flintstones u were just posting a few weeks ago that you were in your best condition ever, you found the holy grail etc. What happened?
Me personally, I don't see the point the point in abusing aas/hgh unless you compete because it isn't worth the come down when you have to stop.
Why not drop the dosages down to 700-1000 a week and do 6 weeks on, 4 weeks off (apollo82 style) with a few months off a year?
With the lower dosages you would obviously have to lower the expectations. You would have to either:
-drop size but focus on conditionitiong and aesthetics (see galeniko or the filipino guy danny-boy)
or
-if you want to look big in clothes, sacrifice condition for increased size (staying within 12-15% bodyfat)
Life is a marathon not a sprint bro. You are going to regret burning yourself out 10-20 years down the line. The YOLO attitude is all good until the responsibilities come and reality hits you in the face,