Live as you will Hong, even though I like others dont see the point of taking high dosages to compete when your limited to what you can finacially achive in the sport, and as we get older our bodies become less forgiving, power to you for living how you want, just dont blame anyone other than yourself if you get health issues, satisfying personal goals, bodybuilding got you where you are now, but your there established now, do you really need to keep going, you have a good physique but theres no Sandows in your future.But as I say its your life, live it as you want.