthy, happy family, doing better with what he inherited and acquired. That's probably his only regret. And the shame of having been exposed, laughed at, for so long, reading that many people will enjoy his death.
But...what about the other men who live the same lifestyle, and arent about to die? Lot of males do the same stuff as a living, but their health is ok, maybe later it will worsen, but why DA has to die now ? Because he really , really, abused more than they do? Many people deserve to die more than him, murderers etc, still, they ll live longer lives. How comes? Where is the justice in all of that?
There's probably none. That's just the vain, absurd, stupid way it is, life is. Can anyone come up with something more optimistic?
We all try to survive, and feel somewhat good to see other die as it subconsciously mean we have been spared, all of this developed during millions of years of evolution, that's just how all lifeforms are. We re only sad when someone who was important to our own survival dies. We all try to adapt, and have to step on other people in many occasions to insure our own survival. Even if we didnt want to, we would still have to, cause that's just the way it is.
One thing is sure, Heaven is not on earth. And the funny is that all winners, finally lose one day, hapiness is probably seeing others fail before you do.
Truth right there
Life in a nutshell.
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should save the taxpayers money and just be done with it...
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Won't say anything about DA anymore.
My thoughts are with his family
Mu thoughts are with his liver ;)
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He was man enough to inject himself with all kinds of chemical shit, so now he should be man enough to accept the consequences.
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Primary liver cancer is pretty rare so it really is hard to say what caused it. Either way he's in for a battle. Wish him well.
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Well, thats the thing. We feel bad for his family, but not for him. Eventually your body will fight back.
Absolutely. They're certainly victims. Think of how torn they must feel that this piece of shit chemically orchestrated his own death.
I don't feel bad for him at all. His health kept deteriorating and he just kept living the same lifestyle. Dude got world class health care, new body parts, dialysis, etc. He just pissed in the faces of everyone who tried to help him as well as people who might have been helped by the medical staff that treated him. He's a waste of life, but unfortunately family forgives things like this and they will be the ultimate victims. I feel terrible for them.
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Absolutely. They're certainly victims. Think of how torn they must feel that this piece of shit chemically orchestrated his own death.
I don't feel bad for him at all. His health kept deteriorating and he just kept living the same lifestyle. Dude got world class health care, new body parts, dialysis, etc. He just pissed in the faces of everyone who tried to help him as well as people who might have been helped by the medical staff that treated him. He's a waste of life, but unfortunately family forgives things like this and they will be the ultimate victims. I feel terrible for them.
Err..please people, THINK...are they the victims, considering they are the ones in the first place who did so many mistakes he ended living the life he did. You re confusing causes and consequences. Also, again life is often more complicated than it appears; sometimes people are happy other might die, even in our own families. There are parents who psychologically slowly kill their offspring for example. Consciously, sbuconsciouly, in the end they indeed wound their offpsring, hurt them and want them to fail, die, often because their own parents wanted to see them die. Most people simply reproduce thought patterns hey learned and inherited being exposed to caregivers who had them. Where 's justice here? Kids reproduce shitty stuff from shitty parents believeing it's the right thing to do for them and everyone else. Again, we re all certain to be in our right whatever we do.
People's thought processes are just so much more complicated than what you think. In my opinion, people are just animals with interests, and you just have to understand their interests before they know yours.
If these interets are shared and you share similar traits that will facilitate a cooperative work, then you might ally with them. If there are too many differences and no share mutual interests, then we ignore or kill the adversary we cannot ally with. Some also submit themselves, or flee, or kill everyone.
In fact i feel more sorry for him and the shity education, values he had or should i say, didnt have, that led him to end that way, than for his "family". They re probably the reason why he destroyed himself that way, will we ever know what kind of abuse he suffered from his childhood? See, maybe his family would prefer he dies before it's revealed, for example.
They re probably relieved he s now obviously going to die without a doubt, so the long stressful wait wont last much longer.
There are many meanings that could be given to his situation. you can laugh all you want. But dont forget, one day it will be your turn, and likely, one day, the whole planet will get destroyed with all lifeforms on it, too.
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Best guess based on the available info is he had a steroid induced hepatic adenoma that degenerated into an HCC, either that or he has cirrhosis from alcohol abuse or hepatitis C which is way more likely knowing the lifestyle he led (needles, gay sec etc)
Either way this doesn't delay his transplant it prevents it if he was on the organ list, history of personal malignancy means he is on his 9th life
Poor guy. Ether is right. At this time with a solid tumor you are denied consideration for a renal transplant for at least five years until the cancer is considered in remission.
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does Derek have any kids?
no, even with modern medicine and hormone therapy he won't be able to give birth
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Err..please people, THINK...are they the victims, considering they are the ones in the first place who did so many mistakes he ended living the life he did. You re confusing causes and consequences. Also, again life is often more complicated than it appears; sometimes people are happy other might die, even in our own families. There are parents who psychologically slowly kill their offspring for example. Consciously, sbuconsciouly, in the end they indeed wound their offpsring, hurt them and want them to fail, die, often because their own parents wanted to see them die. People's thought processes are just so much more complicated than what you think. In my opinion, people are just animals with interests, and you just have to understand their interests before they know yours.
If these interets are shared and you share similar traits that will facilitate a cooperative work, then you might ally with them. If there are too many differences and no share mutual interests, then we ignore or kill the adversary we cannot ally with. Some also submit themselves, or flee, or kill everyone.
In fact i feel more sorry for him and the shity education, values he had or should i say, didnt have, that led him to end that way, than for his "family". They re probably the reason why he destroyed himself that way, will we ever know what kind of abuse he suffered from his childhood? See, maybe his family would prefer he dies before it's revealed, for example.
It's clear that Derek isn't playing with a full box of crayons, but he's still responsible for his actions. There are plenty of people who've had a less than stellar upbringing, but that does not excuse them of their actions. The dude had so many chances and opportunities that others in his situation could only dream of.
Look at ether's posts. I'm not a medical expert, but it sounds like Derek had plenty of chances to clean up his act. Now his parents and family will have to put him under ground and will weep until their dying days because of his actions. It's atrocious how he continued doing all the shit he was doing.
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he didnt want to be just normal as he claims.
he wanted look jacked, inject oil into arms and everyfucking where and now its crubaby time.
he should seriously just off himself.
that cancer will come back in other places if its jnot cut out physicaly, he might aswel apply for new liver transplant.
this is the point where suicide should become an option.
sorry, but him saying he just wants be normal is so hypocrite diarhea from his mouth, it makes me want to vomit for 1 hour straight
EXACTLY.
YOU PLAY, YOU PAY.
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Err..please people, THINK...are they the victims, considering they are the ones in the first place who did so many mistakes he ended living the life he did. You re confusing causes and consequences. Also, again life is often more complicated than it appears; sometimes people are happy other might die, even in our own families. There are parents who psychologically slowly kill their offspring for example. Consciously, sbuconsciouly, in the end they indeed wound their offpsring, hurt them and want them to fail, die, often because their own parents wanted to see them die. People's thought processes are just so much more complicated than what you think. In my opinion, people are just animals with interests, and you just have to understand their interests before they know yours.
If these interets are shared and you share similar traits that will facilitate a cooperative work, then you might ally with them. If there are too many differences and no share mutual interests, then we ignore or kill the adversary we cannot ally with. Some also submit themselves, or flee, or kill everyone.
In fact i feel more sorry for him and the shity education, values he had or should i say, didnt have, that led him to end that way, than for his "family". They re probably the reason why he destroyed himself that way, will we ever know what kind of abuse he suffered from his childhood? See, maybe his family would prefer he dies before it's revealed, for example.
how good would it be if you could blame your parents for every fuck-up in your life.. ::)
there's alot of people that come from shitty dysfunctional families that end up being great people and vice versa...
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Bunch of health nuts in this thread, drinking their broccoli juice & cycling in their SPF 60. ::)
I never got the chance to bash heads with you on here Derek but I wish you well.
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Curious why they aren't treating it more aggressively. If it is malignant, you'd think that a chemo/radiation mix with a surgical option. Perhaps it is some of those benign tumors that some long-time AAS folks get?
HCC is commonly treated locally with radio frequency or cryo ablation. Multi focal HCC w chemoembo.
This of course is a temporizing measure to liver transplant for cure.
Derek is in a word, screwed. His renal disease prevents treatment of his HCC and his HCC prevents his renal transplant. I'm sorry to say it but he has probably less than 5 years on this good earth.
Primary liver cancer is pretty rare so it really is hard to say what caused it. Either way he's in for a battle. Wish him well.
In healthy livers, HCC is very rare. In Derek's liver, not so much. He probably has Hep C ( needles, unprotected anal sex ).
Good luck DA.
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Couldnt happen to a better guy...
If you feel yourself feeling an ounce of sympathy for him, re read some of his posts, or, watch the video of him hitting the punching bag...
This is the death he deserves because he was a wanker his whole life...
Karma is a bitch...
And he deserves to DIE for this.
Some of you fucking people..jesus christ ::)
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Absolutely. They're certainly victims. Think of how torn they must feel that this piece of shit chemically orchestrated his own death.
I don't feel bad for him at all. His health kept deteriorating and he just kept living the same lifestyle. Dude got world class health care, new body parts, dialysis, etc. He just pissed in the faces of everyone who tried to help him as well as people who might have been helped by the medical staff that treated him. He's a waste of life, but unfortunately family forgives things like this and they will be the ultimate victims. I feel terrible for them.
I agree....if the roles were reversed, DA would be on here ridiculing me, and posting taunting pictures of him "rollin' on 20's".
He made his bed, he has to sleep in it. Condolences to his family for what they will have to go through.
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well, all in all you still reduce your lifespan using both, a lifespan that would have been longer if you didnt consume anything at all. I am sorry for him but man, did he do his best to get there. I feel sad cause i somehow "know" him, i know he was just insecure and a jerk, not a bad man, he was unable to keep a good woman, unable to find a real job, probably had huge family issues he will never solve, and i dont know the little kids or other people who suffer from the same kind of stuff so i cant take them into pity. He always struck me as a guy who was stuck in a low quality life. Studies , family etc where outof reach for him.
All it makes me think about is the absurdity of life. The butchery of life. I mean you guys realize at any given moment, tons of people die of many stupid reasons, suffering or not. We re just born, to die, and between birth and death, there's only struggle. You sometimes feel good when you successfully survive difficulties, but it's only to see your last victory being destroyed blindly by another difficulty until one day, you cant take it anymore.
He's probably sad because he knows he s going to die, I'm sad cause I know we , as a specie, will all die one day because we are animals and we can do nothing but kill between two peaceful phases. Rest is only a preparation of the next fight, struggle.
We all have our problems it seems, pick your poison! I hope he will have happy final days surrounded by people who love him , at least. That's funny , i dont even know why i wish him that, where does this empathetic thought come from. Wether he dies in peace or not, why would i care? In fact i probably dont genuinely care, it's just that i hope that myself the day i'll die, i'll be surrounded by loved ones instead of being alone. I'm not interested in his life, suffering or death, I'm just interested in understanding how not to repeat the same mistakes to optimize and increase my own odds of survival and those of my offspring.
We should all stop the bashing now. He abused everything under the sun, was dumb, ignorant, an asshole, despicable, but this stuff happen to people who did a lot more better with their lives. This is the real question how do you explain the randomness of all of that. We all have beliefs, thought processes, to give a meaning to what intrinsically, has none. To survive, our brains lie to us. It could happen to any of us. As if, there was no justice, just randomness, things happen and that's about it. Now what is interesting is the "meaning" we all fabricate to make the absurd daily reality tolerable. Life just makes no sense, but our brains are wired to give meaning to what intrinsically has none. When you re in the flow of life, working, having significant relationships and so on, you rebound a lot easier, you cope with the blows with more ease. When you look at life from a distance whatever the reason -being handicaped, unemployed, old , wounded, etc- and its absurdity, the fact we re just animals randomly killing and getting killed simply because "that's just the way it is" , you dont feel very good about the whole thing. It's even tougher when you feel like you dont contribute, dont participate in anything, when you feel like you re useless. This is what motivate people with nothing, to destroy what others have, or try to steal it, and the cycle keeps repeating itself over and over again.The biggest irony of life is that we probably all think we are right in everything we do to insure our survival.
I guess the right thing to do in all of this is to follow the Bible, God, and do your best to be nice to everyone, work, contribute, transform yourself to be better while motivating other people to do the same. Then you can be proud of your success, and nobody will want to destroy it. If you re really an expert, nobody will even be able to replace you so you dont have to worry about that. Sublimation, perfection. That way you should have all the pros without the cons of life? Lifting weights, playing some sports, working, taking care of family...being with people, helping them... making money excelling at what you re doing...helping other people do the same without fearing they might backstab you or replace you...
It's all nice and rosy but if only it was that easy. Can you do that? That's probably the thoughest shit to do in this life. Fact is most people want to fuck you up, abuse you, dominate you, every time you interact with them and you have to make your boundaries clear and enforce them if and when needed. Life, is war, on all levels. Not getting angry at other people, not continuing their bad behaviors, falling for their games, becoming just like them. Can you keep your inner peace, while seeing people do you or your loved ones harm? No, in these moments the cold reality of what life truly is take over. We re just animals. It's killing, or getting killed. That's the only meaning of life, and all lifeforms have no other -blind- purpose but to reproduce indefinitely and adapt to...survive.
We re all facing people who have it all and in all impunity seem to be able to crush other people lives without ever being worried. So at this point yeah, we all start to doubt the utopic religious view, meaning of life. We just see each others as animals who have no other purpose but kill or get killed.
In real life, we re all forced to see other people animalistic behaviors, and to realize we re just the same, that at its core, life is just about life forms trying to adapt at all costs, being able to do so (using brains, or muscle etc) whatever the way you discover to survive facing the competition , makes you happy, failing makes you frustrated, stressed, wanting to die.
Derek could have chosen a better path, lifting naturally, not doing roids, synthol, rec drugs, not posing in front of a webcam for schmoes as a living... but in the end he would have died too. What probably makes hi sad is what he hasnt been able to achieve before dying; building a healthy, happy family, doing better with what he inherited and acquired. That's probably his only regret. And the shame of having been exposed, laughed at, for so long, reading that many people will enjoy his death.
But...what about the other men who live the same lifestyle, and arent about to die? Lot of males do the same stuff as a living, but their health is ok, maybe later it will worsen, but why DA has to die now ? Because he really , really, abused more than they do? Many people deserve to die more than him, murderers etc, still, they ll live longer lives. How comes? Where is the justice in all of that?
There's probably none. That's just the vain, absurd, stupid way it is, life is. Can anyone come up with something more optimistic?
We all try to survive, and feel somewhat good to see other die as it subconsciously mean we have been spared, all of this developed during millions of years of evolution, that's just how all lifeforms are. We re only sad when someone who was important to our own survival dies. We all try to adapt, and have to step on other people in many occasions to insure our own survival. Even if we didnt want to, we would still have to, cause that's just the way it is.
One thing is sure, Heaven is not on earth. And the funny is that all winners, finally lose one day, hapiness is probably seeing others fail before you do.
what kind of psycho writes wall of texts like this in a place like getbig?
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It's clear that Derek isn't playing with a full box of crayons, but he's still responsible for his actions.
Big words. "responsible for". So is the guy who was raised by caring parents, who studies, play sports, has a place in the firm of his father reserved, drives a nice big car and date a top model , is...responsible for it? How did DA choose anything of his genes and upbringings? How is he responsible for noone in his family, to tell him he should do something better of his existence? How is he responsible for probably having shitty fathers and grandfathers?
Mmmmh. Sorry but i believe we are preprogramed, predeterminated by what, who, precedes us, spawned us, raised us, conditioned us. When you come from such a family, you are programmed to end the way he ends, as simple as that, just like people coming from other families are programmed from the getgo to end the way they do. One thing is sure tho, one day it's the end for all of us.
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Dorian Yates talked about this , steroids are like cigarettes some people can smoke 3 packs a day for 50 years and never have a problem , other get cancer. The problem is you don't know which of those people you are until you roll the dice.
You nailed it. All these bodybuilding drugs are a risk to health. Some will have problems after 4 years of cycling on and off. Some after decades. Guys are just delusional thinking they have big muscles so they think they are healthy. The guys who are really delusional are the ones that think they earned their muscles with hard work and training knowledge. As soon as they go off of drugs for six months it suddenly brings them to reality that they are built like crap no matter what they do.
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It's too bad he won't live, but then again, who does?
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he didnt want to be just normal as he claims.
he wanted look jacked, inject oil into arms and everyfucking where and now its crubaby time.
he should seriously just off himself.
that cancer will come back in other places if its jnot cut out physicaly, he might aswel apply for new liver transplant.
this is the point where suicide should become an option.
sorry, but him saying he just wants be normal is so hypocrite diarhea from his mouth, it makes me want to vomit for 1 hour straight
I believe him when he says he wishes he could have been a normal guy. Dude has so many psychological issues...it was ok as long as he was able to camoflage them behind tatts, gay porn and oil/steroids, but now it doesnt work anymore... Now he s probably asking himself where did he go so wrong, when all of this started, why etc. The guy had ego, even when he was on dialisis and not diagnosed with cancer he was still playing tough. Fascinating. Now obviously the cancer is diagnosed, there's no more bragging anymore at all, that's the final blow. You can admire his "strenght", if only it was channeled toward more respectable things I guess we can agree on that. Fact is he had talents, but no moral guidance or a very, very twisted one to make anything good out of it. And this moral guidance, or lack of it, especially for a man, often comes -or never come- from a strong stable father figure.
I'm certain he wishes he was a normal -functioning- guy RIGHT NOW instead of having cancer.
Crazy also that it's no other than vince goodcum who brings the news with a large smile on his face without a doubt, probably thinking God is on his side.
God probably prefers dumb ignorant people even if they are homosexuals, to people like derek it appears. Or maybe, there's no God, and people, life forms just live and die, randomly. Have you ever thought of the amount of human beings who have died since man exists? The number of lives that existed before us. All these billions of humans who did most of the same mistakes we did, have known the same "joys", used the same strategies of survival, spent their existences struggling to insure their survival, and who all, died one day. And what they left behind them is..us. Those who survived and reproduced left their genes in all of us, and we re doing exactly the same things they did, every single day. We inherited their strategies of adaptation, of survival, and we have nothing else to do than learn old ones, create new ones, teach them to others for a living etc.
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It's too bad he won't live, but then again, who does?
4 year life span if he's lucky..
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Big words. "responsible for". So is the guy who was raised by caring parents, who studies, play sports, has a place in the firm of his father reserved, drives a nice big car and date a top model , is...responsible for it? How did DA choose anything of his genes and upbringings? How is he responsible for noone in his family, to tell him he should do something better of his existence? How is he responsible for probably having shitty fathers and grandfathers?
Mmmmh. Sorry but i believe we are preprogramed, predeterminated by what, who, precedes us, spawned us, raised us, conditioned us. When you come from such a family, you are programmed to end the way he ends, as simple as that, just like people coming from other families are programmed from the getgo to end the way they do. One thing is sure tho, one day it's the end for all of us.
Complete bullshit. At some point a person chooses their own path.
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Complete bullshit. At some point a person chooses their own path.
No. We follow paths that are already embedded in us, we might "choose" between what we have inherited, acquired, but the choice is very limited. Also what do you choose when you know you re diagnosed with cancer? Fact is we dont choose anything. Would you want to come to life if you had the choice? We dont choose to be spawned, and our only freedom is to struggle for survival against other lifeforms who were spawned as blindly as we were. "Choices" ? Seriously? The only thing we can choose is what strategy of survival we ll pick to adapt/face a life threatening situation. We only choose to kill, instead of being killed, some choose to cooperate, to be assimilated, to submit, to flee... and some choose to end their lives. These are our only "choices", and all lifeforms have the same choices whatever their level of "development"; kill, get killed, kill yourself, cooperate, submit, flee.
See, when all is said and done, tomorrow we ll have to kill instead of being killed, and we ll kill, because we ll think our own existence has to prevail. And all lifeforms "think" the same! So war, violence, which are life itself, will never, ever cease. If you want to end violence, war, suffering, you have to end life itself as life generates violence and inequality constantly.
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Big words. "responsible for". So is the guy who was raised by caring parents, who studies, play sports, has a place in the firm of his father reserved, drives a nice big car and date a top model , is...responsible for it? How did DA choose anything of his genes and upbringings? How is he responsible for noone in his family, to tell him he should do something better of his existence? How is he responsible for probably having shitty fathers and grandfathers?
Mmmmh. Sorry but i believe we are preprogramed, predeterminated by what, who, precedes us, spawned us, raised us, conditioned us. When you come from such a family, you are programmed to end the way he ends, as simple as that, just like people coming from other families are programmed from the getgo to end the way they do. One thing is sure tho, one day it's the end for all of us.
The fuck? Did you forget that Derek drinks, does every recreational drug known to man, has unprotected sex with whores, shoots copious amounts of oil into every body part all with wreckless abandon? ???
So if I rob a bank or push an old lady down and break her hip, my parents are responsible? I'm exonerated no matter what I do, because the environment I was raised in dictates my actions and not myself? Jesus Christ... I'd better go do some bad shit then. I always thought the onus was on myself!
Thanks for letting me know about the get-out-of-jail-free card. I've spent my whole life meticulously contemplating my actions and trying my utmost to be a good person. If I had known it was this easy I'd shoot gallons of oil into my arms and let horny old men jack off to my naked dance moves for their dirty money. ::)
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No. We follow paths that are already embedded in us, we might "choose" between what we have inherited, acquired, but the choice is very limited. Also what do you choose when you know you re diagnosed with cancer? Fact is we dont choose anything. Would you want to come to life if you had the choice? We dont choose to be spawned, and our only freedom is to struggle for survival against other lifeforms who were spawned as blindly as we were. "Choices" ? Seriously? The only thing we can choose is what strategy of survival we ll pick to adapt/face a life threatening situation.
You are way over reaching. Choosing to better ones lotbin life is accomplished every single day many people. Health is a different issue, but who is to say how much longer it would take or if at all DA would have developed these health problems if he hadnt taken every compound known to man, both PED and rec.
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It's too bad he won't live, but then again, who does?
Bladerunner....Ok, if he deserves to die, how is he different from any pro or amateur bodybuilder? do we say on here, wow they look freaking awesome, a comic book character...but when they get sick we say, fuck him, he did it to himself? Anyone that refutes my arguement, fuck you, you are a hypocrite on this forum...DA does have a shitty personality, but god damn, he does not deserve to die..We will all die though someday, from something...DA made a lot of cash in his life, banged a lot of hot women...In his defense though, even though he had all that, why stop now? Fuck he is still so young, and could do more, make more money, bang more women...Is he going to win the Nobel Peace prize? No, but shit man, fuckers on here are fucking demented, see a fucking shrink for christs sake..
Yes, this is a meltdown...For a good reason
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The fuck? Did you forget that Derek drinks, does every recreational drug known to man, has unprotected sex with whores, shoots copious amounts of oil into every body part all with wreckless abandon? ???
what if you learn he got buttfucked by dady or granddaddy when a kid? What if you learn his mother told him he would never be a man, just like his father? what if you learn his parents had low IQs and as a result he had an even lower IQ himself? how did he choose any of that? And still, all of these preprogramations are indeed what led him to do the "choices" among the very limited amount of "choices" he had access to.
Prisons are full of guys like him. Who had even worse upbringings. And you, had problems in your life, overcame them, and as a result consider these people "deserve" what they got. But that's pure non sense. Reality is you re just LUCKY you had what you had, genes included, which often determine one's mental toughness, and they werent as lucky. And you feel all good, right, mighty powerful to say "he deserves/deserved" it. Just like you d say someone who rapes a baby he "deserves" to die.
But you only tell that to yourself to hide the fact all of this, is absurd. There is no good or evil. Just sheer absurdity. People, animals, who survive better than others, who are smarter, better prepared, educated, who have higher odds of survival, of adaptation. That's all we do, we adapt to survive. The way we adapt, survive tho, the moral principles we use to justify our acts, is what matters to most. But again, some people are designed for success, while others are designed for pain. And none of them chose any of it.
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Uberman, you have very insightful posts, but damn i cant read all that shit, i usually speed read a post here and there...Can you try to shorten and be more precise?
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Uberman, you have very insightful posts, but damn i cant read all that shit, i usually speed read a post here and there...Can you try to shorten and be more precise?
No.
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It's too bad he won't live, but then again, who does?
Blade Runner. You''re a good man, TG.
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what if you learn he got buttfucked by dady or granddaddy when a kid? What if you learn his mother told him he would never be a man, just like his father? what if you learn his parents had low IQs and as a result he had an even lower IQ himself? how did he choose any of that? And still, all of these preprogramations are indeed what led him to do the "choices" among the very limited amount of "choices" he had access to.
Prisons are full of guys like him. Who had even worse upbringings. And you, had problems in your life, overcame them, and as a result consider these people "deserve" what they got. But that's pure non sense. Reality is you re just LUCKY you had what you had, genes included, which often determine one's mental toughness, and they werent as lucky. And you feel all good, right, mighty powerful to say "he deserves/deserved" it. Just like you d say someone who rapes a baby he "deserves" to die.
But you only tell that to yourself to hide the fact all of this, is absurd. There is no good or evil. Just sheer absurdity. People, animals, who survive better than others, who are smarter, better prepared, educated, who have higher odds of survival, of adaptation. That's all we do, we adapt to survive. The way we adapt, survive tho, the moral principles we use to justify our acts, is what matters to most. But again, some people are designed for success, while others are designed for pain. And none of them chose any of it.
One of us has an absurd worldview, uberman.
Take a gander at whom the fucked up one is.
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Some good stuff by uberman. I may not agree with everything, and many things I don't know and
don't pretend to know, but much of what he writes is something I've considered.
There may be no free will, or it may be extremely limited. We may be nothing but puppets pulled on by invisible strings.
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One of us has an absurd worldview, uberman.
Take a gander at whom the fucked up one is.
It's usually the one who talks least/less. I'll be waiting by the luggage carousal. Total homo.
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You are way over reaching. Choosing to better ones lotbin life is accomplished every single day many people. Health is a different issue, but who is to say how much longer it would take or if at all DA would have developed these health problems if he hadnt taken every compound known to man, both PED and rec.
I'm just saying if one day something real bad happen to you, or loved ones, if you lose everything, ill come by and say "haha look, he deserved it, it's obvious". Fact is many people lose everything, some have ressources , things to sell so other will "buy them back" , if someone needs you once you lost everything, well, you might have a chance. But some people really have nothing, they re just alive because other people are paid to keep them alive, that's the only reason why they re alive. Look at all the people who work in hospitals, caregivers , retirement homes etc.
We re all linked to each others by interests, nothing more. You ll say, well nothing bad will ever happen to me cause im smart and will prevent anything from happening... well... let's hope you re right. Let's hope you never face the cold hard absurdity of life, and you ll always stay in the reassuring flow of believing
"this is justice, this is normal, because it makes me feel better about my own life". We tend to think that everything that goes our way -allow us to survive- is Good and that everything that goes against our way -our survival- is "bad". One day you ll realize we all think the same! The ultimate irony. And it's all fun and games until someone else wins and you lose.
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My wife is a registered nurse and is the DON at a home hospice company and yes based on the little he has told about his prognosis he is fucked, he will die and likely in the next two years or less. When you go from having a body that filters out waste 24/7 to one that only does it 4 hours for 3 days a week and on top of that you take substances that promote rapid cellular growth and have a specific negative effect on the liver when the body can't filter out the waste and then on top of that you slam God knows how many mls of an unknown oil into several areas of your body, you end up fucked, even if he gets rid of the cancer he'll never make it back on the transplant list if he ever even was, what doc can look at him and say he is a good candidate and still be upholding there Hippocratic oath, the answer is none.
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Some good stuff by uberman. I may not agree with everything, and many things I don't know and
don't pretend to know, but much of what he writes is something I've considered.
There may be no free will, or it may be extremely limited. We may be nothing but puppets pulled on by invisible strings.
Some of what he says is good stuff, however he's not seated in reality and he's far too forgiving. After almost making a point that everyone can agree on, he completely veers off course and onto a huge tangent.
We are products of our environment, but if I pull out a gun and start spraying lead it's a fault of my own and I am the sole person responsible. Every interaction we have with people and our environments is contributory in a small way, but we ultimately make the decisions we carry out. Derek is the strongest mitigating factor in Derek's life. Not some feeling of inadequacy from 20 years ago that manifested into a runaway train of havoc and drug abuse. Derek is the conductor and can pull the levers at a moment's notice. He's the one who drove himself into the ground and no one else.
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One of us has an absurd worldview, uberman.
Take a gander at whom the fucked up one is.
Your life is as absurd as everyone's else, but you dont know it/ or want to accept it. Yeah, even atheists can be as brainwashed as believers; fact is none of us want to acknowledge the fundamental absurdity -lack of sense, meaning- of life itself.
Dont worry tho, as we age, we all realize it. But when we re old farts, we dont want to talk about it with younger people -who insure our survival by taking care of us- or we wouldnt be able to survive. So that's how we all keep pretending we re not animal, we all pretend to be nice to each others "because we love each others", never understand that by love, we mean shared interests that allow us to insure each other survival.
Some , having busy, easy or hard lives, only start realizing the sheer stupidity of life in their 60s or 80s when they finaly take some time to look at it from a distance, some who for some reasons are very smart and badly treated, realize this a lot sooner. Some are badly treated but dont care and dont have the intelligence to understand the absurdity of life, they just enjoy what they can have.
Many who come from happy confident upbringings, realize it but dont care and simply benefit of their position of power to crush the others without a second thought all life long. All receipes exist, but in the end, we re all animals hoping to get something that doesnt exist; eternal life, power, domination, constant pleasure etc. We try our best during our lives to reach the highest ranks of our specie's hierarchy, we all want to be Gods. God the almighty eternal man who created and manipulate everything is just our desire of ultimate might we can never attain on earth. God is probably the last human on earth who knows everything his countless ancestors learned, who can recreate life after reverse engeenering it, God is probably the last man on earth who flees it to create life somewhere else.
But maybe it will never happen, maybe we ll all get extinct one day, for one reason or another. Will a solar explosion, meteor rain, supervolcano eruption, or our own mistakes definitely end life on earth before we can even settle on another planet?
And...if it ever happen, if we re ever able to reach another planet...what would be our daily task there? Survive, adapt, struggle against each others and other life forms....to insure our survival, and so on, again, and again, and again and again and again and...
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Reason for the delay in his transplant:
Derek Anthony
November 6 via mobile
Well one of the main reasons the kidney transplant was delayed my thyroid was elevated they fixed that with medicine. And they saw a tumor in my liver they biopsyed it and it was a localized cancer tumor. It can be fixed with radiation not chemo. So no transplant for me another battle I have to fight why can't I catch a break am I that bad a person. Dialysis now cancer ? Ill try to stay optimistic but this is killing me inside I just wanted to be normal
This is fucking karma.
Maybe he will finally learn a fucking lesson.
Throughout all of this though, he has still managed to treat people like complete pieces of shit.
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HCC is commonly treated locally with radio frequency or cryo ablation. Multi focal HCC w chemoembo.
This of course is a temporizing measure to liver transplant for cure.
Derek is in a word, screwed. His renal disease prevents treatment of his HCC and his HCC prevents his renal transplant. I'm sorry to say it but he has probably less than 5 years on this good earth.
In healthy livers, HCC is very rare. In Derek's liver, not so much. He probably has Hep C ( needles, unprotected anal sex ).
Good luck DA.
If I remember correctly and I could be wrong it's something like 1% of the population gets it and there are tons of drugs addicts plus he is young so it prop is even more rare for his age. Also, it depends on the size of the tumor as to whether they can do the ablation.
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I always say, you get what you get. When one clearly abuses his body in such a fashion as this guy so obviously has, it's a good bet he's gonna have some issues, at some point. It's sad that he's dumb/ill to an extent that has pushed him towards this inevitable end, but fact is, what's coming isn't such a shock.
A human life isn't something necessarily valuable, in truth. We have seven billion of us on this here planet Earth. DA rolled the dice in a careless and idiotic way and will now pay the price.
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Maybe he will finally learn a fucking lesson.
Well, what lesson ? All he is left with is regrets, remorse, and pain. What s the point of a lesson if you re gonna die soon after you learned it anyway?
I am sorry to say, but derek will die "surrounded by loved ones -who are in a big part responsible for his death one way or another-", not understanding anything and having tons of regrets about things he will never know, wasnt able, capable, conditioned to perform. Family will cry a little, then finally they ll be happy will feel "relieved" of a weight and will go on. Newsflash, that's what humans/lifeforms have been doing for countless millions of years; learn from those who failed, how to not reproduce their mistakes to live longer and stronger.
Whatever the way you look at it DA is just a mistake and we re all learning from it. He makes us feel good about our lives in his suffering.
The irony still, is that in years, decades, centuries from now maybe, other humans will follow exactly the same path, just like many died the same way countless times in the past. At the moment there are probably millions of DA , declined in various forms , shapes, of all kinds. At the very moment, there are kids taking the first step to go the exact same path.
What is the meaning of this?
There is none.
It just happens, strategies of survival, confronted to each others, sometime one lifeform wins, sometimes it's the other, and it keeps going on, again, and again, and again, and again , etc
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Derek has been on his deathbed before, and continued to inject himself full of shit, mistreat his body, mistreat others, etc.
He doesn't care about anyone except for himself.
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Derek has been on his deathbed before, and continued to inject himself full of shit, mistreat his body, mistreat others, etc.
He doesn't care about anyone except for himself.
So what.
Half the members here are absolute pieces of shit....do they "deserve" to die. And not internet die...really die.
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I always say, you get what you get. When one clearly abuses his body in such a fashion as this guy so obviously has, it's a good bet he's gonna have some issues, at some point. It's sad that he's dumb/ill to an extent that has pushed him towards this inevitable end, but fact is, what's coming isn't such a shock.
A human life isn't something necessarily valuable, in truth. We have seven billion of us on this here planet Earth. DA rolled the dice in a careless and idiotic way and will now pay the price.
"Your" saying" is deeply embedded in your brain, genes, by generations of your ancestors who got it from religious beliefs... It is a strategy of survival recorded there to cope with life threatening situations/thoughts, just like everything else that is recorded in our brains and bodies; we all are a sum of strategies of survival that have no other purpose but to allow us to adapt and survive.
Again it makes you feel good, and that is its intent. Billions of people think the same when facing such situations. We all have this, we all think it's normal, it's even "good", as long as it happens to someone else. Then when it happens to us, we think "what did i do wrong" or "why is it happening to be, was i so bad of a person" ? Then you either change, adapt, submit, cooperate, ally , "understand thing you didnt understand previously" etc.
Yeah. But one day you ll die too. Whatever the way you ll die. Physical, mental illness, accident, murder, and people around you will think "you get what you get".
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Some of what he says is good stuff, however he's not seated in reality and he's far too forgiving. After almost making a point that everyone can agree on, he completely veers off course and onto a huge tangent.
We are products of our environment, but if I pull out a gun and start spraying lead it's a fault of my own and I am the sole person responsible. Every interaction we have with people and our environments is contributory in a small way, but we ultimately make the decisions we carry out. Derek is the strongest mitigating factor in Derek's life. Not some feeling of inadequacy from 20 years ago that manifested into a runaway train of havoc and drug abuse. Derek is the conductor and can pull the levers at a moment's notice. He's the one who drove himself into the ground and no one else.
This society is built on the assumption that we have free will. If we deny that everything crumbles.
Whether or not we have free will I've come to the conclusion that we have less say in what we do or become than many of us assume.
I live as if I decide everything I do and assume everyone else has a choice as well, but when I
think about it I'm not so sure anymore. But again, we have to live as if we were in control.
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Derek has been on his deathbed before, and continued to inject himself full of shit, mistreat his body, mistreat others, etc.
He doesn't care about anyone except for himself.
is that you in your avi?
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He doesn't care about anyone except for himself.
Cause he has noone else to care about.... he couldnt keep meaningful relationships or develop them cause he didnt have what it took, he didnt inherit or acquire it.
And he was unable to care about anyone else, he didnt learn to do so, cause his own parents probably didnt care about him either. Get your fucking facts straight.
I remember the times of the sponsors, the girlfriend he had who looked like a smart nice woman but too gullible and who fell for his fake though persona before realizing the insecure douchebag he truly was. It's at that time things should have changed, but obviously he dumped her or he left cause she probably wanted to put some sense in his head.
Guys, his upbringings suck, as simple as that. And they are the main reason why he s gonna end that precise way. Talk about choices all you want. I dont buy it. He was engeenered to fail that way, and he is not the only responsible, just the muppet of an experience that went wrong. You cant just take an individual and separates him or her from all the people involved in his/her existence.
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EXACTLY.
YOU PLAY, YOU PAY.
yeah id just call it off, thats it thats the price.
id make sure to shoot someone who owes me money or betrayed me beforehand right into their face before the cancer weakens me too much.
sure we can wish him a good recovery which is unlikely to happen, but hes just paying the price for play.
better luck next life.if theres is one, if theres no next life, so what he was meaningless existance overal.
why is he afraid of dying?he's prone to do the next more dumb thing as soon as he recovers. then it'd be the same over again.
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forgot 1 thing... i have always thought DA to be a complete asshole since 1998 when i first joined this website. i have NEVER liked him EVER. having said that...he is a get bigger and i wish him a complete recovery.
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good bye friend
hope your hair gets restored in heaven
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This society is built on the assumption that we have free will. If we deny that everything crumbles.
Whether or not we have free will I've come to the conclusion that we have less say in what we do or become than many of us assume.
I live as if I decide everything I do and assume everyone else has a choice as well, but when I
think about it I'm not so sure anymore. But again, we have to live as if we were in control.
Until for one reason or another, you lose control. I guess a smart man, woman, is someone who lives a long life , get the most of it, see others die, fail before him, benefit from their downfalls, and keeps everything and everyone under control -ie helping him /her survive as long as possible-. Isnt that the ideal man, woman figure we all wish we could be, or have, as a mentor/adviser?
Also people tend to admire people who survive difficulties, adapt, stay alive while others would have failed. Because what we admire is "life", or "lifeforms" that survive, adapt, dominate instead of being dominated. Who admires the weak lion in a group, nobody , everyone admires the strong alpha male that fuck every female he wants when he wants and who eats other males offsprings before fucking their mothers. We are nothing more than animals who are conscious of being animals, that's our only difference with other animal species, but in the end, we share and live by the same intrinsical principles; kill or get killed. Fuck, eat, hide, dominate, submit, flee, cooperate, reproduce, sleep, drink...die.
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Cause he has noone else to care about.... he couldnt keep meaningful relationships or develop cause he didnt have what it took, he didnt inherit or acquire it.
And he was unable to care about anyone else, he didnt learn to do so, cause his own parents probably didnt care about him either. Get your fucking facts straight.
I remember the times of the sponsors, the girlfriend he had who looked like a smart nice woman but too gullible and who fell for his fake though persona before realizing the insecure douchebag he truly was. It's at that time things should have changed, but obviously he dumped her or he left cause she probably wanted to put some sense in his head.
Guys, his upbringings suck, as simple as that. And they are the main reason why he s gonna end that precise way. Talk about choices all you want. I dont buy it. He was engeenered to fail that way, and he is not the only responsible, just the muppet of an experience that went wrong. You cant just take an individual and separates him or her from all the people involved in his/her existence.
Get your fucking facts straight. You know absolutely nothing about him. He has some of the most caring kindest parents, that people only wish for.
His was brought up in a normal loving household, and if you knew anything about this guy outside of the internet discussion forums you would know this.
All you are doing in your "so called philosophical rants" is speculating. You actually know nothing about this fucking guy outside of the world of bodybuilding.
I do and guess what.....he's a complete douchebag in the bodybuilding world and out of it.
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Half the members here are absolute pieces of shit....do they "deserve" to die.
Yes.
DA the architect of his own downfall .
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Get your fucking facts straight. You know absolutely nothing about him. He has some of the most caring kindest parents, that people only wish for.
His was brought up in a normal loving household, and if you knew anything about this guy outside of the internet discussion forums you would know this.
All you are doing in your "so called philosophical rants" is speculating. You actually know nothing about this fucking guy outside of the world of bodybuilding.
I do and guess what.....he's a complete douchebag in the bodybuilding world and out of it.
You are right, i dont know in details his life, but..neither do you.
One thing i can tell you from personal -professional- experience, you dont do what he s done to his body and mind if you re secure and have decently developed moral values. Why didnt he take studies, work a shit job before getting a good one, why didnt he have a family, wife, kids etc
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Yes.
DA the architect of his own downfall .
How is that russian woman crossing the roads and being killed by a car was an architect of her own downfall?
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You ll have Three choices to conclude your argument;
-Religious belief: it was God/a superior power's will, it has a meaning but we just cant understand it yet, if I am faithful to God he will always protect me from bad things, and if bad things happen to me, well it's Him testing me and I deserved it
-Working , functioning, well integrated Atheist belief; she should have been more careful, i am always very careful when i cross the streets, it's her fault it would never happen to me i would have avoided the car etc what's on TV tonight?
-Depressed atheist/nihilistic/scientific belief: it was absurd (she was innocent just minding her own business, respecting the rules it's unfair, but fairness has nothing to do with the reality of life which has no purpose but to blindly adapt -and replicate- itself indefinitely to its surrounding environment it has no control over)
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You are right, i dont know in details his life, but..neither do you.
One thing i can tell you from personal -professional- experience, you dont do what he s done to his body and mind if you re secure and have decently developed moral values. Why didnt he take studies, work a shit job before getting a good one, why didnt he have a family, wife, kids etc
WRONG.
There's a reason I don't like the guy and it goes beyond the bodybuilding forums.
So quit fucking assuming shit.
My only wish is that he doesn't die in any type of physical pain.
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If I remember correctly and I could be wrong it's something like 1% of the population gets it and there are tons of drugs addicts plus he is young so it prop is even more rare for his age. Also, it depends on the size of the tumor as to whether they can do the ablation.
Although not exactly 100% accurate;
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hepatocellular_carcinoma
Like I said 2 possibilities;
Steroid induced Adenoma to HCC (Beware PJ Braun)
Hep C (from dirty needles, unprotected rectal sex) induced cirrhosis to HCC cascade (beware all BBers)
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He looks great.
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So what.
Half the members here are absolute pieces of shit....do they "deserve" to die. And not internet die...really die.
Groink, I highly doubt most getbiggers are this way in real life. Its all an internet act.
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Although not exactly 100% accurate;
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hepatocellular_carcinoma
Like I said 2 possibilities;
Steroid induced Adenoma to HCC (Beware PJ Braun)
Hep C (from dirty needles, unprotected rectal sex) induced cirrhosis to HCC cascade (beware all BBers)
No, no, no. Uberman says its all just pure chance and his lack of upbringing made him inject various substances. He had no choice in the matter.
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Groink, I highly doubt most getbiggers are this way in real life. Its all an internet act.
I really don't give a fuck if he dies today.
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i can't wait for the zhasni tribute video
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I really don't give a fuck if he dies today.
X2 two he made his bed.
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I really don't give a fuck if he dies today.
Don't hold back, che. :D :D
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X2 two he made his bed.
Not according yo undermen. DA had no choice in the matter.
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I really don't give a fuck if he dies today.
Lol :D
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Derek has been on his deathbed before, and continued to inject himself full of shit, mistreat his body, mistreat others, etc.
He doesn't care about anyone except for himself.
And you know this...how?
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Groink, I highly doubt most getbiggers are this way in real life. Its all an internet act.
I get that.... I'm saying I find it silly that people say he "deserves" to die...as if being a dick and taking steroids in punishable by death.
Yep...he did it to himself... I'm not feeling sorry for him..there is a difference.
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(http://www.crazytownblog.com/.a/6a012876c6c7fb970c017742906598970d-pi)
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I get that.... I'm saying I find it silly that people say he "deserves" to die...as if being a dick and taking steroids in punishable by death.
Yep...he did it to himself... I'm not feeling sorry for him..there is a difference.
Well, yeah, I dont wish death on him or anything.
But my response to a 5 year old getting cancer is much different than DA getting cancer.
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And you know this...how?
Yes, no oil in these arms. :-\ :-\
Man, this looks nothing like him.
(http://i42.tinypic.com/108e80o.jpg)
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I get that.... I'm saying I find it silly that people say he "deserves" to die...as if being a dick and taking steroids in punishable by death.
Yep...he did it to himself... I'm not feeling sorry for him..there is a difference.
Point, simple. Point, blank. /Ronnie Coleman
Seriously though, cancer can hit anyone. But I won't believe for a second that Derek's lifestyle didn't contribute to this. Cat's burned through all 9 of his lives a long time ago and he still flexes down for selfies in between dialysis treatments.
It's just my shitty opinion, but if I were literally clinging to life I would probably try spending my last days a bit more humble. But to each his own.
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(http://i42.tinypic.com/108e80o.jpg) Holy Shit... thats incredible how distorted he looks now...
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Some real PIECES OF OF SHITS in this thread, for real. Wishing this on another human or claiming he deserves it because he was not a nice person MAKES YOU MUTHERF... lower then scum, seriously? saying you are not surprised is one thing, OK but saying basically ''good'' ,means you guys are in denial on what kind of person you are, look in the mirror, this is what scum looks like.
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Some real PIECES OF OF SHITS in this thread, for real. Wishing this on another human or claiming he deserves it because he was not a nice person MAKES YOU MUTHERF... lower then scum, seriously? saying you are not surprised is one thing, OK but saying basically ''good'' ,means you guys are in denial on what kind of person you are, look in the mirror, this is what scum looks like.
I was saying the same thing when his kidneys were failing the first time and he fell into coma. Now, after this retard was given a 2nd chance and he was keeping up all he did before, with monster doses of oil and rx, you can just make fun of him. Seriously, this guy must have a death wish.
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I blame Vince
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I blame Vince
LMAO!!
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Some real PIECES OF OF SHITS in this thread, for real. Wishing this on another human or claiming he deserves it because he was not a nice person MAKES YOU MUTHERF... lower then scum, seriously? saying you are not surprised is one thing, OK but saying basically ''good'' ,means you guys are in denial on what kind of person you are, look in the mirror, this is what scum looks like.
:'(
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It's too bad he won't live, but then again, who does?
All those moments of schmoey buttsecks will be lost in time. Like tears...in rain. Time to...
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Groink, I highly doubt most getbiggers are this way in real life. Its all an internet act.
well groink is one to talk, let's say he s the least to be "pure and innocent" on here. Maybe he include himself in the list of the "pieces of shit" who post on here i dont know.
I'm sure he wished some people who posted some of his private infos and pictures on here or tore him a new asshole could die and it would have made his day. Im sure he still wishes it could happen. So again, let's not be hypocritical here. We all take pleasure in seeing someone who hurt us, suffer. That's just how we as animals, are wired. Whatever your amount of spirituality etc, we re all animals in the first place. Sometimes i even take pleasure in seeing someone i dont know but who i consider dumb because of his appearance, skin color or face.
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I get that.... I'm saying I find it silly that people say he "deserves" to die...as if being a dick and taking steroids in punishable by death.
Yep...he did it to himself... I'm not feeling sorry for him..there is a difference.
on a side note there are many people i want to kill in my everyday life; and so do all of us; bosses, neighboors etc, let's be honnest, we would rejoice if we learned they died or take pleasure in seeing them suffer psychologically or physically. That's just how life, nature works; someone's pain is someone else's good news of the day. So let's stop pretending, we dont care about DA, and he had it coming to him, we all wish he wont suffer too much now it's clear he 's done, but vince goodcum and other people he mistreated who probably wish him the most painful death ever. Can we blame them? then anger we have toward a person is proportional to the suffering one's inflicted to us. Where's "justice" in all of this? Vince goodcum is an uneducated low life homosexual who sends his autistic white husband earn the bacon and stays at home doing nothing, what kind of death does such a lifestyle deserve in God's eyes?
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Some real PIECES OF OF SHITS in this thread, for real. Wishing this on another human or claiming he deserves it because he was not a nice person MAKES YOU MUTHERF... lower then scum, seriously? saying you are not surprised is one thing, OK but saying basically ''good'' ,means you guys are in denial on what kind of person you are, look in the mirror, this is what scum looks like.
preach
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Some real PIECES OF OF SHITS in this thread, for real. Wishing this on another human or claiming he deserves it because he was not a nice person MAKES YOU MUTHERF... lower then scum, seriously? saying you are not surprised is one thing, OK but saying basically ''good'' ,means you guys are in denial on what kind of person you are, look in the mirror, this is what scum looks like.
you are an hypocrit. You feel the same as us but you use us to make yourself feel and look better. Well, it's a strategy of survival among many others. Using other people problems to promote yourself as a saint. Imo, you re the real , filthy sneaky scum.
Some real PIECES OF OF SHITS in this thread, for real. Wishing this on another human or claiming he deserves it because he was not a nice person MAKES YOU MUTHERF... lower then scum, seriously? saying you are not surprised is one thing, OK but saying basically ''good'' ,means you guys are in denial on what kind of person you are, look in the mirror, this is what scum looks like.
We re all someone else's scum. See, you re probably convinced we are assholes, but we also think you re an hypocritical asshole, depends of the point of view. Now truth is, there is no "ultimate truth, reality, justice" or anything, you arent right, we arent righ either, cause what is right and what is wrong is relative... life is just about those who defend their point of view better than others who have a different one, using brains, strenght, beauty, etc. In many cases the right, nice intelligent but weak or lonely man got killed by groups of people who had strenght on their side with no concerns of how right he was. You can have all the nice ideas to better the world you want, if someone else has a gun and you dont to defend your ideas, well they ll become their ideas, or you ll get killed for formulating them.
But again in the end, we still all die. What we admire as animals, are the alpha animals, the strongest, those who last the longest, who resist to all dangers, and we admire them because we want to learn from them the strategies of survival they ve been using to integrate them into our own existences and improve our own odds of survival.
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you are an hypocrit. You feel the same as us but you use us to make yourself feel and look better. Well, it's a strategy of survival among many others. Using other people problems to promote yourself as a saint. Imo, you re the real , filthy sneaky scum.
Lay off him, uberman. He has absolutely no control whatsoever over his actions. He's a product of his environment. No free will, no choices, no responsibilities, he is exonerated. Back off!
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Its hard to feel sorry for someone like him but I still do.
The guy is way too young to look death in its eyes.
If you've ever dealt with cancer(or another life threatening illness) either personally or with a family member you'd be both more empathetic and sympathetic.
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Lay off him, uberman. He has absolutely no control whatsoever over his actions. He's a product of his environment. No free will, no choices, no responsibilities, he is exonerated. Back off!
Haha. :D
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Lay off him, uberman. He has absolutely no control whatsoever over his actions. He's a product of his environment. No free will, no choices, no responsibilities, he is exonerated. Back off!
Exactly, he is what he is because he s been taught, conditioned, to be that way by his caregivers who probably did the same , were hypocrits themselves, to make themselves look good in the eyes of others, again it's a very common strategy of survival. He's just imitating his role models strategies of survival he was exposed to and integrated, and now reproduce them. We all know someone like that, someone who always say nice things and looks good, even if we know that he thinks the same as us. Some dont say anything and just keep their mouth shut ("haha good riddance"), some say it, and some pretend to not think it and point fingers at those who said what everyone was thinking. Well, in the end, we all think "haha, good riddance" , one less competitor, and more resources for me, wether we say it or not. Those who dont say it and point fingers at others who say it are often considered the most intelligent, the greatest manipulators.
Btw dustin, it sounds like you have difficulties coping with the inherent determinism in people's and animals lives. Well, it's just a matter of time before you fully understand the concept , once you get the premises, it can only develop further automatically.
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Exactly, he is what he is because he s been taught, conditioned, to be that way by his caregivers who probably did the same , were hypocrits themselves, to make themselves look good in the eyes of others, again it's a very common strategy of survival. He's just imitating his role models strategies of survival he was exposed to and integrated, and now reproduce them. We all know someone like that, someone who always say nice things and looks good, even if we know that he thinks the same as us. Some dont say anything and just keep their mouth shut ("haha good riddance"), some say it, and some pretend to not think it and point fingers at those who said what everyone was thinking.
Btw dustin, it sounds like you have difficulties coping with the inherent determinism in people's and animals lives. Well, it's just a matter of time before you fully understand the concept.
Too many words. Too hurty. Tone it down.
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Not according yo undermen. DA had no choice in the matter.
My point, is that He and his upbringings ("he" being a result of his upbringings) led him to where he is and how he will end, just like You and your upbringings will lead you to where and how you will end. As simple as that. How many of you steroid using clowns will sing a different song when you hit the 50s and for some reason one or several organs fail sooner than it should have because of your ab-use. I mean the board is literally filled with people who arent as extreme /insecure /vain as DA, but who will keep doing what they ve been doing to their bodies even after knowing what happened to him. History teaches many men, nothing.
I dont know what kind of bullying DA suffered from when a child, family or schoolmates, but it for sure was at the origin of it all; he had to be bigger, to be a bigger asshole, etc, that was "winning" to him (btw it's interesting to see how charlie sheen is "winning nowadays", in last news his sons with brooke mueller are physically molested, psychologically wounded by her, and he and denise richards abandon them and focus on the two daughters they had together instead, funny definition of "winning" at life i guess; it also proves his wish to have two submissive women do everything he wants from them completely failed) just like many of you clowns think you re "winning" parading with your fake muscles and confidence related to them but that will deflate with them when the time will come.
There are many people who ruin their lives, have tons of second chances, and do something of them or nothing, who take drugs, go to rehab centers, start new relationships etc, we all when facing a dead end, try to grab anything or anyone that could come by and stick to it/him/her if it's in his/her and our own shared interest to do so. And there are people who refuse to grab any opportunity anymore even if they could, dont seek any anymore, are just not interested in "playing the game of life" anymore, dont find a reassuring peaceful -bullshit- belief system that would allow them to carry on with life. These people give jobs to police, firemen, morgue and cemetary employees when they finally have enough. Nothing is created, nothing lost, everything is transformed, recycled right? Everyone's misfortune is someone else's luck. This is the reality of life. And all tales -and religions- are all about becoming the rich prince or princess that will have a better life than everyone else and we re all fed with it since childhood without "choosing it".
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death before dishonor
never surrender
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you are an hypocrit. You feel the same as us but you use us to make yourself feel and look better. Well, it's a strategy of survival among many others. Using other people problems to promote yourself as a saint. Imo, you re the real , filthy sneaky scum.
We re all someone else's scum. See, you re probably convinced we are assholes, but we also think you re an hypocritical asshole, depends of the point of view. Now truth is, there is no "ultimate truth, reality, justice" or anything, you arent right, we arent righ either, cause what is right and what is wrong is relative... life is just about those who defend their point of view better than others who have a different one, using brains, strenght, beauty, etc. In many cases the right, nice intelligent but weak or lonely man got killed by groups of people who had strenght on their side with no concerns of how right he was. You can have all the nice ideas to better the world you want, if someone else has a gun and you dont to defend your ideas, well they ll become their ideas, or you ll get killed for formulating them.
But again in the end, we still all die. What we admire as animals, are the alpha animals, the strongest, those who last the longest, who resist to all dangers, and we admire them because we want to learn from them the strategies of survival they ve been using to integrate them into our own existences and improve our own odds of survival.
to long, will not read, never read your gibberish, EVER, on par with ekul
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to long, will not read, never read your gibberish, EVER, on par with ekul
haha owned. How old are you seriously.
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I was saying the same thing when his kidneys were failing the first time and he fell into coma. Now, after this retard was given a 2nd chance and he was keeping up all he did before, with monster doses of oil and rx, you can just make fun of him. Seriously, this guy must have a death wish.
OK, so he is stupid, no argument there. But this is living hell for people, not cool to wish it upon someone.
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haha owned. How old are you seriously.
really? you wrote for ten minutes for nothing because I did not read, so you got owned :D ;)
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Get your fucking facts straight. You know absolutely nothing about him. He has some of the most caring kindest parents, that people only wish for.
His was brought up in a normal loving household, and if you knew anything about this guy outside of the internet discussion forums you would know this.
All you are doing in your "so called philosophical rants" is speculating. You actually know nothing about this fucking guy outside of the world of bodybuilding.
I do and guess what.....he's a complete douchebag in the bodybuilding world and out of it.
You hit the nail on the proverbial head. Interesting too that his brothers are married and working corporate jobs. One got married within the last couple of years and Derek seemed to make a fool out of himself at the wedding and bashed others for not writing a toast that lived up to his high standards. He talked about how great his toast was and how others can't write.
We can continue to analyze this from a multitude of perspectives, however, one thing is a constant here and that is he is self destructive and it unequivocally caught up to him. He had plenty of warning whether it be the first stent he had implanted or maybe even the second in his twenties. We watched the slow disintegration and believe me many reached out to him and tried to steer him in a different direction. He would never listen even after his long stay in the ICU when his heart stopped.
I don't wish death upon him but we reap what we sew. Karma can be quite vindictive..
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can derek chime in to answer
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really? you wrote for ten minutes for nothing because I did not read, so you got owned :D ;)
yes you re owned because you read it, and pretend you didnt to save face, and cause you have nothing remotely intelligent or elaborated to develop to defend the fact you ve been exposed as an hypocrit. So now your last strategy of survival to save face is to pretend you re too manly, too busy and too tough to read my answer.
Oh well. This will bite you in the ass one day.
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You hit the nail on the proverbial head. Interesting too that his brothers are married and working corporate jobs. One got married within the last couple of years and Derek seemed to make a fool out of himself at the wedding and bashed others for not writing a toast that lived up to his high standards. He talked about how great his toast was and how others can't write.
We can continue to analyze this from a multitude of perspectives, however, one thing is a constant here and that is he is self destructive and it unequivocally caught up to him. He had plenty of warning whether it be the first stent he had implanted or maybe even the second in his twenties. We watched the slow disintegration and believe me many reached out to him and tried to steer him in a different direction. He would never listen even after his long stay in the ICU when his heart stopped.
I don't wish death upon him but we reap what we sew. Karma can be quite vindictive..
well, even giving these details you re proving he was probably the least liked son of his brotherhood and as a result destroyed himself while being jealous of his brothers. See, the more you dig, the more dirt you re going to excavate, the more pieces of the puzzle you re going to assemble to get a larger clearer picture. Is he responsible for having been less loved, taken care of, by his parents/family? again it's probably nothing he chose but was forced to be exposed to and he coped the way he could with what he had, but in the end it definitely shaped the path he took, and maybe he would have taken another path had he been raised differently. Maybe his parents wanted things to be that way, because themselves were the least loved kids in their brotherhood, and subconsciously reproduced it with derek and his brothers, making him the scapegoat they were.
My father was abandoned by his father, who left to raise another son with another woman. My father abandoned my mother and me and my brother, but always kept a better relationship with my brother, while ignoring me, just like his father did with him and his own brother. For some reasons i ve been picked as being the son he wouldnt love, while the other was picked to be the one he would love. Who chose what in all of this? Good luck giving a meaning to this.
Anyway I ve read books, questioned everyone for years, then found the patterns that kept being repeated, figured what he was doing, and told him bluntly, exposed what he was doing. At some point i talked about it to my brother , who told me i was right and that he didnt want to be part of it anymore, and my father started to ignore him too. That's just what we all do; we reproduce what we ve been exposed to, subconsciously, until someone realize what's going and says stop; start pointing fingers at people. Then he either gets crucified or finds some support from people who want to stop the vicious cycle. Some people obviously dont want the dirt to be exposed, and want you to shut your mouth, it is to be expected.
I'm 101% sure it all originate in his family members reproducing nasty stuff and him being the black sheep who took it all in the face. You dont destroy yourself that way, with nobody seriously trying to help you, if someone in your family genuinely cares about you. That's why i said they probably all wanted him to become that guy, and pushed him to where he is one way or another. The cruel irony is that in the end, they ll all be by his side, pretending to care about him... while secretly rejoicing of their job. And he wont be able to say shit cause they ll be the only thing remaining in his life. How many people die surrounded by their killers. This, is real "life".
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Derek is an asshole and this is proof karma is real. C'mon most all you guys know what a shitbag that guy is,plus he kept making poor choices after he got sick the first time,usinggear and rec drugs just being a idiot. I would feel bad if it was somebody who most of us respected but none of us respect Derek Anthony.At least 95% of getbig does not have a ounce of respect for Derek! tragic but bad things happen to assholes like derek,Karmagot his cocky ass.
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Derek is an asshole and this is proof karma is real. C'mon most all you guys know what a shitbag that guy is,plus he kept making poor choices after he got sick the first time,usinggear and rec drugs just being a idiot. I would feel bad if it was somebody who most of us respected but none of us respect Derek Anthony.At least 95% of getbig does not have a ounce of respect for Derek! tragic but bad things happen to assholes like derek,Karmagot his cocky ass.
"karma" ::)
just a guy that destroyed himself
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Did he ever even lift or just took steroids?
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"karma" ::)
just a guy that destroyed himself
wow it took time but you finally made an intelligent comment.
DA is obviously a guy life (environment, influences) destroyed instead of strenghten and make happy and respectable. His insecurities originate in his past, and his family is responsible for his past. His family is also responsible for not helping him. Obviously people did not care about each others and were in conflict, and somewhat wishing each other's desmise. Nothing that you can find in a strong healthy family. Yeah other sons are alright, but at the expense of one who was screwed.
I LL keep saying DA wasnt the worst asshole ever and that he should have stuck with that nice woman he hanged with in photos and he dumped or who left him after probably trying to put some sense into him, genuinely seeing qualities in him and loving him for them. He should have left the influences that got him to destroy himself that way.
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What if DA was only trolling when posting on getbig but in real life a fantastic person?
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What if DA was only trolling when posting on getbig but in real life a fantastic person?
i think i'm more friendly on getbig than real life
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Requiem for a Reprobate
Boo-hoo. What a puss!
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You might be the biggest piece of shit in getbig history. Ron, please see to it that Mr. Singh get the stars he so deserves. :)
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What if DA was only trolling when posting on getbig but in real life a fantastic person?
Probably ok but did not keep enough change in his pocket.
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Good luck to DA, would never wish this on anyone.
I agree...Nobody deserves Cancer....Good Luck man...
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Honestly, the size of some of the posts in this thread - the stimulus does not justify it :-\
True Johnny - he's probably not that much of a dick in real life. Everybody here is judging him on the infamy he has gained from his public foolishness. I have been here the whole time he has and I've never once read a post from anybody who knows him, that said he was asshole. He's used his body up. No essential need to be gleeful about the fact*
*Except, of course, VG - as Dezza ensured that there was no chance VG wouldn't be reporting front row and center for his demise, when he landed a lovely gobshot on Melvin's ebony coupon :)
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drugs ruin your brain.
is he an loser because he abused drugs? no... he's a loser because of his detached-from-reality view of himself. he thinks he's Mr. Awesome, but he's a complete and total loser.
how many people can have cancer and have kidney failure and STILL have people LAUGHING IN THIER FACE?!
the dude spends the past 10years believing he was the best thing since sliced bread and never lets a chance pass by to let everybody know how cool and awesome he was/is.
everybody who knows a tweaker (meth, speed, even coke), knows how these losers get detached from reality and will freak out disproportionately at everything... like they lose the filter from their brains to their mouth, and develop delusions of grandeur.
he deserves everything he has coming.
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Derek is an asshole and this is proof karma is real. C'mon most all you guys know what a shitbag that guy is,plus he kept making poor choices after he got sick the first time,usinggear and rec drugs just being a idiot. I would feel bad if it was somebody who most of us respected but none of us respect Derek Anthony.At least 95% of getbig does not have a ounce of respect for Derek! tragic but bad things happen to assholes like derek,Karmagot his cocky ass.
Hey ES
This is a fairly ironic post, isn't it ;D
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drugs ruin your brain.
is he an loser because he abused drugs? no... he's a loser because of his detached-from-reality view of himself. he thinks he's Mr. Awesome, but he's a complete and total loser.
how many people can have cancer and have kidney failure and STILL have people LAUGHING IN THIER FACE?!
the dude spends the past 10years believing he was the best thing since sliced bread and never lets a chance pass by to let everybody know how cool and awesome he was/is.
There's no doubt in my mind that Derek very much does not personally think he is Mr Awesome.
Mr Awesome does not continue to pump oil into his body when he gets sick.
Mr Insecure does.
Don't be fooled by the posing for photos. There's no fucking way that inside he isn't cracking. You can see it in that update. That's the mind that you then see in a photos flashing a toothy grin like he's at a hospital themed amusement park. Derek has low self esteem (and probably rightly so, as he has no essential value to society).
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Hey ES
This is a fairly ironic post, isn't it ;D
yea, I noticed.
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Derek has low self esteem (and probably rightly so, as he has no essential value to society).
noone does. We re all replaceable, whatever our contribution to society lol. It s having people under your control that gives you power, when they need you more than you need them. As long as you can keep your place...
I know surgeons, dentists, who hate people, yet treat them daily and save their lives. Still, they hate them. They wouldnt give them the time of the day out of their workplace, and you re just meat to them, meat that allow them to earn tons of money, and they joke together about them when they re not in front of them anymore. Again life is more complicated than that. If you knew the number of people who want to kill everyone, but keep calm all day long and do their job, get back home with family, and are content with it as long as it works. Most have a scapegoat tho, someone they can release their frustration on without anyone being able to do anything about it. Some find other ways to release their stress; hobbies, teaching stuff to others, their kids, hoping they ll get their revenge against life thru them. We re animals who pretend they arent. Call it schizophrenia or whatever, but we re all dual, because everything in life dual, binary, gray, not black or white. somehow black and white are extremes.
Some people are stronger, have been conditioned, engeenered to dominate , be happy, very soon in powerful families, than others. They re born and engeenered winners, alphas. Confidence is built, it doesnt come out of nowhere. It is also rare , the reason why everyone envy them; alphas are a few, betas are many, just like in any animal specie, animal group. And some people are engeneered to fail and suffer just the same way, it is a fact, life is completely unfair. And those who have the best of it, dont care about those who dont, and those who dont wish and do their best to get at the place of the luckiest ones at all costs. Some decide to not play the game and just be content with what they have. Some completely refuse to play the game. We all find a way to evacuate or anger, libido, energy, we all build a meaning to our existences. And they re all bullshits, as the only meaning of life is that every single life form has nothing else to do but kill instead of being killed.
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I'm ambivalent, how many times over the years have people tried to help him.
I feel bad for his family and hope he has good health insurance.
Ask yourself, how does one end up being a mediocre bber, being in ads in mags, dancing/stripping for men, sticking tons of oil into body parts, then getting tons of ink, then having kidney issues, being put on dialysis, and now having liver cancer? Where did this all begin? I'd say his family.
Just read this epitome of self denial
Well one of the main reasons the kidney transplant was delayed my thyroid was elevated they fixed that with medicine. And they saw a tumor in my liver they biopsyed it and it was a localized cancer tumor. It can be fixed with radiation not chemo. So no transplant for me another battle I have to fight why can't I catch a break am I that bad a person. Dialysis now cancer ? Ill try to stay optimistic but this is killing me inside I just wanted to be normal
People from good stable families who encourage their children from not straying from positive paths tend not to go down this route. Yet, here is DA (and possibly TB going down a similar path).
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Although not exactly 100% accurate;
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hepatocellular_carcinoma
Like I said 2 possibilities;
Steroid induced Adenoma to HCC (Beware PJ Braun)
Hep C (from dirty needles, unprotected rectal sex) induced cirrhosis to HCC cascade (beware all BBers)
Steroid induced Adenoma is not the same thing and until Derek tells us exactly what the biopsy said I personally don't think this is what he has. To my knowledge there are not too many anabolic steroid induced adenomas on the books and to a degree can be resolved at times when the steroids are discontinued. There are more cases due to steroid contraceptives though.
Hepatitis or alcoholism could be two of the causes of primary liver cancer, but we would have to know if this applies in Derek's case. My father had primary liver cancer and didn't drink and didn't have hepatitis and the doctors just shrugged their shoulders as to the cause simply telling me that it is very rare in cases like his and as I said before something like 1% of the population get.
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Ask yourself, how does one end up being a mediocre bber, being in ads in mags, dancing/stripping for men, sticking tons of oil into body parts, then getting tons of ink, then having kidney issues, being put on dialysis, and now having liver cancer? Where did this all begin? I'd say his family.
Just read this epitome of self denial
People from good stable families who encourage their children from not straying from positive paths tend not to go down this route. Yet, here is DA (and possibly TB going down a similar path).
well stable families encourage kids to dominate others using studies and brains, to make money. But in the end they also teach their offspring to fuck other people up instead of being fucked up by them. I see low life families who at least stick together and teach their dumb kids to be assholes to survive, dominate. Life is a giant free for all and we only help those we have shared interests and traits with, because it costless enegery to mate and cooperate with people who look and think like us than with people who are too different and you have time and energy to put in to convert/dominate, convince. A basic principle of economy.
It also means we often consider all of those who arent part of our "circle" to be ...enemies.
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well stable families encourage kids to dominate others using studies and brains, to make money. But in the end they also teach their offspring to fuck other people up instead of being fucked up by them. I see low life families who at least stick together and teach their dumb kids to be assholes to survive, dominate. Life is a giant free for all and we only help those we have shared interests and traits with, because it costless enegery to mate and cooperate with people who look and think like us than with people who are too different and you have time and energy to put in to convert/dominate, convince. A basic principle of economy.
It also means we often consider all of those who arent part of our "circle" to be ...enemies.
Cripes. Do you really think like this, or are you just trolling? If the former, you are truly demented. Sad. Like a low-rent Ayn Rand.
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Cripes. Do you really think like this, or are you just trolling? If the former, you are truly demented. Sad. Like a low-rent Ayn Rand.
Now Ayn Rand.....Is a name that I would not expect to be used here....One of her best works...."The Fountainhead"... :-X
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Ask yourself, how does one end up being a mediocre bber, being in ads in mags, dancing/stripping for men, sticking tons of oil into body parts, then getting tons of ink, then having kidney issues, being put on dialysis, and now having liver cancer? Where did this all begin? I'd say his family.
DA is an adult, who never had the humility to be accountable or responsible for his decisions.
Apparently it's more important for him to carry on some ridiculous public persona than to live.
So it no longer becomes an issue of where it all began, it now becomes an issue of where it all ends.
And unfortunately that is a funeral in the near future.
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DA is an adult, who never had the humility to be accountable or responsible for his decisions.
Apparently it's more important for him to carry on some ridiculous public persona than to live.
So it no longer becomes an issue of where it all began, it now becomes an issue of where it all ends.
And unfortunately that is a funeral in the near future.
he s been designed that way by the people who raised him. When could have it be possible to change him? Would it have changed anything had he stoped all drugs etc years ago, or just allow him to live just some more years. Well, who cares now. He s toast, and we ll all get toast one day too, the paths to get there are just different.
Also lol at DA is an adult...there are people in their 70s who still arent "adults". We re all doing what we have to do to survive, sometimes it works, sometimes it doesnt, it depends of luck and brain calculations, upbringings, the inherited or acquired panel of strategies of survival you have at your disposition. We all know some rich asshole who can bypass laws thanks to conections or money.
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That first post is nuts. Derek has a foot in the grave and that obvious reality must be crippling. Each second that passes is a large fraction of the time he has left. He just wants to be normal but life is offering him death.
Funny most of the scumbags here will say good riddance when someone dies of heroin or some other drugs, but they scowl when you say shit about Derek. fuckin queers. Look on the bright side, your derek anthony soiled trunks will now be limited edition.
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That first post is nuts. Derek has a foot in the grave and that obvious reality must be crippling. Each second that passes is a large fraction of the time he has left. He just wants to be normal but life is offering him death.
Funny most of the scumbags here will say good riddance when someone dies of heroin or some other drugs, but they scowl when you say shit about Derek. fuckin queers. Look on the bright side, your derek anthony soiled trunks will now be limited edition.
Lol you ll go thru the same shit he s going thru one day. Except for him it came quicker. Good luck rationalizing it when it hits you.
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The sad thing is that this sport emphasises that ones most important value is their muscles. Bodybuilders become obsessed with their physiques and place all their self worth on this. Derek is a nice looking man who didn't compete and therefore should have placed his focus on health and stopped any kind of drug and synthol usage. Women prefer athletic men anyway as opposed to big bodybuilder types . I saw Derek once at the New York pro show. I walked right past him and didn't recognise him because he looked like a professional business man. He didn't look like the average bodybuilder. He was smiling and shaking people's hands and looked like a nice guy. It was later when I was back in Australia that I saw a pic of him from that show and I remembered seeing him. I wish Derek all the strength that he will need to fight this cancer. And I hope that if he makes it, he focuses on health and forgets about having big muscles.
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Won't say anything about DA anymore.
My thoughts are with his family
x2, truly feel bad for him.
Can we send him a getbig card Ron?
Serious, put our screen names on it.
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The sad thing is that this sport emphasises that ones most important value is their muscles. Bodybuilders become obsessed with their physiques and place all their self worth on this. Derek is a nice looking man who didn't compete and therefore should have placed his focus on health and stopped any kind of drug and synthol usage. Women prefer athletic men anyway as opposed to big bodybuilder types . I saw Derek once at the New York pro show. I walked right past him and didn't recognise him because he looked like a professional business man. He didn't look like the average bodybuilder. He was smiling and shaking people's hands and looked like a nice guy. It was later when I was back in Australia that I saw a pic of him from that show and I remembered seeing him. I wish Derek all the strength that he will need to fight this cancer. And I hope that if he makes it, he focuses on health and forgets about having big muscles.
Good post.
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PIP soon DA.
I never liked DA but I always knew I was a few bad choices away from being just like him. Was Teen Mr. Philly at 17... thought my shit didn't stink etc. Had everyone telling me I was gonna be a pro etc. Even had an "in" with Bob Gruskin.
Had the same Italian attitude ( I am a real Italian though ). But when I saw how much drugs it took to win a small local show I decided it wasn't for me. I went on to compete a few more times with no drugs in both powerlifting and bodybuilding and now I am happy and healthy, married with 2 young daughters.
All is good thank God, but I am humble enough to know one or two bad choices could have lead me right down the same road DA took. I feel bad for him and I feel lucky because I can see how easy it is to become what he did.
He was a douche bag for sure, but cut him some slack. I'm sure he is doing his share of crying and praying now to make up for his lifetime.
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It appears Derek's life is hanging in the balance. With all his health issues, a long happy life doesn't look promising at this point. He's probably made some poor decisions as a young man, but no one deserves to die as some of you suggest. Acting like an asshole to others, and doing whatever it takes to achieve the appearance of being muscular or decorating you body with grotesque tattoos is not a recipe for deserved death. If it were, there are a lot of folks in the bodybuilding world and even on Getbig who would already have died.
I really believe a lot of folks are in denial here. They should be saying to themselves, there but for the grace of god, go I. Instead, they look for reasons why this couldn't happen to them. Nearly everyday on Getbig, there are posts by folks claiming to use self-prescribed dosages of HRT and PEDs. I hope for their sake they are luckier than Derek seems to be at this point. I am just not clear on what folks gain by continuing to slam him. The man is probably dying right before our eyes. Cut him some slack already. Have a little empathy.
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well stable families encourage kids to dominate others using studies and brains, to make money. But in the end they also teach their offspring to fuck other people up instead of being fucked up by them. I see low life families who at least stick together and teach their dumb kids to be assholes to survive, dominate. Life is a giant free for all and we only help those we have shared interests and traits with, because it costless enegery to mate and cooperate with people who look and think like us than with people who are too different and you have time and energy to put in to convert/dominate, convince. A basic principle of economy.
It also means we often consider all of those who arent part of our "circle" to be ...enemies.
some nights a good ole harsh learnin post from uberman makes my night
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I can't dump on a guy when he's down like this. It's a real shame, and I bet he's terrified. So f'n unnecessary, too.
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I can't dump on a guy when he's down like this. It's a real shame, and I bet he's terrified. So f'n unnecessary, too.
Terrified and lugubrious are two perfect words to describe his present state of mind.
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I hope DA can start his recovery. Get better dude!
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The sad thing is that this sport emphasises that ones most important value is their muscles. Bodybuilders become obsessed with their physiques and place all their self worth on this. Derek is a nice looking man who didn't compete and therefore should have placed his focus on health and stopped any kind of drug and synthol usage. Women prefer athletic men anyway as opposed to big bodybuilder types . I saw Derek once at the New York pro show. I walked right past him and didn't recognise him because he looked like a professional business man. He didn't look like the average bodybuilder. He was smiling and shaking people's hands and looked like a nice guy. It was later when I was back in Australia that I saw a pic of him from that show and I remembered seeing him. I wish Derek all the strength that he will need to fight this cancer. And I hope that if he makes it, he focuses on health and forgets about having big muscles.
If bbing doesn't emphasis it's important factor on "muscles" then what?
It's a "sport" on looks and vanity, been that way since the men put on the thong and went up on stage
It's not like the guys are at a spelling bee contest or trying a become a surgeon
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why didn't he get the hepatitis liver shot instead of injecting all that other stuff ?
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yes you re owned because you read it, and pretend you didnt to save face, and cause you have nothing remotely intelligent or elaborated to develop to defend the fact you ve been exposed as an hypocrit. So now your last strategy of survival to save face is to pretend you re too manly, too busy and too tough to read my answer.
Oh well. This will bite you in the ass one day.
;) if it makes you happy, fine I read it ::)
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http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?topic=495489.25
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well, even giving these details you re proving he was probably the least liked son of his brotherhood and as a result destroyed himself while being jealous of his brothers. See, the more you dig, the more dirt you re going to excavate, the more pieces of the puzzle you re going to assemble to get a larger clearer picture. Is he responsible for having been less loved, taken care of, by his parents/family? again it's probably nothing he chose but was forced to be exposed to and he coped the way he could with what he had, but in the end it definitely shaped the path he took, and maybe he would have taken another path had he been raised differently. Maybe his parents wanted things to be that way, because themselves were the least loved kids in their brotherhood, and subconsciously reproduced it with derek and his brothers, making him the scapegoat they were.
My father was abandoned by his father, who left to raise another son with another woman. My father abandoned my mother and me and my brother, but always kept a better relationship with my brother, while ignoring me, just like his father did with him and his own brother. For some reasons i ve been picked as being the son he wouldnt love, while the other was picked to be the one he would love. Who chose what in all of this? Good luck giving a meaning to this.
Anyway I ve read books, questioned everyone for years, then found the patterns that kept being repeated, figured what he was doing, and told him bluntly, exposed what he was doing. At some point i talked about it to my brother , who told me i was right and that he didnt want to be part of it anymore, and my father started to ignore him too. That's just what we all do; we reproduce what we ve been exposed to, subconsciously, until someone realize what's going and says stop; start pointing fingers at people. Then he either gets crucified or finds some support from people who want to stop the vicious cycle. Some people obviously dont want the dirt to be exposed, and want you to shut your mouth, it is to be expected.
I'm 101% sure it all originate in his family members reproducing nasty stuff and him being the black sheep who took it all in the face. You dont destroy yourself that way, with nobody seriously trying to help you, if someone in your family genuinely cares about you. That's why i said they probably all wanted him to become that guy, and pushed him to where he is one way or another. The cruel irony is that in the end, they ll all be by his side, pretending to care about him... while secretly rejoicing of their job. And he wont be able to say shit cause they ll be the only thing remaining in his life. How many people die surrounded by their killers. This, is real "life".
good post, I see you have done some serious readings and analyses - although I feel you still hold deeps inside some stuff that's killing you
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If bbing doesn't emphasis it's important factor on "muscles" then what?
It's a "sport" on looks and vanity, been that way since the men put on the thong and went up on stage
It's not like the guys are at a spelling bee contest or trying a become a surgeon
Yes but when you don't compete and pump loads of drugs and synthol into your body while having kidney disease, it's time to stop thinking about being big and train for health.
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Yes but when you don't compete and pump loads of drugs and synthol into your body while having kidney disease, it's time to stop thinking about being big and train for health.
Yes I see what u mean but even a lot of guys that don't compete, they still live the lifestyle, drugs, food... So it's still vanity whether they are delusional or just a mental case , bbing cult is really something
Most guys who start lifting or become bbers is bc they couldn't cut it in real sports or are very insecure to begin with , I said most and not all there are exceptions
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If Derek wants to live, let him live. If Derek wants to die, let him die. There should be no argument at all here.
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If Derek wants to live, let him live.
Looks like it might be past that point.
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i dont wish the guy to die... but obviously he has some mental issues he needs to fix before his medical problems
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If Derek wants to live, let him live. If Derek wants to die, let him die. There should be no argument at all here.
They say a getbig thread can heal, so that's clearly one vote for DDD (Die Derek Die).
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well, all in all you still reduce your lifespan using both, a lifespan that would have been longer if you didnt consume anything at all. I am sorry for him but man, did he do his best to get there. I feel sad cause i somehow "know" him, i know he was just insecure and a jerk, not a bad man, he was unable to keep a good woman, unable to find a real job, probably had huge family issues he will never solve, and i dont know the little kids or other people who suffer from the same kind of stuff so i cant take them into pity. He always struck me as a guy who was stuck in a low quality life. Studies , family etc where outof reach for him.
All it makes me think about is the absurdity of life. The butchery of life. I mean you guys realize at any given moment, tons of people die of many stupid reasons, suffering or not. We re just born, to die, and between birth and death, there's only struggle. You sometimes feel good when you successfully survive difficulties, but it's only to see your last victory being destroyed blindly by another difficulty until one day, you cant take it anymore.
He's probably sad because he knows he s going to die, I'm sad cause I know we , as a specie, will all die one day because we are animals and we can do nothing but kill between two peaceful phases. Rest is only a preparation of the next fight, struggle.
We all have our problems it seems, pick your poison! I hope he will have happy final days surrounded by people who love him , at least. That's funny , i dont even know why i wish him that, where does this empathetic thought come from. Wether he dies in peace or not, why would i care? In fact i probably dont genuinely care, it's just that i hope that myself the day i'll die, i'll be surrounded by loved ones instead of being alone. I'm not interested in his life, suffering or death, I'm just interested in understanding how not to repeat the same mistakes to optimize and increase my own odds of survival and those of my offspring.
We should all stop the bashing now. He abused everything under the sun, was dumb, ignorant, an asshole, despicable, but this stuff happen to people who did a lot more better with their lives. This is the real question how do you explain the randomness of all of that. We all have beliefs, thought processes, to give a meaning to what intrinsically, has none. To survive, our brains lie to us. It could happen to any of us. As if, there was no justice, just randomness, things happen and that's about it. Now what is interesting is the "meaning" we all fabricate to make the absurd daily reality tolerable. Life just makes no sense, but our brains are wired to give meaning to what intrinsically has none. When you re in the flow of life, working, having significant relationships and so on, you rebound a lot easier, you cope with the blows with more ease. When you look at life from a distance whatever the reason -being handicaped, unemployed, old , wounded, etc- and its absurdity, the fact we re just animals randomly killing and getting killed simply because "that's just the way it is" , you dont feel very good about the whole thing. It's even tougher when you feel like you dont contribute, dont participate in anything, when you feel like you re useless. This is what motivate people with nothing, to destroy what others have, or try to steal it, and the cycle keeps repeating itself over and over again.The biggest irony of life is that we probably all think we are right in everything we do to insure our survival.
I guess the right thing to do in all of this is to follow the Bible, God, and do your best to be nice to everyone, work, contribute, transform yourself to be better while motivating other people to do the same. Then you can be proud of your success, and nobody will want to destroy it. If you re really an expert, nobody will even be able to replace you so you dont have to worry about that. Sublimation, perfection. That way you should have all the pros without the cons of life? Lifting weights, playing some sports, working, taking care of family...being with people, helping them... making money excelling at what you re doing...helping other people do the same without fearing they might backstab you or replace you...
It's all nice and rosy but if only it was that easy. Can you do that? That's probably the thoughest shit to do in this life. Fact is most people want to fuck you up, abuse you, dominate you, every time you interact with them and you have to make your boundaries clear and enforce them if and when needed. Life, is war, on all levels. Not getting angry at other people, not continuing their bad behaviors, falling for their games, becoming just like them. Can you keep your inner peace, while seeing people do you or your loved ones harm? No, in these moments the cold reality of what life truly is take over. We re just animals. It's killing, or getting killed. That's the only meaning of life, and all lifeforms have no other -blind- purpose but to reproduce indefinitely and adapt to...survive.
We re all facing people who have it all and in all impunity seem to be able to crush other people lives without ever being worried. So at this point yeah, we all start to doubt the utopic religious view, meaning of life. We just see each others as animals who have no other purpose but kill or get killed.
In real life, we re all forced to see other people animalistic behaviors, and to realize we re just the same, that at its core, life is just about life forms trying to adapt at all costs, being able to do so (using brains, or muscle etc) whatever the way you discover to survive facing the competition , makes you happy, failing makes you frustrated, stressed, wanting to die.
Derek could have chosen a better path, lifting naturally, not doing roids, synthol, rec drugs, not posing in front of a webcam for schmoes as a living... but in the end he would have died too. What probably makes hi sad is what he hasnt been able to achieve before dying; building a healthy, happy family, doing better with what he inherited and acquired. That's probably his only regret. And the shame of having been exposed, laughed at, for so long, reading that many people will enjoy his death.
But...what about the other men who live the same lifestyle, and arent about to die? Lot of males do the same stuff as a living, but their health is ok, maybe later it will worsen, but why DA has to die now ? Because he really , really, abused more than they do? Many people deserve to die more than him, murderers etc, still, they ll live longer lives. How comes? Where is the justice in all of that?
There's probably none. That's just the vain, absurd, stupid way it is, life is. Can anyone come up with something more optimistic?
We all try to survive, and feel somewhat good to see other die as it subconsciously mean we have been spared, all of this developed during millions of years of evolution, that's just how all lifeforms are. We re only sad when someone who was important to our own survival dies. We all try to adapt, and have to step on other people in many occasions to insure our own survival. Even if we didnt want to, we would still have to, cause that's just the way it is.
One thing is sure, Heaven is not on earth. And the funny is that all winners, finally lose one day, hapiness is probably seeing others fail before you do.
Good post uberman
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I don't get Uberman, has someone hacked his account, I have always been a huge critic of his lack of compassion for his fellow man, even if it is DA, but hes probably told him to die more than most and then in this thread he's found the love, im sure now that because I've chosen to comment, he will come out with its because I was molested and grew up without a dad, and im uneducated, ;D lol, but just an observation, I actually find the guys posts and point of view interesting at times, I just don't know why he's turned, pretty sure when DA was first on dialysis, he wasn't so sympathetic, makes you think has something humbling happened to our very own getbig version of Dr Phil of late. :)
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The sad thing is that this sport emphasises that ones most important value is their muscles. Bodybuilders become obsessed with their physiques and place all their self worth on this. Derek is a nice looking man who didn't compete and therefore should have placed his focus on health and stopped any kind of drug and synthol usage. Women prefer athletic men anyway as opposed to big bodybuilder types . I saw Derek once at the New York pro show. I walked right past him and didn't recognise him because he looked like a professional business man. He didn't look like the average bodybuilder. He was smiling and shaking people's hands and looked like a nice guy. It was later when I was back in Australia that I saw a pic of him from that show and I remembered seeing him. I wish Derek all the strength that he will need to fight this cancer. And I hope that if he makes it, he focuses on health and forgets about having big muscles.
who is talking about what women preffer? He was making money as a 'Muscle God' selling himself to muscle worshippers aka schmoes.
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i dont wish the guy to die... but obviously he has some mental issues he needs to fix before his medical problems
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Derek has a mental condition that a doctor once described to me as "bigorexia". I'm sure it's been discussed on here ad nauseum.
Anorexics die all the time - heart failure, kidney failure - all sorts of illnesses - they also don't just stop when they get sick. Nor do they listen to advice.
Same with our resident Bigorexic - his condition made him sick & could not handle shrinking. It seems pretty clear from the pics that he's pumped himself full of oil - heaven only knows what that does to someone with normal kidneys, let alone someone on dialysis.
So - yeah - he's a dick but he's a dick with a psychological condition. He's no different from an alcoholic that can't stop drinking even though he full well knows the end result.
It's hard to know what to feel about a person like that. If you don't suffer from alcoholism, you can't understand why drunks can't "just stop". Similarly, it's hard to figure out why Derek is still doing what he's doing.
I am ambivalent on it. I am interested but as George Carlin put it "I have no stake in the outcome". I just watch with interest.
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Someone forward this thread to "Joey Swole".
On second thought, don't bother.
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Reason for the delay in his transplant:
Derek Anthony
November 6 via mobile
Well one of the main reasons the kidney transplant was delayed my thyroid was elevated they fixed that with medicine. And they saw a tumor in my liver they biopsyed it and it was a localized cancer tumor. It can be fixed with radiation not chemo. So no transplant for me another battle I have to fight why can't I catch a break am I that bad a person. Dialysis now cancer ? Ill try to stay optimistic but this is killing me inside I just wanted to be normal
Bros-- think positive. He might just have a benign hepatoma known to occur from years of roid use. This is just a highly vascular BENIGN tumor that can shunt blood and create other problems. Do not know the guy's lifestyle, but if he was fuckin' around all that you say may be possible too.
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problem is in sickness especially his long medical list last few yrs is not pretty ,it takes up a daily regimine daily just to get around lifes easy things like walking /eating,even relaxing/sleep who knows if he even does this stuff with normal effort.sad and at his muscular peak he probably said at least i will leave big corpse or die big something to that extent cliche,in the end he will suffer and say 'why me'i wish i scaled back,or its what i wanted to do at the time without reagards to my body.there are children sick who never had a chance at those decisions.
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I don't get Uberman, has someone hacked his account, I have always been a huge critic of his lack of compassion for his fellow man, even if it is DA, but hes probably told him to die more than most and then in this thread he's found the love, im sure now that because I've chosen to comment, he will come out with its because I was molested and grew up without a dad, and im uneducated, ;D lol, but just an observation, I actually find the guys posts and point of view interesting at times, I just don't know why he's turned, pretty sure when DA was first on dialysis, he wasn't so sympathetic, makes you think has something humbling happened to our very own getbig version of Dr Phil of late. :)
Notice that he is less religious. ;)
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good post, I see you have done some serious readings and analyses - although I feel you still hold deeps inside some stuff that's killing you
Life kills.
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Ah, the good old times.
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I don't get Uberman, has someone hacked his account, I have always been a huge critic of his lack of compassion for his fellow man, even if it is DA, but hes probably told him to die more than most and then in this thread he's found the love, im sure now that because I've chosen to comment, he will come out with its because I was molested and grew up without a dad, and im uneducated, ;D lol, but just an observation, I actually find the guys posts and point of view interesting at times, I just don't know why he's turned, pretty sure when DA was first on dialysis, he wasn't so sympathetic, makes you think has something humbling happened to our very own getbig version of Dr Phil of late. :)
I never told him to die or that i wished him to die. Never. I just pointed at how insecure and dumb his bravado and behaviors were tho. Some years ago i and others even said he would die in a mess if he kept at it. And we were right, it happened.
So what? Nothing, that's just the way it is. Some will learn from it, many wont. The biggest irony is that most users will keep using. Those who already thought it was dumb, will just think they were right and that's about it. Again often "knowing" doesnt mean you can change anything. For example we all know there s a pending economic collapse to come, yet none of us can do anything about it but prepare.
Again as i mentioned it earlier, will it stop roids users from using? Will it prevent kids from going that path? Probably not. Because what lead people to do that kind of stuff, is never truly addressed; past traumas during childhood. you can talk all you want, in most cases there s nothing to do. Do i feel smarter, better, knowing that i didnt fall for that trap among the many traps in life? Yeah, probably just like everyone else, but let's just say i have my own problems, and they can kill me as sure as roid abuse can. None of us chose these problems that slowly kill us, we re powerless, and when we feel good, we dont want to care about others suffering, that's just the way it is, the way we are designed. Only what adapts, whatever the way it adapts, survives, it's all about finding the right strategy of survival that will fit the current problem and allow one to go thru it.
We all have something that's broken inside and that will never heal, well many of us have. And most of the time we simply use it to destroy others in order to protect ourselves from them or to eliminate competition in our daily struggle for survival. And we re condemned to live with it until it kills us. Some people are designed , conditioned, engineered from birth to be strong, confident, not care about others and just focus on strenghts and skills they have mastered thru years of guided training. They are very rare, they are the alphas, and everyone wants to be like them , learn from them how to be like them or how to teach what they ve done to our offspring so they can do "better" than we did.
No, heaven where everything is perfect and pure, isnt on earth. And it probably doesnt exist; as everywhere in the universe, life is about war and struggle, and there s no justice; a stupid concept we invented but is biased, relative. We re probably just animals killing each others randomly until we ll destroy the planet or it gets destroyed before we can leave it. But again why leave the planet, if it's to struggle to survive on another one; cool program...who wants to go on mars ? ::)
We will probably just disapear after being unable to adapt anymore, just like past animal species. We will probably devolve, evolve, to become something else. Fact is, being too smart is dangerous, because it allows you to see far, understand present and future are just random pointless reproductions of the past, and that feelings dont really exist, they re just manifestations of inner animal mechanisms. If mankind wants to survive, it has to be less intelligent in order to not become nihilistic ans self destructive, but intelligent enough to be able to leave the planet if needed.
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That video to the Getbiggers, i mean just wow!!! He is almost describing himself when he refers to them collectively. Tough guy persona doesnt work, nor does the bragging of having a better physique than everybody because there are guys on here ive seen that are twice his size and would absolutely kill him on stage or in a fight situation.
Everything that has happened to this idiot has been brought on by himself, how is anyone supposed to offer sympathy to an individual that causes his own death?! I for one wont spare a thought for him when he expires, that can be left to his "huge following".
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In god We Trust was added to the money in only 1956 dipshit.
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I never told him to die or that i wished him to die. Never. I just pointed at how insecure and dumb his bravado and behaviors were tho. Some years ago i and others even said he would die in a mess if he kept at it. And we were right, it happened.
So what? Nothing, that's just the way it is. Some will learn from it, many wont. The biggest irony is that most users will keep using. Those who already thought it was dumb, will just think they were right and that's about it. Again often "knowing" doesnt mean you can change anything. For example we all know there s a pending economic collapse to come, yet none of us can do anything about it but prepare.
Again as i mentioned it earlier, will it stop roids users from using? Will it prevent kids from going that path? Probably not. Because what lead people to do that kind of stuff, is never truly addressed; past traumas during childhood. you can talk all you want, in most cases there s nothing to do. Do i feel smarter, better, knowing that i didnt fall for that trap among the many traps in life? Yeah, probably just like everyone else, but let's just say i have my own problems, and they can kill me as sure as roid abuse can. None of us chose these problems that slowly kill us, we re powerless, and when we feel good, we dont want to care about others suffering, that's just the way it is, the way we are designed. Only what adapts, whatever the way it adapts, survives, it's all about finding the right strategy of survival that will fit the current problem and allow one to go thru it.
We all have something that's broken inside and that will never heal, well many of us have. And most of the time we simply use it to destroy others in order to protect ourselves from them or to eliminate competition in our daily struggle for survival. And we re condemned to live with it until it kills us. Some people are designed , conditioned, engineered from birth to be strong, confident, not care about others and just focus on strenghts and skills they have mastered thru years of guided training. They are very rare, they are the alphas, and everyone wants to be like them , learn from them how to be like them or how to teach what they ve done to our offspring so they can do "better" than we did.
No, heaven where everything is perfect and pure, isnt on earth. And it probably doesnt exist; as everywhere in the universe, life is about war and struggle, and there s no justice; a stupid concept we invented but is biased, relative. We re probably just animals killing each others randomly until we ll destroy the planet or it gets destroyed before we can leave it. But again why leave the planet, if it's to struggle to survive on another one; cool program...who wants to go on mars ? ::)
We will probably just disapear after being unable to adapt anymore, just like past animal species. We will probably devolve, evolve, to become something else. Fact is, being too smart is dangerous, because it allows you to see far, understand present and future are just random pointless reproductions of the past, and that feelings dont really exist, they re just manifestations of inner animal mechanisms. If mankind wants to survive, it has to be less intelligent in order to not become nihilistic ans self destructive, but intelligent enough to be able to leave the planet if needed.
When Uberman isn't being hate filled and obnoxious I agree with a lot of what he says.
Planet Earth doesn't have a rulebook. Slavery wasn't wrong..it just happened. Strong dominate weak.
I don't wish ill on anyone. .unless they wish ill on me. I don't wish good on anyone either..I don't care if people live or die...seriously..except for my people.
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When Uberman isn't being hate filled and obnoxious I agree with a lot of what he says.
Planet Earth doesn't have a rulebook. Slavery wasn't wrong..it just happened. Strong dominate weak.
I don't wish ill on anyone. .unless they wish ill on me. I don't wish good on anyone either..I don't care if people live or die...seriously..except for my people.
There definitely is a wrong and a right according to whatever direction our culture and zeitgeist dictate, not to mention the evolutionary trait of empathy we all have to some degree. If I came into your house, threw your daughter out of a second story window and burned your house down to the ground with you in it, don`t you think that would qualify as being "wrong".
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When Uberman isn't being hate filled and obnoxious I agree with a lot of what he says.
Planet Earth doesn't have a rulebook. Slavery wasn't wrong..it just happened. Strong dominate weak.
I don't wish ill on anyone. .unless they wish ill on me. I don't wish good on anyone either..I don't care if people live or die...seriously..except for my people.
I also am calling bullshit on you not caring about other people. You may not think you do, but its obvious that you do to some degree. In past posts you do not like it when the black menace threatens the life and well being of others. If you truly did not care, you would not continually voice your opinion on this topic. ;)
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Groink, if I was beating a toddler in front of your face with a crowbar, you would do nothing but watch? ???
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Groink, if I was beating a toddler in front of your face with a crowbar, you would do nothing but watch? ???
I know you are just exaggeratting to make a point but he didnt even imply anything remotely like that.
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I know you are just exaggeratting to make a point but he didnt even imply anything remotely like that.
Yes he did and I am not exaggerating. Groink pretends like he would just grab some popcorn and watch me beat a toddler to death with a crowbar, but we all know Groink wouldn`t let that happen. He does have empathy and does care despite what he posted previously.
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Uberman you know I love you but I disagree on one thing. Some people have good parents, come from good childhoods, and have no childhood traumas....they went down this path because they simply craved attention.
afterall I think it's pretty normal to ???...what high school kid doesn't dream about having big arms and getting hot chicks.
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Groink, if I was beating a toddler in front of your face with a crowbar, you would do nothing but watch? ???
Maybe he would intervene in the case of a toddler, but probably not if you were in the toddler's place :)
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Maybe he would intervene in the case of a toddler, but probably not if you were in the toddler's place :)
I don`t think so to be honest with you.
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My stepdad has kidney cancer which has metastasized to his liver, lungs and heart. He is a good man and doesn't deserve it. He will die soon and it tears myself and my family apart.
Derek on the other hand is a piece of shit. Lived for no one but himself. Abused every drug under the sun, recreational and performance enhancing, stripped for homos and sold his body, and HE deserves this. He shouldn't expect any tears.
Ugh. What an asshole.
I would love to drill your pussy with a chainsaw.
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I also am calling bullshit on you not caring about other people. You may not think you do, but its obvious that you do to some degree. In past posts you do not like it when the black menace threatens the life and well being of others. If you truly did not care, you would not continually voice your opinion on this topic. ;)
eh... I tend to agree with him. I dont particularly give a shit about anyones life except my own close circle of family and friends. I tend to feel nothing when someone I know that isnt inside my inner circle dies..... people die, thats life.
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eh... I tend to agree with him. I dont particularly give a shit about anyones life except my own close circle of family and friends. I tend to feel nothing when someone I know that isnt inside my inner circle dies..... people die, thats life.
lower the ai/ae . You will feel a flood of emotions for mankind
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Reason for the delay in his transplant:
Derek Anthony
November 6 via mobile
Well one of the main reasons the kidney transplant was delayed my thyroid was elevated they fixed that with medicine. And they saw a tumor in my liver they biopsyed it and it was a localized cancer tumor. It can be fixed with radiation not chemo. So no transplant for me another battle I have to fight why can't I catch a break am I that bad a person. Dialysis now cancer ? Ill try to stay optimistic but this is killing me inside I just wanted to be normal
..............maybe this will convince some of you idiots that ramming that crap up your ass is not worth it..i bet this Derek Anthony individual was a douchebag and walked around like his shit dont stink and spoke in the 3rd person like some of you do who are way to into your streroid/super human bullcrap act...idiots ;D
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eh... I tend to agree with him. I dont particularly give a shit about anyones life except my own close circle of family and friends. I tend to feel nothing when someone I know that isnt inside my inner circle dies..... people die, thats life.
I don`t buy it. If you didn`t care, you wouldn`t be as active on the political board as you are.
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It is obvious that Christianity gave birth to atheism and ultimately capitalism. Let's all -pretend to- be friends, only the hardest working, toughest smartest assholes will get all the money and will stick together against the poor, only they will get at the top of the pyramid and deserve to enslave others as a result. It's just what other animals do in other animal species, and they dont read a Bible to do what they do. And again as parker mentioned it, in other animal species the weak and old are killed by predators thus purifying the group and strengthening it, bettering the genes. Only in the human specie do we "take care2 of the weak because it gives a salary to people who exploit the old and weak to make a living. We are funny animals arent we.
The funny is all the poors spend their lives trying to understand how the rich and powerful got there, to get there themselves. They hate the riches but whish they could be in their place. They insult and mock rich people when surounded by poor people just like them, but suck the riche people cocks when they re alone with them hoping to raise in the ladder and leaver the other poors behind. Animals. We are.
And the riches just want to keep where they are and will kill everything that's under them without any remorse, knowing full well they re just doing what they re supposed to do as alpha animals.
Still, the deep mechanisms that underlie the whole thing are intrinsically animal ones; kill or getting killed, whatever the way you sugarcoat it. Buddhist monks give nice words to people who feed them in return. They re parasits using dumber people's stupidity to make a living out of it. So do all religious people. That's how they survive.
We are animals before being spiritual, it's our animal brain that generates our thought process and "beliefs", let's keep things in order. And it's all about killing or getting killed, even when you believe in a philosophy, religion etc. you still have to struggle daily to insure your survival. Would you bring a bible in the face of someone who s threatening to kill you or your loved ones?
At the end of the day the one who adapts, survives. The one who doesnt, disappear.
Happiness doesnt exist per se, it's a byproduct of being successful at dominating others instead of being dominated by them. If you want to feel happiness, find how to dominate, control others first. The problem is that we cant control everyone for ever, and that sometimes even the most powerful develop weaknesses, so they have to rely on someone else to keep going on. Everything constantly changes and our only freedom is to keep playing the game and adapt , or getting unadapted and disapear... or to stop playing.
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Wishing Derek a speedy recovery!
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Überman you should consider trying to make your point more succinctly. I doubt anyone is actually reading these dissertations even if you have a good point hidden in there.
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Booty is hot and doesnt take steroids.
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Booty is hot and doesnt take steroids.
booty got fat lately, wonder why. Stress? Frustration? She looked so good in the past what went wrong. Stop eating so much you fat cow, it's as easy as that. burn more calories that you ingest how hard is that to understand. What's the point of getting a nosejob if it's to ruin all the rest of your body getting fat.
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Überman you should consider trying to make your point more succinctly. I doubt anyone is actually reading these dissertations even if you have a good point hidden in there.
listen to hulkotron
uberman should stop overanalyzing shit, its obvious that he is an underachiever in life not because of his intellect. things like analysis paralysis and exaggerated pessimism are easily dragging him down in life.
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booty got fat lately, wonder why. Stress? Frustration? She looked so good in the past what went wrong. Stop eating so much you fat cow, it's as easy as that. burn more calories that you ingest how hard is that to understand. What's the point of getting a nosejob if it's to ruin all the rest of your body getting fat.
I dont know about this seems she looks ok.
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booty got fat lately, wonder why. Stress? Frustration? She looked so good in the past what went wrong. Stop eating so much you fat cow, it's as easy as that. burn more calories that you ingest how hard is that to understand. What's the point of getting a nosejob if it's to ruin all the rest of your body getting fat.
ubey, this is a post I can completely agree with! booty's swollen up to manatee status.
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I don`t buy it. If you didn`t care, you wouldn`t be as active on the political board as you are.
oh I care about the future of our nation and the rights/freedoms of our citizens.... I just dont shed tears when people lose their lives, for the most part.
its part of life. Although I have gone out of my way twice in the last 3.months to assist a pair of elderly men that collapsed for varying reasons... had to triage the victim and determined neither needed 911..... although neither could move under their own power after the collapse.
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She didnt just have a nose job but also a boob job if i remember correctly. It's alright even if think she looked better "au naturel" but again, the point of focusing on some bodyparts just to destroy the whole picture piggy feeding?
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oh I care about the future of our nation and the rights/freedoms of our citizens.... I just dont shed tears when people lose their lives, for the most part.
its part of life. Although I have gone out of my way twice in the last 3.months to assist a paur of elderly men that collapsed for varying reasons... had to triage the victim and determined neither needed 911..... although neither could move under their own power after the collapse.
again we only care about people who are important to our own survival. others are just that, others, strangers. Why are they important to us ? we dont need them to survive; they can even bee seen as competition, and one less competitor is always good news. We tend to care more about good looking people we dont know tho. And we dont give a single fuck about ugly strangers. As simple as that.
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chicks gain and lose weight all the time, that a part of life.
what about a bunch of internet faggets obsessed about a random woman they never met IRL turning every thread here, regardless the topic, about her. Now thats weird.
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Obviously someone doesnt like aging...going the Michael jackson road it seems...
more and more plastic surgery , getting fatter... dont be the next DA booty, stop the PS and stop overeating! Why arent you content with your body FFS! Many women are looking ten times worse than you so why destroy yourself that way. Do you make a living using your body?
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Obviously someone doesnt like aging... more and more plastic surgery , getting fatter... dont be the next DA booty, stop the PS and stop overeating! Why arent you content with your body FFS! Many more women are looking ten times worse than you so why destroy yourself that way. Do you make a living using your body?
stop being a frustated frenchman and admit you spanked to those pics multiple times already.
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chicks gain and lose weight all the time, that a part of life.
what about a bunch of internet faggets obsessed about a random woman they never met IRL turning every thread here, regardless the topic, about her. Now thats weird.
it just strikes me she s obviously ruining her natural beauty just like DA by going too extreme because of psychological insecurities, while she could stay natural, simply take care of her food intakes and that would be it, all the pros without the cons. Why over do it with PS ?
Da would have lasted longer and would have looked better had he just trained naturally and pursued other endeavours in life. But the tattoos, oil, PS...isnt that some kind of self hartred, isnt that scarification?
stop being a frustated frenchman and admit you spanked to those pics multiple times already.
I dont have the time or stamina to "spank the monkey" as I have sex three to 4 times a week already, sorry.
Spanking is for virgins or single men who dont have what it takes to have a submissive decent woman at home.
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it just strikes me she s obviously ruining her natural beauty just like DA by going too extreme because of psychological insecurities, while she could stay natural, simply take care of her food intakes and that would be it, all the pros without the cons. Why over do it with PS ?
Da would have lasted longer and would have looked better had he just trained naturally and pursued other endeavours in life. But the tattoos, oil, PS...isnt that some kind of self hartred, isnt that scarification?
I dont have the time or stamina to "spank the monkey" as I have sex three to 4 times a week sorry.
Spanking is for virgins or single men who dont have what it takes to have a submissive decent woman at home.
im cool with implants.... but the nose jobs/butt implants/facial surgery when their face looks just fine is fucking retarded.
9/10 breast implants are improvements, plus theyre just awesome.
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it just strikes me she s obviously ruining her natural beauty just like DA by going too extreme because of psychological insecurities, while she could stay natural, simply take care of her food intakes and that would be it, all the pros without the cons. Why over do it with PS ?
Da would have lasted longer and would have looked better had he just trained naturally and pursued other endeavours in life. But the tattoos, oil, PS...isnt that some kind of self hartred, isnt that scarification?
I dont have the time or stamina to "spank the monkey" as I have sex three to 4 times a week already, sorry.
Spanking is for virgins or single men who dont have what it takes to have a submissive decent woman at home.
you do have time to obsess about random internet people though.
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you do have time to obsess for random internet people though.
Just like everyone else on here "obsess" over other people lives they expose all by themselves without anyone asking ???
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Just like everyone else on here "obsess" over other people lives they expose all by themselves without anyone asking ???
ya but you are as judgmental as they come, seriously, worry about yourself.
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ya but you are as judgmental as they come, seriously, worry about yourself.
I give ideas to people, sometimes it's useful to know what other people think of you to get better, improve yourself. It helps you define your strenghts and weaknesses and have a more realistic view of yourself.
Basically what i'm always saying is ;
here are your weaknesses, here is how you could improve/counterbalance them, and try to address the real deeply rooted origins, causes of your insecurities instead of abusing, going to the extremes to hide them. Focus on the causes not the consequences. That's all i ve always been saying to most on here.
Now what is fascinating, is how you can tell someone what he, she has to do, but he or she will not do it. This only proves how deeply predeterminated, preprogrammed, our behaviors and thought processes are.
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Just like everyone else on here "obsess" over other people lives they expose all by themselves without anyone asking ???
uberman does your wife knows you spend most of your leisure time here posting naked pictures of other female forum members and making offensive/insulting posts about them?
just a yes/no type question, no walls of text this time please.
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Now what is fascinating, is how you can tell someone what he, she has to do, but he or she will not do it.
Haha, listen to this clown .
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Derek is young, I have no doubts he can get well from this.
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I give ideas to people, sometimes it's useful to know what other people think of you to get better, improve yourself. It helps you define your strenghts and weaknesses and have a more realistic view of yourself.
Basically what i'm always saying is ;
here are your weaknesses, here is how you could improve/counterbalance them, and try to address the real deeply rooted origins, causes of your insecurities instead of abusing, going to the extremes to hide them. Focus on the causes not the consequences. That's all i ve always been saying to most on here.
Now what is fascinating, is how you can tell someone what he, she has to do, but he or she will not do it. This only proves how deeply predeterminated, preprogrammed, our behaviors and thought processes are.
you are a Christian like myself, no? Does the Bible not say ``he with out sin cast the first stone`` what gives you the right to moderate over other humans, aah your shit doesn`t stink right
Haha, listen to this clown .
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uberman does your wife knows you spend most of your leisure time here posting naked pictures of other female forum members and making offensive/insulting posts about them?
just a yes/no type question, no walls of text this time please.
Well, i rarely look at women's pictures -probably focus on them a lot less than a virgin or single man- as again, i have my fair share of sex whenever i want, and the women i sometime think look good i show her so she knows what she needs to try to look like. It's pretty hard to ignore all these pictures tho as so many single or virgin dudes on here post them everywhere. But you know the saying, those who talk -or post- the more about it, are those who have none of it in real life.
To be honest , she doesnt give a single fuck about what i do when i surf, and she knows i abandoned the childish masturbating habit a long time ago when we met. Nowadays after 13 years of being together, we have well embedded in our daily lifestyle other ways to mutually release our stress and frustrations. Also as we age , as the bond gets stronger, it's just like wine, it gets better and better.
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you are a Christian like myself, no? Does the Bible not say ``he with out sin cast the first stone`` what gives you the right to moderate over other humans, aah your shit doesn`t stink right
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I' m not a christian as I m not even finished reading the old testament yet. Maybe when ill be finished with the whole thing -new testament included- will I be changed, I dont know. What I can tell you tho so far, is that family, spiritual values are where it's at if you want to build and maintain a balanced fulfilling life. I 'm still hesitating between a deep nihilistic , atheist view of life, a cold blooded purely scientific view of it , and ditched my past Buddhist beliefs as it is obvious the dalai lama is just an asshole who never lifted a single finger for all the poor people who believed in him and he couldnt help.
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Well, i rarely look at women's pictures -probably focus on them a lot less than a virgin or single man- as again, i have my fair share of sex whenever i want, and the women i sometime think look good i show her so she knows what she needs to try to look like. It's pretty hard to ignore all these pictures tho as so many single or virgin dudes on here post them everywhere. But you know the saying, those who talk -or post- the more about it, are those who have none of it in real life.
To be honest , she doesnt give a single fuck about what i do when i surf, and she knows i abandoned the childish masturbating habit a long time ago when we met. We have well embedded other ways to mutually release our stress and frustrations.
bro..... lol
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I' m not a christian as I m not even finished reading the old testament yet. Maybe when ill be finished with the whole thing -new testament included- will I be changed, I dont know.
really? well get at it, what the hold up.
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really? well get at it, what the hold up.
Well i have a hard time understanding why God made me lose my job and giving a joyful meaning to what im going thru with my current unemployment, I'm still hesitating between many meanings to give to the whole thing. I'm trying to develop new healthy paths to follow , trying to understand how people do facing similar situations. But hey, doesnt it happen to anyone who has lost his job recently?
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booty got fat lately, wonder why. Stress? Frustration? She looked so good in the past what went wrong. Stop eating so much you fat cow, it's as easy as that. burn more calories that you ingest how hard is that to understand. What's the point of getting a nosejob if it's to ruin all the rest of your body getting fat.
what am I missing here? How did I get brought up?
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what am I missing here? How did I get brought up?
you re obviously hiding some fat behind these skin tight clothes. Btw, why 6 inches of make up on your face? What do you look like without the clothes and without the make up?
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what am I missing here? How did I get brought up?
As she posts a picture where she thinks she looks thin. Most predictable poster on the internet.
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chicks gain and lose weight all the time, that a part of life.
what about a bunch of internet faggets obsessed about a random woman they never met IRL turning every thread here, regardless the topic, about her. Now thats weird.
this is weird. I open this thread and I am the subject even though I have never taken steroids and live a healthy lifestyle.
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As she posts a picture where she thinks she looks thin. Most predictable poster on the internet.
Its me as is, plain and simple.
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Well i have a hard time understanding why God made me lose my job and giving a joyful meaning to what im going thru with my current unemployment, I'm still hesitating between many meanings to give to the whole thing. I'm trying to develop new healthy paths to follow , trying to understand how people do facing similar situations. But hey, doesnt it happen to anyone who has lost his job?
Your assumption that God did anything to you is severely flawed, free will makes the world turn and the results are random and the good comes with the bad, instead of sulking and blaming God you should cowboy the fuck up and get a job and crawl out of the misery you are dealing with feeling sorry for yourself.
You just admitted you are not even in control of you own life yet you come on here dictating solutions for others. Blaming God for something is a well known undeniable sign of you not being happy with the position you are in, ironically I am juiced to the gills and have never been happier, especially playing with my children, life is fucken GREAT.
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how did you get that pic lol
lets be honest for her age she doesnt look too bad, except for the weird boobs and hiding the lower body. And the fake hair. And... ;D
Booty, why so many artificial enhancements?
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As she posts a picture where she thinks she looks thin. Most predictable poster on the internet.
come on groink, keep it real, she looks great there.
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Your assumption that God did anything to you is severely flawed, free will makes the world turn and the results are random and the good comes with the bad, instead of sulking and blaming God you should cowboy the fuck up and get a job and crawl out of the misery you are dealing with feeling sorry for yourself.
You just admitted you are not even in control of you own life yet you come on here dictating solutions for others. Blaming God for something is a well known undeniable sign of you not being happy with the position you are in, ironically I am juiced to the gills and have never been happier, especially playing with my children, life is fucken GREAT.
why do you believe in free will ???
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Your assumption that God did anything to you is severely flawed, free will makes the world turn and the results are random and the good comes with the bad, instead of sulking and blaming God you should cowboy the fuck up and get a job and crawl out of the misery you are dealing with feeling sorry for yourself.
You just admitted you are not even in control of you own life yet you come on here dictating solutions for others. Blaming God for something is a well known undeniable sign of you not being happy with the position you are in, ironically I am juiced to the gills and have never been happier, especially playing with my children, life is fucken GREAT.
Well in my current interpretation of life and God, God knows everything and is eternal, does not know time and space, and it's my job to give a good orientation to my life when he exposes me to difficulties; this is the only "freedom" or "free choice" imo. If i do what he wants me to do -contribute, help, better myself- Ill be happy , if i dont listen to him , ill start doing bad things to myself and other people.
Life , who i am, what i inherited, gives me choices, and as he is the creator of all life, he is the one who gives me these choices.
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come on groink, keep it real, she looks great there.
Thanks OTH.
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how did you get that pic lol
lets be honest for her age she doesnt look too bad, except for the weird boobs and hiding the lower body. And the fake hair. And... ;D
Booty, why so many artificial enhancements?
and the flabby arms, weird looking nose, fat body, puffy cheeks, oily face, bad breathe, dirty hair.....And ;D
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and the flabby arms, weird looking nose, fat body, puffy cheeks, oily face, bad breathe, dirty hair.....And ;D
My main concern is her getting slowly but surely, fatter. That's all women's problem. When it could be avoided by simply eating less/as much calories than you burn daily. I mean she s smart enough to realize she s getting chunkier and chunkier by the day right? And smart enough to know what is required for her to do to stop/reverse the process the natural way, simply by eating less.
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If Derek wants to live, let him live. If Derek wants to die, let him die. There should be no argument at all here.
This is absolutely correct. Derek made the same choices that a lot of people do, those bad decisions appear to have cost him his health and possibly will cost him his life. Some people are luckier than others when it comes to health issues, but wise people will learn from Derek's situation and many others will do has he did and simply ignore the warnings until it is too late.
Incidentally, few people actually want to die. It just seems like they do to others because of the stupid things they do and because of their disregard for their health and wellbeing.
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Well in my current interpretation of life and God, God knows everything and it's my job to give a good orientation to my life when he exposes me to difficulties. Life , who i am, what i inherited, gives me choices, and as he is the creator of all life, he is the one who gives me these choices.
God does not interfere nor dictate your path and you not taking responsibilities for your choices and blaming God is a cop out.
With your logic then God gives everyone their choices too right? so why tell others how to live and not take juice when God is the one who made their decision, fuck people we have a fucken nutcase over here.
Thanks OTH.
just keeping real.
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God does not interfere nor dictate your path and you not taking responsibilities for your choices and blaming God is a cop out.
With your logic then God gives everyone their choices too right? so why tell others how to live and not take juice when God is the one who made their decision, fuck people we have a fucken nutcase over here.
just keeping real.
well we definitely dont have the same conception of God.
This is absolutely correct. Derek made the same choices that a lot of people do, those bad decisions appear to have cost him his health and possibly will cost him his life. Some people are luckier than others when it comes to health issues, but wise people will learn from Derek's situation and many others will do has he did and simply ignore the warnings until it is too late.
Incidentally, few people actually want to die. It just seems like they do to others because of the stupid things they do and because of their disregard for their health and wellbeing.
The only problem is that it's not a matter of being able to decide whether or not he wants to live/die; he is dying he knows it cant do shit about it and he wishes something could happen that would stop the process. Has nothing to do with wanting or not wanting to live.
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how did you get that pic lol
lets be honest for her age she doesnt look too bad, except for the weird boobs and hiding the lower body. And the fake hair. And... ;D
Booty, why so many artificial enhancements?
How can you call my hair fake when it is my own? I don't wear extensions etc.
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booty got fat lately, wonder why. Stress? Frustration? She looked so good in the past what went wrong. Stop eating so much you fat cow, it's as easy as that. burn more calories that you ingest how hard is that to understand. What's the point of getting a nosejob if it's to ruin all the rest of your body getting fat.
It has been proven that as we age our metabolism slows down. If we exercise less and still eat as we once did, we will get fatter. It's not that complicated.
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How can you call my hair fake when it is my own? I don't wear extensions etc.
well they re tainted/colored right? I'm sure they d look great in their black natural color. Same with your boobs, you could have kept them natural. Now your nose, it wasnt that bad either. Why do all of this? did it improve your life? do you feel more confident with all this stuff in your body? I know women just like men have to stay competitive -especially when they re single- to get mates/money, but why not settle with one man, live a healthy life and benefit from all the goods while ignoring the competition -which doesnt mean you dont have to take care of yourself to please yourself and your life partner-.
Most people focus on building a stable family, raise kids, not on improving their bodies with artificial stuff. Many people get the family part right but ruin it with excess like being fat, dumb etc, the best family environment is probably a family where man and woman stay together, better each other while helping, supporting each other, focus on doing their best with their offspring instead of abandoning it to care only about themselves.
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well we definitely dont have the same conception of God.
The only problem is that it's not a matter of being able to decide whether or not he wants to live/die; he is dying he knows it cant do shit about it and he wishes something could happen that would stop the process. Has nothing to do with wanting or not wanting to live.
did you or did you not say ``God is at fault for you losing your job``
did you not say God controls your choices, so why correct people if this is the case? enlighten us.
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It has been proven that as we age our metabolism slows down. If we exercise less and still eat as we once did, we will get fatter. It's not that complicated.
You dont get fatter if you dont ingest excess calories daily, your body just uses what it needs and you stay fit. You get fatter because you dont move as much, your metabolism slows down, AND BECAUSE YOU EAT MORE CALORIES THAN YOUR BODY NEEDS AND THEY RE STOCKED AS FAT.
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well they re tainted/colored right? I'm sure they d look great in their black natural color. Same with your boobs, you could have kept them natural. Now your nose, it wasnt that bad either. Why do all of this? did it improve your life? do you feel more confident with all this stuff in your body? I know women just like men have to stay competitive -especially when they re single- to get mates/money, but why not settle with one man, live a healthy life and benefit from all the goods while ignoring the competition -which doesnt mean you dont have to take care of yourself to please yourself and your life partner-.
Most people focus on building a stable family, raise kids, not on improving their bodies with artificial stuff. Many people get the family part right but ruin it with excess like being fat, dumb etc, the best family environment is probably a family where man and woman stay together, better each other while helping, supporting each other, focus on doing their best with their offspring instead of abandoning it to care only about themselves.
My natural hair colour is dark blond. I get highlights every three months. Most women colour their hair these days. We are not cave women any longer. We also shave our body hair in case you didn't realise .
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You dont get fatter if you dont ingest excess calories daily, your body just uses what it needs and you stay fit. You get fatter because you dont move as much, your metabolism slows down, AND BECAUSE YOU EAT MORE CALORIES THAN YOUR BODY NEEDS AND THEY RE STOCKED AS FAT.
if calories are kept the same and movement is kept the same for 30 years straight from age 20-50 you may not get fatter the first ten years but you will after that because when you age your metabolism slows down. Primemuscle is right and you are wrong.
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You dont get fatter if you dont ingest excess calories daily, your body just uses what it needs and you stay fit. You get fatter because you dont move as much, your metabolism slows down, AND BECAUSE YOU EAT MORE CALORIES THAN YOUR BODY NEEDS AND THEY RE STOCKED AS FAT.
I was surprised how old she looks now. She is also gaining a lot of weight for a few reasons. She spends a lot of time online trying to look for a husband that she will never find. She is also very depressed. At her age, she has no one and with all the negative pictures about her, her life is ruined. She doesn't have the financial freedom to eat right, and is stuck working part time at a gym (not as a trainer). She is on food stamps and government assistance and that income doesn't go very far. She was pretty when she was younger, but the last plastic surgery and her weight gain made her look awful.
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did you or did you not say ``God is at fault for you losing your job``
did you not say God controls your choices, so why correct people if this is the case? enlighten us.
I didnt say he was at fault, I said that as he controls everything -just like a little kid thinks his father controls everything- i have to find what other stuff he wants me to do now he cut me from that option. If i dont believe i him ill be rebellious and will hate on him, if i think deeply about it i will build, "find", another more positive meaning and becoming a producing member of the society again , i and my offspring will be part of the future. I came to the conclusion that many men and women will die and only a small fraction of them will survive ultimately, and that they ll be so technologically advanced they ll be "God(s)", that "God", is us, in the future and that as a result they ll be able to travel thru space and time with the only mission to keep life going on. And that if you want to "live", if you want your genes -which is how humans can access immortality, thru their genes surviving until they end in the ultimate, last, perfect almighty human who becomes a God- to be part of the future, you have to study, be nice, follow the Bible, raise in the social lader, stay at the top and hopefully if your grand grand grand grand kids etc keep doing the same they ll be the last survivors. That's how i interpret God(s), Life, aliens, natural selection and... the Bible.
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I give ideas to people, sometimes it's useful to know what other people think of you to get better, improve yourself. It helps you define your strenghts and weaknesses and have a more realistic view of yourself.
Basically what i'm always saying is ;
here are your weaknesses, here is how you could improve/counterbalance them, and try to address the real deeply rooted origins, causes of your insecurities instead of abusing, going to the extremes to hide them. Focus on the causes not the consequences. That's all i ve always been saying to most on here.
Now what is fascinating, is how you can tell someone what he, she has to do, but he or she will not do it. This only proves how deeply predeterminated, preprogrammed, our behaviors and thought processes are.
You also reveal a lot about yourself, not all of which is good. In a recent post you referred to having a "submissive" woman at home (for sex). In another not as recent post, you made it obvious you think of females as lesser then yourself and that you'd harm or kill your wife if she ever tried to leave you. Perhaps you overstated and perhaps it was just the mood of the moment. Still, it says a lot about how you think and what you believe.
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uberman does your wife knows you spend most of your leisure time here posting naked pictures of other female forum members and making offensive/insulting posts about them?
just a yes/no type question, no walls of text this time please.
I doubt Uberman cares what his wife thinks....she's just his submissive possession.
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This never ever gets answered but can anyone with any further knowledge of what Derek took explain why it hit him harder than most other Bodybuilders who use the same compounds?Was he taking extreme doses?Too much oil?Too much insulin?Taking diuretics too often?Slamming down DNP?3 gram a day coke habit along with meth?existing condition made worse by the above?Saying too much oil and doing recreational drugs seems to apply to most other Bodybuilders too.
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Pretty obvious why I got implants.
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if calories are kept the same and movement is kept the same for 30 years straight from age 20-50 you may not get fatter the first ten years but you will after that because when you age your metabolism slows down. Primemuscle is right and you are wrong.
I dont know what's your beef with me nor what point you re trying to make here, but to stay lean you just have to eat less/as much calories than you burn daily. If you eat more than you burn, they re stocked as fat cells. As simple as that, it's mathematical, no need to make it more complicated. People develop fat excess if they eat more calories than they burn, and the body after taking what he needs to maintain all vital systems, after evacuating part of it down the toilets, transform /store these excess calories into fat cells.
Primemuscle isnt "right" he doesnt know shit about weight lifting /nutrition/ physical conditioning he joined getbig to talk about homosexuality in the first place, and later it became a place where he could find some human e-relationships to compensate for the lack of real life relationships -just like we all do-. He s probably trying to justify why he s getting fatter and fatter, nothing more. Fact is if he eats less he ll lose fat, it's not rocket science and you know it.
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I didnt say he was at fault, I said that as he controls everything -just like a little kid thinks his father controls everything- i have to find what other stuff he wants me to do now he cut me from that option. If i dont believe i him ill be rebellious and will hate on him, if i think deeply about it i will build, "find", another more positive meaning and becoming a producing member of the society again , i and my offspring will be part of the future. I came to the conclusion that many men and women will die and only a small fraction of them will survive ultimately, and that they ll be so technologically advanced they ll be "God(s)", that "God", is us, in the future and that as a result they ll be able to travel thru space and time with the only mission to keep life going on. And that if you want to "live", if you want your genes -which is how humans can access immortality, thru their genes surviving until they end in the ultimate, last, perfect almighty human who becomes a God- to be part of the future, you have to study, be nice, follow the Bible, raise in the social lader, stay at the top and hopefully if your grand grand grand grand kids etc keep doing the same they ll be the last survivors. That's how i interpret God(s), Life, aliens, natural selection and... the Bible.
your exact words and I quote <GOD MADE ME LOSE MY JOB, and now you are saying and I quote <<I didnt say he was at fault<<
You have to follow the Bible? you have not even read it all, lmao, for something that drives your meaning of life and you have not even read it all yet, rotflmao
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- as again, i have my fair share of sex whenever i want, and the women i sometime think look good i show her so she knows what she needs to try to look like.
Someday your wife-slave will wise up and probably shoot or stab you to death while your sleeping.
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your exact words and I quote <GOD MADE ME LOSE MY JOB, and now you are saying and I quote <<I didnt say he was at fault<<
You have to follow the Bible? you have not even read it all, lmao, for something that drives your meaning of life and you have not even read it all yet, rotflmao
Yes, that's what i m doing. And?
And you re obviously trying to belittle me, after reading the whole Bible as it appears you claim.
Not very wise, christian of you, you who claim to have read the whole bible ;D I find you a bit judgemental ;)
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I was surprised how old she looks now. She is also gaining a lot of weight for a few reasons. She spends a lot of time online trying to look for a husband that she will never find. She is also very depressed. At her age, she has no one and with all the negative pictures about her, her life is ruined. She doesn't have the financial freedom to eat right, and is stuck working part time at a gym (not as a trainer). She is on food stamps and government assistance and that income doesn't go very far. She was pretty when she was younger, but the last plastic surgery and her weight gain made her look awful.
You are creepy. I am a trainer and I have never been depressed in my life. Sure I have had ups and downs like every body, that is life. But I am strong and a very positive woman. You need to stop obsessing over a woman that you will never ever meet.
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You are creepy. I am a trainer and I have never been depressed in my life. Sure I have had ups and downs like every body, that is life. But I am strong and a very positive woman. You need to stop obsessing over a woman they you will never ever meet.
Well , i thought you were making cams with people to make a living? now you also train people in a gym? Is this the reason why you needed to get plastic boobs and nose, just like kevin levrone needs to get back on the juice to feel confident enough to train people?
BTW why are there nude pictures of you all over the internet? Dont you have a daughter?
To be honest i dont care about the answers. My point was that you re going too far with the plastic surgeries; i hope you ll stop and wont go further in that path, And, that you ll keep your weight in check. And that you ll find a man to be a father for your daughter, and that...
Oh well.
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I dont know what's your beef with me nor what point you re trying to make here, but to stay lean you just have to eat less/as much calories than you burn daily. If you eat more than you burn, they re stocked as fat cells. As simple as that, it's mathematical, no need to make it more complicated. People develop fat excess if they eat more calories than they burn, and the body after taking what he needs to maintain all vital systems, after evacuating part of it down the toilets, transform /store these excess calories into fat cells.
Primemuscle isnt "right" he doesnt know shit about weight lifting he joined getbig to talk about homosexuality in the first place, and later it became a place where he can find some human relationships to compensate for the lack of real life relationships -just like we all do-. He s probably trying to justify why he s getting fatter and fatter, nothing more. Fact is if he eats less he ll lose fat, it's not rocket science and you know it.
no shit sherlock, but as you age it gets harder, you get less for the work you put in and some people can not keep up to doing more wether it be dieting or exercise to compensate for the change in metabolism
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Pretty obvious why I got implants.
Trophy getting dangerously near your pussy..
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Well i have a hard time understanding why God made me lose my job and giving a joyful meaning to what im going thru with my current unemployment, I'm still hesitating between many meanings to give to the whole thing. I'm trying to develop new healthy paths to follow , trying to understand how people do facing similar situations. But hey, doesnt it happen to anyone who has lost his job recently?
You are kidding right? God didn't make you lose your job, you did or it was just unfortunate circumstances if you got laid off. You might consider reading the book, When Bad Things Happen to Good People by Harold S. Krushner.
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Pretty obvious why I got implants.
You looked great and still do. I don't like implants though, the artificiality is a turn off.
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you re obviously hiding some fat behind these skin tight clothes. Btw, why 6 inches of make up on your face? What do you look like without the clothes and without the make up?
She would look naked of course. ;D
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You are creepy. I am a trainer and I have never been depressed in my life. Sure I have had ups and downs like every body, that is life. But I am strong and a very positive woman. You need to stop obsessing over a woman that you will never ever meet.
If anyone is creepy and weird and fat, its you. You are a mess. No guy wants to meet you, you spend 20 hours a day spamming this board like a troll. Your body shows how depressed you are. You are overweight, a drunk, and your nose looks terrible. For gods sake, a midget pooped on your tits. Now thats the most "creepy" and disgusting thing I have honestly ever heard. The sad thing, you saved no money for your family and they have to live with how you screwed up their lives. :-\
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My main concern is her getting slowly but surely, fatter. That's all women's problem. When it could be avoided by simply eating less/as much calories than you burn daily. I mean she s smart enough to realize she s getting chunkier and chunkier by the day right? And smart enough to know what is required for her to do to stop/reverse the process the natural way, simply by eating less.
Why is it that you are concerned with Booty's weight, clothing, hair and cosmetic choices? Who is she to you?
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You looked great and still do. I don't like implants though, the artificiality is a turn off.
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Thank you. I just never got my breast tissue back so I went the implant way. I have no regrets.
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You are kidding right? God didn't make you lose your job, you did or it was just unfortunate circumstances if you got laid off. You might consider reading the book, When Bad Things Happen to Good People by Harold S. Krushner.
Well, i ve already explored psychology, psychanalysis, philosophy. Basically scietific theories tell you that you have to adapt to survive at all costs, just like darwin concluded in his essay about evolution.
Then, I decided to take a look at judaism and christianism and what they re saying about life and death. You on the other hand, it appears, mix together many beliefs you ve been randomly exposed to thru your life from various philosophical , religious, scientific systems of beliefs without having a clue about what you are doing as long as it works in the end.
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Yes, that's what i m doing. And?
And you re obviously trying to belittle me, after reading the whole Bible as it appears you claim.
Not very wise, christian of you, you who claim to have read the whole bible ;D I find you a bit judgemental ;)
I am only doing this to you to show you what you do to others here and clearly it does not feel good does it?
judging by your comment =why are you picking on me= clearly shows you do not like it done to you, lol you can dish it but can not take it, remember you drew first blood here bro.
BTW I have read the Bible front to back over and over and over and over, in fact I know it thoroughly better then everyone, I read it everyday and I do not go around belittling others telling them what to do, correcting them and preaching down their throat like you do.
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Why is it that you are concerned with Booty's weight, clothing, hair and cosmetic choices? Who is she to you?
Yes it's very strange. I am no cave woman. Most women aren't and überman needs to get out more and look around. Women are wearing makeup, getting their hair done and plastic surgery is up there also.
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If anyone is creepy and weird and fat, its you. You are a mess. No guy wants to meet you, you spend 20 hours a day spamming this board like a troll. Your body shows how depressed you are. You are overweight, a drunk, and your nose looks terrible. For gods sake, a midget pooped on your tits. Now thats the most "creepy" and disgusting thing I have honestly ever heard. The sad thing, you saved no money for your family and they have to live with how you screwed up their lives. :-\
She could still stop all of this bullshits and find a nice man to settle with, to bring some stability to her daughter, what do you think? We get it, she s not really a "winner" at life, but who is? I d say people ending their lives surrounded by a nice warm genuine lovely faithful family. But obviously it's pretty rare nowadays. Ironically we probably find more of them in the new immigrants from the third world, some of our ancestors converted to ...Christianity and who now replace our aging, non reproducing, depressed atheist WASP population.
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oh I care about the future of our nation and the rights/freedoms of our citizens.... I just dont shed tears when people lose their lives, for the most part.
its part of life. Although I have gone out of my way twice in the last 3.months to assist a pair of elderly men that collapsed for varying reasons... had to triage the victim and determined neither needed 911..... although neither could move under their own power after the collapse.
See, you do care!
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Well , i thought you were making cams with people to make a living? now you also train people in a gym? Is this the reason why you needed to get plastic boobs and nose, just like kevin levrone needs to get back on the juice to feel confident enough to train people?
BTW why are there nude pictures of you all over the internet? Dont you have a daughter?
To be honest i dont care about the answers. My point was that you re going too far with the plastic surgeries; i hope you ll stop and wont go further in that path, And, that you ll keep your weight in check. And that you ll find a man to be a father for your daughter, and that...
Oh well.
I am a trainer and worked at gyms since 2001. I did some nude modeling for men's mags and got paid well for it. The cam work I dabbled in... Didn't get nude, just used my assets which was my accent, personality and the fact that I am a very feminine woman which some like.
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Yes it's very strange. I am no cave woman. Most women aren't and überman needs to get out more and look around. Women are wearing makeup, getting their hair done and plastic surgery is up there also.
Some do, some don't. And i dont need to go out to look at a natural woman who takes care of her without needing to go to the extremes like painting her face with makeup or doing PS- while taking care of a house and family-, i have one daily under my roof. And i taught her to enjoy sex and she 's grateful to me for it. And she s working while i m unemployed. And we have a daughter we will try to expose to most of our best sides.
No my point was, why arent you more genuine, and why arent you able to build a stable family with a stable man. I mean even without all the fake shit you plaster your body with, you d still look decent to most, so what prevents you from obtaining such a family? that kind of lifestyle? Are you christian?
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See, you do care!
everyone cares at some level, the ones who say they do not are in denial.
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You dont get fatter if you dont ingest excess calories daily, your body just uses what it needs and you stay fit. You get fatter because you dont move as much, your metabolism slows down, AND BECAUSE YOU EAT MORE CALORIES THAN YOUR BODY NEEDS AND THEY RE STOCKED AS FAT.
You do realize that we are saying the exact same thing here.
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I am a trainer and worked at gyms since 2001. I did some nude modeling for men's mags and got paid well for it. The cam work I dabbled in... Didn't get nude, just used my assets which was my accent, personality and the face that I am a very feminine woman which some like.
You have a daughter if i remember correctly right?
Why did you separate from her father? what is he up to nowadays?
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Some do, some don't. And i dont need to go out to look at a natural woman who takes care of her without needing to go to the extremes like painting her face with makeup or doing PS- while taking care of a house and family-, i have one daily under my roof. And i taught her to enjoy sex and she 's grateful to me for it. And she s working while i m unemployed. And we have a daughter we will try to expose to most of our best sides.
No my point was, why arent you more genuine, and why arent you able to build a stable family with a stable man. I mean even without all the fake shit, you d still look decent to most, so what prevents you from obtaining such a family? that kind of lifestyle? Are you christian?
no one gives a shit about your life, what she does makes her feel good and that is all that matters, if you find it strange that people feel the need to improve on their looks by doing what she does then you are an outdated savage, period.
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You do really, we are saying the exact same thing here.
Eat less than you do actually if you want to lose fat and you ll lose fat. If you can/want, you can even exercise too in addition in order to accelerate the process.
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You have a daughter if i remember correctly right?
Why did you separate from her father? what is he up to nowadays?
don`t bring up her daughter just to win an argument, that is fucken low
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Thread spinning off in myriad directions!
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I am a trainer and worked at gyms since 2001. I did some nude modeling for men's mags and got paid well for it. The cam work I dabbled in... Didn't get nude, just used my assets which was my accent, personality and the face that I am a very feminine woman which some like.
You posed nude for a mens magazine over 10 years ago. In the last 10 years, the only income you have comes from a part time job at a gym. Don't try and bullshit people, you are not a trainer, I think you mean, you need a trainer. No one in their right mind would pay a gym for some fat, weird, old lady to train them. You didn't make any money on cam, because no one is going to pay some old fat lady any money to see on cam. You have no college education and your biggest accomplishment in life is posing naked 10 years ago for some smut magazine which thousands of women posed for.
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Eat less than you do actually if you want to lose fat and you ll lose fat. If you can/want, you can even exercise too in addition in order to accelerate the process.
wow, awesome info, did you just learn that Einstein
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You have a daughter if i remember correctly right?
Why did you separate from her father? what is he up to nowadays?
You are the biggest asshole on here. He's deceased. Your brain is empty. That's why I rarely reply to your dribble because nothing sinks in.
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don`t bring up her daughter just to win an argument, that is fucken low
dude, apparently you re taking everything i say very seriously in this thread. Dunno why.
Anyway, Yes i find it odd people would add useless "enhancements" to their bodies when all they simply have to do is stay natural and lean, which is the perfect balance everyone should strive to find and maintain. The problem is people who go too far, and it always originates in past traumas that keeps deeply underlying their behaviors decades later. Booty would look better without the colored hair, and with less weight. I dont know what she looked like before the nose job tho. Did she have a crooked nose?
But you are right tho, it's how she views herself, how she wants to be, that matters; some people have everything but still feel empty inside for some reasons, and ruin what they had for no apparent reasons. A self destructive behavior.
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don`t bring up her daughter just to win an argument, that is fucken low
He is low. Look how this pos asks about the father when he knows that he is deceased. And the thing is if I was quick to shack up with a guy after my partner died, this dirtbag would say I wasn't independent and say plenty of horrible things. But instead I am single and did what I want in life and raised and took care of my children on my own.
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You ...
Bla bla. Why the evilness? Maybe I am boring here, but you are dealing with a real person. I think you are crossing the line.
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You are the biggest asshole on here. He's deceased. Your brain is empty. That's why I rarely reply to your dribble because nothing sinks in.
Oh, I didnt know, sorry seriously. Did you find for your daughter a decent father figure to replace him ? Or have you been dating several men since then , looking for the right -new- one?
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dude, apparently you re taking everything i say very seriously in this thread. Dunno why.
Anyway, Yes i find it odd people would add useless "enhancements" to their bodies when all they simply have to do is stay natural and lean, which is the perfect balance everyone should strive to find and maintain. The problem is people who go too far, and it always originates in past traumas that keeps deeply underlying their behaviors decades later. Booty would look better without the colored hair, and with less weight. I dont know what she looked like before the nose job tho. Did she have a crooked nose?
But you are right tho, it's how she views herself, how she wants to be, that matters; some people have everything but still feel empty inside for some reasons, and ruin what they had for no apparent reasons. A self destructive behavior.
my old nose you fuck face.
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dude, apparently you re taking everything i say very seriously in this thread. Dunno why.
Anyway, Yes i find it odd people would add useless "enhancements" to their bodies when all they simply have to do is stay natural and lean, which is the perfect balance everyone should strive to find and maintain. The problem is people who go too far, and it always originates in past traumas that keeps deeply underlying their behaviors decades later. Booty would look better without the colored hair, and with less weight. I dont know what she looked like before the nose job tho. Did she have a crooked nose?
But you are right tho, it's how she views herself, how she wants to be, that matters; some people have everything but still feel empty inside for some reasons, and ruin what they had for no apparent reasons. A self destructive behavior.
well you are a caveman, this what people do to look good in this era, you are in the minority with your outdated ways of thinking.
You keep saying I am attacking you, well I am only correcting your ways the way you do to people who juice and to others. ;)
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Oh, I didnt know, sorry seriously. Did you find for your daughter a decent father figure to replace him ? Or have you been dating several men since then , looking for the right -new- one?
don`t talk about her daughter asshole, it is not appropriate.
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I have never understood why Booty gets the abuse that she does. What has she really ever done to anyone? All I see is a bunch of "grown" men using her as a punching bag hoping to break her down for whatever reason. She never asked for anyones opinion on how she should wear her hair or what enhancement to get, yet you morons seem to give it freely. Why I ask? Its not like you will hate or despise her any less if she actually took your misguided advice in any way.
As if a bunch of third rate male gym lifters know anything about being a woman in the first place. :D
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He is low. Look how this pos asks about the father when he knows that he is deceased. And the thing is if I was quick to shack up with a guy after my partner died, this dirtbag would say I wasn't independent and say plenty of horrible things. But instead I am single and did what I want in life and raised and took care of my children on my own.
That's great. Sincerely. congrats. And i didnt know your first husband died, or i wouldnt have asked. You re just a woman trying to adapt and survive, and as long as your kids became happy, producing christian members of society I doubt anyone could really throw you under the bus. You probably did plastic surgery to stay confident doing your stuff at the workplace, so it makes sense.
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Oh, I didnt know, sorry seriously. Did you find for your daughter a decent father figure to replace him ? Or have you been dating several men since then , looking for the right -new- one?
You did know. I have told you before but either you are an empty air head or a total asshole . Which is it???? And as for the question it's none of your business. Don't ask about my family again. Keep the attacks to me, asshole.
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my old nose you fuck face.
well, it was perfect.
Why change it?
Are you and OTH dating btw?
But i would understand if you didnt want to go further.
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Eat less than you do actually if you want to lose fat and you ll lose fat. If you can/want, you can even exercise too in addition in order to accelerate the process.
Watched a show last night about morbid obesity. Three men were profiled in this segment of a 2008 Discovery Channel series called Extreme Bodies http://movies.netflix.com/WiMovie/70202348?locale=en-US&mqso=81198655&titleVideoId=70202348&awadgroupid=5836491068&awcampaignid=121071908&awcreative=32396223788&awdevice=c&awexpid=&awkeyword=extreme%20bodies&awmatchtype=e&awnetwork=g&awposition=1t1&gclid=CLa_w_Oj27oCFe-DQgodgCwA7g (http://movies.netflix.com/WiMovie/70202348?locale=en-US&mqso=81198655&titleVideoId=70202348&awadgroupid=5836491068&awcampaignid=121071908&awcreative=32396223788&awdevice=c&awexpid=&awkeyword=extreme%20bodies&awmatchtype=e&awnetwork=g&awposition=1t1&gclid=CLa_w_Oj27oCFe-DQgodgCwA7g) In this segment, a lot of information about how our bodies are changed when we become obese is explained. You might enjoy watching it.
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Oh, I didnt know, sorry seriously. Did you find for your daughter a decent father figure to replace him ? Or have you been dating several men since then , looking for the right -new- one?
Is this a "set up" or what?
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my old nose you fuck face.
Booty has good teeth.
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well, it was perfect.
Why change it?
Are you and OTH dating btw?
But i would understand if you didnt want to go further.
i got sick and infection built up as my nose deviated slightly and apparently it wasn't draining. I got my sinus's all cleaned out and nose straightened so that I never had to deal with this health issue again.
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well, it was perfect.
Why change it?
Are you and OTH dating btw?
But i would understand if you didnt want to go further.
I am married with children and live in Canada, I am not defending her but rather correcting your ignorant ways. ;)
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Booty has good teeth.
Thanks. And they are my own before uberasshole goes on about this for several pages.
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My goodness
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I have never understood why Booty gets the abuse that she does. What has she really ever done to anyone? All I see is a bunch of "grown" men using her as a punching bag hoping to break her down for whatever reason. She never asked for anyones opinion on how she should wear her hair or what enhancement to get, yet you morons seem to give it freely. Why I ask? Its not like you will hate or despise her any less if she actually took your misguided advice in any way.
As if a bunch of third rate male gym lifters know anything about being a woman in the first place. :D
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i got sick and infection built up as my nose deviated slightly and apparently it wasn't draining. I got my sinus's all cleaned out and nose straightened so that I never had to deal with this health issue again.
Oh so it was not for cosmetic purpose, but health related.
Btw i swear i dont recall asking you about your ex. Seriously. Or I wouldnt have asked. You sound like a wise, courageous, genuine, spiritual strong woman. Are you christian?
Btw , what caused your husband 's death, and then I ll leave it at that; you re free to not answer tho.
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Oh so it was not for cosmetic purpose, but health related.
Btw i swear i dont recall asking you about your ex. Seriously. Or I wouldnt have asked. You sound like a wise, courageous, genuine, spiritual strong woman. Are you christian?
You did know and I have also explained how I got my nose done for health issues. But you play ignorant so that you can attack and troll. I am not Christian. I am spiritual and I believe in respecting and learning about all religions.
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You did know and I have also explained how I got my nose done for health issues. But you play ignorant so that you can attack and troll. I am not Christian. I am spiritual and I believe in respecting and learning about all religions.
There is no reason to give any religion any respect. Its just belief without evidence founded upon complete nonsense, violence and hatred. It deserves no respect at all actually.
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You did know and I have also explained how I got my nose done for health issues. But you play ignorant so that you can attack and troll. I am not Christian. I am spiritual and I believe in respecting and learning about all religions.
Well you re quite thick, if i tell you i didnt know i didnt know, as simple as that, no need to insist, it looks as if you re unnecessarily whoring for attention now. Obviously you re not a christian. Or probably the same kind of christian/spiritual person OTH or coach are.
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Well you re quite thick, if i tell you i didnt know i didnt know, as simple as that, no need to insist, it looks as if you re unnecessarily whoring for attention now. Obviously you re not a christian. Or probably the same kind of christian/spiritual person OTH or coach are.
kind of Christian? you are a wack job, there is only one kind of Christian you imbecile, the one who accepts JESUS AS THEIR LORD AND SAVIOR any other definition of christian is just man made up fundamental garbage
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You posed nude for a mens magazine over 10 years ago. In the last 10 years, the only income you have comes from a part time job at a gym. Don't try and bullshit people, you are not a trainer, I think you mean, you need a trainer. No one in their right mind would pay a gym for some fat, weird, old lady to train them. You didn't make any money on cam, because no one is going to pay some old fat lady any money to see on cam. You have no college education and your biggest accomplishment in life is posing naked 10 years ago for some smut magazine which thousands of women posed for.
man that's brutal. But probably a part of the truth, too. Anyway I have no beef with her; i just think she should stop with the fake enhancements and check her weight, but if she s content with who she is and if she can get laid once in a while more power to her. Not many women her age who arent engaged can say the same.
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This thread seems to have fallen off track and crashed. I guess that happens and I realize I contributed to this by responding to posts which weren't on topic.
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X'2 I agree & am out !
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kind of Christian? you are a wack job, there is only one kind of Christian you imbecile, the one who accepts JESUS AS THEIR LORD AND SAVIOR any other definition of christian is just man made up fundamental garbage
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My goodness
I am laughing at Australias most wanted Tommy. ;D
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I am laughing at Australias most wanted Tommy. ;D
Lizards are scary they try to sneak in a night.
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Lizards are scary they try to sneak in a night.
They are not scary. The little darlings eat spiders for me. That's their job around the house.
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Trophy getting dangerously near your pussy..
Ha Ha ;D Here's another pic which is safely away from it.
(http://i59.photobucket.com/albums/g285/asculptbooty/Document3.jpg) (http://s59.photobucket.com/user/asculptbooty/media/Document3.jpg.html)
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I stopped reading this thread for a few hours... and, Bam!!! It went haywire. :o
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This never ever gets answered but can anyone with any further knowledge of what Derek took explain why it hit him harder than most other Bodybuilders who use the same compounds?Was he taking extreme doses?Too much oil?Too much insulin?Taking diuretics too often?Slamming down DNP?3 gram a day coke habit along with meth?existing condition made worse by the above?Saying too much oil and doing recreational drugs seems to apply to most other Bodybuilders too.
Quite simply, Derek never came off cycle. For anything. I can't remember his doses.....I believe he talked about them on RX....who knows if he was lying or not.
But he never came off cycle. Ever. Never stopped doing recreational drugs till it was too late. Could still be doing them for all we know.
After his initial kidney scare he still continued injecting himself with shit and was quite open about it.
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I stopped reading this thread for a few hours... and, Bam!!! It went haywire. :o
Yes apparently we have a group of cave men here. ;)
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Ha Ha ;D Here's another pic which is safely away from it.
(http://i59.photobucket.com/albums/g285/asculptbooty/Document3.jpg) (http://s59.photobucket.com/user/asculptbooty/media/Document3.jpg.html)
So what do you think about Derek Anthony having liver cancer, Booty? This tread is about Derek and not you.... you should start your own thread if you want to post up all those photos of yourself again.
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So what do you think about Derek Anthony having liver cancer, Booty? This tread is about Derek and not you.... you should start your own thread if you want to post up all those photos of yourself again.
If you read back through the thread, I gave my thoughts on this Primemuscle. And the only reason I posted pics is because i woke up and came to this thread and i was the subject. So I think that I have every right to reply and post pics if i want to.
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Quite simply, Derek never came off cycle. For anything. I can't remember his doses.....I believe he talked about them on RX....who knows if he was lying or not.
But he never came off cycle. Ever. Never stopped doing recreational drugs till it was too late. Could still be doing them for all we know.
After his initial kidney scare he still continued injecting himself with shit and was quite open about it.
the first part means absolutely nothing, the second part about rec drugs is the real danger
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leave it to women to start posting pics of themselves in a thread about a guy dying lmao can you say narcissist?
not that I care about DA he should save some donors organs to a better suiting person and just die already. take it like a man like Luke Wood
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leave it to women to start posting pics of themselves in a thread about a guy dying lmao can you say narcissist?
not that I care about DA he should save some donors organs to a better suiting person and just die already. take it like a man like Luke Wood
I didn't start it. But fuck em... ;)
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Time to ungay this thread.... (http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=60225.0;attach=72940;image)
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Onetimehard absolutely demolishing the "esteemed" Uberman in this thread. HAHAHAHAH
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Onetimehard absolutely demolishing the "esteemed" Uberman in this thread. HAHAHAHAH
not really. he's just a homo that sympathizes with fags like DA and Bostin Loyd lol
uberman does a good job at owning himself by writing essays on this board and spending too much time on here.
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not really. he's just a homo that sympathizes with fags like DA and Bostin Loyd lol
uberman does a good job at owning himself by writing essays on this board and spending too much time on here.
and you are just a big bitch and goof who can not read between the lines
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uberman does a good job at owning himself by writing essays on this board and spending too much time on here.
I don't think we should put someone down for contributing.
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I don't think we should put someone down for contributing.
Hi Shizzo :D
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So Booty has liver cancer?
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So Booty has liver cancer?
No. Just some internal swelling in my nose...yet to go away. :D I think everyone here should be grateful and appreciate of good health.
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Hi Shizzo :D
I'm just saying I'd rather people post paragraphs than little snipes of no substance. I mean snipes have their place so long as the topic or person is deserving but it shouldn't be the general makeup of your presence on the forum.
I'm all for improving the forum and I believe this is a step in the right direction.
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It is possible for Derek to get a double transplant
Liver and Kidney; with only 1 set of immunosuppressives
I think his full blown AIDS may complicate things though
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where is maxx that little bitch, come back and take your beating you POS, come on, a cheap shot and then you take off like a little bitch, oh well, no one even considers you around here, uberman is more formidable then you anyway.
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not that I care about DA he should save some donors organs to a better suiting person and just die already. take it like a man like Luke Wood
What a POS!!!
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I wish him the best but fuck that... he should NOT be getting anyone's organs.
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my old nose you fuck face.
Hahahaha ....Uberman is COMPLETELY disrespecting her..her family...and she'll still post pics to show him what she looks like....how anybody in this this broads corner is beyond me
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I wish him the best but fuck that... he should not be getting anyone's organs.
I actually agree. Considering the length of most donor waiting lists.
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I wish him the best but fuck that... he should NOT be getting anyone's organs.
you really think the professionals who are forced to deal with his case are going to allow him to get one? Lol.
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Hahahaha ....Uberman is COMPLETELY disrespecting her..her family...and she'll still post pics to show him what she looks like....how anybody in this this broads corner is beyond me
What does it say about his character Groink??? It shows the pos that he is, that is all. I actually get quite a few private messages from people here saying how much of a dirt bag you are etc.
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Hahahaha ....Uberman is COMPLETELY disrespecting her..her family...and she'll still post pics to show him what she looks like....how anybody in this this broads corner is beyond me
I don't know much about that booty character but she fits the profile. These sluts won't stop until there's a connection they have access to. Sorry booty, take a pause for the cause, feeding the trollers is a sign of weakness.
(http://thechive.files.wordpress.com/2011/05/weird-odd-crazy-people-8.jpg?w=500)
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I don't know much about that booty character but she fits the profile. These sluts won't stop until there's a connection they have access to. Sorry booty, take a pause for the cause, feeding the trollers is a sign of weakness.
(http://thechive.files.wordpress.com/2011/05/weird-odd-crazy-people-8.jpg?w=500)
I guess you re single again?
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where is maxx that little bitch, come back and take your beating you POS, come on, a cheap shot and then you take off like a little bitch, oh well, no one even considers you around here, uberman is more formidable then you anyway.
ease up on the "TRT" there chief :-*
(http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_X4voeeyQvv8/TNrRm0ny8II/AAAAAAAAAMk/xMHF4W2lyXs/s1600/SmashKeyboard2.jpg)
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(http://ease up on the "TRT" there chief :-*
[img]http://springfieldpc.dyndns.org/shimmie/_images/31f671663de6948b540b1f2bb6d015b9/2090%20-%20fist%20keyboard%20keys%20smash.jpg)
lol, dumbass
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What a POS!!!
yes abusing drugs and synthol like that and then having the nerve to beg for new organs when his are shot.
agree, POS.
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I wish him the best but fuck that... he should NOT be getting anyone's organs.
It is a family friend that came out of the woodwork to donate. Something tells me this will not happen.
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ease up on the "TRT" there chief :-*
(http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_X4voeeyQvv8/TNrRm0ny8II/AAAAAAAAAMk/xMHF4W2lyXs/s1600/SmashKeyboard2.jpg)
took you 3 tries to fix your post eh, lmao
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took you 3 tries to fix your post eh, lmao
lol well who's bashing the f5 here. loser...
dont forget your TRT shot later tonight old man. inject that confidence. :-\
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lol well who's bashing the f5 here. loser...
dont forget your TRT shot later tonight old man. inject that confidence. :-\
that why you are so dumb, while others are in the know, that I am trolling uberman, you think I am angry, wow, sucks to be known as the idiot who is not in the loop or who can not read between the lines.
BTW, a cc and a half of deca in the right glute and a cc and a half if test 400 in the left tonight bitch ;)
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We've gone from Derek's liver to booty's nose. Now it's time for Tbombz's ass and Vissy's eye.
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We've gone from Derek's liver to booty's nose. Now it's time for Tbombz's ass and Vissy's eye.
lol the show must go on!
Seriously tho, we should all stop with DA's bashing now. Everything that could be said about him has been said. And let's hope as many people as possible will learn from it.
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I don't know much about that booty character but she fits the profile. These sluts won't stop until there's a connection they have access to. Sorry booty, take a pause for the cause, feeding the trollers is a sign of weakness.
(http://thechive.files.wordpress.com/2011/05/weird-odd-crazy-people-8.jpg?w=500)
I don't know much about you either Alex. This is what I do know. I have heard stories of you stalking newmom. I hear you are very intelligent. I know you were dear friends with Nasser. I have never seen you bad mouth me. You have your friends on here and people who dislike you. I don't have any opinion of you as I don't know enough to form one.
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We've gone from Derek's liver to booty's nose. Now it's time for Tbombz's ass and Vissy's eye.
Along with Arvillas legs, Dan18s forehead, Soulcrushers head,method101's arms and Sevestase's chest, we could build a supercop that could strike fear in to the criminals of Old Detroit by just looks alone.
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Along with Arvillas legs, Dan18s forehead, Soulcrushers head,method101's arms and Sevestase's chest, we could build a supercop that could strike fear in to the criminals of Old Detroit by just looks alone.
haha
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lol the show must go on!
Seriously tho, we should all stop with DA's bashing now. Everything that could be said about him has been said. And let's hope as many people as possible will learn from it.
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hey good sport uberman ;)
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If you read back through the thread, I gave my thoughts on this Primemuscle. And the only reason I posted pics is because i woke up and came to this thread and i was the subject. So I think that I have every right to reply and post pics if i want to.
No one is talking about rights. You and anyone else can post whatever you want as long as it sits well with the moderators. It just appears that you hijacked the thread. Just because we can do something it doesn't mean we should or that it is right.
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No one is talking about rights. You and anyone else can post whatever you want as long as it sits well with the moderators. It just appears that you hijacked the thread. Just because we can do something it doesn't mean we should or that it is right.
No I didn't hijack this thread. Go back a few pages and you will see that I became the subject while I was sleeping in aussie land. I woke up and saw a shit storm and I will post in here if i want to. ;)
Sometimes I think you are a bit slow or thick Prime. Don;t take offense because I do like you.
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No I didn't hijack this thread. Go back a few pages and you will see that I became the subject while I was sleeping in aussie land. I woke up and saw a shit storm and I will post in here if i want to. ;)
Sometimes I think you are a bit slow or thick Prime. Don;t take offense because I do like you.
No offense taken. I acknowledged that you didn't start the sidetrack. Unfortunately, like many of us, you can't seem to just let something slide every once in awhile. To be honest, this conversation is a sidetrack and would be better talked about elsewhere....just saying.
Maybe Derek is getting a big laugh while reading stuff about you and seeing your photos again. Who knows. He probably could use a some humor in his life just about now.
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No offense taken. I acknowledged that you didn't start the sidetrack. Unfortunately, like many of us, you can't seem to just let something slide every once in awhile. To be honest, this conversation is a sidetrack and would be better talked about elsewhere....just saying.
Maybe Derek is getting a big laugh while reading stuff about you and seeing your photos again. Who knows. He probably could use a some humor in his life just about now.
I let plenty slide here Prime. Doesn't mean that I am going to sit back like a meek little woman, which is something that I am not! I am opinionated and not afraid of some cave men. Hopefully Derek is saying "team tight booty".
Did you ever go back and read my post about Derek btw? Or did you just pick up somewhere in here and talk shit??
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fuck religion
"Please protect yourself first"...."We don't know where the religion has been"!!! :-X
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Enough with the sympathetic second guessers...
Anyone else here glad to see this happen to this embecile?
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Not hating, just out of curiosity, this is what a simple google search returns.
How much is this place responsible for such a "ranking" ? Would you freak out if your days were numbered and this what the virtual world snapshot of you looks like? ???
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No....Kicking a guy when he can kick back is one thing, but....I try not to kick someone when they are down. I am not trying to be preachy, because I certainly have posted some nasty things about people.....I guess, I sometimes "knee jerk" respond to posts.....Not trying to flame....
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Not hating, just out of curiosity, this is what a simple google search returns.
How much is this place responsible for such a "ranking" ? Would you freak out if your days were numbered and this what the virtual world snapshot of you looks like? ???
something for tbombz to aspire to
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Upper right bio: "Rear Admiral Derek James Anthony..."
I lol'd.
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haha not hating at all heh?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Passive%E2%80%93aggressive_behavior
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hi derek
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He certainly has been a hot topic on GB.
Here's another 50 plus page turner.
http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?topic=446346.0
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Mods should delete all DA's related threads on the board, seriously now. Let's have at least a bit of decency. Just a tiny bit. He prolly read it all went thru it all, he gets it, but it's now bordering on pure filth. Let's show some human compassion. There is no point in leaving that crap online. After some time all the shitty content on google will disapear. It's mostly the content hosted and saved on getbig's server that stays online and gets refreshed constantly.
Again dude is DYING, and he was just an ignorant, misled unfortunate man, more than anything. He was not a murderer or anything. Let's give him some hope if he sees what we re doing and show some support in these terrible times, and let's stop talking about him. I dont even want to sound like a nice guy or bleeding heart it's just that, we cant do much but at least we can do this. And i'm not saying guys lets pray together to cure all evil in the world, im just saying maybe we could do something here, that would show we have some compassion. Just say "i agree" if you agree, no need for more drama and again I dont want any attention from that thread. It's just to prove a dying man mankind is not worthless and give him some confort. I could understand the people who had real life serious beef with him wouldnt join, like goodrum tho. I having some compassion for DA cause I know just a bit about him and he never had the occasion to genuinely hurt me in any way.
Derek if you read this, I always thought you were dumb, ignorant and misled, more than anything, but I could sense what you were hiding behind all the bravado and tattoos. It's not your fault. And you were not a loser, just a man who got lost.
I think you just followed bad guidance and influences, or had none at all, and I want you to know your experience wont be useless, I am sure it convinced some people to not follow the same path or dissuaded them to do so. You ve done your part, your job, in the whole picture of bettering mankind.
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haha let's start w yours first !
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;D
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Mods should delete all DA's related threads, seriously now. Let's have at least a bit of decency. Just a tiny bit. He prolly read it all went thru it all, he gets it, but it's now bordering on pure filth. Let's show some human compassion. There is no point in leaving that crap online. Again dude is DYING, and he was just an ignorant, misled unfortunate man, more than anything. Let's give him some hope if he sees what we re doing and show some support in these terrible time, and let's stop talking about him. I dont even want to sound like a nice guy or bleeding heart it's just that, we cant do much but at least we can do this.
I agree he has fallen on hard times that many will come to see chasing the DREAM
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Mercy is for the weak.
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Mods should delete all DA's related threads, seriously now. Let's have at least a bit of decency. Just a tiny bit. He prolly read it all went thru it all, he gets it, but it's now bordering on pure filth. Let's show some human compassion. There is no point in leaving that crap online. After some time all the shitty content on google will disapear.
Again dude is DYING, and he was just an ignorant, misled unfortunate man, more than anything. Let's give him some hope if he sees what we re doing and show some support in these terrible time, and let's stop talking about him. I dont even want to sound like a nice guy or bleeding heart it's just that, we cant do much but at least we can do this.
Seriously, when did you start giving a crap about decency?
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Seriously, when did you start giving a crap about decency?
when i learned someone was dying and couldnt do anything about it. It's probably the first time this situation occur on getbig. It's one thing to tease people you dont know over the internet and tell some truths that they can eventually listen to to better their lives, and vomiting, shitting in total impunity on someone who s genuinely dying at the moment and affraid of death all the while knowing he s probably reading it, and doing it on purpose. It's on the same level as pushing someone who s about to kill him/herself.
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Mercy is for the weak.
So your parents should never have had mercy for you when you were weak as a child? You watch too many action movies dude.
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haha let's start w yours first !
Well yeah it would have to be deleted too.
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Girls and sons who have not been loved by their fathers seek attention once teens and adults to compensate for what they didnt have originally. Fathers either left them alone, or were distant most of the time and not encouraging them. Some even despised them which would shape their personality and the way they d interact with others for the rest of their life.
They are extremistic in everything they do, always looking exageratly for attention, and have troubles adapting to society's rules, because they also have troubles defining their own identity and respecting authority and hierarchy.
Also boys who got picked on by others during childhood and adolescence -often sons without a father figure- try to compensate by lifting weights, to develop muscles and survive in ther male world. They re insecure because they re girly, childish, feminine having been raised by a single mom. They lift obsessively hoping it will transform them into men, to compensate for their lack of influence from a father figure that was not there. Unfortunaltey they can get as big as they can it doesnt cure their insecurity and who they truly are, how they grew up being raised by a single mom. They re no as manly as other men whatever they do, and they often have a big lack of masculine presence they dont know how to balance, hence often being borderline homosexuals while trying to get their manhood back thru various manly activities (mma, cars, weight lifting etc). They are often the ones that, in order to get respect from other males will go the steroids route to get even "bigger" attemptint to cure their insecurity , but being natural not being "enough", they still feel "too small", insecure, amongst other males. The lack of a father figure also often means they didnt have guidance to continue studies and are often working shitty manual jobs.
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So your parents should never have had mercy for you when you were weak as a child? You watch too many action movies dude.
Difference - I was never a cunt when I was a child.
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Difference - I was never a cunt when I was a child.
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Girls and sons who have not been loved by their fathers seek attention once teens and adults to compensate for what they didnt have originally. Fathers either left them alone, or were distant most of the time and not encouraging them. Some even despised them which would shape their personality and the way they d interact with others for the rest of their life.
They are extremistic in everything they do, always looking exageratly for attention, and have troubles adapting to society's rules, because they also have troubles defining their own identity and respecting authority and hierarchy.
Also boys who got picked on by others during childhood and adolescence -often sons without a father figure- try to compensate by lifting weights, to develop muscles and survive in ther male world. They re insecure because they re girly, childish, feminine having been raised by a single mom. They lift obsessively hoping it will transform them into men, to compensate for their lack of influence from a father figure that was not there. Unfortunaltey they can get as big as they can it doesnt cure their insecurity and who they truly are, how they grew up being raised by a single mom. They re no as manly as other men whatever they do, and they often have a big lack of masculine presence they dont know how to balance, hence often being borderline homosexuals while trying to get their manhood back thru various manly activities (mma, cars, weight lifting etc). They are often the ones that, in order to get respect from other males will go the steroids route to get even "bigger" attemptint to cure their insecurity , but being natural not being "enough", they still feel "too small", insecure, amongst other males. The lack of a father figure also often means they didnt have guidance to continue studies and are often working shitty manual jobs.
I sometimes hope what i discover and expose might change someone's life or deviate kids/young adults from following a shitty path, but the chances are high it's probably useless right? People just blindly follow shitty influences , wanting shortcuts to power, fame, money and so on. Until it's too late.
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Girls and sons who have not been loved by their fathers seek attention once teens and adults to compensate for what they didnt have originally. Fathers either left them alone, or were distant most of the time and not encouraging them. Some even despised them which would shape their personality and the way they d interact with others for the rest of their life.
They are extremistic in everything they do, always looking exageratly for attention, and have troubles adapting to society's rules, because they also have troubles defining their own identity and respecting authority and hierarchy.
Also boys who got picked on by others during childhood and adolescence -often sons without a father figure- try to compensate by lifting weights, to develop muscles and survive in ther male world. They re insecure because they re girly, childish, feminine having been raised by a single mom. They lift obsessively hoping it will transform them into men, to compensate for their lack of influence from a father figure that was not there. Unfortunaltey they can get as big as they can it doesnt cure their insecurity and who they truly are, how they grew up being raised by a single mom. They re no as manly as other men whatever they do, and they often have a big lack of masculine presence they dont know how to balance, hence often being borderline homosexuals while trying to get their manhood back thru various manly activities (mma, cars, weight lifting etc). They are often the ones that, in order to get respect from other males will go the steroids route to get even "bigger" attemptint to cure their insecurity , but being natural not being "enough", they still feel "too small", insecure, amongst other males. The lack of a father figure also often means they didnt have guidance to continue studies and are often working shitty manual jobs.
i read this on another DA thread already Lol
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when i learned someone was dying and couldnt do anything about it. It's probably the first time this situation occur on getbig. It's one thing to tease people you dont know over the internet and tell some truths that they can eventually listen to to better their lives, and vomiting, shitting in total impunity on someone who s genuinely dying at the moment and affraid of death all the while knowing he s probably reading it, and doing it on purpose. It's on the same level as pushing someone who s about to kill him/herself.
I haven't followed the other thread too much and really haven't since yesterday. But what I have seen from others posts have been somewhat respectful of Derek and even the most vial on here have been sympathetic.
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I sometimes hope what i discover and expose might change someone's life or deviate kids/young adults from following a shitty path, but the chances are high it's probably useless right? People just blindly follow shitty influences , wanting shortcuts to power, fame, money and so on. Until it's too late.
Well, I am not too sure who influenced DA, but I am assuming they were not a model citizen. Maybe he was influenced by Palumbo. :-\ :-\
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Sad thing is that several of us warned him of this years ago and pleaded with him to stop the drugs but he didn't listen.
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I haven't followed the other thread too much and really haven't since yesterday. But what I have seen from others posts have been somewhat respectful of Derek and even the most vial on here have been sympathetic.
the liver cancer thread is now all pictures of females that have nothing to do w DA. hope this helps.
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i read this on another DA thread already Lol
Ubermans quotes are very insightful. They spread like wild fire.
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Sad thing is that several of us warned him of this years ago and pleaded with him to stop the drugs but he didn't listen.
He could not listen. Because the shit that led him to do what he did was older, deeper embedded. It was obviously already too late. But i think it's important to find what influences, what kind of thought patterns , upbringings , got him buried into that path until it was too late.
We will probably never know tho. And evil will just keep repeating, reproducing itself, over and over again. How many DA in the making. How absurd is that. We know it, but we cant do anything about it, we cant change shit but maybe, our own lives.
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Ha Ha ;D Here's another pic which is safely away from it.
(http://i59.photobucket.com/albums/g285/asculptbooty/Document3.jpg) (http://s59.photobucket.com/user/asculptbooty/media/Document3.jpg.html)
Booty has a long bicep.
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He could not listen. Because the shit that led him to do what he did was older, deeper embedded. It was obviously already too late. But i think it's important to find what influences, what kind of thought patterns , upbringings , got him buried into that path until it was too late.
We will probably never know tho. And evil will just keep repeating, reproducing itself, over and over again. How many DA in the making. How absurd is that. We know it, but we cant do anything about it, we cant change shit but maybe, our own lives.
I support your proposition in your opening post in this thread. Sometimes enough is enough or even too much. Sometimes some people simply don't know the boundaries of common decency. Because those who are still spitting on a dying man is so far over that line those threads should removed as you suggested.
Unemployment suits you. You're a mellower man.
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Mods should delete all DA's related threads on the board, seriously now. Let's have at least a bit of decency. Just a tiny bit. He prolly read it all went thru it all, he gets it, but it's now bordering on pure filth. Let's show some human compassion. There is no point in leaving that crap online. After some time all the shitty content on google will disapear. It's mostly the content hosted and saved on getbig's server that stays online and gets refreshed constantly.
Again dude is DYING, and he was just an ignorant, misled unfortunate man, more than anything. He was not a murderer or anything. Let's give him some hope if he sees what we re doing and show some support in these terrible times, and let's stop talking about him. I dont even want to sound like a nice guy or bleeding heart it's just that, we cant do much but at least we can do this. And i'm not saying guys lets pray together to cure all evil in the world, im just saying maybe we could do something here, that would show we have some compassion. Just say "i agree" if you agree, no need for more drama and again I dont want any attention from that thread. It's just to prove a dying man mankind is not worthless and give him some confort. I could understand the people who had real life serious beef with him wouldnt join, like goodrum tho. I having some compassion for DA cause I know just a bit about him and he never had the occasion to genuinely hurt me in any way.
Derek if you read this, I always thought you were dumb, ignorant and misled, more than anything, but I could sense what you were hiding behind all the bravado and tattoos. It's not your fault. And you were not a loser, just a man who got lost.
I think you just followed bad guidance and influences, or had none at all, and I want you to know your experience wont be useless, I am sure it convinced some people to not follow the same path or dissuaded them to do so. You ve done your part, your job, in the whole picture of bettering mankind.
times 2. Least young guys can do is learn from Derek. Do some cardio and stay the fuck away from orals, watch the blood pressure and don't be afraid to clean out every now and then.
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times 2. Least young guys can do is learn from Derek. Do some cardio and stay the fuck away from orals, watch the blood pressure and don't be afraid to clean out every now and then.
Can you expound on your stance on orals??
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Dereks death will serve as a warning to others.
I vote that not only it stays but that we also get a webcam on his deathbed.
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I haven't followed all of this that closely, but is he really going to probably die? Do we know how bad is liver cancer is or what his chances of survival are?
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I haven't followed all of this that closely, but is he really going to probably die? Do we know how bad is liver cancer is or what his chances of survival are?
I am not too sure if people know the details. But between his dialysis and his cancer, it cant be long :-\ :-\ I mean, I can only imagine that something else is bound to come up.
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He looked like garbage another Valentino just as retarded looking, for what?
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Well, I am not too sure who influenced DA, but I am assuming they were not a model citizen. Maybe he was influenced by Palumbo. :-\ :-\
i wonder how much palumbos ideas affected him to get ill? i have no idea what he advocates gear wise though
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No....Kicking a guy when he can kick back is one thing, but....I try not to kick someone when they are down. I am not trying to be preachy, because I certainly have posted some nasty things about people.....I guess, I sometimes "knee jerk" respond to posts.....Not trying to flame....
Well, kicking while they are down is core of the american way of life, and it is great and important part of their succes, so why you are so negative about it? They suck that idea from the milk of their mothers, and all the other remarkable ways of behavior, like "beat only smaller ones" and "if you can't outsmart anyone, be bully". That is more than normal in america, it is vital in their society.
So what about Derek? He has been screaming, bullying piece of shit the best part his life, he has always been fake, he has been using drugs, synthol and every kind of shit which makes head buzz, and now he will pay the prize. SO WHAT? It is always nice to see how fast haters can turn hypocrites and start crying for this poor soul. Why bother? He has earn all the crap which is falling on him, and sooner than he expects, there will be dirt falling on his face on the bottom of the grave. What there is to be sad about? Insane gay whore find his peace at last. World will be better place without him, and this is the truth about the matter. His parents will be dancing for joy and the rest of the world don't give a shit.
"For all stages combined, the relative 5-year survival rate from liver cancer is about 15%." What about this? He is dead, he just doesn't know it yet. ;D
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Well, kicking while they are down is core of the american way of life, and it is great and important part of their succes, so why you are so negative about it? They suck that idea from the milk of their mothers, and all the other remarkable ways of behavior, like "beat only smaller ones" and "if you can't outsmart anyone, be bully". That is more than normal in america, it is vital in their society.
So what about Derek? He has been screaming, bullying piece of shit the best part his life, he has always been fake, he has been using drugs, synthol and every kind of shit which makes head buzz, and now he will pay the prize. SO WHAT? It is always nice to see how fast haters can turn hypocrites and start crying for this poor soul. Why bother? He has earn all the crap which is falling on him, and sooner than he expects, there will be dirt falling on his face on the bottom of the grave. What there is to be sad about? Insane gay whore find his peace at last. World will be better place without him, and this is the truth about the matter. His parents will be dancing for joy and the rest of the world don't give a shit.
"For all stages combined, the relative 5-year survival rate from liver cancer is about 15%." What about this? He is dead, he just doesn't know it yet. ;D
Your one tough cookie. Someday you will get sick and die, hopefully not for a very long time. When you're dying though, it would be interesting to know if you still feel the same way. Of course, I probably won't ever know this, since you are probably just a kid and I am an old man. Unless you screw up things you will undoubtedly outlive me.
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I haven't followed all of this that closely, but is he really going to probably die? Do we know how bad is liver cancer is or what his chances of survival are?
He is not so much dying as killing himself slowly because he can't bear to see a little guy in the mirror.
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I agree that there should be no horrible posts that want to kick a guy when he is down...He is entertainment online, i get a kick at how rediculous he is...This cancer shit is no laughing matter though...He does not know me, so would not give a shit if I had cancer which is wierd and fucked up, when one thinks about it...The behaviour of people though wishing him death while he has cancer is fucked up...It is one thing to wish death on here when someone is healthy, but not in this situation...
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You're getting soft on us uberman.
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is DA still running his mouth like an arrogant dick?
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well, even giving these details you re proving he was probably the least liked son of his brotherhood and as a result destroyed himself while being jealous of his brothers. See, the more you dig, the more dirt you re going to excavate, the more pieces of the puzzle you re going to assemble to get a larger clearer picture. Is he responsible for having been less loved, taken care of, by his parents/family? again it's probably nothing he chose but was forced to be exposed to and he coped the way he could with what he had, but in the end it definitely shaped the path he took, and maybe he would have taken another path had he been raised differently. Maybe his parents wanted things to be that way, because themselves were the least loved kids in their brotherhood, and subconsciously reproduced it with derek and his brothers, making him the scapegoat they were.
I always enjoy your writing uber.
However can one really rule out genetic programming ? Theoretically, could it not be that they treated all the boys the same but that Derek had some faults he was born with that caused him to end up like he did ?
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I googled him after I saw this... First off I'm not sure who's legacy is more fucked up now, Tbomz or DA.
Second... Vince is completely and utterly obsessed with DA and almost every single link leads to Vince posting about DA. It is very creepy and weird. Like worse then stalker weird. Like if something ever violent ever happened to DA they would be at Vince's door IMMEDIATELY.
Wtf Vince. What is your obsession about?
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Well, kicking while they are down is core of the american way of life, and it is great and important part of their succes, so why you are so negative about it? They suck that idea from the milk of their mothers, and all the other remarkable ways of behavior, like "beat only smaller ones" and "if you can't outsmart anyone, be bully". That is more than normal in america, it is vital in their society.
So what about Derek? He has been screaming, bullying piece of shit the best part his life, he has always been fake, he has been using drugs, synthol and every kind of shit which makes head buzz, and now he will pay the prize. SO WHAT? It is always nice to see how fast haters can turn hypocrites and start crying for this poor soul. Why bother? He has earn all the crap which is falling on him, and sooner than he expects, there will be dirt falling on his face on the bottom of the grave. What there is to be sad about? Insane gay whore find his peace at last. World will be better place without him, and this is the truth about the matter. His parents will be dancing for joy and the rest of the world don't give a shit.
"For all stages combined, the relative 5-year survival rate from liver cancer is about 15%." What about this? He is dead, he just doesn't know it yet. ;D
Thank you for your insights......"Never give a sucker, an even break"!!! WC Fields.....
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Mods should delete all DA's related threads on the board, seriously now. Let's have at least a bit of decency. Just a tiny bit. He prolly read it all went thru it all, he gets it, but it's now bordering on pure filth. Let's show some human compassion. There is no point in leaving that crap online. After some time all the shitty content on google will disapear. It's mostly the content hosted and saved on getbig's server that stays online and gets refreshed constantly.
Again dude is DYING, and he was just an ignorant, misled unfortunate man, more than anything. He was not a murderer or anything. Let's give him some hope if he sees what we re doing and show some support in these terrible times, and let's stop talking about him. I dont even want to sound like a nice guy or bleeding heart it's just that, we cant do much but at least we can do this. And i'm not saying guys lets pray together to cure all evil in the world, im just saying maybe we could do something here, that would show we have some compassion. Just say "i agree" if you agree, no need for more drama and again I dont want any attention from that thread. It's just to prove a dying man mankind is not worthless and give him some confort. I could understand the people who had real life serious beef with him wouldnt join, like goodrum tho. I having some compassion for DA cause I know just a bit about him and he never had the occasion to genuinely hurt me in any way.
Derek if you read this, I always thought you were dumb, ignorant and misled, more than anything, but I could sense what you were hiding behind all the bravado and tattoos. It's not your fault. And you were not a loser, just a man who got lost.
I think you just followed bad guidance and influences, or had none at all, and I want you to know your experience wont be useless, I am sure it convinced some people to not follow the same path or dissuaded them to do so. You ve done your part, your job, in the whole picture of bettering mankind.
All there is to life is dominating others, so no. It's just a random retard dying from self-inflicted health issues, not feeling sorry for this at all.
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whoever builds these Getbig characters should get paid. Seriously, there's real talent on display.
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I googled him after I saw this... First off I'm not sure who's legacy is more fucked up now, Tbomz or DA.
Second... Vince is completely and utterly obsessed with DA and almost every single link leads to Vince posting about DA. It is very creepy and weird. Like worse then stalker weird. Like if something ever violent ever happened to DA they would be at Vince's door IMMEDIATELY.
Wtf Vince. What is your obsession about?
oh god, let's flashback to the year 2000 already lol
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First thing i read was that rear admiral derek anthony age 66 made a huge lol all over the place...and that pic of him with no hair...he is a legend for sure...another pic says ''derek is becoming a tv personality'' vince did you or himself come up with this? did anyone ever listen to his radio show?
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honestly i think at this point death is the final solution for his problems
he probably feels relieved that the sweet release is near
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First thing i read was that rear admiral derek anthony age 66 made a huge lol all over the place...and that pic of him with no hair...he is a legend for sure...another pic says ''derek is becoming a tv personality'' vince did you or himself come up with this? did anyone ever listen to his radio show?
and don't forget the online character..."spotter" who's occupation was it seems to spot who/what was wearing a wig or toupee. Spotter was 'onto' DA from when Derek first hit the scene.
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I think uberman is right
we need to remove all his shit
it's the least we can do for a getbigger after all
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Your one tough cookie. Someday you will get sick and die, hopefully not for a very long time. When you're dying though, it would be interesting to know if you still feel the same way. Of course, I probably won't ever know this, since you are probably just a kid and I am an old man. Unless you screw up things you will undoubtedly outlive me.
What will happen, will happen no matter if you are crying in some internet forum or not. Crying for some imbecile and his cancer, which by the way is most likely result of his way of living, is waste of time and effort.
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The legacy of Derek Anthony is G4P, Internet tantrums, oil and steroids. Delete nothing, let him remain a warning for future generations.
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such a pathetic existence
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Mods should delete all DA's related threads on the board, seriously now. Let's have at least a bit of decency. Just a tiny bit. He prolly read it all went thru it all, he gets it, but it's now bordering on pure filth. Let's show some human compassion. There is no point in leaving that crap online. After some time all the shitty content on google will disapear. It's mostly the content hosted and saved on getbig's server that stays online and gets refreshed constantly.
Again dude is DYING, and he was just an ignorant, misled unfortunate man, more than anything. He was not a murderer or anything. Let's give him some hope if he sees what we re doing and show some support in these terrible times, and let's stop talking about him. I dont even want to sound like a nice guy or bleeding heart it's just that, we cant do much but at least we can do this. And i'm not saying guys lets pray together to cure all evil in the world, im just saying maybe we could do something here, that would show we have some compassion. Just say "i agree" if you agree, no need for more drama and again I dont want any attention from that thread. It's just to prove a dying man mankind is not worthless and give him some confort. I could understand the people who had real life serious beef with him wouldnt join, like goodrum tho. I having some compassion for DA cause I know just a bit about him and he never had the occasion to genuinely hurt me in any way.
Derek if you read this, I always thought you were dumb, ignorant and misled, more than anything, but I could sense what you were hiding behind all the bravado and tattoos. It's not your fault. And you were not a loser, just a man who got lost.
I think you just followed bad guidance and influences, or had none at all, and I want you to know your experience wont be useless, I am sure it convinced some people to not follow the same path or dissuaded them to do so. You ve done your part, your job, in the whole picture of bettering mankind.
So who the fuck are you so we should do as you say, would you also like a video camera to watch the threads tell us what else you need your majesty ::)
Its hard to feel sorry for derek its like telling a person not to stand in the middle of the highway or a car could run you over and the person says i dont care and run into the highway then got hit by a car, why should i feel sorry for this person.
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LOL. guy starts a thread titled DYING derek anthony and people think he really gives a shit..hahahaha.
Uberman is becoming an awesome poster.
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First thing i read was that rear admiral derek anthony age 66 made a huge lol all over the place...and that pic of him with no hair...he is a legend for sure...another pic says ''derek is becoming a tv personality'' vince did you or himself come up with this? did anyone ever listen to his radio show?
I always assumed the pic with no hair was shopped?
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I always assumed the pic with no hair was shopped?
yes, for a show!
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LOL. guy starts a thread titled DYING derek anthony and people think he really gives a shit..hahahaha.
Uberman is becoming an awesome poster.
oh brother
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LOL. guy starts a thread titled DYING derek anthony and people think he really gives a shit..hahahaha.
Uberman is becoming an awesome poster.
lol,reminds me of this
(http://centerforplainlanguage.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/11/irony6.jpg)
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Why should DA be silenced? I don't get this thread.
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Girls and sons who have not been loved by their fathers seek attention once teens and adults to compensate for what they didnt have originally. Fathers either left them alone, or were distant most of the time and not encouraging them. Some even despised them which would shape their personality and the way they d interact with others for the rest of their life.
They are extremistic in everything they do, always looking exageratly for attention, and have troubles adapting to society's rules, because they also have troubles defining their own identity and respecting authority and hierarchy.
Also boys who got picked on by others during childhood and adolescence -often sons without a father figure- try to compensate by lifting weights, to develop muscles and survive in ther male world. They re insecure because they re girly, childish, feminine having been raised by a single mom. They lift obsessively hoping it will transform them into men, to compensate for their lack of influence from a father figure that was not there. Unfortunaltey they can get as big as they can it doesnt cure their insecurity and who they truly are, how they grew up being raised by a single mom. They re no as manly as other men whatever they do, and they often have a big lack of masculine presence they dont know how to balance, hence often being borderline homosexuals while trying to get their manhood back thru various manly activities (mma, cars, weight lifting etc). They are often the ones that, in order to get respect from other males will go the steroids route to get even "bigger" attemptint to cure their insecurity , but being natural not being "enough", they still feel "too small", insecure, amongst other males. The lack of a father figure also often means they didnt have guidance to continue studies and are often working shitty manual jobs.
I truly missed these posts, for a while it was guaranteed that every thread that you went into you would get this message.
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I truly missed these posts, for a while it was guaranteed that every thread that you went into you would get this message.
does it help? Lol
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I googled him after I saw this... First off I'm not sure who's legacy is more fucked up now, Tbomz or DA.
Second... Vince is completely and utterly obsessed with DA and almost every single link leads to Vince posting about DA. It is very creepy and weird. Like worse then stalker weird. Like if something ever violent ever happened to DA they would be at Vince's door IMMEDIATELY.
Wtf Vince. What is your obsession about?
I only report relevant news and Derek having liver cancer was something I felt was a good discussion topic for Getbig. Besides, its Derek who facebooked, twittered, myspaced, texted, and pinterested his health condition on every social media outlet for everyone to see.
Derek loves, craves, and lives by the attention he gets.....to his own unfortunate detriment. It does seem that John Romano's proclamation of Derek Anthony being a "tumor riddled" piece of shit is for real and I honestly think that Derek has had liver cancer for a number of years
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Is Derek still training??
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is there a possibility we can get derek in the radio show so he can talk about the future of bodybuilding?
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is there a possibility we can get derek in the radio show so he can talk about the future of bodybuilding?
I've not talked to Derek in over a year...he's blocked me from his facebook although his twitter transmissions were annoying.
The last time I got involved in his business was when I called his hospital.....or "community health center" basically because he has no income and left a message that he was still using steroids and synthol to insure that the kidney would not go to waste and could be placed with someone who cares about his health.
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Well, kicking while they are down is core of the american way of life, and it is great and important part of their succes, so why you are so negative about it? They suck that idea from the milk of their mothers, and all the other remarkable ways of behavior, like "beat only smaller ones" and "if you can't outsmart anyone, be bully". That is more than normal in america, it is vital in their society.
So what about Derek? He has been screaming, bullying piece of shit the best part his life, he has always been fake, he has been using drugs, synthol and every kind of shit which makes head buzz, and now he will pay the prize. SO WHAT? It is always nice to see how fast haters can turn hypocrites and start crying for this poor soul. Why bother? He has earn all the crap which is falling on him, and sooner than he expects, there will be dirt falling on his face on the bottom of the grave. What there is to be sad about? Insane gay whore find his peace at last. World will be better place without him, and this is the truth about the matter. His parents will be dancing for joy and the rest of the world don't give a shit.
"For all stages combined, the relative 5-year survival rate from liver cancer is about 15%." What about this? He is dead, he just doesn't know it yet. ;D
Isnt it a common trait to all humans/animals on earth, not just americans ? Seriously it's the same everywhere. That's just the way we are, even if some pretend not to be hiding behind religion or bullshit philosophical principles they only use when it suits them and their survival.
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You're getting soft on us uberman.
:)
I dont know to be honest, maybe he deserves it, and maybe we all deserve everything we get, maybe the whole thing is simply perfect and who am I to pretend it isnt. I still think we should let him know one way or another that his failed existence will be useful to others. He said it himself some months ago anyway, so he was smart enough to come to that conclusion all by himself.
Still if i have the choice to be a complete gratuitous pernicious asshole or someone who deliver some truth thru his judgment, i dont know i ve ben raised to always follow the second choice preferably. We re all taught that everyone gets what they deserve, it gets a lot tougher when we get what deserved and it stinks tho.
My role model will never be michael jordan, but more a guy like horace grant instead. There are many ways to be a "winner" and im not really sure tiger woods, jordan or charlie sheen are "winners".
I always enjoy your writing uber.
However can one really rule out genetic programming ? Theoretically, could it not be that they treated all the boys the same but that Derek had some faults he was born with that caused him to end up like he did ?
We re determined by our genetics, and by the hidden, subconscious scenarios our parents, grandparents exposed us to during our childhood. We were exposed to how they dealed with daily life struggle, we integrated it, and we reproduce it later when facing the same problematics, subconsciously. You can only reproduce, repeat, what you ve been exposed to, what you "know", not what you ignore, havent been exposed to.
Learned/acquired behaviors, wether the process was conscious or not. Fact is we are machines who constantly record what they re exposed to, we are a bunch of strategies of survival mixed together and our senses constantly ingest , select different strategies of survival we are exposed to in our direct environment. We re just adapting, constantly, using what we integrated hoping it will sufficient to insure our survival facing the competition.
I googled him after I saw this... First off I'm not sure who's legacy is more fucked up now, Tbomz or DA.
Second... Vince is completely and utterly obsessed with DA and almost every single link leads to Vince posting about DA. It is very creepy and weird. Like worse then stalker weird. Like if something ever violent ever happened to DA they would be at Vince's door IMMEDIATELY.
Wtf Vince. What is your obsession about?
well it's pretty clear he wants to see him suffer as much as he suffered when he got spit on. As simple as that. Vince is still at the end of the day a manipulative "loser" who sends an autistic white dude he calls "his husband" to earn their living while he stays at home failing "virtual" endeavours, businesses one after another. Just like derek he will leave nothing behind him but a bad example people will laugh at and do their best to avoid. In many ways many people on here me included at the moment, arent surviving the most honorable, respectable way "real tough manly men" should.
Derek loves, craves, and lives by the attention he gets.....to his own unfortunate detriment. It does seem that John Romano's proclamation of Derek Anthony being a "tumor riddled" piece of shit is for real and I honestly think that Derek has had liver cancer for a number of years
Just like you. There s a difference tho, DA was able to make some money out of it, and he didnt spend his life whoring for attention on messageboards, but you did, and still do.
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I dont know to be honest, maybe he deserves it, and maybe we all deserve everything we get, maybe the whole thing is simply perfect and who am I to pretend it isnt. I still think we should let him know one way or another that his failed existence will be useful to others. He said it himself some months ago anyway, so he was smart enough to come to that conclusion all by himself.
Still if i have the choice to be a complete gratuitous pernicious asshole or someone who deliver some truth thru his judgment, i dont know i ve ben raised to always follow the second choice preferably. We re all taught that everyone gets what they deserve, it gets a lot tougher when we get what deserved and it stinks tho.
My role model will never be michael jordan, but more a guy like horace grant instead. There are many ways to be a "winner" and im not really sure tiger woods, jordan or charlie sheen are "winners".
We re determined by our genetics, and by the hidden, subconscious scenarios our parents, grandparents exposed us to during our childhood. We were exposed to how they dealed with daily life struggle, we integrated it, and we reproduce it later when facing the same problematics, subconsciously. You can only reproduce, repeat, what you ve been exposed to, what you "know", not what you ignore, havent been exposed to.
Learned/acquired behaviors, wether the process was conscious or not. Fact is we are machines who constantly record what they re exposed to, we are a bunch of strategies of survival mixed together and our senses constantly ingest , select different strategies of survival we are exposed to in our direct environment. We re just adapting, constantly, using what we integrated hoping it will sufficient to insure our survival facing the competition.
well it's pretty clear he wants to see him suffer as much as he suffered when he got spit on. As simple as that. Vince is still at the end of the day a manipulative "loser" who sends an autistic white dude he calls "his husband" to earn their living while he stays at home failing "virtual" endeavours, businesses one after another. Just like derek he will leave nothing behind him but a bad example people will laugh at and do their best to avoid. In many ways many people on here me included at the moment, arent surviving the most honorable, respectable way "real tough manly men" should.
Just like you. There s a difference tho, DA was able to make some money out of it, and he didnt spend his life whoring for attention on messageboards, but you did, and still do.
First off, dipshit along with my online businesses, I do work a regular job as well. I have never needed to live off anyone ever since I turned 18 although I have had a job since I was 13 years old.
Secondly, "leaving stuff behind" is meaningless. I live the life that I have now and I could care less about a legacy since I won't be around to notice or give a shit. But I have no doubt that people will talk about me long after I'm gone.
As far as Derek goes, there are some days where I would like to come into his hospital bed while he's getting dialysis and put a pillow over his face to smother him. But overall, I don't pray for his death because I can see that he's scared of death from his pleading and begging for life. He's human now and that's good
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But overall, I don't pray for his death because I can see that he's scared of death from his pleading and begging for life. He's human now and that's good
And watching his fear is very satisfying, I would think.
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And watching his fear is very satisfying, I would think.
DEPENDS..is he regretful at his outcome when avg life expectancy in u.s. is 74 for male and he's 30/32 he shortchanged himself 40 yrs due to abuse.we all abuse ourselves somewhat in some way over time tho not crammed in 5/10 yr period like him.
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First off, dipshit along with my online businesses, I do work a regular job as well. I have never needed to live off anyone ever since I turned 18 although I have had a job since I was 13 years old.
Secondly, "leaving stuff behind" is meaningless. I live the life that I have now and I could care less about a legacy since I won't be around to notice or give a shit. But I have no doubt that people will talk about me long after I'm gone.
As far as Derek goes, there are some days where I would like to come into his hospital bed while he's getting dialysis and put a pillow over his face to smother him. But overall, I don't pray for his death because I can see that he's scared of death from his pleading and begging for life. He's human now and that's good
He tried to help you man.
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As far as Derek goes, there are some days where I would like to come into his hospital bed while he's getting dialysis and put a pillow over his face to smother him.
dam dawg
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DEPENDS..is he regretful at his outcome when avg life expectancy in u.s. is 74 for male and he's 30/32 he shortchanged himself 40 yrs due to abuse.we all abuse ourselves somewhat in some way over time tho not crammed in 5/10 yr period like him.
mmmmh hadnt he abused various crap, he might have lived longer, but who knows how long, maybe he would have died of a cancer a bit later but still. Or he could have been killed by a car crossing a road. Fact is life is absurd and cruel, and most people simply enjoying seeing him suffer, most enjoy it. In fact people who feel well dont care, and people who have difficulties themselves might have some sympathy, that's just how we are, we are hypocrits. Some obviously will also enjoy it a lot more if he did them harm and they couldnt do shit about it.
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dam dawg
Why are you surprised, at least he s saying it like it is. That's "human" animal nature.
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I dont know to be honest, maybe he deserves it, and maybe we all deserve everything we get, maybe the whole thing is simply perfect and who am I to pretend it isnt. I still think we should let him know one way or another that his failed existence will be useful to others. He said it himself some months ago anyway, so he was smart enough to come to that conclusion all by himself.
Still if i have the choice to be a complete gratuitous pernicious asshole or someone who deliver some truth thru his judgment, i dont know i ve ben raised to always follow the second choice preferably. We re all taught that everyone gets what they deserve, it gets a lot tougher when we get what deserved and it stinks tho.
My role model will never be michael jordan, but more a guy like horace grant instead. There are many ways to be a "winner" and im not really sure tiger woods, jordan or charlie sheen are "winners".
We re determined by our genetics, and by the hidden, subconscious scenarios our parents, grandparents exposed us to during our childhood. We were exposed to how they dealed with daily life struggle, we integrated it, and we reproduce it later when facing the same problematics, subconsciously. You can only reproduce, repeat, what you ve been exposed to, what you "know", not what you ignore, havent been exposed to.
Learned/acquired behaviors, wether the process was conscious or not. Fact is we are machines who constantly record what they re exposed to, we are a bunch of strategies of survival mixed together and our senses constantly ingest , select different strategies of survival we are exposed to in our direct environment. We re just adapting, constantly, using what we integrated hoping it will sufficient to insure our survival facing the competition.
well it's pretty clear he wants to see him suffer as much as he suffered when he got spit on. As simple as that. Vince is still at the end of the day a manipulative "loser" who sends an autistic white dude he calls "his husband" to earn their living while he stays at home failing "virtual" endeavours, businesses one after another. Just like derek he will leave nothing behind him but a bad example people will laugh at and do their best to avoid. In many ways many people on here me included at the moment, arent surviving the most honorable, respectable way "real tough manly men" should.
Just like you. There s a difference tho, DA was able to make some money out of it, and he didnt spend his life whoring for attention on messageboards, but you did, and still do.
Mmmkay, let's slow down here. How about we get a college degree and a job and then come back to tackling some of humanity's most burning questions.
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Mmmkay, let's slow down here. How about we get a college degree and a job and then come back to tackling some of humanity's most burning questions.
Until then, here are a pair of pertinent encyclopedic articles related to your claims:
http://plato.stanford.edu/entries/sociobiology/
http://plato.stanford.edu/entries/innate-acquired/
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Obviously mods and Ron dont give a shit / are probably enjoying this thread / find it interesting material as they didnt delete it.
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Mmmkay, let's slow down here. How about we get a college degree and a job and then come back to tackling some of humanity's most burning questions.
It's your opinion you need diplomas to understand or talk serious matters, not mine.
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It's your opinion you need diplomas to understand or talk serious matters, not mine.
It isn't the diploma that matters; it's the technical methods and mental tools acquired that allow somebody to address the issues more systematically, as well as an understanding of the current state of human knowledge. Especially with the latter, you'd see that you are presenting very simple forms of ideas long since discussed and discarded.
You have the interest, so why not capitalize on it? Practically speaking, it will probably help in your career as well, since it remains a fact that -- Great Recession or not -- college degree holders earn significantly more than those without degrees.
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mmmmh hadnt he abused various crap, he might have lived longer, but who knows how long, maybe he would have died of a cancer a bit later but still. Or he could have been killed by a car crossing a road. Fact is life is absurd and cruel, and most people simply enjoying seeing him suffer, most enjoy it. In fact people who feel well dont care, and people who have difficulties themselves might have some sympathy, that's just how we are, we are hypocrits. Some obviously will also enjoy it a lot more if he did them harm and they couldnt do shit about it.
SEE YOUR POINT,need crystal ball to see that 'oh I will die at 60 so let me have fun for a while.twilight zone had some of these type episodes .I won't steer of topic.
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Obviously mods and Ron dont give a shit / are probably enjoying this thread / find it interesting material as they didnt delete it.
Why should we delete it?
1) We've had no complaints?
2) Derek Anthony is a long time poster that interacted here often. He also made Youtube clips addressed to Getbig over the years.
3) Derek posts his updates on Facebook and Twitter so he is essentially an open book?
4) Not everyone here is critical of him.... and I for one feel bad for him.
So let the discussion flow.
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It isn't the diploma that matters; it's the technical methods and mental tools acquired that allow somebody to address the issues more systematically, as well as an understanding of the current state of human knowledge. Especially with the latter, you'd see that you are presenting very simple forms of ideas long since discussed and discarded.
You have the interest, so why not capitalize on it? Practically speaking, it will probably help in your career as well, since it remains a fact that -- Great Recession or not -- college degree holders earn significantly more than those without degrees.
not true, most millionaires are self made business men, had nothing to do with school. I have buddies who own stores, own companies and make big money, no school.
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It isn't the diploma that matters; it's the technical methods and mental tools acquired that allow somebody to address the issues more systematically, as well as an understanding of the current state of human knowledge. Especially with the latter, you'd see that you are presenting very simple forms of ideas long since discussed and discarded.
You have the interest, so why not capitalize on it? Practically speaking, it will probably help in your career as well, since it remains a fact that -- Great Recession or not -- college degree holders earn significantly more than those without degrees.
I have other plans, this path is behind me realistically speaking. I'm more into focusing on getting my daughter to go as far as possible instead of sacrificing her in order to do what i wasnt able to do in the past. I know people who try to work , restart studies, while taking care of offpsrings and fail at one or all of the endeavours. Some are succesful, very rare, some kill themselves, some abandon family, many couples implode, some focus on family and abandon their "dreams" etc calculating it's the best to do in the interest of the "group", family.
Doesnt mean i dont enjoy developing what im naturally good at on the side, but at some point in life you have to know when it's too late. Just like everyone else i have regrets but just like everyone i try to do the best with what is left. Some people cant accept it tho.
To be honest it's reading the Bible that got me into seeing things that way; take care of family instead of focusing only on yourself, raised as an atheist and abandoned by my father, i was more prone to leave , pretend i could have done this and that while ruining women and potential offspring with them. I could also have been succesful at doing it, who knows, but fact is I dont feel like i have the moral, mental strenght/fortitude to do it. You have to know realistically what you re capable of, especially when people need you to insure their own survival. Again too many coworkers i saw who failed thinking they could do it all. The most safe path was to stick to my family instead. My own father abandoned us only to end jobless and lonely, while pretending at the time he abandoned us that we prevented him from "fully fulfil himself". He kept doing the same crap my mother was sick of and never got anywhere. I could have done the same, but reading the Bible and listening to my mother instead of the few things my father told me, i "chose" to stick with my own family, better it and myself the best i could following the Bible. Many men do the same, many others dont.
When a path is dead end, well, you try to find another one and to develop it. That's what every life form does. That's what roots, water, plants, animals, do.
Here is an experience i made one day. There was an insect ( woodlouse) that accidentaly fell into an empty cereal bowl. The bowl had milk stains inside .
I just sat there and looked at the whole thing.
I observed the insect i noticed that it was trying to get out of the bowl. This little insignificant life form, was doing always the same thing; trying to escalate the slipery, smooth sides of the bowl. It wanted to go out, look for food, get back to its group, shelter. But it was trapped.
I looked at it for a whole afternoon. It struck me that, it was doing exactly the same thing I as an human was trying to do daily. Find solution, find paths, safety, an exit. So my life could go on. As basic and insignificant this small life form looked, it was doing exactly, the same thing, that I , a "more developed, proud, egocentrical and self aware" human was doing. At this moment i realized the true nature of my self, and others. I also wondered if there was a "superior" lifeform looking at me, at us, struggling, from above.
It was "fascinating" cause i never took the time to see things that way, to take the time to see things that way. I have seen woodlouses all my life but never understood what i understood at this moment.
The litle woodlouse was following constantly the same routine that i was able to write on paper; it stayed motionless for some time (resting, recuperating) then it used its antenna to slowly check the sides, find microscopic tears , a grip, a hold in the slipery side. When it found a dried milk stain that could act as a grip, a ladder, to get out of the bowl, it escalated it but it kept falling several times reaching different highs, at the bottom of the bowl . Two or three time it was only some millimeters away from the border of the bowl. And it fell again, on its back, with its legs kicking into the air. It started to take more time for it to get back on its feet, rest, and do the whole routine over and over again.
Then it would stay immobile again, recuperating, resting, often for the same amount of time, like one or two minutes. Then, it got out of its "sleep" over and over again and checking, escalating the bowl internal surface , falling, resting, and so on.
It kept trying for hours. And it never, ever, did work, it never found a path , a succession of enough tears in the milk stain, to get out of the bowl.
I realized that many humans, many animals, since "life" started on earth died that way, many are dying that way, and many will. I realized we were just doing the same daily as humans, except we are capable of seeing it from above, from the outside, "thank" to our more developed pre frontal lobes, where lies our more advanced "consciousness". I realized that as "advanced", as better equipped we are to face adversity, emptiness, death, we re still doing the exact same thing than this woodlouse, we re just animals.
In the evening it was having more and longer resting periods where it stayed immobile. I concluded its energy was depleting, it needed to eat. But it wasnt able to get out of the bowl by itself. It would die of a certain death. It was unadapted to face the "challenge".
I helped it get out and it stayed there on the floor for a while not moving, too tired, then slowly escaped into the wall. It probably got there, found his group.s members, ate, fucked, then fell asleep. Maybe a stronger, bigger, faster, healthier predator or mate killed him for some reasons because he was too weak after the whole struggle to get out of the bowl. I dont know. I just learned that day that we are somewhat insignificant, even if we re designed by evolution to believe our shit doesnt stink.
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So who the fuck are you so we should do as you say, would you also like a video camera to watch the threads tell us what else you need your majesty ::)
Its hard to feel sorry for derek its like telling a person not to stand in the middle of the highway or a car could run you over and the person says i dont care and run into the highway then got hit by a car, why should i feel sorry for this person.
no shit
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Haha so goodrum contacted the hospital and tried to put the block on DAs kidney transplant?
Thats cold man.
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Haha so goodrum contacted the hospital and tried to put the block on DAs kidney transplant?
Thats cold man.
It would be cold if anybody listened to that fudge packer. As it is, the hospital probably just hung up on his gay black ass.
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That is deep, Uber.
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It would be cold if anybody listened to that fudge packer. As it is, the hospital probably just hung up on his gay black ass.
haha your probably right.
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That is deep, Uber.
Deep, heavy, yeah, but so what. Many men died, die and will die finding out the same. Is it of any use for anyone, I mean, does it give you the will to live, to struggle for survival, one more day, or the opposite. Most people dont think, do their best to avoid thinking, finding out that kind of stuff. They are taught to not think too deep into things. Life being binary, something is only useful if it helps, promotes , improve life. If it's not helping life, it's destroying it, just like when you re going into a direction, you re distancing yourself from another one. It cannot be otherwise.
These people who were loved, at least a bit, who were invested, empowered by someone else who wanted to better them, are happier, not caring, they kill with smiles and pride, they re in the game, they re part of it, they re playing, they have enough cards.
I'm not playing, I'm looking at the game from outside, and just like when i looked at that insect i the bowl, I'm looking at others, at "life", and i can write the mechanisms i observe on paper, one after another, and even if i wanted it to stop, i cant stop, every single day i wake up, it keeps going on, further, and further.
I cant stand the rules i discover for some reasons.
Probably because i was abandoned by my father. Most people who dont care and simply play the game, were taught how to play it by their parents.So they re succesful sooner, achieve more faster, and i understand they re happier, i can grasp it. What i dont understand is why some have it, and some dont. This is what i want to understand.
Many different ways to survive, may different advises, many different systems of beliefs; but after a while spent observing people, you realize it's always the same main strategies of survival, the same stuff going on over and over again. You start to realize after having traveled worlwide, or simply using the internet and seeing people from all over the planet, that we re all the same, and often you see people who have the exact same facial features, the exact same behavior etc. You realize we re not as unique we wish we were. We re just (random? )variations of each others.
Still it's easier for them, and they dont care they ve been told to kill instead of being killed without having any second thought, remorse. They know they have someone who wants them to be succesful where they failed, they feel "fulfiled", they feel seconded, they feel surrounded, they feel they are part of something, the continuity of something. My father never told me much, and the the only time we discussed of it all when i was old enough to confront him and expose him he told me he regretted having given birth to me. He also told me "life is dumb". My mother always did her best so we wouldnt listen to our father. My father gave many advises to my older brother. He told him to cheat on women, he told him to be an asshole, and my bro reproduced it all, many paths he followed in his life where straight chosen only because of the direction my father gave him. I myself cut ties with everyone in my family, probably the preservation instinct; i quickly figured out none of them knew what was the "right path", so i d have to look for it by myself, alone, while not being misled, trapped, by many lost people who wanted to get me as lost as they were. I have always discussed everything with my gf then wife. This trait comes from my mother who always discussed everything with me, especially when she got abandoned by my father. She redirected everything toward me during my first 6 years of existence, for the best and the worse.
After a decade, my bro and mother came back to me, but it's still hard, they re confessing many stuff they did , to me to themselves, to others. We re all suffering from being lonely, isolated, empty inside. I spent my whole life trying to understand. And all I found is that there are many things to understand, but not much to do to change them. In fact I now believe, by experience, that you can probably realistically do nothing outside of your couple, family, yourself. It's like fighting the fucking ocean. Trying to find a meaning to everything is also an extreme behavior at some point, over intellectualization as some pointed it previously. A bad habit i was forced to develop to survive, didnt choose anything.
So now, Im hearing my daughter playing in her room, It makes me feel good. Dunno why. Probably cause that's something, someone I can still improve. There s still something to do there. It will be incredibly hard. How to help someone, when yourself dont know if you can help yourself.
I can whine all i want, life is still going to be tough. It will still be a struggle of every second. And i will probably dont find any ultimate "meaning", get the "complete, total picture", will never get the infinity of pieces together. All I can do is follow the inner, automatic preprogramations inside myself, be aware of them while they are functioning, consciously accept to follow them.
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Thank you.
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uberman, do you have any job prospects? You have been writing long walls of text ever since you lost your job. What do you plan to do with your future? Write obscure posts on Getbig?
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uberman, do you have any job prospects? You have been writing long walls of text ever since you lost your job. What do you plan to do with your future? Write obscure posts on Getbig?
As i said a week ago or so, i have no prospect at the moment but to wait for a new one to appear, I'm thinking even more than usual , probably because i can. I know many people who cant and just rush from one endeavour to another. Of course I'm mostly channeled by what i already have and it will considerably affect the path ill chose. As you get older, options diminish drastically especially if you re not rich, and you re automatically smarter in the way you use your time and energy. The older we get, the less willpower to change our past ways we have too.
It's one of my most developed way of existing, one of my main strategies of survival, subliming myself i guess, telling people what i think of myself of them, of everything. Again i didnt really chose any of it, it's just what "everything" before now, before me, led me to do. I was conditioned genetically to do so and by my upbringings i didnt chose either. The only recent time i felt like i "chose" something, an option between many others, is when i decided to stay with my wife and daughter, because i read the Bible. I could have gone my father's path, my brother's path -he abandoned a woman he got pregnant, then got her to abort her to settle with...another woman he got pregnant at the same time- or what most people on the internet, on here, or on many other websites paths they recommend constantly, because we all constantly embody and defend who we are, what we are, the various inherited, acquired, strategies of survival that shape our main strategy of survival we also call "identity", or "personality". We are walking sums of strategies of survival we ve been exposed to. Just like other animals are; strategies of survival with feet.
Ha! how life was so sweeter when i just got back from work, tired, feeling purified, healthier , proud, feeling like I was part of something, i was someone, there was a label on my forehead "im am this, or that" , i was "in the flow", just like many "others". I defeated people who wanted to boot me out, found allies after doing so who were looking for a leader, and so on. What we all do daily right. It was a manual job, most hated it, i liked it, enjoyed it, and as result did it better than them. As a result the boss liked me, i was an example that motivated some of the newly recruited guys. But it was only a job. We all pretended to be "friends" cause we had to earn a salary, and it didnt prevent most from trying to backstab each others daily. But at some point i found a niche,a balance, I built and developed a predictable , thus reassuring, routine.
And then one day, it ended. I felt both relieved but also sad. Cause it wasnt easy everyday, and even if i built myself a nice place, fact is this place could be removed, cancelled, destroyed at any time. And it did.
What now? The show must go on! i have to find better! to do better! to learn from mistakes, to reproduce the good without the bad, to make it even better using the best of what i learned inherited, while still and constantly trying to destroy the evil in myself. Yeah...I have to play the game... again. If you play it and are successful, then you feel happy. If you fail at joining the game, playing it, you want to die, that creeping feeling.
One day tho, it all ends once and for all, you cant fight, adapt, anymore.
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As you get older, options diminish drastically especially if you are not rich, and you are automatically smarter in the way you use your time and energy.
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Don't you have a degree in psychology? Also, how old are you uberman?
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Don't you have a degree in psychology? Also, how old are you uberman?
Nope , i ve dessicated many psychology, philosophy and psychoanalysis books in my local public library while trying to become a social worker, but i met many people who disgusted me and i wasnt sure, secure enough to believe i could help anyone genuinely if i ever got to finish the whole thing, i felt like it wasnt really for me. While having an urgent need to support my young daughter and wife at the time.
The funny is probably 99.9 % of people on earth are in the same situation. The ones who "have it all" (earning money while doing what you love after having been engeenered to be able to do so by loving caregivers) are only the 0.0001 % remaining, and they re often the ones who own the capital and decide for others.
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Stop trying to be thought provoking and profound Uberman. It isn't working. Anyone who is even the least bit educated will see right through you. Fortunately for you, there are Getbiggers that are just "that dumb."
I have no problem with you making DA's misery and suffering a platform for your mundane rants. But we all know that that is all it is. A platform for you to garner some attention. Nothing else.
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Uberman, did you ever pitch that book you wrote about a bodybuilder living in the woods and trying to plot to kill Muslims? It could be an interesting concept for a screen play.
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Uberman, did you ever pitch that book you wrote about a bodybuilder living in the woods and trying to plot to kill Muslims? It could be an interesting concept for a screen play.
Yes I want to read that.
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Stop trying to be thought provoking and profound Uberman. It isn't working. Anyone who is even the least bit educated will see right through you. Fortunately for you, there are Getbiggers that are just "that dumb."
I have no problem with you making DA's misery and suffering a platform for your mundane rants. But we all know that that is all it is. A platform for you to garner some attention. Nothing else.
Exactly. Just like we all do, and just like you did yourself. Getting attention by pointing the finger at someone else doing his stuff to get attention. That's what we do, that's the point of this, and all messageboards and means of communication on the planet.
People come here, tell bluntly or subtly what goes thru their heads, and other people comment on it. As simple as that.
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Uberman, did you ever pitch that book you wrote about a bodybuilder living in the woods and trying to plot to kill Muslims? It could be an interesting concept for a screen play.
LOL
Also, I am fairly certain uberman had proudly told the board a couple of years ago he was studying psychology in a university in English-speaking Canada
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Or Uberman, you could stick to your original plan, trying to get into the United States and join the military. They would probably take you as long as you are under 35.
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Exactly. Just like we all do, and just like you did yourself. Getting attention by pointing the finger at someone else doing his stuff to get attention. That's what we do, that's the point of this, and all messageboards and means of communication on the planet.
People come here, tell bluntly or subtly what goes thru their heads, and other people comment on it. As simple as that.
This makes absolutely no sense but the funny thing is that you know it doesn't. I know you know it.
God please go get educated. Please.
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This makes absolutely no sense but the funny thing is that you know it doesn't. I know you know it.
God please go get educated. Please.
It somehow makes sense if you are bilingual. uberman is a Frenchman translating his thoughts in English rather than thinking in English, hence he uses Gallicisms, odd phrases, poor grammar, etc.
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This makes absolutely no sense but the funny thing is that you know it doesn't. I know you know it.
God please go get educated. Please.
It makes perfect sense, and you re also trying to get attention saying "i have an education and you dont". We all spend our lives trying to get attention, it's called "existing" lol And often getting attention is just killing or getting killed using words and facial expressions. In the end, it's still all about killing or getting killed.
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This makes absolutely no sense but the funny thing is that you know it doesn't. I know you know it.
God please go get educated. Please.
actually he has a point, if no one reads this you would not be posting here so you too want attention, of course not at the level that uberman does, the only difference is you will not admit it and he will
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actually he has a point, if no one reads this you would not be posting here so you too want attention, of course not at the level that uberman does, the only difference is you will not admit it and he will
how dare you lol It appears you understood something he wasnt able to understand or pretended to not understand even if he has an "education" !
Says everything you need to know about people who pretend to know it all and believe that they should be the only ones able to speak because of their diplomas. You ll often quickly realize they re also the ones who cannot come with anything they would have thought by themselves and are jealous of those who can. You somewhat perfectly incarnate the kind of people i met during my studies and i would have had to deal with or submit to to continue in that path that's funny.
It's called being human and compassionate; everyone has the right to express himself, whatever his level of education and his ability to precisely put words on his thoughts.
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haha your probably right.
I just left a message and used his real name....mission was still accomplished because that kidney can now go to a person more deserving and who isn't going to abuse their body with steroids and synthol.
I'm considering calling Social Services as well so he isn't improperly claiming that he's poor and mooching off the taxpayers.
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Stop feeling sorry for yourself Uberman. That won`t get you anywhere. You have to kick life in the teeth if you expect any kind of upward mobility. "Just Surviving" is fine for some, but in my opinion, that is no way to live.
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how dare you lol It appears you understood something he wasnt able to understand or pretended to not understand even if he has an "education" !
Says everything you need to know about people who pretend to know it all and believe that they should be the only ones able to speak because of their diplomas. You ll often quickly realize they re also the ones who cannot come with anything they would have thought by themselves.
It's called being human and compassionate; everyone has the right to express himself, whatever his level of education and his ability to precisely put words on his thoughts.
Bikini Slut is female.
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I just left a message and used his real name....mission was still accomplished because that kidney can now go to a person more deserving and who isn't going to abuse their body with steroids and synthol.
I'm considering calling Social Services as well so he isn't improperly claiming that he's poor and mooching off the taxpayers.
Did this actually affect anything whatsoever?
Was he actually denied a kidney because of this?
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I just left a message and used his real name....mission was still accomplished because that kidney can now go to a person more deserving and who isn't going to abuse their body with steroids and synthol.
I'm considering calling Social Services as well so he isn't improperly claiming that he's poor and mooching off the taxpayers.
lies... ::)
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Bikini Slut is female.
And she looks good.
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Nope , i ve dessicated many psychology, philosophy and psychoanalysis books in my local public library while trying to become a social worker, but i met many people who disgusted me and i wasnt sure, secure enough to believe i could help anyone genuinely if i ever got to finish the whole thing, i felt like it wasnt really for me. While having an urgent need to support my young daughter and wife at the time.
The funny is probably 99.9 % of people on earth are in the same situation. The ones who "have it all" (earning money while doing what you love after having been engeenered to be able to do so by loving caregivers) are only the 0.0001 % remaining, and they re often the ones who own the capital and decide for others.
It's spelled desiccated, and it means 'dried out.' That's where I stopped reading.
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I just left a message and used his real name....mission was still accomplished because that kidney can now go to a person more deserving and who isn't going to abuse their body with steroids and synthol.
I'm considering calling Social Services as well so he isn't improperly claiming that he's poor and mooching off the taxpayers.
WTF HAVE YOU FUCKEN LOST YOUR MIND ??? ??? ???
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WTF HAVE YOU FUCKEN LOST YOUR MIND ??? ??? ???
he s lying, boasting, the usual stuff he does. He always makes up stuff that s hard to verify until you realize it was all bullshit.
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I don't read Uberassholes long rants.
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I just left a message and used his real name....mission was still accomplished because that kidney can now go to a person more deserving and who isn't going to abuse their body with steroids and synthol.
I'm considering calling Social Services as well so he isn't improperly claiming that he's poor and mooching off the taxpayers.
Knowing he's probably dying is not enough for you?
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It's spelled desiccated, and it means 'dried out.' That's where I stopped reading.
Pete Rose never took any of that stuff but still got on base.
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I don't read Uberassholes long rants.
Same. Never read a word.
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Let me give you all a life tip:
Don't spit in a crazy guy's face.
It may just cost you a kidney.
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lies... ::)
I completely understand where you are coming from, as 99.99% of all Goodrum's posts are lies, but something like this did happen. Derek's family was freaking out over something like this.
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he s lying, boasting, the usual stuff he does. He always makes up stuff that s hard to verify until you realize it was all bullshit.
even just thinking that is fucken INSANITY, fucken with someone when they are on there last breath and stirring trouble when someones life is on the line is fucken COLD, VINCE YOU ARE FUCKEN DEMON.
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I am in shock here. Vince it's very bad karma
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I am in shock here. Vince it's very bad karma
No such thing as Karma so it won`t have any effect on Vince whatsoever.
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Vince is kicking him while he is down. The thing is, the doctors do need to know that Derek will be stealing a kidney from a person who truly deserves it. Do you stay nice, and leave Derek alone? Or do you tell the truth and protect another innocent soul? Very hard to decide. For me. Not for Vince. What do you all think?
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I am in shock here. Vince it's very bad karma
Or it could be karma catching up with Derek. It depends on how you look at it.
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The LOWEST of the LOW lie about someone's health, and IF this is the case- he should DIE the same way!!!!!
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Vince is kicking him while he is down. The thing is, the doctors do need to know that Derek will be stealing a kidney from a person who truly deserves it. Do you stay nice, and leave Derek alone? Or do you tell the truth and protect another innocent soul? Very hard to decide. For me. Not for Vince. What do you all think?
it was a friend of the family who was giving Derek his kidney.
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Vince is kicking him while he is down. The thing is, the doctors do need to know that Derek will be stealing a kidney from a person who truly deserves it. Do you stay nice, and leave Derek alone? Or do you tell the truth and protect another innocent soul? Very hard to decide. For me. Not for Vince. What do you all think?
let the cards play out, it is not anyone business to play hero and making decisions at someone elses expense, that is a scum move.
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Or it could be karma catching up with Derek. It depends on how you look at it.
Karma shmarma, what Adonis said. I'm sure Derek's situation has much more to do with chemical abuse.
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let the cards play out, it is not anyone business to play hero and making decisions at someone elses expense, that is a scum move.
I fully agree! Fucken hell
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Too hard for me to decide. Right now, I would not do it.
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I can't see Vince's little ploy doing anything whatsoever, except for freaking out the few that care about DA. Which I think it may have.
Him calling Social Services can and will make an impact though, if they decide to investigate. Will they really investigate a dying man though?
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It's hurting Derek's family.
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wow vince is a real piece of work, that guy, wow.
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Never give voodoo Vince your saliva!
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he s lying, boasting, the usual stuff he does. He always makes up stuff that s hard to verify until you realize it was all bullshit.
Perhaps I am. But I haven't made any calls to Social Services because its a federal holiday to honor the veterans.
Then again, people thought I was joking about sending that CD to his parents.....
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Obviously many people given the chance would indeed hurt back someone who hurt them in the past. Especially atheists. Not many people believe in turning the other cheek much these days; it's all about killing or getting killed, "no mercy" as said someone earlier in this thread, and stuff escalates. We only have mercy for the people who are important to our survival or helped us, those who arent or have nothing to contribute in general, well...
Perhaps I am. But I haven't made any calls to Social Services because its a federal holiday to honor the veterans.
Then again, people thought I was joking about sending that CD to his parents.....
You just want to hurt him, then, in a controlled way right? a bit but not too much?
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Perhaps I am. But I haven't made any calls to Social Services because its a federal holiday to honor the veterans.
The irony here, is that this is the one time where you aren't lying.
Yet you're trying to provoke the possibility that you may be lying. You are lying about your own lies.
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what has been learned: if ever you spit on venom Vince, he will patiently wait till the day you have been diagnosed with terminal disease/on deathbed, then its "no holds barred"
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what has been learned: if ever you spit on venom Vince, he will patiently wait till the day you have been diagnosed with terminal disease/on deathbed, then its "no holds barred"
well, there are many stories like this, and probably more than you think, of people doing themselves or someone else justice without anyone knowing about it but ... themselves.
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let the cards play out, it is not anyone business to play hero and making decisions at someone elses expense, that is a scum move.
No, its justice and vengence.
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No, its justice and vengence.
not very smart to tell everyone tho ...
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Vince......just go spit in his face and you two can "call it even". :D
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Vince......just go spit in his face and you two can "call it even". :D
We'll be even when I spit on his grave.
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Honestly tho, why did he spit in your face in the first place? You must have done something irritating no? Or did he just do it gratuitously? Wasnt there some beef between both of you and who started it?
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We'll be even when I spit on his grave.
well not very courageous but hey as long at it finally makes you feel better about the whole thing. And i doubt it would hurt anyone. It's what it's all about right? Obviously some people dont care about courage and honor etc and just want to feel better.
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Nearly seven years ago to the day, Derek called me on the phone threatening to end me. ha ha ha ha
I riled him up so bad in that conversation that he could not even speak. I wish I had recorded it.
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not very smart to tell everyone tho ...
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Honestly tho, why did he spit in your face in the first place? You must have done something irritating no? Or did he just do it gratuitously? Wasnt there some beef between both of you and who started it?
it was on youtube and not to the face !
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(http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=392504.0;attach=424907;image)
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(http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=392504.0;attach=424907;image)
clearly a deranged individual lol
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Honestly tho, why did he spit in your face in the first place? You must have done something irritating no? Or did he just do it gratuitously? Wasnt there some beef between both of you and who started it?
Did he not send images of DA doing g4p to DA's parents?
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scared to lose?
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Did he not send images of DA doing g4p to DA's parents?
Dont know, so it means he was the one who initiated the whole thing?
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scared to lose?
He was deathly afraid to lose.
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he really spit on vince in person?
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We'll be even when I spit on his grave.
I am beginning to see a trend here a couple of people have met bad endings when they really jump on Vince. Keith now this.
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well not very courageous but hey as long at it finally makes you feel better about the whole thing. It's what it's all about right? Obviously some people dont care about courage and honor etc and just want to feel better.
Courage and honor is meaningless in war....all that matters is winning and losing. The military teaches you to kill without mercy in battle.
I was a computer geek in school but most people didn't want to fight me because I fought dirty....kick to the groin, gouge the eyes, throw dirt or mud in their face, pick up a rock, brick, or sharp object, pencil etc......I did whatever it took to win the fight. Nothing different here.
Derek is dying but isn't dead so the battle is still on.
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We'll be even when I spit on his grave.
Why? How can you hate someone this much?
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I am beginning to see a trend here a couple of people have met bad endings when they really jump on Vince. Keith now this.
And they both hated me as well. ha ha ha
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Vince shows no mercy, his choice but live the same way, don't expect any.
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We'll be even when I spit on his grave.
Dude, wtf is wrong with you? Nothing he did to you warrants this level of hate.
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Why? How can you hate someone this much?
how could he NOT hate someone else at least as much as he hates himself ???
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What I like to live by. :D
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The villainy you teach me, I will execute, and it shall go hard but I will better the instruction.
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The thousand injuries of Fortunato, I had borne as I best could, but when he ventured upon insult, I vowed revenge.
You, who so well know the nature of my soul, will not suppose, however, that I gave utterance to a threat.
At length I would be avenged; this was a point definitely settled - but the very definitiveness with which it was resolved, precluded the idea of risk. I must not only punish, but punish with impunity.
A wrong is unredressed, when retribution overtakes its redresser. It is equally unredressed, when the avenger fails to make himself felt as such to him who has done the wrong.
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Courage and honor is meaningless in war....all that matters is winning and losing. The military teaches you to kill without mercy in battle.
I was a computer geek in school but most people didn't want to fight me because I fought dirty....kick to the groin, gouge the eyes, throw dirt or mud in their face, pick up a rock, brick, or sharp object, pencil etc......I did whatever it took to win the fight. Nothing different here.
Derek is dying but isn't dead so the battle is still on.
Vince , if I've done something to offend you or hurt you, I'm sorry really , please forgive me .
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I just left a message and used his real name....mission was still accomplished because that kidney can now go to a person more deserving and who isn't going to abuse their body with steroids and synthol.
I'm considering calling Social Services as well so he isn't improperly claiming that he's poor and mooching off the taxpayers.
For those who are unaware or doubting him, Vince is the type of guy that would definitely do this. He has done similar to Derek in the past.
The two have bad blood stemming from a host of issues that spiraled out of control and culminated with Derek disrespecting Vince at one of the Arnold Expos (a spat on the face will always be remembered for ages to come and vengeance becomes absolute so as long as the victim breathes).
Both gentlemen disrespected each other, Vince making material surrounding Derek's private life (stripping at gay bars) available to Derek's parents AND Derek insulting/calling Vince out on the forums with a meetup at the expo that ended with saliva gracing Vince's face.
I think they were both wrong. That said, now that Derek is down on his luck, Vince might have decided to return that proverbial spat on the face.
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Nearly seven years ago to the day, Derek called me on the phone threatening to end me. ha ha ha ha
I riled him up so bad in that conversation that he could not even speak. I wish I had recorded it.
He did the same thing to me.
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Dude, wtf is wrong with you? Nothing he did to you warrants this level of hate.
https://rxmuscle.com/rx-radio/off-topic-archived/887-offtopic-v15-887.html
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Courage and honor is meaningless in war....all that matters is winning and losing. The military teaches you to kill without mercy in battle.
I was a computer geek in school but most people didn't want to fight me because I fought dirty....kick to the groin, gouge the eyes, throw dirt or mud in their face, pick up a rock, brick, or sharp object, pencil etc......I did whatever it took to win the fight. Nothing different here.
Derek is dying but isn't dead so the battle is still on.
Yeah your a real hard ass Vince, if you had a hint of balls you would have shot stabbed him the moment he spat in your face. Waiting 7 years to ridicule a man/idiot as he faces death is weak, you deserve to be tortured and beaten close to death, not killed but humiliated to a point where you can find either compassion or silence in a future similar situation.
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DA is a no class individual...he gets what he gave....nothing.
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This thread could be used in court, I am sure...Mhmmm Vince...
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Yeah your a real hard ass Vince, if you had a hint of balls you would have shot stabbed him the moment he spat in your face. Waiting 7 years to ridicule a man/idiot as he faces death is weak, you deserve to be tortured and beaten close to death, not killed but humiliated to a point where you can find either compassion or silence in a future similar situation.
Now what would Vince have had to gain by stabbing Derek?
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This thread could be used in court, I am sure...Mhmmm Vince...
omg yes an internet trial ! haha
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he really spit on vince in person?
That is what I heard.
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Now what would Vince have had to gain by stabbing Derek?
A prison sentence.
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DA is a no class individual...he gets what he gave....nothing.
Yes. Derek isn't a good guy that made bad choices. He's a bad guy that made bad choices.
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For those who are unaware or doubting him, Vince is the type of guy that would definitely do this. He has done similar to Derek in the past.
The two have bad blood stemming from a host of issues that spiraled out of control and culminated with Derek disrespecting Vince at one of the Olympia Expos (a spat on the face will always be remembered for ages to come and vengeance becomes absolute so as long as the victim breathes).
Both gentlemen disrespected each other, Vince making material surrounding Derek's private life (stripping at gay bars) available to Derek's parents AND Derek insulting/calling Vince out on the forums with a meetup at the expo that ended with saliva gracing Vince's face.
I think they were both wrong. That said, now that Derek is down on his luck, Vince might have decided to return that proverbial spat on the face.
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It was the Olympia but its fixed....it goes much further than just bad blood. He threatened my family, used every chance at RX Muscle to attack me and Vissy on the radio show, harassed my clients and customers, and cost me sponsor money.
The only thing I want is his head on a stick. I'm sorry that I have bad intentions against him but that's just the way it is. No use in pretending that I don't want this tumor riddled piece of shit dead on a slab wearing a wooden coat until the Resurrection.
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Perhaps I am. But I haven't made any calls to Social Services because its a federal holiday to honor the veterans.
Then again, people thought I was joking about sending that CD to his parents.....
You need to let it go.
This is obviously eating you up inside. DA owns a huge space in your head and will continue to do so after his demise.
Imagine one day waking up like me and other relatively normal people. With nothing on your mind but your children (ok - so that ain't gonna happen to you), your friends (Ok - that's probably a toughie too), your loved ones (well, one cross eyed fag) and without that nagging need to 'get back' at certain people.
Sure - we all get crossed and sometimes we get even. What regular people don't do is carry that around with them for years and do things that only a really bitter cnut would do.
You don't even realize that your bitterness is making you suffer way more than anything you do is making DA suffer.
There's going to be a huge empty space in your life once DA has gone. It would not be a shock to hear you quickly following him.
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he really spit on vince in person?
You are practically getbig architecture, how can you not know this?
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A prison sentence.
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Exactly.
There are far better ways to ruin someone that do not involve direct violence. A simpleton brain will engage in direct violence. Violence is the last refuge of the incompetent
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Vince, I mean this sincerely and with good intentions: seek some help. Find a professional to talk to and work out your problems because this is neither healthy or normal.
Years ago Vince I tried to defend you from people here but you turned me away, why? Do you like being the victim and bad guy?
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Once Derek has passed, Vince will be at peace. I truly believe this.
It's sad, but it is what it is.
I don't know if I could ever have that much hate for someone. I haven't yet.
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Once Derek has passed, Vince will be at peace. I truly believe this.
It's sad, but it is what it is.
I don't know if I could ever have that much hate for someone. I haven't yet.
No - Vince will have a breakdown when Derek passes.
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https://rxmuscle.com/rx-radio/off-topic-archived/887-offtopic-v15-887.html
02:00? Derek is yelling at who?
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Once Derek has passed, Vince will be at peace. I truly believe this.
It's sad, but it is what it is.
I don't know if I could ever have that much hate for someone. I haven't yet.
how can he have so much hate for someone he hardly even knows? Hate is intimate.
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It was the Olympia but its fixed....it goes much further than just bad blood. He threatened my family, used every chance at RX Muscle to attack me and Vissy on the radio show, harassed my clients and customers, and cost me sponsor money.
The only thing I want is his head on a stick. I'm sorry that I have bad intentions against him but that's just the way it is. No use in pretending that I don't want this tumor riddled piece of shit dead on a slab wearing a wooden coat until the Resurrection.
yes it was humiliating, ignorant, racist, homophobic, anti-business and stupid what they did to you. he deserves whatever he receives IMO.
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Vince, I mean this sincerely and with good intentions: seek some help. Find a professional to talk to and work out your problems because this is neither healthy or normal.
Years ago Vince I tried to defend you from people here but you turned me away, why? Do you like being the victim and bad guy?
But it says you registered in August of 2013, how is that possible again?
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how can he have so much hate for someone he hardly even knows? Hate is intimate.
They do know each other intimately.
This is not just an "internet" feud. It has gone way beyond that thanks to Derek. He's the kind of guy that takes things off the boards into real life. Vince is just one of the few that decided to play back. DA has tried to do this with many different people. Most didn't reciprocate. Vince did.
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how can he have so much hate for someone he hardly even knows? Hate is intimate.
Hardly knows him, yes, but he knows him well enough to have felt his hot, wet sputum on his face. This is a humiliation that Melvin cannot ever forget and, truth be known, he is also trying to reconcile himself with the fact that he let a dude spit in his face and he didn't do anything.
That would haunt many guys.
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But it says you registered in August of 2013, how is that possible again?
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Shizzo has many different accounts here, and has been registered under some of these for many years.
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But it says you registered in August of 2013, how is that possible again?
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He is not really hiding the fact it's him..
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Shizzo has many different accounts here, and has been registered under some of these for many years.
Shizzo makes AXA look like a one-account wonder..
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They do know each other intimately.
This is not just an "internet" feud. It has gone way beyond that thanks to Derek. He's the kind of guy that takes things off the boards into real life. Vince is just one of the few that decided to play back. DA has tried to do this with many different people. Most didn't reciprocate. Vince did.
This is true.
I've spoken to Derek before and he can act very irrational at times and for no apparent reason. This is not to say that Vince's approach is normal or appropriate, but the entire problem stemmed from Derek bullying Vince on the boards.
I think they should both call it a day and respectfully come to terms. Life is too short to harbor such hatred towards each other.
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listen to it vissy told derek that he would wind up dead from all of the drugs and gay sex
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shizz swore that he has zero fake accounts
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shizz swore that he has zero fake accounts
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shizz swore that he has zero fake accounts
I think you're the only one that believes him. :-\
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Perhaps I am. But I haven't made any calls to Social Services because its a federal holiday to honor the veterans.
Then again, people thought I was joking about sending that CD to his parents.....
People who sit around thinking up hurtful things to do to other people and their families are evil. You are evil.
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I gave shizz my pass word so that he could use this account (my only account) and make one last post
he did not steal my account and he did not lock me out of it he kept his word of honor
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People who sit around thinking up hurtful things to do to other people and their families are evil. You are evil.
No, they are human.
People that act on it might be considered "evil".
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But it says you registered in August of 2013, how is that possible again?
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So? I'm a getbig and mayhem og. I've come back after years away from the forums. I chose not to login with my old handle because a) I'd like to forget that younger person and b) I probably don't even remember the password.
I've mentioned this quite a few times already.
I was never banned or timed out. It was pretty hard to get banned back then.
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We'll be even when I spit on his grave.
You'll never be even. You can't let things go. You hang on to every negative thing that you feel anyone's ever done to you and you seek vengeance and retribution instead of forgiveness. It's a sickness. It will eat you alive and all that will be left is a bitter shell of a person.
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Man I cant wait until Shizzo gets back.
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shizz swore that he has zero fake accounts
There are a lot of things Shizzo swore.
Another thing you need to realize Steve is that people lie and are scumbags.
Here on the forums, if someone shares their account password with others, it results in an automatic banning (look back and read about matters of that nature involving Blockhead).
You know what your friend Shizzo is doing in the Time Out board? He is advertising the fact that you openly gave him your account password. What will that result in if one of us decides to take action? A banning.
Thanks anonymous douche. That is why posters are making tributes to a friend. Arce even trusted me enough to give me his password. I couldn't login with it though.
Realize that not everyone is your friend Arce. Maybe Shizzo will pretend that he didn't know that rule regarding sharing account passwords and getting banned, but now you know what your "friend" is advertising.
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Talk to the hand, bitches
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No, its justice and vengence.
He spit on you. Get over it!
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Courage and honor is meaningless in war....all that matters is winning and losing. The military teaches you to kill without mercy in battle.
I was a computer geek in school but most people didn't want to fight me because I fought dirty....kick to the groin, gouge the eyes, throw dirt or mud in their face, pick up a rock, brick, or sharp object, pencil etc......I did whatever it took to win the fight. Nothing different here.
Derek is dying but isn't dead so the battle is still on.
You are a sad boy.
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Well I did not know the rule. If I did, I would not have broken it. If I need to be banned for it, I accept it.
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The road to hell is truly paved with good intentions
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Well I did not know the rule. If I did, I would not have broken it. If I need to be banned for it, I accept it.
How about a 24 hour time out instead so you can go visit your "friend" Shizzo.
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Well I did not know the rule. If I did, I would not have broken it. If I need to be banned for it, I accept it.
Now you know the rule. I don't think it deserves a banning, as clearly you were just trying to be a good person. While those were your intentions, realize that Shizzo is a tad smarter than what appears and I'm sure he knew pretty well that sharing passwords is a ban-worthy offense, yet he openly advertised the fact that you did that. Notice how he repeatedly claims he only has one account, bullshit.
Don't be so gullible. You've got a huge heart, but not everyone is looking out for YOUR best interests.
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The road to hell is truly paved with good intentions
Actually......that's the driveway to LAX.
;D
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Actually......that's the driveway to LAX.
;D
I have to admit, that was pretty funny.
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Thank you OMR. It will not happen again.
PS, glad to have you back Bikini.
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Actually......that's the driveway to LAX.
;D
;D
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Thank you OMR. It will not happen again.
PS, glad to have you back Bikini.
No qualms with you Steve. I know you're one of the good guys.
Just bring me back C-Swole and all will be well.
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:D ;D laughing at my plight but I laugh at my self the most
I will tell you this. QB is an awesome person. I got him recently at LAX and took him to Beverly Hills. He offered me breakfast, lunch, dinner, Laker tickets, etc. He has more than tried to make up for me going to get him the first time. He is a really good person on here, and in real life. There is more, but I protect people and their wishes.
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Trust me OMR, I met cswol back at the end of 1999 guy has been nothing but loyal and good to me
I too think that he is a great and funny poster and wish that he would come back
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No qualms with you Steve. I know you're one of the good guys.
Just bring me back C-Swole and all will be well.
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Yes Cswole is missed.
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:D ;D laughing at my plight but I laugh at my self the most
I will tell you this. QB is an awesome person. I got him recently at LAX and took him to Beverly Hills. He offered me breakfast, lunch, dinner, Laker tickets, etc. He has more than tried to make up for me going to get him the first time. He is a really good person on here, and in real life. There is more, but I protect people and their wishes.
I'd strongly suggest tossing a "no homo" or two in that post...... ;D
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:D ;D laughing at my plight but I laugh at my self the most
I will tell you this. QB is an awesome person. I got him recently at LAX and took him to Beverly Hills. He offered me breakfast, lunch, dinner, Laker tickets, etc. He has more than tried to make up for me going to get him the first time. He is a really good person on here, and in real life. There is more, but I protect people and their wishes.
Gayer than offering to take a man out to dinner to make amends for hurt feelings.. ;D ;D ;)
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Now you know the rule. I don't think it deserves a banning, as clearly you were just trying to be a good person. While those were your intentions, realize that Shizzo is a tad smarter than what appears and I'm sure he knew pretty well that sharing passwords is a ban-worthy offense, yet he openly advertised the fact that you did that. Notice how he repeatedly claims he only has one account, bullshit.
Don't be so gullible. You've got a huge heart, but not everyone is looking out for YOUR best interests.
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Shitzo is a little sly weasel.
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Nearly seven years ago to the day, Derek called me on the phone threatening to end me. ha ha ha ha
I riled him up so bad in that conversation that he could not even speak. I wish I had recorded it.
You, Sir, are a ruffian!
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No, they are human.
People that act on it might be considered "evil".
Okay. But where there is thought sometimes it manifests into action, as is the case here.
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Ignorantia juris non excusat
Ignorantia legis neminem excusat
Nemo censetur ignorare legem
Ignorantia iuris nocet
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You, Sir, are a ruffian!
haha, I remember that transcript.
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Another thing you need to realize Steve is that people lie and are scumbags.
Some people, not all.
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Vince don't take this as a shot at you but I think maybe this has something to do with your hormones and wiring? I say that because I've known a lot of gay people - including my younger brother - who can be VERY catty. Its like at times they are able to take the worst of man and woman and combine them. You remind me of a scorned woman who wants vengeance.
Someone in another thread about street fighting made the observation that women are far more ruthless than men. He noticed that with men that the clearly dominant fighter would let up as soon as he established his dominance. Whereas with females the dominant fighter would continue beating the weaker woman.
You've already won Vince. No need to pummel the man while he's already dying on his death bed.
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NO. I would also go far and beyond to make up for wronging a person.
As for the no homo thing, I never feel the need to say it. Be sure of what you are. I know that I am not a homo sexual. So no need for me to always say it.
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How would anyone here feel if someone spit close range in their face in a public setting? Knowing they could not physically retaliate to a sufficient degree, because they were obviously weaker.
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How would anyone here feel if someone spit close range in their face in a public setting? Knowing they could not physically retaliate to a sufficient degree, because they were obviously weaker.
Clearly, I wouldn't like it. Even if I was weaker, I'd probably react right then. I hope that I wouldn't be carrying on about it way after the fact though. I would hope that I could get over it. Suffice it to say that person would not be a candidate to become my friend though. They would probably be dead to me; not occupying my thoughts as Derek does Vince's.
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He spit on you. Get over it!
The Count of Fists and Crisco, a revenge tale of how one man's spit turned into another man's spite.
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You want to know how men deal with differences? They either talk it out or fight, then they have a beer together congratulating each other on their awesomeness.
Women tend to be incapable of letting shit go. They can fight and win and still hold a grudge.
You may be gay Vince but you're still a man. Have a beer with the man. I'd have one with you, brother.
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The Count of Fists and Crisco, a revenge tale of how one man's spit turned into another man's spite.
This is quality.. ;D
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Vince don't take this as a shot at you but I think maybe this has something to do with your hormones and wiring? I say that because I've known a lot of gay people - including my younger brother - who can be VERY catty. Its like at times they are able to take the worst of man and woman and combine them. You remind me of a scorned woman who wants vengeance.
Someone in another thread about street fighting made the observation that women are far more ruthless than men. He noticed that with men that the clearly dominant fighter would let up soon as he established his dominance. Whereas with females the dominant fighter would continue beating the weaker woman.
You've already won Vince. No need to pummel the man while he's already dying on his death bed.
haha here we go: blame the gays ! not racism, ignorance stupidity and homophobia LOL
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haha here we go: blame the gays ! not racism, ignorance stupidity and homophobia LOL
I'm not blaming gays. I've just been around enough to know that they are not wired the same as us men.
Couple that with the fact that Vince has probably been picked on throughout his childhood and we could have issues.
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I'm not blaming gays. I've just been around enough to know that they are not wired the same as us men.
Couple that with the fact that Vince has probably been picked on throughout his childhood and we could have issues.
Ones sexuality does not come into this.
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Better times , RIP Derek
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The Count of Fists and Crisco, a revenge tale of how one man's spit turned into another man's spite.
It's the sheer ability of dropping gems throughout every single one of your posts that makes you worth your weight in gold.
Bravo..
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A woman farted in my face once does that count?
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Better times , RIP Derek
Damn...that's some faintly sad shit..
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A woman farted in my face once does that count?
haha there's one in every crowd Lol
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Vince don't take this as a shot at you but I think maybe this has something to do with your hormones and wiring? I say that because I've known a lot of gay people - including my younger brother - who can be VERY catty. Its like at times they are able to take the worst of man and woman and combine them. You remind me of a scorned woman who wants vengeance.
Someone in another thread about street fighting made the observation that women are far more ruthless than men. He noticed that with men that the clearly dominant fighter would let up soon as he established his dominance. Whereas with females the dominant fighter would continue beating the weaker woman.
You've already won Vince. No need to pummel the man while he's already dying on his death bed.
You just don't get it do you?? When it comes to someone like me, I play for blood. I warned Derek numerous times not to harass or mess with my family and they did over and over again....so now he has to play the game of blood with me.
Next to True Adonis, I'm one of the most vicious person around and I don't forgive or forget. You go after my family and I'll find and exploit any weakness you have to destroy you regardless as to what condition you're in...especially if you're in a bad place like he is. That's when I go in for the kill
But again, as bad as I am...Adonis is much worse. I don't even mess with him.
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I'm not blaming gays. I've just been around enough to know that they are not wired the same as us men.
Couple that with the fact that Vince has probably been picked on throughout his childhood and we could have issues.
You are stereotyping gay men though. There are plenty of "bitchy" acting straight men around. There are also plenty of gay men who would never do something as hateful as Vince has done and proposes to do. Some people, gay or straight are just plain vindictive. Vindictiveness is probably better tied to people who lack maturity then it is to people's sexual preferences.
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Ones sexuality does not come into this.
In Vince's case it does. He's probably willing to admit that being gay has had a more profound effect in the shaping of his character than being black. A lot this shaping isn't necessarily internal or even his fault tho... it's more external from society.
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This is quality.. ;D
It's the sheer ability of dropping gems throughout every single one of your posts that makes you worth your weight in gold.
Bravo..
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Thank you, Gentlemen!
(I'm just playing around)
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You just don't get it do you?? When it comes to someone like me, I play for blood. I warned Derek numerous times not to harass or mess with my family and they did over and over again....so now he has to play the game of blood with me.
Next to True Adonis, I'm one of the most vicious person around and I don't forgive or forget. You go after my family and I'll find and exploit any weakness you have to destroy you regardless as to what condition you're in...especially if you're in a bad place.
But again, as bad as I am...Adonis is much worse. I don't even mess with him.
When you described the lengths you would go to, to win a schoolboy fight, you said a lot about your flawed personality. It is good that you know what you are like. What would be even better, would be a willingness to do something to change. Personally, I think you need professional help.
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You are stereotyping gay men though. There are plenty of "bitchy" acting straight men around. There are also plenty of gay men who would never do something as hateful as Vince has done and proposes to do. Some people, gay or straight are just plain vindictive. Vindictiveness is probably better tied to people who lack maturity then it is to people's sexual preferences.
No I'm not saying all gay men are like Vince. I'm just saying gay men tend to be wired differently. We can stereotype masculine traits and feminine traits.
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Prime I'm not saying you're half Vince.
I like you Prime.
(no bisexual tho)
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In Vince's case it does. He's probably willing to admit that being gay has had a more profound effect in the shaping of his character than being black. A lot this shaping isn't necessarily his fault tho... it's more external from society.
I cannot begin to imagine how difficult it must have been to grow up gay and black in today's world. There are a lot of hurtful people around. Juveniles are probably the worst when it comes to attacking one another for things that cannot be helped. No doubt Vince's life experiences have shaped his personality. But he still has a choice. He can chose to change or he can continue to wallow in the hurt he must have felt as a kid and possibly as an a adult as well.
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When you described the lengths you would go to, to win a schoolboy fight, you said a lot about your flawed personality. It is good that you know what you are like. What would be even better, would be a willingness to do something to change. Personally, I think you need professional help.
I have a military train of thought....use whatever it takes to win, fair or unfair. What I am is human who doesn't pretend like I don't like someone.
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How would anyone here feel if someone spit close range in their face in a public setting? Knowing they could not physically retaliate to a sufficient degree, because they were obviously weaker.
I WOULD KILL MYSELF FOR BEING A FUCKEN PUSSY AND NOT AT LEAST TRY AND FUCK THEM UP THEN THERE.
fucken cap locks, my bad.
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A woman farted in my face once does that count?
Depends on what you were doing with your face. If it's what I imagine, it kind of comes with the territory.
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Prime I'm not saying you're half Vince.
I like you Prime.
(no bisexual tho)
I certainly didn't take anything you posted personally. I am super laidback and forgiving of people. I hate drama (I had my fill growing up with my mother who lived for it everyday). Although I have a long memory, I never hold grudges. Although I admit to being bisexual, and was recently called a drama queen by Booty, I have the stereotypical emotional make up of a guy and not a girl.
Jeez, I would hope you weren't comparing me to Vince. Clearly we are very different, maybe exact opposites.
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I WOULD KILL MYSELF FOR BEING A FUCKEN PUSSY AND NOT AT LEAST TRY AND FUCK THEM UP THEN THERE.
fucken cap locks, my bad.
Caps lock....brings back fond memories of Derek on one of his many rants here on Getbig.
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kahn is a genius
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The recent picture of Vince with his extremely bloated face indicates he probably isn't far behind DA in riding in a big wooden box himself.
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I certainly didn't take anything you posted personally. I am super laidback and forgiving of people. I hate drama (I had my fill growing up with my mother who lived for it everyday). Although I have a long memory, I never hold grudges. Although I admit to being bisexual, and was recently called a drama queen by Booty, I have the stereotypical emotional make up of a guy and not a girl.
Jeez, I would hope you weren't comparing me to Vince. Clearly we are very different, maybe exact opposites.
But you've been married fifty years. After so many decades of marriage,I'm surprised you identify as bisexual at all. Surely it's more accurate to say you went through a stage, or experimented? Unless you've been hitting a few fellas on the side.
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You just don't get it do you?? When it comes to someone like me, I play for blood. I warned Derek numerous times not to harass or mess with my family and they did over and over again....so now he has to play the game of blood with me.
Next to True Adonis, I'm one of the most vicious person around and I don't forgive or forget. You go after my family and I'll find and exploit any weakness you have to destroy you regardless as to what condition you're in...especially if you're in a bad place like he is. That's when I go in for the kill
But again, as bad as I am...Adonis is much worse. I don't even mess with him.
I have a military train of thought....use whatever it takes to win, fair or unfair. What I am is human who doesn't pretend like I don't like someone.
Definition of a scumbag. Like a scorned woman he does whatever it takes to get revenge. He lies, fabricates stuff and generally is a c*** when it comes to dealing with people who criticize him.
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For those who are unaware or doubting him, Vince is the type of guy that would definitely do this. He has done similar to Derek in the past.
The two have bad blood stemming from a host of issues that spiraled out of control and culminated with Derek disrespecting Vince at one of the Arnold Expos (a spat on the face will always be remembered for ages to come and vengeance becomes absolute so as long as the victim breathes).
Both gentlemen disrespected each other, Vince making material surrounding Derek's private life (stripping at gay bars) available to Derek's parents AND Derek insulting/calling Vince out on the forums with a meetup at the expo that ended with saliva gracing Vince's face.
I think they were both wrong. That said, now that Derek is down on his luck, Vince might have decided to return that proverbial spat on the face.
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well the real question then is, what awaits vince once the derek thingy is behind.
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Dereks given me some laughs over the years. And I have had my share of bickering with him also. I remember the time he called me a "snaggle tooth bitch" on his radio show. It was wrong of him to spit in Vinces face. Vince should have punched him for that. However, Derek is suffering right now and so is his family. Let him be and give up this vendetta Vince.
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Yeah your a real hard ass Vince, if you had a hint of balls you would have shot stabbed him the moment he spat in your face. Waiting 7 years to ridicule a man/idiot as he faces death is weak, you deserve to be tortured and beaten close to death, not killed but humiliated to a point where you can find either compassion or silence in a future similar situation.
vince can spit on his grave with noone seeing him doing so, or harass derek's parents, in the end he still is who he is and most people will never respect him anyway. Not because he didnt defend himslef, but mostly cause he s gay black and ugly.
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You just don't get it do you?? When it comes to someone like me, I play for blood. I warned Derek numerous times not to harass or mess with my family and they did over and over again....so now he has to play the game of blood with me.
Next to True Adonis, I'm one of the most vicious person around and I don't forgive or forget. You go after my family and I'll find and exploit any weakness you have to destroy you regardless as to what condition you're in...especially if you're in a bad place like he is. That's when I go in for the kill
But again, as bad as I am...Adonis is much worse. I don't even mess with him.
You remind me of a supervillain in a comic book. The archetypal tormented victim turned bad guy. Rather than overcome your hardships you've instead succumbed to them and all the negativity you've endured - embracing and relishing in it.
You are a wicked man.
I shall think of a new name for you. Something super villainous.
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You need to let it go.
This is obviously eating you up inside. DA owns a huge space in your head and will continue to do so after his demise.
Imagine one day waking up like me and other relatively normal people. With nothing on your mind but your children (ok - so that ain't gonna happen to you), your friends (Ok - that's probably a toughie too), your loved ones (well, one cross eyed fag) and without that nagging need to 'get back' at certain people.
Sure - we all get crossed and sometimes we get even. What regular people don't do is carry that around with them for years and do things that only a really bitter cnut would do.
You don't even realize that your bitterness is making you suffer way more than anything you do is making DA suffer.
There's going to be a huge empty space in your life once DA has gone. It would not be a shock to hear you quickly following him.
this.
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But you've been married fifty years. After so many decades of marriage,I'm surprised you identify as bisexual at all. Surely it's more accurate to say you went through a stage, or experimented? Unless you've been hitting a few fellas on the side.
What you say makes sense. I just feels more honest to me for some reason. I guess that's because I don't see anything wrong with being gay or bisexual. I am faithful to my wife....not that that means much at my age since my sex drive is all but nonexistent these days.
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You remind me of a supervillain in a comic book. The archetypal victim turned bad guy. Rather than overcome your hardships you've instead succumbed to them and all the negativity you've endured - embracing and relishing in it.
You are a wicked man.
I shall think of a new name for you. Something super villainous.
Evil pure evil and he says it is his soldier mentality, fuck a true warrior would have done something then and there instead of taking the spit to the face dry like a little BITCH.
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Dereks given me some laughs over the years. And I have had my share of bickering with him also. I remember the time he called me a "snaggle tooth bitch" on his radio show. It was wrong of him to spit in Vinces face. Vince should have punched him for that. However, Derek is suffering right now and so is his family. Let him be and give up this vendetta Vince.
This ^
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well the real question then is, what awaits vince once the derek thingy is behind.
I don't know.
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This is true.
I've spoken to Derek before and he can act very irrational at times and for no apparent reason. This is not to say that Vince's approach is normal or appropriate, but the entire problem stemmed from Derek bullying Vince on the boards.
I think they should both call it a day and respectfully come to terms. Life is too short to harbor such hatred towards each other.
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there s definitely some strange stuff going between the two; i think vince was genuinely hurt and disrespected because derek showed him how of a low life he thought he was. We all on here think vince is...well...weird. Bizarre, strange, manipulative, childish, effeminate etc. -many men are effeminate, but dont go as far as taking another man's cock into their asses/mouths etc tho-
The funny is that derek cattered to homosexuals -melvin is homosexual- and was surrounded by them constantly. Maybe vince was in love with him. Some say love and hate are just two sides of the same coin. There s nothing worse than a woman who loves you but you reject/ignore for example.
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No, they are human.
People that act on it might be considered "evil".
they are...animals. Animals kill each others physically. Humans can kill others physically AND psychologically.
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Evil pure evil and he says it is his soldier mentality, fuck a true warrior would have done something then and there instead of taking the spit to the face dry like a little BITCH.
The epitome of passive-aggressiveness. Confronted the man face-to-face, then allowed himself to be publicly humiliated, doing absolutely zero to defend his manhood. Now he's getting even in the most cowardly, despicable way imaginable. No honor in this at all. My perception of Vince has totally changed, I'll view him differently from here on out. Beyond contempt, this.
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Vince is more bark than bite.
He hasn't actually done anything to Derek. A couple of phone calls and a couple of letters sent.....that's it.
Derek has been way worse towards Vince. He's been more "venomous" towards him as well.
Yet everybody is calling Vince evil?
Derek may be dying but that shouldn't give him a free pass for what he did. Especially when he shows zero remorse.
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Clearly, I wouldn't like it. Even if I was weaker, I'd probably react right then. I hope that I wouldn't be carrying on about it way after the fact though. I would hope that I could get over it. Suffice it to say that person would not be a candidate to become my friend though. They would probably be dead to me; not occupying my thoughts as Derek does Vince's.
Some people are strong physically, but weak psychologically, some people are strong psychologically, but weak physically, and there are many variations between the two...
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You want to know how men deal with differences? They either talk it out or fight, then they have a beer together congratulating each other on their awesomeness.
it's not as simple as that...men fight and the strongest one submit the weakest one, that's what you translate by "they have a beer together congratulating each other". But life being binary, it's always about a dominant one and a dominated one.
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I didn't know that Vince was gay? I always thought he was straight.
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haha here we go: blame the gays ! not racism, ignorance stupidity and homophobia LOL
it's a fact women and gays who have been exposed to excess feminity one way or another can be really pernicious. Manly men tend to submit to the leader joking around etc, it's a completely different world.
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Melvin isn't remotely evil. He is just embarrassed and humiliated. An internet hate-figure spat in his face and he did nothing. Not only that, he is mocked for that by us almost weekly. No wonder the poor guy can't get over it. We are complicit in deepening his shame.
Hell, I'm no fighter at all but a guy spits on me then it is going to turn primal. Unless, I'm full of shit and would also do nothing - then I know I would eternally feel emasculated and ashamed for my inaction. Aye, here is Melvin's vicious circle.
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I didn't know that Vince was gay? I always thought he was straight.
ffs, do you only pay attention to your stalkers and replies about your tits? ::)
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You just don't get it do you?? When it comes to someone like me, I play for blood.
yeah but, in real life, you never do anything physical, only mindgames -like women-, from a safe, calculated distance...sending stuff...when you re physically confronted tho, you cower. I'm not saying it's better or worse etc than another strategy, it's just that, it's an effeminate way of doing things. But many effeminate men, to the point of being homosexual or not, lead that way. Most scariest gangsters and politics just destroy others with words and threats, and lure, fool dumber people into doing the nasty job for them.
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ffs, do you only pay attention to your stalkers and replies about your tits? ::)
I just thought it was a jab at him. I honestly pay very little attention to what sexuality a person is. It's not relevant. I tend to notice traits of ones character....personality, sense of humour etc.
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Melvin isn't remotely evil. He is just embarrassed and humiliated. An internet hate-figure spat in his face and he did nothing. Not only that, he is mocked for that by us almost weekly. No wonder the poor guy can't get over it. We are complicit in deepening his shame.
Hell, I'm no fighter at all but a guy spits on me then it is going to turn primal. Unless, I'm full of shit and would also do nothing - then I know I would eternally feel emasculated and ashamed for my inaction. Aye, here is Melvin's vicious circle.
Goodrum has no shame whatever!
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I just thought it was a jab at him. I honestly pay very little attention to what sexuality a person is. It's not relevant. I tend to notice traits of ones character....personality, sense of humour etc.
Next you'll be telling me you don't know who Queen Vissy is..
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Next you'll be telling me you don't know who Queen Vissy is..
His personal trainer?
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Next you'll be telling me you don't know who Queen Vissy is..
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it's a fact women and gays who have been exposed to excess feminity one way or another can be really pernicious. Manly men tend to submit to the leader joking around etc, it's a completely different world.
with all do respect, you should consider getting outside a little more often.
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When Derek was in hospital after a near death experience people were sending prayers, and good wishes on a website. Goodrum posted a message saying he hoped Derek died! That was as low as it gets. Goodrum is nasty and vile when he is trying to salvage some self respect after someone humiliated him in the past.
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You just don't get it do you?? When it comes to someone like me, I play for blood. I warned Derek numerous times not to harass or mess with my family and they did over and over again....so now he has to play the game of blood with me.
Next to True Adonis, I'm one of the most vicious person around and I don't forgive or forget. You go after my family and I'll find and exploit any weakness you have to destroy you regardless as to what condition you're in...especially if you're in a bad place like he is. That's when I go in for the kill
But again, as bad as I am...Adonis is much worse. I don't even mess with him.
This is exactly what I thought about you. Don't blame you though, it is all done in self defence. Most of the time you are the one being bullied by others in here.
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Goodrum has no shame whatever!
that was the event
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Vince is more bark than bite.
He hasn't actually done anything to Derek. A couple of phone calls and a couple of letters sent.....that's it.
Derek has been way worse towards Vince. He's been more "venomous" towards him as well.
Yet everybody is calling Vince evil?
Derek may be dying but that shouldn't give him a free pass for what he did. Especially when he shows zero remorse.
I knew who Vince was long before becoming a GB member through Derek and his merciless rag sessions on him. I wish, however, they both would just make peace with one another. Life is but a whisper and this is all wasted emotion and energy.
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When Derek was in hospital after a near death experience people were sending prayers, and good wishes on a website. Goodrum posted a message saying he hoped Derek died! That was as low as it gets. Goodrum is nasty and vile when he is trying to salvage some self respect after someone humiliated him in the past.
be careful and tone down. He has just ordered another woodoo doll
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I have a military train of thought....use whatever it takes to win, fair or unfair. What I am is human who doesn't pretend like I don't like someone.
we get it you re a tough monster and all, but again you never pick physical confrontation as mean to make a point/insure your survival, it only end in mindgames, words, items etc. The funny is you would never have done anything to derek as long as he was healthy confident and strong, scared he might beat the shit out of you or get someone to do it. You re playing tough only now you know he s desperate, hopeless, weak and alone. But again many animals prey on weaker , ill animals, it's just a strategy of survival, of adaptation, among many others. Some will put a label, judgment on it, saying it is less honorable, respectable than standing up in front of the person who insults you etc, but yeah in the end all that truly matters is how someone survives, adapts, whatever the way he adapts, survive, we all do with what we have.
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Life is but a whisper and this is all wasted emotion and energy.
Beautiful words..
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Goodrum admits what many others feel, but are too scared to say for fear of being ostracized.
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Goodrum admits what many others feel, but are too scared to say for fear of being ostracized.
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Goodrum admits what many others feel, but are too scared to say for fear of being ostracized.
I got no problem admitting DA is a world class piece of shit, but that doesn't mean I'd enjoy seeing him suffer and die. Obviously, others here feel the same. Has nothing at all to do with fearing ostracization, it's about empathy. Goodrum has a personal vendetta is all.
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Derek just gets caught up in the online battles. He shouldn't go to the lengths he does but he isn't a bad person. Vince you should have punched him one for spitting on you and then both of you let it go.
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I got no problem admitting DA is a world class piece of shit, but that doesn't mean I'd enjoy seeing him suffer and die. Obviously, others here feel the same. Has nothing at all to do with fearing ostracization, it's about empathy. Goodrum has a personal vendetta is all.
This
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Vince is more bark than bite.
He hasn't actually done anything to Derek. A couple of phone calls and a couple of letters sent.....that's it.
Derek has been way worse towards Vince. He's been more "venomous" towards him as well.
Yet everybody is calling Vince evil?
Derek may be dying but that shouldn't give him a free pass for what he did. Especially when he shows zero remorse.
Two wrongs never made a right.
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Two wrongs never made a right.
it does in Opera !
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I heard a good one the other day. An eye for an eye, makes you both blind.
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Vince don't take this as a shot at you but I think maybe this has something to do with your hormones and wiring? I say that because I've known a lot of gay people - including my younger brother - who can be VERY catty. Its like at times they are able to take the worst of man and woman and combine them. You remind me of a scorned woman who wants vengeance.
Someone in another thread about street fighting made the observation that women are far more ruthless than men. He noticed that with men that the clearly dominant fighter would let up as soon as he established his dominance. Whereas with females the dominant fighter would continue beating the weaker woman.
You've already won Vince. No need to pummel the man while he's already dying on his death bed.
good post.
I love how people think this guy is shizzo lol
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It is very unfortunate that Derek won't live long enough to find happiness within himself. For guys like Derek it can happen later then others. Maybe in his 40s? I feel sad for him, you can't put an old head on young shoulders. In Derek's case, he just never figured it out in time.
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Derek just gets caught up in the online battles. He shouldn't go to the lengths he does but he isn't a bad person. Vince you should have punched him one for spitting on you and then both of you let it go.
Did you punch Lee when he was done "spitting" on you?
;D
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I have a military train of thought....use whatever it takes to win, fair or unfair. What I am is human who doesn't pretend like I don't like someone.
Jeesus christ, as delusional as ever. You haven't "won" anything. You had no hand in his demise. He did it to himself and now he is paying the consequences. No true competitor in life would take advantage of anothers ill health to claim victory. That is reserved for animals and scavengers at that.
Many do not like DA but few would stoop so low as to gloat as he dies a slow and pitiful death.
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The epitome of passive-aggressiveness. Confronted the man face-to-face, then allowed himself to be publicly humiliated, doing absolutely zero to defend his manhood. Now he's getting even in the most cowardly, despicable way imaginable. No honor in this at all. My perception of Vince has totally changed, I'll view him differently from here on out. Beyond contempt, this.
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Total bitch move.....
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Jeesus christ, as delusional as ever. You haven't "won" anything. You had no hand in his demise. He did it to himself and now he is paying the consequences. No true competitor in life would take advantage of anothers ill health to claim victory. That is reserved for animals and scavengers at that.
Many do not like DA but few would stoop so low as to gloat as he dies a slow and pitiful death.
Are you so sure that gloating over an enemies death is a negative thing and that it is only reserved for scavengers or cowards?
I disagree and history says you are wrong.
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Did you punch Lee when he was done "spitting" on you?
;D
No Lee has never spit on me. He is very shy around me apart from one occasion where him and i argued in public and he made me take off my shoes to measure my height against his. But he would never spit on me. That is one of the lowest most disrespectful things one can do to another.
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No Lee has never spit on me. He is very shy around me apart from one occasion where him and i argued in public and he made me take off my shoes to measure my height against his. But he would never spit on me. That is one of the lowest most disrespectful things one can do to another.
Just the thought of this made me laugh at loud!
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No Lee has never spit on me. He is very shy around me apart from one occasion where him and i argued in public and he made me take off my shoes to measure my height against his. But he would never spit on me. That is one of the lowest most disrespectful things one can do to another.
My "h" key is broken on my keyboard.....keeps typing a "p" in its place.
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Just the thought of this made me laugh at loud!
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Anything to make this about her....countdown to decade old Expo picture with Priest in 3, 2, 1.....
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Just the thought of this made me laugh at loud!
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Yes everyone was running to get away from us. Another time I went to throw a jug of water over his head but it was empty and so there was no point. I only wanted to splash him with the water not knock him out with the jug.
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Anything to make this about her....countdown to decade old Expo picture with Priest in 3, 2, 1.....
That AC pic is from 2007, when I first met Lee. I have others from more recent times that I never posted. You did bring Lee up first....not me!
Did you punch Lee when he was done "spitting" on you?
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Yes everyone was running to get away from us. Another time I went to throw a jug of water over his head but it was empty and so there was no point. I only wanted to splash him with the water not knock him out with the jug.
Booty,
I have never bothered to concern myself with any relationship you had in the past with Lee Priest. However, with that said, can we clear the air once and for all regarding him shitting on you literally? Did this really happen or is it something someone just made up?
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That AC pic is from 2007, when I first met Lee. I have others from more recent times that I never posted.
The thread is about DA dying, not about you.
Attention whore elsewhere.
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Booty,
I have never bothered to concern myself with any relationship you had in the past with Lee Priest. However, with that said, can we clear the air once and for all regarding him shitting on you literally? Did this really happen or is it something someone just made up?
No it was something that some loser made up on the forums. Lee is too shy to even take a piss around me. That's the truth.
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Booty,
I have never bothered to concern myself with any relationship you had in the past with Lee Priest. However, with that said, can we clear the air once and for all regarding him shitting on you literally? Did this really happen or is it something someone just made up?
yes..please. so we can all move on Lol
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The thread is about DA dying, not about you.
Attention whore elsewhere.
Then don't bring him up in the first place Hockey. ;) Cause you won't be able to shut me the fuck up.
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No it was something that some loser made up on the forums. Lee is too shy to even take a piss around me. That's the truth.
Are you implying that Lee is the type of "shy" guy that if awoken in the middle of the night due to urgency, while lying next to you, would need to slowly crawl out of bed, tiptoe to the bathroom while holding his breath and proceed to piss against the side walls of the toilet, as to not wake you up from the sound of urine splashing against toilet water?
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Are you so sure that gloating over an enemies death is a negative thing and that it is only reserved for scavengers or cowards?
I disagree and history says you are wrong.
In my homeland of Tonga after battle they would chop off the heads of their enemies and keep them as souvenirs. The act of defilement was meant to insult both the slain and his people.
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Are you implying that Lee is the type of "shy" guy that if awoken in the middle of the night due to urgency, while lying next to you, would need to slowly crawl out of bed, tiptoe to the bathroom while holding his breath and proceed to piss against the side walls of the toilet, as to not wake you up from the sound of urine splashing against toilet water?
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He holds it. ;D I think I am the one who crept to the bathroom with my phone as I would never leave it laying around.
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Then don't bring him up in the first place Hockey. ;) Cause you won't be able to shut me the fuck up.
I can only hope Goodrum takes a strong disliking to you...
Idiot.
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Derek's recent texts to Ron Harris at MD. Doesn't seem too worried, and certainly hasn't changed any:
You tell your clown friend and anyone else get there fucking facts straight I'm not using synthol or gear I'm getting a kidney and there destroying a tumor first that's been there for years that's localized tell that jerkoff ron Harris get his fucking facts straight !!! I would not jeopardize that. Is he a asshole grow up !! And you should no better !! I'm 32 not some punk kid. He wants to know about me give him my number and stop spreading rumors the jerkoff. Post that on md !
You think I'm stupid stop assuming asshole and spreading fucking rumors. I love my life and very happy. Great family friends fans and financially secure. Mind your god damn business. Be a man and ask me instead of assuming and talking fucking shit and pretending you care oh I don't wish him death. Bullshit you could care less if I die. Got news for you little man and you 16 inch arms I'm not going anywhere ps I have had 20 inch arms and calvs since I was 19 dickhead before I even knew about synthol yea I used least I admit it maybe you should try funny my best body parts are your worst. Jealousy ????? Fuck you
Keep talking shit. Your a asshole. You were always and will be a jealous little nerd
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I can only hope Goodrum takes a strong disliking to you...
Idiot.
What's wrong Hockey?? You bought up Lee, not me. So don't be surprised.
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so much hyper aggression in this thread
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I can only hope Goodrum takes a strong disliking to you...
Idiot.
If you weren't such a hateful asshat 95% of the time I'd actually like you.
Tone it down to 50% of the time and you'll be a winner in my book.
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If you weren't such a hateful asshat 95% of the time I'd actually like you.
Tone it down to 50% of the time and you'll be a winner in my book.
thats hockey take it or leave it everyone always says welcome to the jungle on getbig so it is what it is i like hockey
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If you weren't such a hateful asshat 95% of the time I'd actually like you.
Tone it down to 50% of the time and you'll be a winner in my book.
Hockey is okay. ;)
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thats hockey take it or leave it everyone always says welcome to the jungle on getbig so it is what it is i like hockey
If he's someone's gimmick I could understand but for a person to be all hate here is not good.
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Just fyi I was on getbig before either of you back in the days when the jungle grew wild. I need no welcoming to this playground.
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If he's someone's gimmick I could understand but for a person to be all hate here is not good.
I get along just fine with hockey.
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I get along just fine with hockey.
I don't care who you do or don't get along with.
Hope this helps.
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Update: Derek just threatened to have Ron Harris's family murdered.....hope some of you figure out one day why I go hard at this asswipe...
Oh yeah, new picture DA just put out. Look closely at the arms....
(https://scontent-b-lhr.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/1459265_10201830122067719_2089753110_n.jpg)
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Just fyi I was on getbig before either of you back in the days when the jungle grew wild. I need no welcoming to this playground.
Let's meet up at Coachs gym and dock lift some shit! 8)
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I get along just fine with hockey.
Stop it.....next you you'll know, they will start thinking I'm a nice guy.
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If you weren't such a hateful asshat 95% of the time I'd actually like you.
Tone it down to 50% of the time and you'll be a winner in my book.
No hate brother, I'd pick any of you fellas up at LAX if you were stranded. ;D
Think of it more as "tough love".....
Like the kind your Uncle used to give you in the backseat of his '72 Pinto.
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Let's meet up at Coachs gym and dock lift some shit! 8)
Dude I totally can't hang right now as i haven't even been lifting for a year yet since my comeback. I told Coach im gonna stop by once I get in shape probably in a year or so.
code word: GETBIG for a free pass at Coachs gym.
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Are you so sure that gloating over an enemies death is a negative thing and that it is only reserved for scavengers or cowards?
I disagree and history says you are wrong.
if you're going to address my post at least address what I actually wrote and try to understand the point...But OK I'll go ahead and bite.
So tell me TA how is goodrums gloating a "good thing" in a historical sense?
Of course victory over an opponent feels good and can be cause for celebration. Im not sure taking pleasure in anothers death has any inherent value aside from the context of the relationship of the involved parties. In which case maybe there is personal satisfaction. In that case keep it personal and show some composure.
Vince, however, is claiming that he achieved some sort of victory through machavellian cunning and military strategy and that is horseshit. DA's health issues are of his own doing.
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We'll be even when I spit on his grave.
OMG how dramatic
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Update: Derek just threatened to have Ron Harris's family murdered.....hope some of you figure out one day why I go hard at this asswipe...
Oh yeah, new picture DA just put out. Look closely at the arms....
(https://scontent-b-lhr.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/1459265_10201830122067719_2089753110_n.jpg)
What you don't seem to get is that you don't have to stoop to his level. Derek is just Derek. He can only bother you if you let him. And next time he spits on you, slap him down or kick him in his nuts instead of holding a grudge for years. If you do this, folks will admire you instead of making fun of you.
Funny that you felt afraid of him. Clearly he is all talk and no action, spitting like a camel aside.
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Derek's recent texts to Ron Harris at MD. Doesn't seem too worried, and certainly hasn't changed any:
You tell your clown friend and anyone else get there fucking facts straight I'm not using synthol or gear I'm getting a kidney and there destroying a tumor first that's been there for years that's localized tell that jerkoff ron Harris get his fucking facts straight !!! I would not jeopardize that. Is he a asshole grow up !! And you should no better !! I'm 32 not some punk kid. He wants to know about me give him my number and stop spreading rumors the jerkoff. Post that on md !
You think I'm stupid stop assuming asshole and spreading fucking rumors. I love my life and very happy. Great family friends fans and financially secure. Mind your god damn business. Be a man and ask me instead of assuming and talking fucking shit and pretending you care oh I don't wish him death. Bullshit you could care less if I die. Got news for you little man and you 16 inch arms I'm not going anywhere ps I have had 20 inch arms and calvs since I was 19 dickhead before I even knew about synthol yea I used least I admit it maybe you should try funny my best body parts are your worst. Jealousy ????? Fuck you
Keep talking shit. Your a asshole. You were always and will be a jealous little nerd
Where is this posted?
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Derek,i'm 21 and natural,i started bodybuilding at 17 and told myself that i want to get as far as i can in bodybuilding,i told myself that i will build a good foundation naturally and at 22 i will start taking steroids,i will be 22 in a few months,my question derek is what cycle do u recommend??
HOLD OFF AS LONG AS YOU CAN GO. IF YOU LOOK GOOD WHY TAKE SHIT ? TO LOOK BETTER/// JUST STEP UP YOUR DIET AND TRAINING ETC...IF YOUR TEST AND GH LEVELS ARE LOW YOU CAN TAKE SOME BUT I WOULDNT RECOMEND IT... BUT DOSENT IT FEEL GOOD TO SAY YOUR NATURAL EVEN THOUGH 90% OF THE PEOPLE PROB THINK YOUR ON shit? LOL
HOLD OFF AS LONG AS YOU CAN DONT MAKE THE MISTAKE I MADE TRUST ME THERE ARE CONSEQUENCES ESPECIALLY IF YOU ABUSE GEAR. DO IN MODERATION AND DO IT SMART AND CARE FOR YOUR INSIDES AS WELL. LIVER HEART,KIDNEYS , BLOOD PRESSURE ,CHOLESTEROL ETC.
GOOD LUCK BE CAREFUL
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Derek seems like a decent fella here
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Goodrum warned Keith Jones that his obesity would soon be his demise. Sadly this was the truth and Keith died a few years ago. Goodrum told DA that his various excesses and lifestyle would find him in a back alley dead. DA wasn't happy to talk to Goodrum on that radio show and nothing has changed. DA at least is fair dinkum and tells it the way it is. Goodrum is more underhanded and sends hate messages to guys on their death bed. This internet shit is serious business. I doubt Vince G will piss on DA's grave but he wins no points if he does. At least others are now seeing Goodrum's true despicable colours.
Melvin Goodrum, What you?
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Where is this posted?
"Derek Anthony" thread in No Bull.
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"Derek Anthony" thread in No Bull.
It is interesting reading too. Funny how it mirrors the Derek threads on Getbig.....maybe slightly more polite, but not much.
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Goodrum warned Keith Jones that his obesity would soon be his demise. Sadly this was the truth and Keith died a few years ago. Goodrum told DA that his various excesses and lifestyle would find him in a back alley dead.
Shit, gotta give him points for insight. Just prefer he didn't revel in it so much. Has he predicted your demise yet, Vince? I know you're up there on his list.
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It is interesting reading too. Funny how it mirrors the Derek threads on Getbig.....maybe slightly more polite, but not much.
I was thinking the same thing lol!
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Dude I totally can't hang right now with the genetics God gave me in this lifetime
Fixed.
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It is interesting reading too. Funny how it mirrors the Derek threads on Getbig.....maybe slightly more polite, but not much.
I don't know about that. Many there seem much less sympathetic than on here, even Ron Harris. And they know him a lot better than we do; he used to post there all the time. The guy really pushed buttons, for sure.
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I was thinking the same thing lol!
They also have a "DA Death Pool" in the Pit, where they are betting on the day he will die. "Slightly more polite," the man says? I don't know about that. Someone even wondered what Vince Goodrum was thinking about all this. I didn't see any point in directing them to this thread.
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They also have a "DA Death Pool" in the Pit, where they are betting on the day he will die. "Slightly more polite," the man says? I don't know about that. Someone even wondered what Vince Goodrum was thinking about all this. I didn't see any point in directing them to this thread.
I wrote that I thought one particular DA related thread was slightly more polite. I wasn't commenting on everything ever written with regards to Derek on MD. I've never heard of the "DA Death Pool" until you just mentioned it. It certainly doesn't seem very polite.
I see no harm is reading what others are saying about Derek's situation. I will still come to my own conclusions which weren't altered by reading that thread on MD. I don't see any reason not to direct folks there.
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I wrote that I thought one particular DA related thread was slightly more polite. I wasn't commenting on everything ever written with regards to Derek on MD. I've never heard of the "DA Death Pool" until you just mentioned it. It certainly doesn't seem very polite.
I see no harm is reading what others are saying about Derek's situation. I will still come to my own conclusions which weren't altered by reading that thread on MD. I don't see any reason not to direct folks there.
Goodrum is now posting in the first thread. He's not very popular over there.
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not true, most millionaires are self made business men, had nothing to do with school. I have buddies who own stores, own companies and make big money, no school.
There is plenty of data (http://www9.georgetown.edu/grad/gppi/hpi/cew/pdfs/collegepayoff-complete.pdf) on the lifetime earnings associated with various levels of educational attainment. There's also data indicating that 80%+ of both millionaires (http://www.gajizmo.com/millionaires-by-the-numbers-up-close-and-personal/) and billionaires (http://www.forbes.com/2000/06/29/feat.html) have college degrees, a far higher proportion than the general population -- a fact which only reinforces my claim.
Your knowing like 3 people that aren't in line with the statistical trend doesn't negate any of the above -- something which, ironically, you'd understand perfectly well if you went to college and took an introductory statistics course.
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Just fyi I was on getbig before either of you back in the days when the jungle grew wild. I need no welcoming to this playground.
did i say you did :-\
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Goodrum is now posting in the first thread. He's not very popular over there.
I sensed that and wondered why until I read some of his posts.
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... I play for blood. ....so now he has to play the game of blood with me.
..I'm one of the most vicious person around and I don't forgive or forget. Y... That's when I go in for the kill
You are both dangerous keyboard warriors, but I think Adonis got at least 30 IQ points on you.
(http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_kUSCQBGNZmw/TGEjl38wOcI/AAAAAAAAAAg/ff6F0by2zGw/s640/KeyboardWarriorsGC.jpg)
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The Count of Fists and Crisco, a revenge tale of how one man's spit turned into another man's spite.
Pure literary art!
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There is plenty of data (http://www9.georgetown.edu/grad/gppi/hpi/cew/pdfs/collegepayoff-complete.pdf) on the lifetime earnings associated with various levels of educational attainment. There's also data indicating that 80%+ of both millionaires (http://www.gajizmo.com/millionaires-by-the-numbers-up-close-and-personal/) and billionaires (http://www.forbes.com/2000/06/29/feat.html) have college degrees, a far higher proportion than the general population -- a fact which only reinforces my claim.
Your knowing like 3 people that aren't in line with the statistical trend doesn't negate any of the above -- something which, ironically, you'd understand perfectly well if you went to college and took an introductory statistics course.
ok fine, you are right ;)
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When will Goodrum die??
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I think you're the only one that believes him. :-\
There's a unique linguistic air about a Schizzo post, both in form and in content -- something that is at once not easily disguised nor easily replicated. The sensory, conceptual-intentional, and linguistic faculties of my brain are so finely attuned to the stimuli that constitute Schizzo posts that they've jointly forged a new pathway straight to my amygdala such that I can instantly feel annoyed in their presence and react accordingly.
Schizzo isn't posting under any gimmicks.
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There's a unique linguistic air about a Schizzo post, both in form and in content -- something that is at once not easily disguised nor easily replicated. The sensory, conceptual-intentional, and linguistic faculties of my brain are so finely attuned to the sensory stimuli that constitute Schizzo posts that they've jointly forged a new pathway straight to my amygdala such that I can instantly feel annoyed in their presence and react accordingly.
Schizzo isn't posting under any gimmicks.
;D
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You are both dangerous keyboard warriors, but I think Adonis got at least 30 IQ points on you.
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In fact, Adonis have only 30 IQ-points. German Shepherd Dog has 70, so do your math..
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I'm very pleased to see my theorem of not messing with the truly crazy and unpredictable, illustrated so viscerally.
You've got to hand it to VG, the fellow knows only how to be himself and I respect that.
Naturally, many of you will disagree with the degree of vengeance - but that's in the eye of the beholder and when the beholder is capable of being batshit crazy, spin the wheel - it could be anything. That's the game you enter into when you lay a cool, refreshing dash of your mouthcum all over someone's cranium. It's not your place to set the boundary. That honour is bestowed upon the jilted.
I think it would be best if Vince Basile just apologised to Melvin, now and deleted his account - before Melvin turns his voodoo stare upon him. It must be pretty fucking scary to be the beast's next target. What will it be Melvin? Will you uncover his secret life of posing for gnome statues? Have you found evidence that VB drives an ice cream van on the weekends? Have you hacked into a government laser satellite and are currently planning to incinerate his gymnasium?
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I'm very pleased to see my theorem of not messing with the truly crazy and unpredictable, illustrated so viscerally.
You've got to hand it to VG, the fellow knows only how to be himself and I respect that.
Naturally, many of you will disagree with the degree of vengeance - but that's in the eye of the beholder and when the beholder is capable of being batshit crazy, spin the wheel - it could be anything. That's the game you enter into when you lay a cool, refreshing dash of your mouthcum all over someone's cranium. It's not your place to set the boundary. That honour is bestowed upon the jilted.
I think it would be best if Vince Basile just apologised to Melvin, now and deleted his account - before Melvin turns his voodoo stare upon him. It must be pretty fucking scary to be the beast's next target. What will it be Melvin? Will you uncover his secret life of posing for gnome statues? Have you found evidence that VB drives an ice cream van on the weekends? Have you hacked into a government laser satellite and are currently planning to incinerate his gymnasium?
ah, the ice cream truck! what a funny, funny Getbig time!
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In fact, Adonis have only 30 IQ-points. German Shepherd Dog has 70, so do your math..
That is a logically inferior statement that suggests the owner has an intellect capable of being bested by a scottish terrier or a crossbreed mongrel of some sorts. The IQ of a shepherd dog does not give any clear point to linking him to do his math. It is, at best a slightly relevant factoid of no consequence to the contention and thus, should never be suggested in a manner whereby it is the reason for him to do his math.
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I don't with DA any ill will but he does watch too much television and thinks he is fucking Gyp Rosetti on Boardwalk Empire.
PS, I wonder if Derek would sing the song Gyp is singing at 2:40 to Vince and Vissy if they met?
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There's a unique linguistic air about a Schizzo post, both in form and in content -- something that is at once not easily disguised nor easily replicated. The sensory, conceptual-intentional, and linguistic faculties of my brain are so finely attuned to the stimuli that constitute Schizzo posts that they've jointly forged a new pathway straight to my amygdala such that I can instantly feel annoyed in their presence and react accordingly.
Schizzo isn't posting under any gimmicks.
Hear Hear!
This man gets it!
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There's a unique linguistic air about a Schizzo post, both in form and in content -- something that is at once not easily disguised nor easily replicated. The sensory, conceptual-intentional, and linguistic faculties of my brain are so finely attuned to the stimuli that constitute Schizzo posts that they've jointly forged a new pathway straight to my amygdala such that I can instantly feel annoyed in their presence and react accordingly.
Schizzo isn't posting under any gimmicks.
One should not ignore the amygdala "low road", described by Joseph LeDoux (1996). Some stimuli can bypass the cortex and directly evoke a fear response by reaching the amygdala through thalamus. Loud noises, shocks.... and Schizzo posts have this ability.
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I don't with DA any ill will but he does watch too much television and thinks he is fucking Gyp Rosetti on Boardwalk Empire.
PS, I wonder if Derek would sing the song Gyp is singing at 2:40 to Vince and Vissy if they met?
rosetti was great character..
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Hear Hear!
This man gets it!
Or is this an elaborate ploy in the web of Shizzo deceit? Is Shizzo masquerading as "Syntaxmachine", now - cunningly insinuating that he, himself has no capacity for the type of gambit that is actually in play, thereby distancing himself by no short margin from the insidious truth? Is the portrayal of a child-like mind, nothing more than an effective way to masterfully fabricate an entire ecosystem surrounding an internet identity that has no actual corresponding human mind, behind it?
(Probably not :))
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Wow informative thread!
Here are the things I've learned
1. Uberman must have no life or is possibly the worlds greatest keyboard warrior
2. I think Im in love with Booty
3. Alex is still kinda creepy but funny
4. True Anus is still an anus (some things never change)
5. Derek has cancer( don't know him but I think I may have bashed him once. Hope you get well DA)
6. Vince is not only a peter puffing queen hes also still a scumbag
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You are both dangerous keyboard warriors, but I think Adonis got at least 30 IQ points on you.
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I already know that and I've said it twice in this thread.
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I know i said many times that apparently all that matters is to simply "adapt" to survive, whatever the way we adapt, but i came to the conclusion that the way we adapt and survive, ALSO matters. Some people adapt being cold, and arent happy , and dont want kids etc, they are cynical; nihilist. They find their hapiness in knowing people suffer, and hoping everything one day will end. That s the only way they know because that s what they ve been exposed to, that s how my own parents, well at least father, understand life ; actually that's because he failed his own life, so he is convinced it is what everyone think. The other way to adapt is to give your best, detect bad people, stay away from them, help them if you can, followng God's words. Family, couple, kids FIRST -before pretending to want to change the world- and as a result if you are a good example, people who think alike might follow you. It s pretty tough to select relationships, cause you often have to take the bad with the good.
I think there is somethng i dont know because i have not been exposing to it, but that i d like to discover, understand. It doesnt mean life on earth is heaven, it doesnt mean everyone is a nice carebear, it doesnt mean you have to be a gullible bleeding heart . Doesnt mean you can do your best to built it with what you have. We are probably God himself.
Fact is, heaven is Not on earth. Life on earth as an human being is probably Hell for basically 99.9 percent of people, from all backgrounds and social classes, whatever the amount of power or money they own. And even if you do your best to build something it can be destroyed at any time.
The only way to be happy is to work whatever the job; to feel better; being part of the big thing, and for those who can, raise a happy family. Everything else is wicked. Many people have families and jobs and arent happy or genuinely nice too. Many unhappy people, very few, rare, genuinely happy ones, and you never hear about them. They are hidden. They are genuine.
Some people are happy at their jobs but unhappy in their families...in other cases it's the oposite... who is happy at work, and in his family? Also there is work, and work. Some people work at doing music, painting, being actors play a sport, etc. They consider it a job.
Fact is to be genuinely happy you need it ALL. The right job you love doing, AND a couple, family you focus on as much as you focus on your job.
Now, how to explain competition, selection? most of us realized this we all want everything to be perfect in our lives, but there s still the need to confront yourself to others daily. To adapt to survive; to excell to get higher, at the detriment of...others. It s easier to go thru all of this with a guidance, someone who wants you to continue a legacy. If nobody cares about you; your sucees, your hapiness; you feel empty and see no point in being succesful if nobody is here to tell you they re proud of you. This is the problem in notdysfunctional, shattered families the atheist society produces. Kids feel not loved, not fulfiled, regreted and end becoming cynical sooner and sooner.
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Or is this an elaborate ploy in the web of Shizzo deceit? Is Shizzo masquerading as "Syntaxmachine", now - cunningly insinuating that he, himself has no capacity for the type of gambit that is actually in play, thereby distancing himself by no short margin from the insidious truth? Is the portrayal of a child-like mind, nothing more than an effective way to masterfully fabricate an entire ecosystem surrounding an internet identity that has no actual corresponding human mind, behind it?
(Probably not :))
Syntax is nothing short from being a genius though
Very eloquent and with a very astute and logical mind.
I believe it's merely a matter of Syntax seeing who Shizzle really is.
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Wow informative thread!
Here are the things I've learned
1. Uberman must have no life or is possibly the worlds greatest keyboard warrior
2. I think Im in love with Booty
3. Alex is still kinda creepy but funny
4. True Anus is still an anus (some things never change)
5. Derek has cancer( don't know him but I think I may have bashed him once. Hope you get well DA)
6. Vince is not only a peter puffing queen hes also still a scumbag
Explain number 2
WoooSSSHHHHHHHHHHH
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If nothing else, Rear Admiral Derek will live on in the anals of getbig history for his famous tactical maneuvers against General Squadfelcher.
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what motivates one to excell,? learn , better himslef? Often it s Interested Caregivers who encourage him, her. Often there is a will to dominate, to be unique, so people would become dependant of our skill. We all know that feeling, being in the flow of something, forgeting everything, yourself, time. It acts as a drug, and anti depressant. If nobody encourages you to do something during your childhood, you lack it for the rest of your life. Simply because it means those who spwaned you dont know why they spawned you, or regret having spwaning you on different levels. We are marked by these feelings we re exposed to during our childhood. We are like butter, or soap, we record everything and it will shape our personality for the rest of our lives.
Many, many people, lack it. Still, they can find peace , dignity, a role, a place, doing any kind of job they can. Of course they ll be below people who were more loved, invested, by their own parents most of the time. More often than not, we cannot change what, who we are, and can only do it thru the production of an offspring.
We all know what it hapiness, but only a few are able to reach what it really is.
I am personally convinced now it is only in your couple, family, essentially, that you can find it after decades spent together attempting to survive. But for the couple, family to work, you need a guide to follow. Many people thought they didnt need that guide, and we can see everyday where it led them.
Again i dont consider someone who has money, fame, power as a role model just because he has fame, money, power. I ll take the michael jordan / horace grant example again, horace grant has less money, but he stayed with his wife, works helping people and has kids, and lives in a ranch away from the city.
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If nothing else, Rear Admiral Derek will live on in the anals of getbig history for his famous tactical maneuvers against General Squadfelcher.
true that was a classic time...one of the biggest meltdowns in recorded history
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what motivates one to excell,? learn , better himslef? Often it s Interested Caregivers who encourage him, her. Often there is a will to dominate, to be unique, so people would become dependant of our skill. We all know that feeling, being in the flow of something, forgeting everything, yourself, time. It acts as a drug, and anti depressant. If nobody encourages you to do something during your childhood, you lack it for the rest of your life. Simply because it means those who spwaned you dont know why they spawned you, or regret having spwaning you on different levels. We are marked by these feelings we re exposed to during our childhood. We are like butter, or soap, we record everything and it will shape our personality for the rest of our lives.
Many, many people, lack it. Still, they can find peace , dignity, a role, a place, doing any kind of job they can. Of course they ll be below people who were more loved, invested, by their own parents most of the time. More often than not, we cannot change what, who we are, and can only do it thru the production of an offspring.
We all know what it hapiness, but only a few are able to reach what it really is.
I am personally convinced now it is only in your couple, family, essentially, that you can find it after decades spent together attempting to survive. But for the couple, family to work, you need a guide to follow. Many people thought they didnt need that guide, and we can see everyday where it led them.
Again i dont consider someone who has money, fame, power as a role model just because he has fame, money, power. I ll take the michael jordan / horace grant example again, horace grant has less money, but he stayed with his wife, works helping people and has kids, and lives in a ranch away from the city.
Oh Really? :D
Donna Grant, the ex- of former Chicago Bull Horace wrote into BOSSIP last night asking that we shed light on her situation. According to Donna, Horace left her for a “Becky”.
Here is their story:
I am Horace Grant’s x-wife I’d like to give some information on how much of a millionaire dead beat dad he is! Yeah I know all his life and still til this day his claim to fame is he’s “A *****tian” and now that he is retired all he does now is “give back.” But, yet in still for almost all of his son’s younger years he has failed to provide health insurance, refuse to pay my son’s college tuition and dorm fee’s and monthly stipend.
My son is not in school now he even refuse to pay for junior college…
… and he has taken back the 16th birthday present a car he bought for my son. Actually he has sent two request be relinquished of all financial obligation for my son. Now tell me in 2009 what parent don’t want there kid to have a college degree you are a millionaire that has never ever been around for my son never came to 8th grade graduation 12th grade graduation very rare a phone call to even acknowledge his existence on this earth you even allow your attorney’s to BULLY my son in any kinda way necessary to keep him from trying to go to court to retrieve something that is his. It is laid out in my divorce decree in black and white. Let me know if you have any further interest on this former NBA millionaire.
Thanks,
Donna Grant
(http://bossip.files.wordpress.com/2009/12/horace-grant-copy-e1260883441516.jpg?w=450&h=600)
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If nothing else, Rear Admiral Derek will live on in the anals of getbig history for his famous tactical maneuvers against General Squadfelcher.
The DA we know googles himself...
Sees Rear Admiral. Says huh maybe no one will notice the age and think I was a someone in the Navy. Pretty cool.
Rear Admiral Derek Anthony googles himself and sees our DA naked with men rubbing him and his profile with the gfp picture. He says SON OF A BITCH. Who is this fucking fruit loop.
Prolly pretty close to the truth lol.
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I just left a message and used his real name....mission was still accomplished because that kidney can now go to a person more deserving and who isn't going to abuse their body with steroids and synthol.
I'm considering calling Social Services as well so he isn't improperly claiming that he's poor and mooching off the taxpayers.
haha while you are right about the kidney going to someone more deserving i dont think id have the heart to put the block on it even if i hated the guys guts.
Hes weak now, why dont you give him a clip round the lug and be dont with it.
Life to short to hate.
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what motivates one to excell,? learn , better himslef? Often it s Interested Caregivers who encourage him, her. Often there is a will to dominate, to be unique, so people would become dependant of our skill. We all know that feeling, being in the flow of something, forgeting everything, yourself, time. It acts as a drug, and anti depressant. If nobody encourages you to do something during your childhood, you lack it for the rest of your life. Simply because it means those who spwaned you dont know why they spawned you, or regret having spwaning you on different levels. We are marked by these feelings we re exposed to during our childhood. We are like butter, or soap, we record everything and it will shape our personality for the rest of our lives.
Many, many people, lack it. Still, they can find peace , dignity, a role, a place, doing any kind of job they can. Of course they ll be below people who were more loved, invested, by their own parents most of the time. More often than not, we cannot change what, who we are, and can only do it thru the production of an offspring.
We all know what it hapiness, but only a few are able to reach what it really is.
I am personally convinced now it is only in your couple, family, essentially, that you can find it after decades spent together attempting to survive. But for the couple, family to work, you need a guide to follow. Many people thought they didnt need that guide, and we can see everyday where it led them.
Again i dont consider someone who has money, fame, power as a role model just because he has fame, money, power. I ll take the michael jordan / horace grant example again, horace grant has less money, but he stayed with his wife, works helping people and has kids, and lives in a ranch away from the city.
Has anyone ever told you that sometimes less is more?
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Has anyone ever told you that sometimes less is more?
I don't know how anyone can read his shit.
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I don't know how anyone can read his shit.
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I tried. Maybe Getbig has ruined my attention span.
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I tried. Maybe Getbig has ruined my attention span.
I immediately ignore a wall of words, learned this from trying to read Basile's old posts.
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Nope , i ve dessicated many psychology, philosophy and psychoanalysis books in my local public library while trying to become a social worker, but i met many people who disgusted me and i wasnt sure, secure enough to believe i could help anyone genuinely if i ever got to finish the whole thing, i felt like it wasnt really for me. While having an urgent need to support my young daughter and wife at the time.
The funny is probably 99.9 % of people on earth are in the same situation. The ones who "have it all" (earning money while doing what you love after having been engeenered to be able to do so by loving caregivers) are only the 0.0001 % remaining, and they re often the ones who own the capital and decide for others.
Social worker :D
You are hilarious. Did you not know yourself better than to try that? I don't, as a matter of principle, more than skim your posts and that is because (obscurity aside) I have detected a strong current of misanthropy permeating your thoughts. You hate people, pure and simple. Of course you would be disgusted by the people you would meet, social work is there to help a society's weakest members. They are not pretty and do not smell good. They are an ideal vehicle for projection.
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Nope , i ve dessicated many psychology, philosophy and psychoanalysis books in my local public library while trying to become a social worker, but i met many people who disgusted me and i wasnt sure, secure enough to believe i could help anyone genuinely if i ever got to finish the whole thing, i felt like it wasnt really for me. While having an urgent need to support my young daughter and wife at the time.
The funny is probably 99.9 % of people on earth are in the same situation. The ones who "have it all" (earning money while doing what you love after having been engeenered to be able to do so by loving caregivers) are only the 0.0001 % remaining, and they re often the ones who own the capital and decide for others.
Earning money or even just having money while doing what you love is not an all or nothing proposition. Throughout my life, I sometimes worked at jobs I didn't love to earn a living and at other times have done what I loved and still earned money. Sometimes we sacrifice a little today in order to have it better tomorrow. While we are not wealthy, my wife and I are comfortable in our retirement. This required some trade offs along the way.
Suggesting that the people who, as you put it, "have it all" are the result of loving caregivers is reaching. What makes a loving and instructive parent is far more complicated than that.
You are correct in understanding that regardless of an education to know how and a commitment to want to help others, there is a good chance you won't succeed....at least not all of the time. Most people feel good if they just help a few to be a bit better off. Social work can wear on you overtime. My wife was in this line of work for many years, she eventually was disenchanted by the number of folks who just kept going back to negative situations. My wife worked with abuse and often uneducated women to help them better themselves. Many returned to the abusive situations they'd come from. For some it almost seems like an addiction.
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Earning money or even just having money while doing what you love is not an all or nothing proposition. Throughout my life, I sometimes worked at jobs I didn't love to earn a living and at other times have done what I loved and still earned money. Sometimes we sacrifice a little today in order to have it better tomorrow. While we are not wealthy, my wife and I are comfortable in our retirement. This required some trade offs along the way.
Suggesting that the people who, as you put it, "have it all" are the result of loving caregivers is reaching. What makes a loving and instructive parent is far more complicated than that.
You are correct in understanding that regardless of an education to know how and a commitment to want to help others, there is a good chance you won't succeed....at least not all of the time. Most people feel good if they just help a few to be a bit better off. Social work can wear on you overtime. My wife was in this line of work for many years, she eventually was disenchanted by the number of folks who just kept going back to negative situations. My wife worked with abuse and often uneducated women to help them better themselves. Many returned to the abusive situations they'd come from. For some it almost seems like an addiction.
Has anyone ever told you that sometimes less is more?
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Has anyone ever told you that sometimes less is more?
I thought of this while I was writing the response to Uberman. Sometimes, I just cannot bring myself to be succinct no matter how hard I try. Good catch.
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Uberasshole and Primemuscle cock docking. :D
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Uberasshole and Primemuscle cock docking. :D
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Uberasshole and Primemuscle cock docking. :D
lol awesome
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Uberasshole and Primemuscle cock docking. :D
Do the men you know engage in this behavior when they are with you, Booty? Seems like you know a lot about it for a woman. I thought you'd be woman enough to keep a guy happy, guess not.
I am circumcised. Just thought I'd mention this for all you studs who are now busy jacking off at the thought of two men cock docking. Does anyone know if Uberman is circumcised? If so, this isn't going to work out too well.
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Uberasshole and prime busy docking!
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Uberasshole and prime busy docking!
Did you wanna watch? Does it get you off?
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Does that mean we are standing over you and you are looking up to watch? :-*
I never would have guess that you were so kinky.
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At a loss for words I see. Well better close those eyes or you might get something in them.
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Uberasshole and Primemuscle cock docking. :D
Ok I've learned never to google something if don't want the answer!
Booty!!
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Ok I've learned never to google something if don't want the answer!
Booty!!
She's such a little devil, isn't she? Who knew?
I probably shouldn't have Googled it either. Sometimes ignorance is bliss.
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Ok I've learned never to google something if don't want the answer!
Booty!!
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She's such a little devil, isn't she? Who knew?
I probably shouldn't have Googled it either. Sometimes ignorance is bliss.
Indeed!!
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As prime undocks himself from Uberasshole to type.
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As prime undocks himself from Uberasshole to type.
This seems to have a boating theme to it. ;D
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This seems to have a boating theme to it. ;D
Oh, you mean like tying up to the dock now has new meaning for you. Me too.
I bet I could dock and type at the same time. It doesn't seem like it would be that hard to multitask. Booty, given your experience with docking and typing, would you agree?
What do you think Derek Anthony (you know, the fellow whose name in the tread title) would think of this conversation? Would he see it as being off topic?
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Oh, you mean like tying up to the dock now has new meaning for you. Me too.
Yes and I think we prefer that theme vs the alternative!
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To make this simple for you prime. Booty = zero Penis therefore does not dock. ::)
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Yes and I think we prefer that theme vs the alternative!
Yup!
I am just trying to be a good sport here. Don't want folks accusing me of getting all serious about things, ya know.
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To make this simple for you prime. Booty = zero Penis therefore does not dock. ::)
Oh I know you have no penis, you've proved that with the photos of your shiny plastic looking vagina. Doesn't mean you don't get off on watching two guys docking. Tell me, do you prefer watching when one of the dockers is a hermaphrodite or do you prefer watching two "butch bears" while they dock?
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Oh I know you have no penis, you've proved that with the photos of your shiny plastic looking vagina.
Shizzo is back!
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DON SYNTHOLEONE..GODFATHER PART 4...
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Seriously.......a "SAMCRO" Sons of Anarchy replica shirt?
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that's allot of ink last 5yrs or so.not my thing.
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Can ironmeister shop the hat to say "I love living". Or cock.
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derek was bragging that he owns a condo and a house in the hamptons and has a benz and a ferrari
how?
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derek was bragging that he owns a condo and a house in the hamptons and has a benz and a ferrari
how?
I doubt he picked out that floral wall arrangement on the wall there behind him
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does he still host the radio show?
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does he still host the radio show?
I don't think so.
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Haven't been paying attention, what's the prognosis and diagnoses on this guy. Fuck he looks bad, kidney failure fat head.
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derek was bragging that he owns a condo and a house in the hamptons and has a benz and a ferrari
how?
Drives an Audi and has recorded videos in it. Never heard of the other stuff other than a condo that looks like an apt.
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I doubt he picked out that floral wall arrangement on the wall there behind him
it will look good on his coffin ;D
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Well he did well because a few years ago he was complaining of being totally broke - he lost his home, his job, and had to sell his car. He moved into his brother's basement , this is his own admission.
He then got really sick (hope he gets better btw) but, amazingly, really rich all after losing his rental home, job, car and health. Stunning turnaround.
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its pretty obvious in fact getib, internet, posting pics is all he has. Is he really thinking he s a winner, a badass ? dude obviously completely confused and switching from omg im going to die to look at me haha im a tough guy ten times in a minute.
Not really what you can call peaceful last days.
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Is it possible that he is not still pumping synthol in those disfigured things he calls arms and the rest of his body is just shrinking from the sickness futher exposing the damage already done in the past?
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Damn.. Looks like Will Brinkitus
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Damn.. Looks like Will Brinkitus
It is hard to believe he is something like 32 years old. Most folks look their best at this age. If he survives his illnesses, it is scary to think what he will look like when he's 40 or 50 years old. Of course kidney failure and possibly chemo for the liver tumor are adversely affecting his appearance, but so is his misshapen body and all those tattoos. Maybe he was "living the dream" but that dream life sure didn't last very long.
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it s in a wicked way, fascinating. Never the expression watching a train wreck was more suited. Surreal.
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It is hard to believe he is something like 32 years old. Most folks look their best at this age. If he survives his illnesses, it is scary to think what he will look like when he's 40 or 50 years old. Of course kidney failure and possibly chemo for the liver tumor are adversely affecting his appearance, but so is his misshapen body and all those tattoos. Maybe he was "living the dream" but that dream life sure didn't last very long.
He has not begun chemo yet and the facial water retention is definitely a symtom of kidney failure/dialysis.
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Why on earth is he still taking selfies?
What is he trying to prove?
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Wow, this Derek Anthony has been a fascinating character on the boards for years, it's only fitting that he goes out like this....
As unfortunate as it is
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derek was bragging that he owns a condo and a house in the hamptons and has a benz and a ferrari
how?
It's called being an insecure pathological liar with no regard for others. Derek has been this way for years. At one point I think he even claimed he was an undefeated professional boxer while on enough drugs to kill a horse. The guy is the epitome of a sociopath that found a niche.
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Why on earth is he still taking selfies?
What is he trying to prove?
he ll be posting them even when looking like a final stage aids patient with bag of oils as arms. Because he has no self esteem at all.
Maybe thats his way of contributing to mankind, at least he s existing, he s bing unique, special, for once in his life, and he absolutely doesnt give a damn that mostly what he s getting is negative attention. Clear sign he s destroying himself. Probably because his parents destroyed his esteem when he was a kid.
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he ll be posting them even when looking like a final stage aids patient with bag of oils as arms. Because he has no self esteem at all.
Maybe thats his way of contributing to mankind, at least he s existing, he s bing unique, special, for once in his life, and he absolutely doesnt give a damn that mostly what he s getting is negative attention. Clear sign he s destroying himself. Probably because his parents destroyed his esteem when he was a kid.
It all went wrong somewhere. He was most likely abused somehow either physically or mentally and found bodybuilding/physique enhancement to be a crutch. Derek has long had issues that needed to be addressed. I would be intrigued to know what his brother is like.
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WITF?!
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What a mess! One of the most insecure people the world has ever known.
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WITF?!
:D ;D
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Damn.. Looks like Will Brinkitus
That is just brutal. What in the hell is he thinking posting that crap?
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What a mess! One of the most insecure people the world has ever known.
He's trying to be such a badass, and then he's wearing those dorky ass glasses!! Looks like high school hitting coach
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This is right before he went on his oil bender. He may have begun for all I know.
Must have been an ab selfie. :-\
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And his 20 inch calves selfie while on dialysis. ???
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derek was bragging that he owns a condo and a house in the hamptons and has a benz and a ferrari
how?
He actually said he lived in a house in the Hamptons. He's probably staying in a relatives basement....
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WITF?!
wait,, he looks like his grandfather
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Why does he have one of the "Growing Up Gotti" kids on his calf?
(http://www.webtvwire.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/05/growing-up-gotti.jpg).
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This is right before he went on his oil bender. He may have begun for all I know.
Must have been an ab selfie. :-\
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And his 20 inch calves selfie while on dialysis. ???
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Those tattoos are dumb as shit. Who in the hell would even do that to someone?
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I've never understood Derek's infatuation with Italian Americans. Derek is a nice, young Jewish boy, why he has taken to saturating his body with ink that commemorate Sicilians is beyond me.
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I've never understood Derek's infatuation with Italian Americans. Derek is a nice, young Jewish boy, why he has taken to saturating his body with ink that commemorate Sicilians is beyond me.
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OMR I have been thinking that he may be bi-polar. During manic phases he seems to purchase tons of sneakers, memorabilia and get tattoos one after another. This mania combined with total body dysmorphia may have led to the excessive drug use. Coming off drugs led to crushing depression so it was simply never an option. Rational thought has gone out the window at this point because stress exacerbates mental illness.
His grandiose ideations also play right into the symptoms of bi-polar.
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OMR I have been thinking that he may be bi-polar. During manic phases he seems to purchase tons of sneakers, memorabilia and get tattoos one after another. This mania combined with total body dysmorphia may have led to the excessive drug use. Coming off drugs led to crushing depression so it was simply never an option. Rational thought has gone out the window at this point because stress exacerbates mental illness.
His grandiose ideations also play right into the symptoms of bi-polar.
I think you might be onto something.
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I've never understood Derek's infatuation with Italian Americans. Derek is a nice, young Jewish boy, why he has taken to saturating his body with ink that commemorate Sicilians is beyond me.
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I blame his parents for not giving him a stable childhood and identity.
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I've never understood Derek's infatuation with Italian Americans. Derek is a nice, young Jewish boy, why he has taken to saturating his body with ink that commemorate Sicilians is beyond me.
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disgraziale...
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OMR I have been thinking that he may be bi-polar. During manic phases he seems to purchase tons of sneakers, memorabilia and get tattoos one after another. This mania combined with total body dysmorphia may have led to the excessive drug use. Coming off drugs led to crushing depression so it was simply never an option. Rational thought has gone out the window at this point because stress exacerbates mental illness.
His grandiose ideations also play right into the symptoms of bi-polar.
He posted several times on rx that he was bi-polar.
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I've never understood Derek's infatuation with Italian Americans. Derek is a nice, young Jewish boy, why he has taken to saturating his body with ink that commemorate Sicilians is beyond me.
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He idolises the mafia. God knows why as they are just criminals that bring pain and suffering. Better to be a nice Jewish boy over a Italian gangster.
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He idolises the mafia. God knows why as they are just criminals that bring pain and suffering. Better to be a nice Jewish boy over a Italian gangster.
Booty now that you have a big fat hippo ass..when you fart does it go " bbbbbBBBBBRRaaaaaAAAAAAA PPPPPP" in one long fartsound.....or does it go BLAAAP BLAAAAP BLAAAAPPP as your big ass flaps from the fart gas ?
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Booty now that you have a big fat hippo ass..when you fart does it go " bbbbbBBBBBRRaaaaaAAAAAAA PPPPPP" in one long fartsound.....or does it go BLAAAP BLAAAAP BLAAAAPPP as your big ass flaps from the fart gas ?
I don't fart sweet cheeks.
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I've never understood Derek's infatuation with Italian Americans. Derek is a nice, young Jewish boy, why he has taken to saturating his body with ink that commemorate Sicilians is beyond me.
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maybe one of the self hating jews, theres plenty.
the guy still takes some steroids,this is unbelieveable.
face like baloon, tripple chin, my goodness.
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is this pic supposed to fool me into thinking you aren't fat?
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is this pic supposed to fool me into thinking you aren't fat?
How can it fool you? It's me, pic was taken nov 1st 2013. I thought I would let you see that wide ass that you are thinking about. Since you are following me around on here. ;)
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maybe one of the self hating jews, theres plenty.
the guy still takes some steroids,this is unbelieveable.
face like baloon, tripple chin, my goodness.
I don't think so gal. It's all from the kidney failure and if you look closely he has no real muscle other than the oil. His Italian obsession is absurd and his tats are sophomoric and most based on movies. ::)
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How can it fool you? It's me, pic was taken nov 1st 2013. I thought I would let you see that wide ass that you are thinking about. Since you are following me around on here. ;)
Yes I'm "following you around" ::)
Whens the last time I adressed you..imbecile.
And that's "addressed"...not "undressed" like your 18 year old whore brain sees it.
You are fat...I felt like insulting you :D
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Yes I'm "following you around" ::)
Whens the last time I adressed you..imbecile.
And that's "addressed"...not "undressed" like your 18 year old whore brain sees it.
You are fat...I felt like insulting you :D
You've been trying to get my attention all day. I am flattered.
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You've been trying to get my attention all day. I am flattered.
Really ? Care to show an example dummy ?
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The road to hell is truly paved with good intentions
funny thing is ,he couldnt log in with it,lol.
dont trust him,brother.do not.
you are very good guy, but not sure if you been around bonafide alcoholics with mental issues, they cant be trusted,theyd stab own mother in the back
I don't think so gal. It's all from the kidney failure and if you look closely he has no real muscle other than the oil. His Italian obsession is absurd and his tats are sophomoric and most based on movies. ::)
yo walther,i didnt mean the face bloat, i know thats from kidney failure.
i meant the vascularity in some places despite being quite fat.thats from gear.
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Goodrum has no shame whatever!
i never thought i would say this ever to anyone, but..
he looks better than you
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disgraziale...
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He posted several times on rx that he was bi-polar.
what is bipolar? ???
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what is bipolar? ???
You sleep with both male and female polar bears. ;D
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Bi polar is a serious mental illness.
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what is bipolar? ???
it use to be called manic depression. It's extreme up and downs.
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Booty now that you have a big fat hippo ass..when you fart does it go " bbbbbBBBBBRRaaaaaAAAAAAA PPPPPP" in one long fartsound.....or does it go BLAAAP BLAAAAP BLAAAAPPP as your big ass flaps from the fart gas ?
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Whats doing brother..good to see you kinging around this dump again ;D
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it use to be called manic depression. It's extreme up and downs.
does this really exist, sounds like a tag to how everyone is anyway.
nobodyt can be bad mood all time, or good mood all time.
everyone has ups and downs ???
what are we suppose to be like?says who? ???
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does this really exist, sounds like a tag to how everyone is anyway.
nobodyt can be bad mood all time, or good mood all time.
everyone has ups and downs ???
what are we suppose to be like?says who? ???
True story here...
I have my own personal philosophy on this.
I've never met a single bipolar girl, who has NOT been sexually abused as a child. Literally every fuckin one. I think my count is up to 7 or 8 now, girls I've dated or been friends with, etc. they all had the same back story. Sad stuff
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True story here...
I have my own personal philosophy on this.
I've never met a single bipolar girl, who has NOT been sexually abused as a child. Literally every fuckin one. I think my count is up to 7 or 8 now, girls I've dated or been friends with, etc. they all had the same back story. Sad stuff
If you do a google search you will see there is not necessarily a relationship. Emotional trauma in early childhood might be more of a factor. It is always wise not to make conclusions about others based on limited personal experience.
Furthermore, only practicing therapists are entitled to make diagnoses about mentally ill people.
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does this really exist, sounds like a tag to how everyone is anyway.
nobodyt can be bad mood all time, or good mood all time.
everyone has ups and downs ???
what are we suppose to be like?says who? ???
It's not normal ups and downs it's far more complex and it's extreme. During a manic episode, a person might impulsively quit a job, charge up huge amounts on credit cards, or feel rested after sleeping one hour. During a depressive episode, the same person might be too tired to get out of bed and full of self-loathing and hopelessness over being unemployed and in debt..the debt accumulated during a manic episode.
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If you do a google search you will see there is not necessarily a relationship. Emotional trauma in early childhood might be more of a factor. It is always wise not to make conclusions about others based on limited personal experience.
Furthermore, only practicing therapists are entitled to make diagnoses about mentally ill people.
Sometimes I wonder if ole Uncle Leroy tried to play "Honk the Weiner" one too many times with you old man :-X
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I agree - I do not believe Dezza is using steroids at this time. I believe as his body has shrunk he has turned to oil to hide this fact.
I also believe most people on this board have no clue at the extent of how ignorant the general public are on what muscle should look like.
Derek is fooling plenty of people with his act.
As for his mobster styling - just typical man shit, affiliating yourself with something that is in fashion and considered to be the territory of tough guys. No different to most of tapout's market.
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Lookin' good Karen!
Older/more Mature, but still good, then again we're all lookin' older these days! :D
Keep up the good work!
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I don't fart sweet cheeks.
oh boy your titties sure got smaller
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Lookin' good Karen!
Older/more Mature, but still good, then again we're all lookin' older these days! :D
Keep up the good work!
Thanks Kwon.
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oh boy your titties sure got smaller
They are implants so size doesn't change. I am a DD.
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I've never understood Derek's infatuation with Italian Americans. Derek is a nice, young Jewish boy, why he has taken to saturating his body with ink that commemorate Sicilians is beyond me.
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Derek's Jewish?
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Derek's Jewish?
Yes, he's Jewish
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Yes, he's Jewish
He gets really defensive when anyone calls him Jewish and strongly denies it which is really strange.
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OMR I have been thinking that he may be bi-polar. During manic phases he seems to purchase tons of sneakers, memorabilia and get tattoos one after another. This mania combined with total body dysmorphia may have led to the excessive drug use. Coming off drugs led to crushing depression so it was simply never an option. Rational thought has gone out the window at this point because stress exacerbates mental illness.
His grandiose ideations also play right into the symptoms of bi-polar.
Absolutely,add delusional!
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i hope derek has that moment of self awareness
that helps him to change his life
and maximise the time he has left
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Yes, he's Jewish
How do you know for sure?
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What's wrong with being Jewish ?
The overwhelming majority of Jews I know are smart, witty and have money.
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What's wrong with being Jewish ?
The overwhelming majority of Jews I know are smart, witty and have money.
^^^ let the record show that Groink is possibly Jewish ^^^
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Reason Derek called himself Derek Littelli and tattoed La Cose Nostre on his back would probably be that he thought being "Italian" gave him more Street-Cred than being Jewish.
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That pile of shit behind him is dwarfing his oil.
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They are implants so size doesn't change. I am a DD.
excellent choice of size. Your tits looks great.
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What's wrong with being Jewish ?
The overwhelming majority of Jews I know are smart, witty and have money.
Nothing, i'm Jewish, always thought Derek was a Guido, wannabe mobster! Turns out he's a Jewish wannabe mobster!
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Nothing, i'm Jewish, always thought Derek was a Guido, wannabe mobster! Turns out he's a Jewish wannabe mobster!
IN THE 20'S AND 30'S LUCKY LUCIANO ALIGHNED HIMSELF WITH LANSKY AND ROTHSTEIN,SIEGEL WHICH INFURIATED THE OTHER BOSSES FROM THAT TIME ,AS CHEESY MOVIE IS 'MOBSTERS'WITH CHRISTIAN SLATER AS LUCIANO IT SHOW HIS ALLIANCE/ALLEGIANCE WITH THOS 3 JEWS,BUT HE ALWAYS KEPT THEM IN LINE WITH HIS CASTALAMARRE ROOTS. SICILY'S GULF WHERE THE THE MAIN HEADS OF THE MOB STARTED IN AMERICA.
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IN THE 20'S AND 30'S LUCKY LUCIANO ALIGHNED HIMSELF WITH LANSKY AND ROTHSTEIN,SIEGEL WHICH INFURIATED THE OTHER BOSSES FROM THAT TIME ,AS CHEESY MOVIE IS 'MOBSTERS'WITH CHRISTIAN SLATER AS LUCIANO IT SHOW HIS ALLIANCE/ALLEGIANCE WITH THOS 3 JEWS,BUT HE ALWAYS KEPT THEM IN LINE WITH HIS CASTALAMARRE ROOTS. SICILY'S GULF WHERE THE THE MAIN HEADS OF THE MOB STARTED IN AMERICA.
Believe me, I know NJ I know my Mafia history! I have more mob ties than Derek!
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Believe me, I know NJ I know my Mafia history! I have more mob ties than Derek!
LOL,, 8)...LISTEN I LOVE MOB LORE TOO AND BEING ITALIAN DESCENT IT FASINATES ME,BUT OTHER THAN A 'HOW YA DOIN'THAT'S AS MOBBED AS I AM ;)
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LOL,, 8)...LISTEN I LOVE MOB LORE TOO AND BEING ITALIAN DESCENT IT FASINATES ME,BUT OTHER THAN A 'HOW YA DOIN'THAT'S AS MOBBED AS I AM ;)
My alltime favorite story my grandfather ever told me, 100% true.
My gramps was a dentist for 50 years, grew up in Chicago, but born in Sicily. When he first started practicing, he had a group of goodfellas guys show up one day, said he needed to close early and come with them. They said they looked him up and knew his family name from back in Sicily. Of course he was shitting his pants but they assured him he would be safe. He got in their car and they blindfolded him. Drove an hour, led him into a house into the kitchen. Took off the blindfold and there was one of the bosses, with a brutal tooth ache. Gramps fixed him up, put the blindfold back on and They dropped him back off at home. He got outta the car, they gave him a bag full of fresh bread, salamis, and an envelope with a TON of cash. Gramps did this a few more times whenever one of the bosses needed work done.
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My alltime favorite story my grandfather ever told me, 100% true.
My gramps was a dentist for 50 years, grew up in Chicago, but born in Sicily. When he first started practicing, he had a group of goodfellas guys show up one day, said he needed to close early and come with them. They said they looked him up and knew his family name from back in Sicily. Of course he was shitting his pants but they assured him he would be safe. He got in their car and they blindfolded him. Drove an hour, led him into a house into the kitchen. Took off the blindfold and there was one of the bosses, with a brutal tooth ache. Gramps fixed him up, put the blindfold back on and They dropped him back off at home. He got outta the car, they gave him a bag full of fresh bread, salamis, and an envelope with a TON of cash. Gramps did this a few more times whenever one of the bosses needed work done.
that's awesome,right out of godfather movies.
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My alltime favorite story my grandfather ever told me, 100% true.
My gramps was a dentist for 50 years, grew up in Chicago, but born in Sicily. When he first started practicing, he had a group of goodfellas guys show up one day, said he needed to close early and come with them. They said they looked him up and knew his family name from back in Sicily. Of course he was shitting his pants but they assured him he would be safe. He got in their car and they blindfolded him. Drove an hour, led him into a house into the kitchen. Took off the blindfold and there was one of the bosses, with a brutal tooth ache. Gramps fixed him up, put the blindfold back on and They dropped him back off at home. He got outta the car, they gave him a bag full of fresh bread, salamis, and an envelope with a TON of cash. Gramps did this a few more times whenever one of the bosses needed work done.
Cool story! Know members of the Bruno family, Angelo Bruno used to run Philly!
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So is he dead yet? Sorry have been on a business trip for a few month, somebody fill me in.
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So is he dead yet? Sorry have been on a business trip for a few month, somebody fill me in.
Welcome back bro.
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Cool story! Know members of the Bruno family, Angelo Bruno used to run Philly!
AND ONE OF THE TOUGHEST CREW'S/MOBSTERS SCARPO/SCARFA ONE OF THE 2 SP?
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where is derek now?
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My alltime favorite story my grandfather ever told me, 100% true.
My gramps was a dentist for 50 years, grew up in Chicago, but born in Sicily. When he first started practicing, he had a group of goodfellas guys show up one day, said he needed to close early and come with them. They said they looked him up and knew his family name from back in Sicily. Of course he was shitting his pants but they assured him he would be safe. He got in their car and they blindfolded him. Drove an hour, led him into a house into the kitchen. Took off the blindfold and there was one of the bosses, with a brutal tooth ache. Gramps fixed him up, put the blindfold back on and They dropped him back off at home. He got outta the car, they gave him a bag full of fresh bread, salamis, and an envelope with a TON of cash. Gramps did this a few more times whenever one of the bosses needed work done.
Very cool!
Now i know not to ever mess with Vinny Flex, since you got the connections with Dat Dere Cosa Nostra :D
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AND ONE OF THE TOUGHEST CREW'S/MOBSTERS SCARPO/SCARFA ONE OF THE 2 SP?
No, Anthony Bruno, Angelo's cousin he died a few years ago. Also Michelle Bruno who was a niece of Angelo's! My father owned a Muffler shop in South Philly back in the 70's, guy's from the Bruno family used to come in ask if he wanted to sell it to them, as a front! My buddy down here in S.FL. was friends with Anthony that's how I know him!
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Booty now that you have a big fat hippo ass..when you fart does it go " bbbbbBBBBBRRaaaaaAAAAAAA PPPPPP" in one long fartsound.....or does it go BLAAAP BLAAAAP BLAAAAPPP as your big ass flaps from the fart gas ?
My understanding is that fart noises are a function of the tightness of one's chocolate starfish.
Booty's emanations therefore make no noise at all.
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My understanding is that fart noises are a function of the tightness of one's chocolate starfish.
Booty's emanations therefore make no noise at all.
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Reason Derek called himself Derek Littelli and tattoed La Cose Nostre on his back would probably be that he thought being "Italian" gave him more Street-Cred than being Jewish.
Serge Nubret on the wall? At least at one time he did have a good aesthetic influence.
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How did this turn into a mob thread? Born and raised south philly here Ronnie. My Dad had ties to Chickie Narducci when I was growing up. I know most of guys from the 90s to now but I always kept my distance. Too many rats to get too involved any more. DA would get bitch slapped in south philly.
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The overwhelming majority of Jews I know are smart, witty and have money.
Maybe Derek isn't Jewish then. ;D
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Reason Derek called himself Derek Littelli and tattoed La Cose Nostre on his back would probably be that he thought being "Italian" gave him more Street-Cred than being Jewish.
:-X :-X ;D
Boy, I wish I was that smelly jock strap wrapped around that huge manmeat! My legs are already pointing to the ceiling. I'm yours Derek. I have a sister also, if you don't do guys. P.S. she won the Ms. Michigan contest back in 2005! And she placed in the final 5 for the Ms. America Pageant held in Las Vegas!! As you know what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas, LOL. No shittin' !! Keep up the hard work, lookin' gr8 as always (-;
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Welcome back bro.
Cheers mate
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Derek better hope he never goes to prison.
that 'la cosa nostra' thing will get cut out of his skin in a heartbeat.
like getting a hells angel tattoo when you're not a HA..... or AB.
jesus, what a clown.
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saw on his instagram
1- he's going into surgery for his liver cancer.
2- yes, he's completely bald.
3- his biceps look worse than ever. like they get more Valentino-looking each week.
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saw on his instagram
1- he's going into surgery for his liver cancer.
2- yes, he's completely bald.
3- his biceps look worse than ever. like they get more Valentino-looking each week.
post the pictures
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Someone asked this before. How long does synthol stay in your muscles? I read some believe it can be permanent?
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FFS...
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he looks kind of sad in that photo.
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At least he's maintaining his size through his illness. Good genetics and priorities. I hope you all think of Derek the next time you feel lazy and want to skip a workout.
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saw on his instagram
1- he's going into surgery for his liver cancer.
2- yes, he's completely bald.
3- his biceps look worse than ever. like they get more Valentino-looking each week.
I believe he is having targeted chemo into the tumor..it was either that or radiation. He shaves his head now (was wearing hair a long time) and he is a painless pumps addict! ???
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:'(
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Needs a goatee...imo
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So why have a wig? Just shave it.
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Thanks Gal. I have no idea why it did not work. Shizz thinks it is because they banned his IP.
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How did this turn into a mob thread? Born and raised south philly here Ronnie. My Dad had ties to Chickie Narducci when I was growing up. I know most of guys from the 90s to now but I always kept my distance. Too many rats to get too involved any more. DA would get bitch slapped in south philly.
Exactly my point! DA's full of shit! My father owned Quick Muffler Shop at 1622 W. Passyunk over thirty years ago! It's been a transmission shop for a long time ,and I think Bodyworld gym is above it! Haven't lived in Philly for over 30 years!
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So why have a wig? Just shave it.
Exactly!!
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Hey kids. Spot something positive about this pic. Take your time. :-\
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those arms.. wonder if there's any real muscle tissue left in there.
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Hey kids. Spot something positive about this pic. Take your time. :-\
Nice background?
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Ferrari?
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Hey kids. Spot something positive about this pic. Take your time. :-\
HIV?
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Wish the healthcare provider/insurance could put a stop to this bullshit, as he still pumps drugs into his body. Sick!
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where is derek now?
he's in hospital having chemo.
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HIV?
Oldie, but a goodie. ;D
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Ed Asner slowly morphs into the Incredible Hulk....
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that pic is in the hospital?
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that pic is in the hospital?
No but I saw on Facebook that he is in hospital starting his chemo.
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HIV?
hahahahahahahahaha
I shouldn't laugh, but that caught me completely off guard.
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Exactly my point! DA's full of shit! My father owned Quick Muffler Shop at 1622 W. Passyunk over thirty years ago! It's been a transmission shop for a long time ,and I think Bodyworld gym is above it! Haven't lived in Philly for over 30 years!
Dude my pictures from competitions are on the walls in Bodyworld. I trained there for 20 years lol. My family mostly all still lives down there but my Dad past away few years ago. God rest his soul. I moved out of South Philly ten years ago. Live in burbs now.
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Ed Asner slowly morphs into the Incredible Hulk....
Get on this ASAP Ironmeister!!!
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The bodybuilding healthy lifestyle
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Derek used to model for Calvin Klein in his 20's.
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Derek used to model for Calvin Klein in his 20's.
Was an extra in The Walking Dead in his 30's.
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Derek used to model for Calvin Klein in his 20's.
Seeing as he is a self-publicist and narcissist, why didn't he post pictures of this if true?
Wearing Calvins in a gay nightclub does not count..
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Seeing as he is a self-publicist and narcissist, why didn't he post pictures of this if true?
Wearing Calvins in a gay nightclub does not count..
I saw the pics on rx years ago. He did model for Calvin Klein.
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I saw the pics on rx years ago. He did model for Calvin Klein.
Bullshit. He might have had pictures taken wearing CK underwear, but he did not model for Calvin Klein. He would have done nothing but turbo-post that shit here.
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He did model for Calvin Klein.
Apparently he didnt pay them for sex, he paid them to leave after.
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Derek used to model for Calvin Klein in his 20's.
so 5 years ago?
is that what he told you?
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The only thing i'd give that scumbag derek anthony credit for is playing his over the top douchebag card til the bitter end. He really is that much of an asshole. Not even the looming hand of death can crack his ego.
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Dude my pictures from competitions are on the walls in Bodyworld. I trained there for 20 years lol. My family mostly all still lives down there but my Dad past away few years ago. God rest his soul. I moved out of South Philly ten years ago. Live in burbs now.
I moved to S.Fla over 30yrs ago with my family! My Dad and Mom are both gone! When I used to come back to Philly we would go down there, and eat at the Melrose Diner! I still have lot's of family up there haven't been back for a long time! My cousins own Rapco Automotive on Hunting Park ave, and West Philly! Still miss the food after all these years! Before I left I was training at Main Line fitness on Haverford ave!
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Ed Asner slowly morphs into the Incredible Hulk....
they said he could be everything he wanted so he became a cloud
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so 5 years ago?
is that what he told you?
No he was about 21 or 22 when he worked for Calvin Klein.
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I moved to S.Fla over 30yrs ago with my family! My Dad and Mom are both gone! When I used to come back to Philly we would go down there, and eat at the Melrose Diner! I still have lot's of family up there haven't been back for a long time! My cousins own Rapco Automotive on Hunting Park ave, and West Philly! Still miss the food after all these years! Before I left I was training at Main Line fitness on Haverford ave!
Melrose diner after hours on Saturday night when the clubs closed used to be the best place to meet women in the world. Better then going to the islands lol. And the food keeps me going back to Philly more then my family does these days lol. I been to Main Line not a bad gym.
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I moved to S.Fla over 30yrs ago with my family! My Dad and Mom are both gone! When I used to come back to Philly we would go down there, and eat at the Melrose Diner! I still have lot's of family up there haven't been back for a long time! My cousins own Rapco Automotive on Hunting Park ave, and West Philly! Still miss the food after all these years! Before I left I was training at Main Line fitness on Haverford ave!
Car Repair is one of the best rackets to get into, especially with states that do not have Motor Vehicle Repair Acts or Laws.
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Car Repair is one of the best rackets to get into, especially with states that do not have Motor Vehicle Repair Acts or Laws.
Better than Gay4Pay?
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Damn.. Looks like Will Brinkitus
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Bullshit. He might have had pictures taken wearing CK underwear, but he did not model for Calvin Klein. He would have done nothing but turbo-post that shit here.
This.
Maybe..and its a stretch..that he did a shoot with them but no way they published the pics in an ad campaign....LOL.
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This.
Maybe..and its a stretch..that he did a shoot with them but no way they published the pics in an ad campaign....LOL.
1. yeah, maybe a sugar daddy gave him a few Calvin's for a session. 2. can someone tell me why he's posting pics of himself looking this way... ferrari brand shirt, has he gone totally sociopathic ?
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Ever smiling Derek headed for surgery to remove the tumor. Notice the headband.
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why take such pics and post them on the internet? i mean who gives a fuck?
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Ever smiling Derek headed for surgery to remove the tumor. Notice the headband.
The smile is just a facade to hide the amount of terror he faces.
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why take such pics and post them on the internet? i mean who gives a fuck?
because nothing else matters in his mind...it's all about him and that's what he's telling you.
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why take such pics and post them on the internet? i mean who gives a fuck?
He does and apparently so do a few other folks based on the responses. Clearly, you don't and that's probably fine with him.
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I saw the pics on rx years ago. He did model for Calvin Klein.
I felt bad for people ripping on you, but you just aren't that smart.
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Lol at Derek modeling for Calvin Klein.
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Lol at Derek modeling for Calvin Klein.
I agree. Calvin Klein models are not generally very muscular so much as lean and cut. Folks with big muscles don't look that good in clothes, clothes which are designed for the more average build. If Derek ever had an average lean build, I've never seen evidence of this.
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Maybe he doesn't believe in living.
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I agree. Calvin Klein models are not generally very muscular so much as lean and cut. Folks with big muscles don't look that good in clothes, clothes which are designed for the more average build. If Derek ever had an average lean build, I've never seen evidence of this.
He's also worn a rug on his head for the last 10-12 years. Not exactly Calvin Kleinesque.
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Ever smiling Derek headed for surgery to remove the tumor. Notice the headband.
Who pays for this?
If he doesn't have insurance, does the hospital pass the cost off onto other paying customers some how?
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hey i found this package outside.[sonny]opens, what is this.[tessio]its a sicilian message,means luca brasi 'swims with the fishes'.
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1. yeah, maybe a sugar daddy gave him a few Calvin's for a session. 2. can someone tell me why he's posting pics of himself looking this way... ferrari brand shirt, has he gone totally sociopathic ?
Going Italian until the end Brah!
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Going Italian until the end Brah!
whats next a pillow case made out of genoa salami...
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Ever smiling Derek headed for surgery to remove the tumor. Notice the headband.
Looks like a hairline to me. Primemuscle = hater.
;D
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Looks like a hairline to me. Primemuscle = hater.
;D
headband hairline of piece.
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Looks like a hairline to me. Primemuscle = hater.
;D
well not to many people can comparo to your glorious hairline,my hirisute getbigger..
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headband hairline of piece.
peace... :D for effort.
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well not to many people can comparo to your glorious hairline,my hirisute getbigger..
Lots of grays coming in lately. Kids will do that to ya.
Aging but always a Viking.
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peace... :D for effort.
;D Perfect! And much less maintenance than the glue on rat he was wearing.
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True story here...
I have my own personal philosophy on this.
I've never met a single bipolar girl, who has NOT been sexually abused as a child. Literally every fuckin one. I think my count is up to 7 or 8 now, girls I've dated or been friends with, etc. they all had the same back story. Sad stuff
yah, or the over 30s in general when they had kids and the marriage failed.
i think bipolar is the wrong term to use.their lifes are destroyed by default, and the good times are few periods in between total misery.
but total misery is the default.
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Who pays for this?
If he doesn't have insurance, does the hospital pass the cost off onto other paying customers some how?
Do you know for a fact he is uninsured? In the case of the uninsured, the hospitals and doctors definitely and indirectly pass the costs on to those of us who pay through the nose for health insurance. And there are a whole raft of people who get medical care and who cannot afford it and don't pay for it. This is one of the reasons behind changing the healthcare insurance system in this country. If everyone paid into it, the costs and risk would be spread over a greater number of people and hypothetically would then be reduced. That is the upside of Obamacare.
When I saw the bill for my prostatectomy, it was $30,000. I was in the hospital for three days total. My co-pay with insurance was $300. Because the hospital and the doctors have a contract with my health insurance provider, they accepted $10,000 as payment in full. Someone off the street with no insurance and assets would have paid the full $30,000. People with no insurance and no assets, pay nothing. Yet we all get the same medical care. Crazy isn't it?
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Looks like a hairline to me. Primemuscle = hater.
;D
Ha, ha. You do have a good sense of humor. Since I have no hairline due to baldness, perhaps I could get a headband hairline too. ;D
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Ha, ha. You do have a good sense of humor. Since I have no hairline due to baldness, perhaps I could get a headband hairline too. ;D
Maybe DA has started a trend! :)
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they said he could be everything he wanted so he became a cloud
What I don't understand is- why does he post selfies? Does he think he looks good?
NN
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yes.
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yes.
Lookin good there Karen!
More mature/older than before, but still keeping that good shape!
The crooked nose gave you character though...
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Any updates ???
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Any updates ???
yes new tattoo 'al shiva mei maneshevitz on his lower back..
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Any updates ???
"Sweet as I lay in my hospital bed couple friends visited patents left food was great not like shit hospital food. Grilled chicken veggies mash potatoes and cranberry juice nurses are great and my room is awesome full bathroom bath shower flat screen tv and beautiful view. Feels like in on vacation lol pawn stars all night winning lol
Think be positive helps to not bad for a guy with all these health problems Cancer kidney disease stints. What else you going to throw at me god ?? Bring if."
This was right after he got the tumor blasted with chemo. I am assuming he regretted eating all the food and he has not been heard from since. Between this and dialysis he can't be feeling very well.
No headband.
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Lookin good there Karen!
More mature/older than before, but still keeping that good shape!
The crooked nose gave you character though...
health is better. I never get asthma anymore and I can sleep at night with my mouth closed. I am finding training better with all the air in my lungs so it's worth it.
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health is better. I never get asthma anymore and I can sleep at night with my mouth closed. I am finding training better with all the air in my lungs so it's worth it.
8)
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health is better. I never get asthma anymore and I can sleep at night with my mouth closed. I am finding training better with all the air in my lungs so it's worth it.
The ending of the rainy season.
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The ending of the rainy season.
no it's just beginning. I am in the tropics so we get the rains in summer.
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no it's just beginning. I am in the tropics so we get the rains in summer.
I see, so I see some bad hair days around the corner.
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It's always chili dog season in Australia.
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I see, so I see some bad hair days around the corner.
It was actually storming the day I took the pic above in my pink gym jacket. Hopefully we don't get too much rain this summer. I hate driving in it.
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It was actually storming the day I took the pic above in my pink gym jacket. Hopefully we don't get too much rain this summer. I hate driving in it.
Yes you got to watch the Abos driving on the wrong side.
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no it's just beginning. I am in the tropics so we get the rains in summer.
I'm in the tropic and we got the rain on winter, hope this helps.
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Is he dead ,yet ?
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Is he dead ,yet ?
he didn't died yet, but he will died soon
for us bitches
liar priest chilidogged booty
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he didn't died yet, but he will died soon
for us bitches
liar priest chilidogged booty
PM me when it's over ,ITG.
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I'm in the tropic and we got the rain on winter, hope this helps.
It doesn't help. I am in australian tropics near the equator. Think of heavy rains similar to Thailand's weather in summer.
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Going for the health look.
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When he dies a lot of mechanics will be bidding for the body.
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Is he dead ,yet ?
exactly..40+ page for someone that is not even dead yet.
he could have the decency to at least be on life support ::)
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No matter his choices, I do not find ethical to make fun of someone in his situation. Some people here are idiots methinks.
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No matter his choices, I do not find ethical to make fun of someone in his situation. Some people here are idiots methinks.
Surely ethics pertain to a profession or group of people. Morality of course is more of a general thing but if we are discussing ethics as a group, then we must be referring to the ethics of getbiggers.
I think this thread is doing just fine. No getbigger ethical boundaries have been breached.
It's normal to make jokes about human suffering. That is distasteful to some but then taste is rather subjective.
So I call bullshit on ethical or moral breaches and say that all that's happened here is that you find it distasteful.
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does he still attends bbing shows or hes 24/7 in the hospital?
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Surely ethics pertain to a profession or group of people. Morality of course is more of a general thing but if we are discussing ethics as a group, then we must be referring to the ethics of getbiggers.
I think this thread is doing just fine. No getbigger ethical boundaries have been breached.
It's normal to make jokes about human suffering. That is distasteful to some but then taste is rather subjective.
So I call bullshit on ethical or moral breaches and say that all that's happened here is that you find it distasteful.
You identified yourself as one of those.
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does he still attends bbing shows or hes 24/7 in the hospital?
Yes seems so mars. Keeps hanging on.
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No matter his choices, I do not find ethical to make fun of someone in his situation. Some people here are idiots methinks.
I agree ...
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Getbig is helping Derek bring comedy in the tragedy.
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Derek likes the attention, whether folks are being negative or positive in their comments. This is a reason for threads like this one about Derek to continue.
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In times like these it's better to remember Derek as he was in happier times.
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Derek likes the attention, whether folks are being negative or positive in their comments. This is a reason for threads like this one about Derek to continue.
You don't know that he does like these kind of threads and also Derek no longer posts here. So basically your theory is wrong
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You don't know that he does like these kind of threads and also Derek no longer posts here. So basically your theory is wrong
The only thing wrong would be saying that you were not chilidogged by Liar Priest.
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In times like these it's better to remember Derek as he was in happier times.
Happier perhaps, but just look at that gut!
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You don't know that he does like these kind of threads and also Derek no longer posts here. So basically your theory is wrong
And you don't know that he doesn't. Maybe he's not posting because he's in the hospital recovering from surgery. So basically you're just talking shit. -Nothing new in this.
What everyone here with an ounce of intelligence knows for sure is that you like attention so much you hijack threads all the time just to post about yourself.
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And you don't know that he doesn't. Maybe he's not posting because he's in the hospital recovering from surgery. So basically you're just talking shit. -Nothing new in this.
What everyone here with an ounce of intelligence knows for sure is that you like attention so much you hijack threads all the time just to post about yourself.
I am throwing the possibility out there, that's all. As for the rest, no point in commenting because you are thick and most things go over your head. It's a waste of my time
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Goodrum warned Keith Jones that his obesity would soon be his demise. Sadly this was the truth and Keith died a few years ago. Goodrum told DA that his various excesses and lifestyle would find him in a back alley dead. DA wasn't happy to talk to Goodrum on that radio show and nothing has changed. DA at least is fair dinkum and tells it the way it is. Goodrum is more underhanded and sends hate messages to guys on their death bed. This internet shit is serious business. I doubt Vince G will piss on DA's grave but he wins no points if he does. At least others are now seeing Goodrum's true despicable colours.
Melvin Goodrum, What you?
What you? Fuck you!
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I am throwing the possibility out there, that's all. As for the rest, no point in commenting because you are thick and most things go over your head. It's a waste of my time
I thank you not to bother then. You've turned into a real bitch lately. I don't tolerate bitchy women well.
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nothing against DA-but is this at all photoshopped?
how can the rainbow coalition throw dollars at that? :-X :-X
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In times like these it's better to remember Derek as he was in happier times.
He was loving it, loving it, loving it
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he got wet dancing for males? pre cum? witf?!
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he got wet dancing for males? pre cum? witf?!
:D ;D
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Nobody (besides pedos and murderers) deserves to die like this.
Get mentally healthy first, then I hope you get your physical health back.
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can say whatever you want about pedos, but atleast they keep driving within the speed limit when they drive past a school
that said, the liver going out on derek is hardly a suprise after the kidney failed.
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can say whatever you want about pedos, but atleast they keep driving within the speed limit when they drive past a school
that said, the liver going out on derek is hardly a suprise after the kidney failed.
What? Pedos are just as bad as murderers.
Maybe we have a language gap.
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it was a joke ::)
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it was a joke ::)
I didn't get it. The language barrier does make a difference. Maybe that is why we fought in the first place?
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I didn't get it. The language barrier does make a difference. Maybe that is why we fought in the first place?
lol
nah you truly annoyed me, but i think the time out will have the effect that first time prison has on many.
all good
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lol
nah you truly annoyed me, but i think the time out will have the effect that first time prison has on many.
all good
It really is all good.
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can say whatever you want about pedos, but atleast they keep driving within the speed limit when they drive past a school
that said, the liver going out on derek is hardly a suprise after the kidney failed.
lol good one ;D
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What? Pedos are just as bad as murderers.
Maybe we have a language gap.
LOL owned.,
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Nobody (besides pedos and murderers) deserves to die like this.
Reality itself disagrees with you. LOL
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Posted on Youtube today. Does this mean Derek is out of the hospital?
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Fucking sad.
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Posted on Youtube today. Does this mean Derek is out of the hospital?
He was only in one night before the chemoembolization of the liver. He will be going back after Thanksgiving to have the procedure again.
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no comment
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He was only in one night before the chemoembolization of the liver. He will be going back after Thanksgiving to have the procedure again.
I see. I looked up chemoemobilization. Here is what I found. It doesn't seem like it's any barrel of monkeys kind of fun.
Under X-ray guidance, a small catheter is inserted through a needle into the femoral artery, located in the groin. The radiologist then threads the catheter up through the aorta and into the artery in the liver that feeds the tumor. Chemotherapy, mixed with a special oil which is taken up specifically by the tumor, is then injected directly through the catheter into this artery and into the tumor. Immediately afterwards, tiny protein sponge particles are injected which get caught up in the tiny blood vessels and block them. The intent, therefore is to kill the tumor in two ways: by giving a high concentration of chemotherapy directly into the tumor, and by cutting off the blood supply to the tumor. The entire procedure generally takes about two hours
- See more at: http://www.bidmc.org/Centers-and-Departments/Departments/Cancer-Center/Gastrointestinal-Hepatobiliary-Program/FAQs.aspx#sthash.6IAwI5yr.dpuf
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What a pathetic piece of shit.
Why post that for the world to see....what is he trying to prove? Make it a home video for your nieces so they can remember what a great time they had with Uncle Derek when he was alive.
But Derek has to post it all over the net.....he hasn't changed and he'll never change.
Not to mention he looks like a fucking gargoyle. I wouldn't show myself in public if I looked like that.
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What a pathetic piece of shit.
Why post that for the world to see....what is he trying to prove? Make it a home video for your nieces so they can remember what a great time they had with Uncle Derek when he was alive.
But Derek has to post it all over the net.....he hasn't changed and he'll never change.
Not to mention he looks like a fucking gargoyle. I wouldn't show myself in public if I looked like that.
Calm down Buttslut.
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Calm down Buttslut.
That's my woman you ass hole!! >:(
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That's my woman you ass hole!! >:(
Sharing is caring, broski
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That's my woman you ass hole!! >:(
Sounds like you need to give her the ole back and forth to release some tensions and remind her of your dominance. She's gettin mouthy again.
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I see. I looked up chemoemobilization. Here is what I found. It doesn't seem like it's any barrel of monkeys kind of fun.
- See more at: http://www.bidmc.org/Centers-and-Departments/Departments/Cancer-Center/Gastrointestinal-Hepatobiliary-Program/FAQs.aspx#sthash.6IAwI5yr.dpuf
No and he had some pretty rough days after.
On top of that dialysis.
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Sounds like you need to give her the ole back and forth to release some tensions and remind her of your dominance. She's gettin mouthy again.
She doesn't let me, we do it UKGold style. She says it's empowering.
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She doesn't let me, we do it UKGold style. She says it's empowering.
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I dont want to look at him anymore sorry for his problems he brought upon himself.
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I dont want to look at him anymore sorry for his problems he brought upon himself.
the mans a mess its like my drunken father now sitting in a hospital not able to walk or take care of himself i feel badly for him but he brought it on himself so im also pissed with him
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He should be thrown in a prison cell with gay4it.
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He should be thrown in a prison cell with gay4it.
That's cruel and unusual punishment, the Geneva Convention forbids such torture.
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That's cruel and unusual punishment, the Geneva Convention forbids such torture.
The Genova Convention?.. oh snap!
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That's cruel and unusual punishment, the Geneva Convention forbids such torture.
I'm sorry, but I think you are mistaking this for the Genova Convention.
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rofl... pissining
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the mans a mess its like my drunken father now sitting in a hospital not able to walk or take care of himself i feel badly for him but he brought it on himself so im also pissed with him
I understand this I went through this myself with my dad now he is dead I got two of his motorcycles to remind me of him everyday it continues on.
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Posted on Youtube today. Does this mean Derek is out of the hospital?
Even with having dialysis and liver cancer, its not something that warrants a long time hospital stay. However, seeing as how he hasn't put up any videos in a year is strange.
As far as his nieces go, they are quite adorable so I think Derek put up the video hiding behind them in order to avoid anyone shitting on his comments page or saying anything bad about him.
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I hope he asked their parents for permission before posting that vid..
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LOL fucking lol,, a bunch of selfish people talking about morals .... I'm sure your all much better. ::) just because your not socially retarted like Derek and get invited to parties does not make you a better person.
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yes you will die derek, and all is left is your brother's daughter. Life will keep going on, and your ancestors genes will survive in her even if You failed at life. A branch of the tree is falling, another one is growing. That's all your left with now, family, kids, just like dying old people. But... to use her on the internet to better your own image and get sympathy/attention?
Dude. You re helpless. Will be until the end.
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He was only in one night before the chemoembolization of the liver. He will be going back after Thanksgiving to have the procedure again.
Hi derek.
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No and he had some pretty rough days after.
On top of that dialysis.
HI DEREK.
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booty looks good.
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WTF. Is he purposely trying to traumatize these kids?
What will the parents say when they keep asking why uncle Derek got sick. Surely being larger and lumpier than life won't raise their suspicions when they're older...
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Guys, leave the poor man alone. He is fucking scared for his life. We all would be too.
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Guys, leave the poor man alone. He is fucking scared for his life. We all would be too.
I wouldnt make videos of my dying self using my niece to get positive attention/pity... DECENCY FFS. This is just pathetic. Fact is, it only proves internet and his webcams were and still are all he ever had. He acts as if he s a good guy , caring about someone else success -of his own bloodline- in the midst of his own decline... newsflash derek, most human beings do, there s nothing very original or unique there. Stop embarrassing yourself even more. You are and will never be a saint. Write a huge letter telling young people to not go your path, do it the right way, but enough with the bullshits. Redeem yourself by testifying about your failures and delusions, help young childish people avoid that fate , but there is absolutely 0 need to get anyone of your family involved into all of this over the internet. You re only going to get ripped even more.
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Guys, leave the poor man alone. He is fucking scared for his life. We all would be too.
Agree but he did it to himself.
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Agree but he did it to himself.
Do you know that 100%? He acts like a douche, and he does use oil. He has issues and he is a human being. Is it Karma? Is it genetics? Is it the Oil?
The fact, is that Derek would be the definition of a Getbigger without the health problems.
If he didn't have health problems, then he would have "confidence"
We all know that he used oil, would you say the same thing to mom/dad if they were known to take substances?
Leave the guy alone. Know when to throw in the towel.
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Do you know that 100%? He acts like a douche, and he does use oil. He has issues and he is a human being. Is it Karma? Is it genetics? Is it the Oil?
The fact, is that Derek would be the definition of a Getbigger without the health problems.
If he didn't have health problems, then he would have "confidence"
We all know that he used oil, would you say the same thing to mom/dad if they were known to take substances?
Leave the guy alone. Know when to throw in the towel.
Ok then if he had not used steroids for years and injected oil would he be in the situation he is in? I think maybe so but much longer down the road. He cut his life short and your take?
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Guys, leave the poor man alone. He is fucking scared for his life. We all would be too.
dude that video weird,feel bad he's sick,i mean face/fluis buildup,just not good.
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Ok then if he had not used steroids for years and injected oil would he be in the situation he is in? I think maybe so but much longer down the road. He cut his life short and your take?
Maybe, maybe not.
Derek has given the green light to the "maybes" though.
Kids get cancer too. Kids are born with aids. Kids die on the operating table. Did Derek help his cause? fuck no! I point directly to the oil use. Derek, you fucking pumped foreign oil into your body.
You played your hand in life. Do you have the cards to win?
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Derek can't sing a tune to save his life. Nice video though.
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maybe derek has to take singing lessons
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it was sad, he's a pathetic clown...least he wasn't insulting
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I wouldnt make videos of my dying self using my niece to get positive attention/pity... DECENCY FFS. This is just pathetic. Fact is, it only proves internet and his webcams were and still are all he ever had. He acts as if he s a good guy , caring about someone else success -of his own bloodline- in the midst of his own decline... newsflash derek, most human beings do, there s nothing very original or unique there. Stop embarrassing yourself even more. You are and will never be a saint. Write a huge letter telling young people to not go your path, do it the right way, but enough with the bullshits. Redeem yourself by testifying about your failures and delusions, help young childish people avoid that fate , but there is absolutely 0 need to get anyone of your family involved into all of this over the internet. You re only going to get ripped even more.
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Hey dummy....he already did this exact same thing on on of his last radio shows.
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To those who keep saying "Leave Derek alone!", I say FUCK YOU.
We're better people than you. He obviously wants attention, or else he wouldn't have posted that attention whoring video (poor kid).
That is what we are giving him; the attention he so dearly wants.
How anyone can have an ounce of sympathy for this bonehead guy I do not know.
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Maybe, maybe not.
Derek has given the green light to the "maybes" though.
Kids get cancer too. Kids are born with aids. Kids die on the operating table. Did Derek help his cause? fuck no! I point directly to the oil use. Derek, you fucking pumped foreign oil into your body.
You played your hand in life. Do you have the cards to win?
My nephew has cancer now now 19 years old.
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Is there a transcript to read? His latest flexing pics don't really go hand-in-hand with this approach do they?
I don't know if a transcript exists but I listened to it one night when I was detailing my car. It was genuine, full of remorse and he addressed it specifically to kids and teens who follow him/bodybuilding. Was actually very surprising to hear.
I agree it's not congruent with his recent pics.
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My nephew has cancer now now 19 years old.
SORRY TO HEAR..
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Very sad Mr Nobody. I wish your nephew a full recovery. I hope he beats the cancer.
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What type of cancer?
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What type of cancer?
Thanks everyone I am going to a panthers game with him on Dec 1. Testicular Cancer.
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Thanks everyone I am going to a panthers game with him on Dec 1. Testicular Cancer.
Very good survival rates when found reasonably early. Best wishes for you both.
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I remember DA from the days he was working with Palumbo and actually competing. He was just another kid trying to live out his dreams. It's crazy how things have turned out for him, I wish him the best in his fight.
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To those who keep saying "Leave Derek alone!", I say FUCK YOU.
We're better people than you. He obviously wants attention, or else he wouldn't have posted that attention whoring video (poor kid).
That is what we are giving him; the attention he so dearly wants.
How anyone can have an ounce of sympathy for this bonehead guy I do not know.
Funny how all the nobodies with faceless pics love to see the guy go down, yet me,,, groink galeniko arce...actually feel bad for the guy. felt bad for zyzz when he died... ;)
Derek was a stud...modeled for calvin klein and had a good physique......he fucked hot women..INCREDIBLY hot women... also believe despite the g4p shit he was straight.
not ever seen what you look like in his prime there was a good chance he never would hve given your ass a second look. This is your revenge to get back at all the good looking guys who ignored you your whole life.
Let it go sweetheart....even after Derek dies your still the same dime a dozen who Id charge to lick my ass.
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I remember DA from the days he was working with Palumbo and actually competing. He was just another kid trying to live out his dreams. It's crazy how things have turned out for him, I wish him the best in his fight.
Getting involved with Palumbo has destroyed many a person.
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fucking creepy twat :-\
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"Day 2 training. No exscuse !!! Fuck it"
He's back training himself and clients.
(http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a158/pjcd1/1461348_588169934566256_402789556_n_zps9bf8f3a1.jpg) (http://s11.photobucket.com/user/pjcd1/media/1461348_588169934566256_402789556_n_zps9bf8f3a1.jpg.html)
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why the bandages?
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Buddy, shut up.
You're an absolute nobody. No education, no employment which is respectable. The only thing you have going for you is making just enough money to afford your drug habit. Once the drugs stop you're going to end up looking similar to Derick: average nobody. Then you'll still continue to have no education, no respectable employment, and you'll look like shit.
Save your money and focus on being a man. Have goals, education, and a future.
oh look, another one of my fans ;D who I...
never even know existed ...
who knows more about me than I know about myself. ;D
who are you?
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why the bandages?
He has a dual fistula for dialysis.
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where the bicep meets the deltoid? wow.
(http://meded.ucsd.edu/clinicalmed/shoulder_biceps_palpation.jpg)
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fucking creepy twat :-\
obviously rest of family must be as dumb as him to allow him to do that kind of stupid crap with their kids. Insane.
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It won't be cool when you're 30 and older.
Just don't forget that.
why on earth would I hve anything to do with a woman over 30 anyways?
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Funny the way people get emotional over this train wreck. Wouldn't expect anything less from the majority of tards on this site though.
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why on earth would I hve anything to do with a woman over 30 anyways?
Are you crazy?
(http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=180828.0;attach=528486;image)
(http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=180828.0;attach=528490;image)
(http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=180828.0;attach=528497;image)
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Are you crazy?
(http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=180828.0;attach=528486;image)
(http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=180828.0;attach=528490;image)
(http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=180828.0;attach=528497;image)
nah just young and dumb. we've all been there. ;D
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nah just young and dumb. we've all been there. ;D
I'm young, but not that dumb... lol
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Are you crazy?
(http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=180828.0;attach=528486;image)
(http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=180828.0;attach=528490;image)
(http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=180828.0;attach=528497;image)
maybe because I don't have to? early twenties is what I prefer
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maybe because I don't have to? early twenties is what I prefer
You don't think good looking milfs are more attractive and harder to bag than early twenties girls that everyone is fucking?
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You don't think good looking milfs are more attractive and harder to bag than early twenties girls that everyone is fucking?
???
Women reach their sexual peak in their mid to late thirties. Guys reach it much younger.
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You don't think good looking milfs are more attractive and harder to bag than early twenties girls that everyone is fucking?
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makes no difference. a hot chick in her twenties picks who she wants to fuck and is just as picky.
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makes no difference. a hot chick in her twenties picks who she wants to fuck and is just as picky.
So you're just not into older ladies?
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So you're just not into older ladies?
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Not necessarily. I absolutely agree that when we are talking about the cream of a crop... a bad chick in her thirties is sexier than a bad chick in her twenties.
http://www.xvideos.com/video3883857/lisa_ann
I cant think of a 20 year old chick who could hang with that
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Not necessarily. I absolutely agree that when we are talking about the cream of a crop... a bad chick in her thirties is sexier than a bad chick in her twenties.
http://www.xvideos.com/video3883857/lisa_ann
I cant think of a 20 year old chick who could hang with that
Okay broseph, we're on the same page here
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Women reach their sexual peak in their mid to late thirties. Guys reach it much younger.
I reach mine in about 3 and a half minutes
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Women reach their sexual peak in their mid to late thirties. Guys reach it much younger.
That women reach sexual peak mid to late thirties thing has recently be debunked.
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Are you crazy?
(http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=180828.0;attach=528486;image)
That woman is genuinely as hot as hell.
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That woman is genuinely as hot as hell.
Looks amazingly similar to Helen mirren at the same age
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Looks amazingly similar to Helen mirren at the same age
Aye..Helen would still get it too
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Aye..Helen would still get it too
Don't quite see the fuss with the older Helen, though too many do for it there to not be something
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Fanny pack
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Maybe Madame Tussauds is willing to adopt him.
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Fanny pack
they are back in fashion
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yes you will die derek, and all is left is your brother's daughter. Life will keep going on, and your ancestors genes will survive in her even if You failed at life. A branch of the tree is falling, another one is growing. That's all your left with now, family, kids, just like dying old people. But... to use her on the internet to better your own image and get sympathy/attention?
Dude. You re helpless. Will be until the end.
THIS.
WoooSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHH
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what if you learn he got buttfucked by dady or granddaddy when a kid? What if you learn his mother told him he would never be a man, just like his father? what if you learn his parents had low IQs and as a result he had an even lower IQ himself? how did he choose any of that? And still, all of these preprogramations are indeed what led him to do the "choices" among the very limited amount of "choices" he had access to.
Prisons are full of guys like him. Who had even worse upbringings. And you, had problems in your life, overcame them, and as a result consider these people "deserve" what they got. But that's pure non sense. Reality is you re just LUCKY you had what you had, genes included, which often determine one's mental toughness, and they werent as lucky. And you feel all good, right, mighty powerful to say "he deserves/deserved" it. Just like you d say someone who rapes a baby he "deserves" to die.
But you only tell that to yourself to hide the fact all of this, is absurd. There is no good or evil. Just sheer absurdity. People, animals, who survive better than others, who are smarter, better prepared, educated, who have higher odds of survival, of adaptation. That's all we do, we adapt to survive. The way we adapt, survive tho, the moral principles we use to justify our acts, is what matters to most. But again, some people are designed for success, while others are designed for pain. And none of them chose any of it.
I was thinking the exact same shit in the toilet this week:
You don't choose:
your time and place of birth
sex
parents
physical characteristics: height, eye color, hair.....etc
..etc.
but all that makes you who you are and limits your choices.
Do you think the kid in a poor African country cannot be a better rapper than Jay-Z ? No, but Jay-Z is born in US while the kid in Africa...is born in Africa.
Same way there are thousands of morons who follow the steps of Arnold and yet they will never be Arnold because they were not supposed to be someone else in the first place....
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they are back in fashion
Yes, the whole outfit is quite fashionable.
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(http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=180828.0;attach=528486;image)
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Where exactly? Not here in US.
hmmm maybe I have seen fanny packs in travel shops. But I have also seen something similar in the women's fashion stores for Lorna Jane.
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Where exactly? Not here in US.
Strictly at Bodybuilding Expos..... ::)
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How does DA get Ferrari every thing? He socks, pants, shirts, fanny packs, hats, etc
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How does DA get Ferrari every thing? He socks, pants, shirts, fanny packs, hats, etc
They could be knockoffs as I'm not aware of Ferrari being in the business of making fanny packs......even if they are real, it doesn't matter when you have cancer and on dialysis.
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I know... I was thinking the same thing... ferrari fanny packs?
he has ferrari sweat bands, watches, bracelets, glasses, thongs, the works...
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(http://att-i.shoebuy.com/pi/after/jb/after671627_319684_jb.jpg)
http://store.ferrari.com/en/
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They could be knockoffs as I'm not aware of Ferrari being in the business of making fanny packs......even if they are real, it doesn't matter when you have cancer and on dialysis.
lmao. I laughed. What a sad sore loser you are vince.
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(http://att-i.shoebuy.com/pi/after/jb/after671627_319684_jb.jpg)
http://store.ferrari.com/en/
no respectable, italian american jew, would leave home without one
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They could be knockoffs as I'm not aware of Ferrari being in the business of making fanny packs......even if they are real, it doesn't matter when you have cancer and on dialysis.
All AIDS patients eventually die of cancer. Hope this helps.
turd burglar
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Fanny pack
disturbing pic,that is a sick looking person....10 yrs ago the term'd.a u look sick'as in muscular wise a compliment and he loved it ,now he looks as he does,the face tells it all,,sad...
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he def is one who probably said i will trade in 10 yrs off my life as long as i look good now...
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he def is one who probably said i will trade in 10 yrs off my life as long as i look good now...
yes and possibly die young
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yes and possibly die young
weirdly its human nature to feel bad for the sick,,even tho he did this...i'm 45 and my body looks like he should at 30 ish ,,but i didn't abuse it so i'm doing great.
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weirdly its human nature to feel bad for the sick,,even tho he did this...i'm 45 and my body looks like he should at 30 ish ,,but i didn't abuse it so i'm doing great.
The smart thing to do is to not abuse the body so that at an age when people start looking like crap, the person that has trained and eaten nutritious food ( not lived on junk) looks younger and is much healthier.
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Oh man, he's actually dying.
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Oh man, he's actually dying.
tommy its fucking disturbing most peolple don't post pics of them selves seriously ill,and trying still to be muscular even with 'oil'fukked up..
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tommy its fucking disturbing most peolple don't post pics of them selves seriously ill,and trying still to be muscular even with 'oil'fukked up..
So true. Nobody wants you seeing them sick especially when they are very very ill.
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So true. Nobody wants you seeing them sick especially when they are very very ill.
a lot of people posted on this thread,good/bad,i really have to say it's not pretty...pray for the guy /holiday time/it was avoidable yrs ago...
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a lot of people posted on this thread,good/bad,i really have to say it's not pretty...pray for the guy /holiday time/it was avoidable yrs ago...
I think about his family especially his nephews and nieces and wish them all a happy Christmas together. Nothing worse than losing a loved one during this time of the year. I lost my partner in dec and Christmas has never been the same for me. It's suppose to be a time to celebrate so when you have to bury someone it's very fucked up.
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I think about his family especially his nephews and nieces and wish them all a happy Christmas together. Nothing worse than losing a loved one during this time of the year. I lost my partner in dec and Christmas has never been the same for me. It's suppose to be a time to celebrate so when you have to bury someone it's very fucked up.
i think he's fighting.but still i hope i am way old when facing something like this in the future..
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i think he's fighting.but still i hope i am way old when facing something like this in the future..
Derek appears to be fighting and possibility a little in denial to how sick he is. Maybe that's a good thing in a way. I would be terrified if it were me. When I go I want it to be quick , not drawn out.
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That woman is genuinely as hot as hell.
Dam right. THE BEEF would take that over any 18 to 30 year old on the face of the earth.
THE BEEF
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Hope is an amazing drug. Derek has hope. Maybe this is what is keeping him alive these days.
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Hope is an amazing drug. Derek has hope. Maybe this is what is keeping him alive these days.
My money is on the dialysis.
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lmao. I laughed. What a sad sore loser you are vince.
Sore loser??? Sorry but in this race, I have about 7 years and two good kidneys on him
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Sore loser??? Sorry but in this race, I have about 7 years and two good kidneys on him
One can only hope.....
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Sore loser??? Sorry but in this race, I have about 7 years and two good kidneys on him
are you implying you think your life is "worth" more than his?
Oh well. You re still alive but who in their right mind would want your life seriously.
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Derek appears to be pretty efficient.
He clearly buys everything he owns and wears at the same kiosk in his local mall.
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wow im honored this page after page post. if you must know i was 2 weeks away getting a kidney transplant. and they did a couple more tests to make sure saw before the next step. and they found a elevation atf level in my liver. they bioposied my liver and found a 6 cm tumor that was cancer.the diagnosis was to go through through the groind to the liver and cut off the blood to the liver and give a dosage of chemo directly not intravenus. i have done one sessioon the tumor went significantly down. they are doing one more session deffinetely most 2 and that should kill the tumor. there are no other cancerous tumors in the liver. it must be watched from now on out.the kidney transplant is not of the table. you have to be cancer free 1 full year. so i will continue dialysis till ten i have allready have done 2 years. im use to it and have revised my life around it.still work, spend time with my family. train hour cardio a day hour weights and drug free no oil either if you must no. im not going to jeaopordize my chance of getting the transplant . i have a great donor who is willing to wait and is in great shape family member so im greatful. thanks everyone for the support. facebook,twittter, derekanthony20 and instagram derekanthony20. i know a lot of people hate me but my past is my past and im just living to enjoy life help people and be a better person. people make mistakes. it is what it is even here at getbig i have met a lot of cool people had some battles with many lol i wish you all a happy and healthy thanksgiving without our health we are nothing.
take care
DA
WWW.THEDEREKANTHONYSHOW. COM
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wow im honored this page after page post. if you must know i was 2 weeks away getting a kidney transplant. and they did a couple more tests to make sure saw before the next step. and they found a elevation atf level in my liver. they bioposied my liver and found a 6 cm tumor that was cancer.the diagnosis was to go through through the groind to the liver and cut off the blood to the liver and give a dosage of chemo directly not intravenus. i have done one sessioon the tumor went significantly down. they are doing one more session deffinetely most 2 and that should kill the tumor. there are no other cancerous tumors in the liver. it must be watched from now on out.the kidney transplant is not of the table. you have to be cancer free 1 full year. so i will continue dialysis till ten i have allready have done 2 years. im use to it and have revised my life around it.still work, spend time with my family. train hour cardio a day hour weights and drug free no oil either if you must no. im not going to jeaopordize my chance of getting the transplant . i have a great donor who is willing to wait and is in great shape family member so im greatful. thanks everyone for the support. facebook,twittter, derekanthony20 and instagram derekanthony20. i know a lot of people hate me but my past is my past and im just living to enjoy life help people and be a better person. people make mistakes. it is what it is even here at getbig i have met a lot of cool people had some battles with many lol i wish you all a happy and healthy thanksgiving without our health we are nothing.
take care
DA
WWW.THEDEREKANTHONYSHOW. COM
Cut the bullshit, why are you still injecting oil or whatever similar substance in to your muscles?Do you have a death wish?
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wow im honored this page after page post. if you must know i was 2 weeks away getting a kidney transplant. and they did a couple more tests to make sure saw before the next step. and they found a elevation atf level in my liver. they bioposied my liver and found a 6 cm tumor that was cancer.the diagnosis was to go through through the groind to the liver and cut off the blood to the liver and give a dosage of chemo directly not intravenus. i have done one sessioon the tumor went significantly down. they are doing one more session deffinetely most 2 and that should kill the tumor. there are no other cancerous tumors in the liver. it must be watched from now on out.the kidney transplant is not of the table. you have to be cancer free 1 full year. so i will continue dialysis till ten i have allready have done 2 years. im use to it and have revised my life around it.still work, spend time with my family. train hour cardio a day hour weights and drug free no oil either if you must no. im not going to jeaopordize my chance of getting the transplant . i have a great donor who is willing to wait and is in great shape family member so im greatful. thanks everyone for the support. facebook,twittter, derekanthony20 and instagram derekanthony20. i know a lot of people hate me but my past is my past and im just living to enjoy life help people and be a better person. people make mistakes. it is what it is even here at getbig i have met a lot of cool people had some battles with many lol i wish you all a happy and healthy thanksgiving without our health we are nothing.
take care
DA
WWW.THEDEREKANTHONYSHOW. COM
Good luck Derek , you are an amazing human being.
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best post ever by derek
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Good on you, Derek. So many haters on Getbig. What you? haters??
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wow im honored this page after page post. if you must know i was 2 weeks away getting a kidney transplant. and they did a couple more tests to make sure saw before the next step. and they found a elevation atf level in my liver. they bioposied my liver and found a 6 cm tumor that was cancer.the diagnosis was to go through through the groind to the liver and cut off the blood to the liver and give a dosage of chemo directly not intravenus. i have done one sessioon the tumor went significantly down. they are doing one more session deffinetely most 2 and that should kill the tumor. there are no other cancerous tumors in the liver. it must be watched from now on out.the kidney transplant is not of the table. you have to be cancer free 1 full year. so i will continue dialysis till ten i have allready have done 2 years. im use to it and have revised my life around it.still work, spend time with my family. train hour cardio a day hour weights and drug free no oil either if you must no. im not going to jeaopordize my chance of getting the transplant . i have a great donor who is willing to wait and is in great shape family member so im greatful. thanks everyone for the support. facebook,twittter, derekanthony20 and instagram derekanthony20. i know a lot of people hate me but my past is my past and im just living to enjoy life help people and be a better person. people make mistakes. it is what it is even here at getbig i have met a lot of cool people had some battles with many lol i wish you all a happy and healthy thanksgiving without our health we are nothing.
take care
DA
WWW.THEDEREKANTHONYSHOW. COM
I'm curious to know Vincent's response to this.
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How does DA get Ferrari every thing? He socks, pants, shirts, fanny packs, hats, etc
The Flea Market!
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Good luck to D.A. never wished him any harm! Hope for his sake he is being honest about his not using oil or juice!
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wow im honored this page after page post. if you must know i was 2 weeks away getting a kidney transplant. and they did a couple more tests to make sure saw before the next step. and they found a elevation atf level in my liver. they bioposied my liver and found a 6 cm tumor that was cancer.the diagnosis was to go through through the groind to the liver and cut off the blood to the liver and give a dosage of chemo directly not intravenus. i have done one sessioon the tumor went significantly down. they are doing one more session deffinetely most 2 and that should kill the tumor. there are no other cancerous tumors in the liver. it must be watched from now on out.the kidney transplant is not of the table. you have to be cancer free 1 full year. so i will continue dialysis till ten i have allready have done 2 years. im use to it and have revised my life around it.still work, spend time with my family. train hour cardio a day hour weights and drug free no oil either if you must no. im not going to jeaopordize my chance of getting the transplant . i have a great donor who is willing to wait and is in great shape family member so im greatful. thanks everyone for the support. facebook,twittter, derekanthony20 and instagram derekanthony20. i know a lot of people hate me but my past is my past and im just living to enjoy life help people and be a better person. people make mistakes. it is what it is even here at getbig i have met a lot of cool people had some battles with many lol i wish you all a happy and healthy thanksgiving without our health we are nothing.
take care
DA
WWW.THEDEREKANTHONYSHOW. COM
6 cm hepatocellular carcinoma?
Excludes liver transplant
Transarterial chemo as a final resort
Poor guy, one bad thing after another.
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ether is one of the best members here
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Good on you, Derek. So many haters on Getbig. What you? haters??
This fucken idiot needs to learn to use punctuation properly.
THE BEEF
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If he gets another chance I hope he uses it for a positive change in his life.
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Good luck. Keep us posted with updates and some self-pics. All the best for 2014.
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wow im honored this page after page post. if you must know i was 2 weeks away getting a kidney transplant. and they did a couple more tests to make sure saw before the next step. and they found a elevation atf level in my liver. they bioposied my liver and found a 6 cm tumor that was cancer.the diagnosis was to go through through the groind to the liver and cut off the blood to the liver and give a dosage of chemo directly not intravenus. i have done one sessioon the tumor went significantly down. they are doing one more session deffinetely most 2 and that should kill the tumor. there are no other cancerous tumors in the liver. it must be watched from now on out.the kidney transplant is not of the table. you have to be cancer free 1 full year. so i will continue dialysis till ten i have allready have done 2 years. im use to it and have revised my life around it.still work, spend time with my family. train hour cardio a day hour weights and drug free no oil either if you must no. im not going to jeaopordize my chance of getting the transplant . i have a great donor who is willing to wait and is in great shape family member so im greatful. thanks everyone for the support. facebook,twittter, derekanthony20 and instagram derekanthony20. i know a lot of people hate me but my past is my past and im just living to enjoy life help people and be a better person. people make mistakes. it is what it is even here at getbig i have met a lot of cool people had some battles with many lol i wish you all a happy and healthy thanksgiving without our health we are nothing.
take care
DA
WWW.THEDEREKANTHONYSHOW. COM
Ignore the scumbags. There a decent people here who wish you well. Stay strong.
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take care of yourself brother.
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wow im honored this page after page post. if you must know i was 2 weeks away getting a kidney transplant. and they did a couple more tests to make sure saw before the next step. and they found a elevation atf level in my liver. they bioposied my liver and found a 6 cm tumor that was cancer.the diagnosis was to go through through the groind to the liver and cut off the blood to the liver and give a dosage of chemo directly not intravenus. i have done one sessioon the tumor went significantly down. they are doing one more session deffinetely most 2 and that should kill the tumor. there are no other cancerous tumors in the liver. it must be watched from now on out.the kidney transplant is not of the table. you have to be cancer free 1 full year. so i will continue dialysis till ten i have allready have done 2 years. im use to it and have revised my life around it.still work, spend time with my family. train hour cardio a day hour weights and drug free no oil either if you must no. im not going to jeaopordize my chance of getting the transplant . i have a great donor who is willing to wait and is in great shape family member so im greatful. thanks everyone for the support. facebook,twittter, derekanthony20 and instagram derekanthony20. i know a lot of people hate me but my past is my past and im just living to enjoy life help people and be a better person. people make mistakes. it is what it is even here at getbig i have met a lot of cool people had some battles with many lol i wish you all a happy and healthy thanksgiving without our health we are nothing.
take care
DA
WWW.THEDEREKANTHONYSHOW. COM
One day at a time DA and do all you can to remain healthy! Best of luck with your next round of chemo.
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One day at a time DA and do all you can to remain healthy! Best of luck with your next round of chemo.
Have a great Thanksgiving day tomorrow with your family Derek. You've survived a lot already, good on you.
I didn't realize you'd already been on dialysis for two years. Dialysis can't be fun. You are one tough fellow.
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Although I am a hater I wish Derek the best.
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wow im honored this page after page post. if you must know i was 2 weeks away getting a kidney transplant. and they did a couple more tests to make sure saw before the next step. and they found a elevation atf level in my liver. they bioposied my liver and found a 6 cm tumor that was cancer.the diagnosis was to go through through the groind to the liver and cut off the blood to the liver and give a dosage of chemo directly not intravenus. i have done one sessioon the tumor went significantly down. they are doing one more session deffinetely most 2 and that should kill the tumor. there are no other cancerous tumors in the liver. it must be watched from now on out.the kidney transplant is not of the table. you have to be cancer free 1 full year. so i will continue dialysis till ten i have allready have done 2 years. im use to it and have revised my life around it.still work, spend time with my family. train hour cardio a day hour weights and drug free no oil either if you must no. im not going to jeaopordize my chance of getting the transplant . i have a great donor who is willing to wait and is in great shape family member so im greatful. thanks everyone for the support. facebook,twittter, derekanthony20 and instagram derekanthony20. i know a lot of people hate me but my past is my past and im just living to enjoy life help people and be a better person. people make mistakes. it is what it is even here at getbig i have met a lot of cool people had some battles with many lol i wish you all a happy and healthy thanksgiving without our health we are nothing.
take care
DA
WWW.THEDEREKANTHONYSHOW. COM
Wishing you the best DA!
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Good luck with your treatment, no doubt this experience has humbled you beyond belief, just don't become a douche again if you make a full recovery. :)
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Best wishes, DA
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Wishing you the best DA!
fuck I feel bad for derek. I really hated derek at one time and he hated me also, like derek said he knows alot of us hated him and he was oen of the cockiest guys who has ever posted this might be karma biting him in the ass for all the sins. All the steroids and gay 4 pay and acting like a jerk in general did not help dereks karma and now he is pretty fucked plus he was pretty racist to vince. All aside I hope he lives and gets somewhat back to normal! Derek is way to young to be going through this shit.
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hope this turn out good for you, best wishes
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Can't hate on a guy going trough this, even if it's all his fault...
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Good on you, Derek. So many haters on Getbig. What you? haters??
DA may be an idiot, but I don't hate him, but you sir, you're a different story.
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Yes survive strong one . . . you have many dicks to suck and new wigs to buy. With that having been said, now that you have gone through and are going through so much will you finally admit you wear a wig? Its SO EVIDENT IN YOUR BACK ON SHOTS WHERE YOUR HAIRLINE STOPPED.
THE BEEF
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Derek started as vain and cocky as it gets. Turned quickly into an obnoxious brat. Then slid into a pathetic character. But by now, he's no longer pitiful. He's turning tragic. At least, he will have gone through many different stages of the human condition.
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He has zero remorse for his poor choices in living and is paying the price for same. You can lead a horse to water but you can't make him drink. A pig on the other hand will just splash the water until a puddle of mud forms and then wallow in it. No more makin' bacon, for this little piggy.
It's said you reap what you sow. This fellow got plowed and that by his own choice.
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Good on you, Derek. So many haters on Getbig. What you? haters??
Would you fuck off with this stupid "what you" bullshit, you dicksucking old pervert. It's not a Getbig meme and never will be, because everyone here hates you, you condescending, know-it-all, old fuckwit.
Jesus Christ you're an idiot.
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ether is one of the best members here
you're not too shabby a poster yourself bruh
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Yes survive strong one . . . you have many dicks to suck and new wigs to buy. With that having been said, now that you have gone through and are going through so much will you finally admit you wear a wig? Its SO EVIDENT IN YOUR BACK ON SHOTS WHERE YOUR HAIRLINE STOPPED.
THE BEEF
Arms look all nachural
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Derek,
I am not as sympathetic as some of these fellas on here...My memory is not that short -- I remember what a bitch you are...
Your still a little insecure man, and I want to smash your face now more than ever.... How about I pay 1k toward your medical bills and let me beat you to a pulp?
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wow im honored this page after page post. if you must know i was 2 weeks away getting a kidney transplant. and they did a couple more tests to make sure saw before the next step. and they found a elevation atf level in my liver. they bioposied my liver and found a 6 cm tumor that was cancer.the diagnosis was to go through through the groind to the liver and cut off the blood to the liver and give a dosage of chemo directly not intravenus. i have done one sessioon the tumor went significantly down. they are doing one more session deffinetely most 2 and that should kill the tumor. there are no other cancerous tumors in the liver. it must be watched from now on out.the kidney transplant is not of the table. you have to be cancer free 1 full year. so i will continue dialysis till ten i have allready have done 2 years. im use to it and have revised my life around it.still work, spend time with my family. train hour cardio a day hour weights and drug free no oil either if you must no. im not going to jeaopordize my chance of getting the transplant . i have a great donor who is willing to wait and is in great shape family member so im greatful. thanks everyone for the support. facebook,twittter, derekanthony20 and instagram derekanthony20. i know a lot of people hate me but my past is my past and im just living to enjoy life help people and be a better person. people make mistakes. it is what it is even here at getbig i have met a lot of cool people had some battles with many lol i wish you all a happy and healthy thanksgiving without our health we are nothing.
take care
DA
WWW.THEDEREKANTHONYSHOW. COM
In all seriousness DA I and many here wish you well. The truth is we all want you to live because it's a lot funnier trolling someone when their alive. Your meltdowns have been legendary over the years and the hope is that there are many more to come. Get well...
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wow im honored this page after page post. if you must know i was 2 weeks away getting a kidney transplant. and they did a couple more tests to make sure saw before the next step. and they found a elevation atf level in my liver. they bioposied my liver and found a 6 cm tumor that was cancer.the diagnosis was to go through through the groind to the liver and cut off the blood to the liver and give a dosage of chemo directly not intravenus. i have done one sessioon the tumor went significantly down. they are doing one more session deffinetely most 2 and that should kill the tumor. there are no other cancerous tumors in the liver. it must be watched from now on out.the kidney transplant is not of the table. you have to be cancer free 1 full year. so i will continue dialysis till ten i have allready have done 2 years. im use to it and have revised my life around it.still work, spend time with my family. train hour cardio a day hour weights and drug free no oil either if you must no. im not going to jeaopordize my chance of getting the transplant . i have a great donor who is willing to wait and is in great shape family member so im greatful. thanks everyone for the support. facebook,twittter, derekanthony20 and instagram derekanthony20. i know a lot of people hate me but my past is my past and im just living to enjoy life help people and be a better person. people make mistakes. it is what it is even here at getbig i have met a lot of cool people had some battles with many lol i wish you all a happy and healthy thanksgiving without our health we are nothing.
take care
DA
WWW.THEDEREKANTHONYSHOW. COM
"drug free and no oil either"..............you will never learn.
I honestly can't make myself care.
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wow im honored this page after page post. if you must know i was 2 weeks away getting a kidney transplant. and they did a couple more tests to make sure saw before the next step. and they found a elevation atf level in my liver. they bioposied my liver and found a 6 cm tumor that was cancer.the diagnosis was to go through through the groind to the liver and cut off the blood to the liver and give a dosage of chemo directly not intravenus. i have done one sessioon the tumor went significantly down. they are doing one more session deffinetely most 2 and that should kill the tumor. there are no other cancerous tumors in the liver. it must be watched from now on out.the kidney transplant is not of the table. you have to be cancer free 1 full year. so i will continue dialysis till ten i have allready have done 2 years. im use to it and have revised my life around it.still work, spend time with my family. train hour cardio a day hour weights and drug free no oil either if you must no. im not going to jeaopordize my chance of getting the transplant . i have a great donor who is willing to wait and is in great shape family member so im greatful. thanks everyone for the support. facebook,twittter, derekanthony20 and instagram derekanthony20. i know a lot of people hate me but my past is my past and im just living to enjoy life help people and be a better person. people make mistakes. it is what it is even here at getbig i have met a lot of cool people had some battles with many lol i wish you all a happy and healthy thanksgiving without our health we are nothing.
take care
DA
WWW.THEDEREKANTHONYSHOW. COM
Yes people do make mistakes.....like the time you threatened to have Ron Harris and his family killed about a week ago by the mafia???
You're still at Day One.
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You gotta respect DA's ambition to be a total asshole even till the day he dies, not many put that much effort into trolling like they should like DA
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Damn what exactly did this dude say or do to have everybody hate him so much?
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fuck I feel bad for derek. I really hated derek at one time and he hated me also, like derek said he knows alot of us hated him and he was oen of the cockiest guys who has ever posted this might be karma biting him in the ass for all the sins. All the steroids and gay 4 pay and acting like a jerk in general did not help dereks karma and now he is pretty fucked plus he was pretty racist to vince. All aside I hope he lives and gets somewhat back to normal! Derek is way to young to be going through this shit.
Hate? Like?
I don't understand these emotions when it comes to DA.
Most of us have zero stake in the outcome of his current illness.
If he pulls through or dies, it'll provide us with a couple of minutes of interesting reading and then onto the next thread.
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Damn what exactly did this dude say or do to have everybody hate him so much?
He spit on Goodrum once in real life. However I dont wish anyone to die early.
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Derek is in deep deep trouble...if one truly has 9 lives he would be on his 9th
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ether is the liver expert
we are beyond lucky to have him
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Derek, if you were writing your final post on Getbig (and the internet) what would you want to say?
Any regrets or life lessons you'd like to share?
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Derek, if you were writing your final post on Getbig (and the internet) what would you want to say?
Any regrets or life lessons you'd like to share?
"Fuck y'all jelly haters!"
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funny how humans /animals adapt to circonstances; now he s about to die he s all nice...
just like men who become homosexual in jail cause they need to release their sexual tension.
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Many people died fucking with Vince. :o
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Yes people do make mistakes.....like the time you threatened to have Ron Harris and his family killed about a week ago by the mafia???
You're still at Day One.
he really did that, wtf ???
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funny how humans /animals adapt to circonstances; now he s about to die he s all nice...
just like men who become homosexual in jail cause they need to release their sexual tension.
What the heck is circonstances?
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What the heck is circonstances?
environment they re forced to adapt to. Circumstances i guess in english.
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environment they re forced to adapt to. Circumstances i guess in english.
Ah I get it; you're French.
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funny how humans /animals adapt to circonstances; now he s about to die he s all nice...
just like men who become homosexual in jail cause they need to release their sexual tension.
(http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l254l33lDH1qaefh1o1_500.gif)
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Is he dead ,yet ?
Affirmative
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Where is Cswole I hope he did not died too.
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P.I.P a true Getbigger
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RIP Derek...
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RIP Derek...
You're a better man than we all are, Ronaldo. Bless you.
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rip da
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IS HE REALLY DEAD?
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IS HE REALLY DEAD?
nan, he's just pretending
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nan, he's just pretending
has it been reported on flexonline, md, etc?
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rip.
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I am not messing with Goodrum anymore seems if you tread him you will end up dead.
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I am not messing with Goodrum anymore seems if you tread him you will end up dead.
Smart move
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I wonder if Vince was cunningly goading Derek so he could collect his saliva to give life to his voodoo DA doll?
I am sure he grabbed a piece of toupee at that expo as well.
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Voodoo Vince at a ceremony...
(http://i.huffpost.com/gadgets/slideshows/33297/slide_33297_308040_large.jpg?1386729520846)
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It's real as can be, fella was too young.
PIP.
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Basile getting nervous herr
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Basile getting nervous herr
Voodoo Vince is working his black magic stick as we sit...
(http://fakeposters.com.s3.amazonaws.com/results/2013/12/11/wen2ea6be6.jpg)
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Pretty crazy that two guys in most people's top 5 death pool would pass with in about 2 weeks of each other. If Palumbo goes before Xmas, something really is going on...
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Pretty crazy that two guys in most people's top 5 death pool would pass with in about 2 weeks of each other. If Palumbo goes before Xmas, something really is going on...
It is even sadder when people pass around the holidays. What horrible way to celebrate a holiday, remembering their loved ones' passing.
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It is even sadder when people pass around the holidays. What horrible way to celebrate a holiday, remembering their loved ones' passing.
Benny Binion. The man who opened Binion's Horseshoe Casino and invented the World Series of Poker, died on Christmas day. Hell of a gambler. Pretty good bench presser too.
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PIP Derek.
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Has the kidney already arrived?
Oh wait..
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great post tommy
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Has the kidney already arrived?
Oh wait..
Ouch. At least a nice sigh of relief for the donor. :D
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Hate? Like?
I don't understand these emotions when it comes to DA.
Most of us have zero stake in the outcome of his current illness.
If he pulls through or dies, it'll provide us with a couple of minutes of interesting reading and then onto the next thread.
Well you know, Internet = serious business
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I wonder who will get his hairslab
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I wonder who will get his hairslab
Sick, but funny!!! ;)
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is he really dead?
never seen evidence
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is he really dead?
never seen evidence
Does it matter? His hairline is was receding :'(
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Does it matter? His hairline is was receding :'(
his cranial appearance was the least of his worries in the end
body full of oil and oddly shaped
oil migrating to his swollen face :(
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:(
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How did he get liver cancer on top of his kidneys failing?
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In some sort of weird way, the world is a better place because of his passing-the only thing I regret is not being able to smash his teeth in, or laugh at him in person while he was hooked up to his dialysis machine...
Fucking loser he was...
Who is next? Valentino? Piana? Maybe Palumbo? Wouldnt mind seeing Pellechia go down in either...
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Is DA's hairpiece still on life support?
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In some sort of weird way, the world is a better place because of his passing-the only thing I regret is not being able to smash his teeth in, or laugh at him in person while he was hooked up to his dialysis machine...
Fucking loser he was...
Who is next? Valentino? Piana? Maybe Palumbo? Wouldnt mind seeing Pellechia go down in either...
Lol - you sure are tough
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stop insulting his memory and let's remember him for the genuine great human he was.
(http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=303632.0;attach=345412;image)
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5%er for life.
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(http://cfs6.tistory.com/upload_control/download.blog?fhandle=YmxvZzM4MzRAZnM2LnRpc3RvcnkuY29tOi9hdHRhY2gvMS8wODAwMDAwMDAxMDcuanBn)
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Benny Binion. The man who opened Binion's Horseshoe Casino and invented the World Series of Poker, died on Christmas day. Hell of a gambler. Pretty good bench presser too.
Book just came out a few months ago. Looks like a fun read.
http://www.amazon.com/Blood-Aces-Binion-Gangster-Created/dp/0670026034/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1412175848&sr=1-1&keywords=blood+aces+the+biography+of+benny+binion (http://www.amazon.com/Blood-Aces-Binion-Gangster-Created/dp/0670026034/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1412175848&sr=1-1&keywords=blood+aces+the+biography+of+benny+binion)
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quiet so, but what motivates you, who previously boasted your wife sucked you dry 4 times a week, to seek out such queer sites and pictures?
stop insulting his memory and let's remember him for the genuine great human he was.
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He sucked at everything he did in life-think about how many people he thought he was better than, or that he looked down upon, only to have all that arrogance come back to slap in the face...
A slower, more painful death may have been more appropriate-
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Haven't seen much updates here, is DA on vacation?
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Haven't seen much updates here, is DA on vacation?
I think he's in Time Out.
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So it's just delayed right.
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Too soon?
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Haven't seen much updates here, is DA on vacation?
Very Long One......He id Dead!!!! :'( Thread is Dead!!! DEAD! DEAD! DEAD!
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Too soon?
Too late, it would seem.
Transplant, right?
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I hope they find a donor soon , stay strong Derek .
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Very Long One......He id Dead!!!! :'( Thread is Dead!!! DEAD! DEAD! DEAD!
WTF, are you kidney me?!
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I hope he recovers,i just hope if he gets second chance he doesn't take it for granted and start hitting the drugs again.alot of bodybuilders get a second chance only to abuse drugs again and its like a slap in the face to the donor who helped u
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WTF, are you kidney me?!
:D
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Derek deserves to liver a long life
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Derek's favorite porno was Debbie Does Dialysis
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Derek's favorite porno was Debbie Does Dialysis
That is "F****ing Sick", but funny..... ;)
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WTF, are you kidney me?!
Not Kidneying you? Nor is Derek Livering anymore :-X
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Derek deserves to liver a long life
As Spock says...."Liver Long & Prosper"!!! ::)
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Derek loved to gamble in
Reno Renal, Nevada
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Derek's favorite song was "Once, Twice, Three Times a Liver"
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Derek's favorite song was "Once, Twice, Three Times a Liver"
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A more appropriate choice would be Curtis Mayfield's "Derek's....errr....Freddie's Dead".
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Derek was a big fan of the '80s rock band Liverboy
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Derek's favorite song was "Once, Twice, Three Times a Liver"
"You only liver once" as a close second..
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were is the link is this confirmed?
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were is the link is this confirmed?
Not confirmed. Still waiting for Ron.